I will try audible. I cannot sit still enough to hold a book yet.
I'm a lightweight when it comes to anything that helps others sleep or relax, like weed and benadryl.
....and, dang it...I also am an alcoholic..not recovering. That's one thing that helps me numb the pain of rejection, and childhood abuse.
Thank you so much. The tears just roll down at the drop of a hat...hard to tell if they would have been there naturally or if I'm extremely depressed mechanically die to withdrawals..yikes.
I'm just bawling to every song I hear right now
I was stationed in Alaska...that darkness is very real..causes SADD (seasonal affective disorder depression
I'm in Alabama if that helps point me to those types of stores
Wow... really, wow! Thank you most of all for the prayer. Would you just add me to your prayers for just one more need? I'm actually a mom, and a grandma to 5. I haven't had them in my lives since Jan. 6 2021 when it was decided that because I am a veteran, I'm a danger and I'm not worthy of being alive.
Yep. I agree
That was a post I made to FB because I'm still working on Redpilling one of my HS teachers. FB is the only site some go to... eeek
Exactly...but in a weird kinda way.
Thank you fren!!!
I wrote all this before i saw Tumbleweed's comment. Im adding this: I am very angry at the comment made. Fren, you reached out to us and an asshole had to run their mouth...just be strong because tumbleweeds are out there. They are useless rumbling wads of sticks and brambles that serve no useful purpose other than to start a fire. Anyway...
Just hear me out for a minute...I just typed this out (4th paragraph down) to a young man I've known since he was 10. He was a punk back then; given everything and allowed to have anything he wanted from the kitchen to his room. He shot me in the nose with a pellet gun and his brother got in trouble for it.
There was no church, no faith, just lots of drinking, motorcycle clubbers, and noise. The kids were placated with electronics and gadgets. One evening after his dad left on the bike to go to the bar, I joined his mom on the front porch while she drank and smoked her pot. I saw the kid hanging around the edge of the yard kicking fireant beds. A beer bottle was thrown at him and he was told he was stupid for risking getting stung. I slipped away to go check on him.
It only took a few minutes to realize he was suicidal, he hated himself, and so I arranged for him and his brother to stay with us for the summer. That was in 2010. He went with our church youth to the beach where he was saved. He was baptized when they got back.
He is now a soldier and is polar opposite of what he was back then physically and mentally...he is smart, lean, and very wise for his age... but he is still suicidal, and lonely. He is very awake and hates the Army for the wokeness and maltreatment.
What I wrote tonight: "The moment you came up out of the water at your baptism you hollered out, "woo hoo!" You clearly understood yourself at that moment and the decision you had made. Why did you understand so easily? Because you were a child, with the heart, and reasoning of a child. Grown ups add way too much "figuring out stuff" to what life is and make it ridiculously tumultuous and for no reason. Pride, fear, guilt, loneliness, and on and on are what create doubt in our brain boxes -- doubt that we are worthy of love, or even lovable ourselves. I'll only say this one other thing. Jesus is real and that is why darkness hates us. If He wasn't such a threat, demons wouldn't try so hard to destroy us. I consider it a compliment to be a threat to the enemies of God. I swore an unconditional and unexpiring oath to defend my country against everything that would try to destroy our God-given rights; its a no-brainer that I would do the same for the very God who gave us those rights, the peace we have (and freely take for-granted) and His unwavering love for us that was proclaimed without excuse at the Cross.He clearly appreciated the heart of a child when he said, "Suffer the little children to come unto me; for such is the kingdom of heaven."
So, my dear Fren... love yourself for having enough courage to love yourself...and take the equipping you have been entrusted with and realize that you are a warrior! There are so many hurting people...they may not have been through such a traumatic ordeal as yours, but the emotional blank space is there nevertheless.
The enemy should have killed us when he had a chance...now what he has done is awaken a sleeping giant. The demons absolutely tremble at the mere sound of the name of Jesus Christ our Lord.
You are valuable, you are a threat, wear it all boldly yet humbly knowing that you are time-tested in the fire and survived for a reason.
Someone out there needs you desperately.
Any publicly named person this early would be too great a target for assisination...imho
The time for deep diving child abuse is over. Protecting each other is more important.
Who still pursues this stuff without risking an indoctrination. My gosh, yes, it's playing with fire. Humans are targets and we are not immune.
I don't know why I have to explain this, either.
Who me? Or the OP in the post I was bringing back up?
For those who ask "why is this a bad thing?"
Because first of all, we here at GAW know or should know by now that video games have had violence embedded for years.
But why would a Patriot type a post with links to horrific scenes of torture of children? We are always cautioning each other not to be naive and have things on our computers "by accident"
This kid seems to be engrossed in hours of looking for the madness which, I already mentioned, has been out there for years.
At this pivotal time when we patriots are under constant scrutiny and all out attacks on a daily basis...why should we welcome any posts that encourage deep dives into the world of demonic infiltration? It's like playing with an ouoji board, or tarot cards. Just to see because of curiosity?
I don't think that's wise. And no, I don't think it's censorship either. Here GAW always asks us to be careful when we post.
It's obvious you worked long and hard on this. It is definitely a view of where we can end up and that is very sad.
Although I commend your great efforts, the scenes could be misconstrued as really happening. And, we ARE expecting a scare necessary event. Think Orson Wells' "War of the Worlds" radio show
Think of the joy the MSM would have...can have with AI like your video. We Deplorables can be manipulated even further... making it look like we destroyed our white house even though we didn't nor would we.
AI is good for creators like yourself who only want to be a part of the solution. Just be cautioned that in the wrong hands, your very work for good could be tweaked by the evil lurking in the dark corners just waiting for a chance to use all the hard work of someone else to paint the good Frens here and around the world in a bad light.
I'm guessing that offering your work for free, at least right now is not a good idea. Trolls are here, deep state trolls here.
Just my 2 cents
You're welcome
love this!
I'm so humbled by the bravery being shown throughout our country and the world. It's very hard to be a whistle-blower and it's also a very lonely place.
May God bless Tarik and protect him and his family!
Probably happened all over the country today.
Reruns
Reminds me of the POW empty table
I'm the type of anon who wants people to believe that I am not crazy -- instead, I am the outcast
Love you!
You're a true fren...all of you. I mean that!