I deleted my post because I just feel stupid. I had a mental breakdown so I’m gonna just take my meds. I need them to function…. Otherwise I’ll just drive everyone away with my unstable emotions. It’ll be okay. I’ll deal with it. Thank you everyone who tried to help. But I proved to myself that I just need to stay on them or I’ll just be unstable forever. May try natural remedies first but I think I just need to stay on my meds for my own good until I can figure out a plan/be able to function without them.
Gosh I got a lot of replies, I am trying to respond to all! Thank you a lot I’ve only been on it for maybe almost a year but I’m done with my doctors I’m so over it and don’t want another dose of that shit I don’t even want to go back just to taper off of it I’m so fucking done with doctors orders and being mentally ill I’m so fucking tired of it. I’ve tried to quit cold turkey twice and just ended up making myself suffer both times but my doctor is incompetent and a fucking big pharma worshipper so I didn’t dare talk to my medical overlords about going off their “fix” and I made the choice to go cold turkey myself. I’ll do it. I’ll suffer. I’ll make it through. Who knows. Maybe I actually need the Lexapro to save my life. Sigh.
Oh that’s rich. She wants to talk about human trafficking.. right. Like as if she doesn’t eat children .