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SidetrackedAgain 12 points ago +12 / -0

There are no self-reflections on top of mountains - it's only in the valleys that we find our need for a savior.

Your story sounds like mine. You are not alone. I thank God for giving us Jesus. God made us, He understands us, He wants us to need Him, but He also has to allow us to get to the point of broken so that we need Him in our hearts, minds, and souls bad enough to cry out.

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SidetrackedAgain 2 points ago +2 / -0

Watch the movie "Deja vu" with Denzel Washington.

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SidetrackedAgain 4 points ago +4 / -0

I know what it means, but where did I learn that? It's been a long time and I can't find it in the drops.

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SidetrackedAgain 1 point ago +1 / -0

Thank you. I am pretty overwhelmed. I couldnt bear the crazy and went back to the medication. Makes me so angry

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SidetrackedAgain 2 points ago +2 / -0

It's in God's hands... looking forward to hearing back from you next week!

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SidetrackedAgain 3 points ago +3 / -0

I am thankful for your post. It took courage. But, I want you to be very educated here because you and your husband actually can do nothing more than love your grandchildren as much as possible - ignoring all the drama -- focus on them - not the court, not the words the court would ignore anyway -- focus ON the grandkids. period. They will be okay. M will live with the blame (yes she will say you didn't help... with what? Ignore her pleas to say things to the court that will help her case. The court doesn't have to hear your side - M has SHOWN the court her side.

I am the mother - it was Feb 2 1988 - I was the mother the court said "no" to. I would not have grown up once and for all, if the court had sided with me. My son is now 38 - he knows what I was like, but now, because I grew up and faced life head-on, my son knows I love him and my grandkids know they have a grandmother who takes responsibility for her actions, not because I wanted to - but because no one else could do it for me...but the court.

I'm guessing this may be a short-term tour of duty, perhaps? If the step-mom is a good mom, let them go freely. send cards, send letters, send videos - do Facetime. the tour will be over before you know it.

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SidetrackedAgain 1 point ago +1 / -0

oh I have seen it here too - Anniston AL - if you like amateur boxing come watch the homeless people go at it in the ER waiting room

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SidetrackedAgain 1 point ago +1 / -0

The symptoms that I have are maddening either way. Why would I have this eye-zap 8 days after the last dose? sooooo frustrating.

and my mouth - I have NO filter right now. Every word out of my mouth makes no sense and I am angry grumpy mean and no desire to do anything but sleep

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SidetrackedAgain 2 points ago +2 / -0

I slept most of the day. After 8 days of this swooshing, and eye-zap mess I took one dose. Within a couple of hours I was able to move my head without dizziness.

...I am NOT happy... I am going back to bed. I will DM you probably tomorrow. I just have zero concentration right now.

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SidetrackedAgain 4 points ago +4 / -0

I always forget to try to state in my posts that I'm a woman. Lol...I DO know what a woman is, too!

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SidetrackedAgain 2 points ago +2 / -0

The VA is hard to get in contact with in times like this (out of state, on the road) I went to the ER in Baltimore and was triggered by vulgar insults it was the closest I have ever come to being shot. Man did not mind shooting "an f-ing white bitch pussy-ass soldier." I was wearing a Veterans for Trump t-shirt. Took off my sweatshirt for BP reading and went back to the waiting room holding mysweatshirt there it was ....Trump derangement syndrome all-over the place

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