Turn to Jesus, friend. It sounds overly simplistic and stupid but once you're really following Him, there is reassurance and answer for every one of those things that scare you. Your family, and yourself, Covid, vaccine, or not, are temporary. We are all just heading away from here as soon as we are born. Don't keep hurting and worrying and building up anxiety, open a Bible. You can test it yourself if following Jesus will really change these things for you by reading a few verses a day, talking about these worries to Him in prayer, and then keeping your eyes and heart open to see what changes.

I sincerely doubt that there will be a mass dying in the coming years.

At the end of the day we have a bunch of stakeholders in Pfizer and other companies with puppets in the government that decided to rob and control the people.

There is no need to actively kill humans when you can perpetually fleece them like good little sheep. Especially as they gain control. Limited resources are a non-issue for the corrupt elites, they will get whatever they want and the rest can see how they divide up the rest.

They rolled out a designed pandemic to shit money (through vaccines), gain control (through lockdowns, mandates and passports) and to steal the election.

As far as your mom is concerned, there are papers on Coronavirus cures as well as a US patent including both. A cure means a vaccine is unnecessary, especially given the lack of long-term data.

Show her that, and if she still gets it just set your mind on something else.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7505114/#bib0555 https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1232869/ https://yle.fi/uutiset/osasto/news/finnish_firm_earns_us_patent_for_covid_drug_containing_ivermectin_and_hydroxychloroquine/11946611

Chances are she'll be fine, so consider taking up meditation instead of wasting your time and energy destroying yourself by worrying.

Go to frontline doctors and get her hydroxychloroquin and azithromycin to have in case she goes positive. Assure her she'll be ok if she has to take it

So, what are you doing today to prepare for tomorrow? Do you know how to grocery shop, meal plan, cook, pay a bill, fill out an application for an apartment? If you tried to rent a place that requires a credit check do you have negative things on your report that you should be addressing? Turn your conversations with your Mom into a chance to learn from her, get involved with what it really takes for your Mom to keep a roof, food, and utilities going so you have accommodations. Make the most out of the time you have with Mom. I have lost people unexpectedly from accidents, heart attacks, cancer.... Try to stop focusing on the vax what if, and get into the what now. Life is an incredible journey don't let it pass you by.

I had thoughts of suicide as a teen. Grew up in a Christian home but I had turned from God. I was on anti depressants but they only made it worse.. One night I asked Jesus to please help me and literally the next day I felt like a new person. Depression and fear are attacks from the enemy (they same enemy who runs the NWO)

Say, "Okay you can get the vaccine, but you have to make a will first and leave me everything so I'm not homeless." And pray of course.

Edit to say that came off way more callous that I meant it to. The making a will thing was more to scare her into believing she will die if she gets it, not to make you sound greedy or anything.

Tell her that 6 of my family members got covid and it was like a bad cold, even my 86 year old mom was better in 4 days! She lost her sense of smell and taste for 2 days, felt very tired and slept a lot for first 2 days. Her c19 test was positive. My mom will no way get vaxxed! She is completely against it!

Time to get on track.

Hang in there, hope your mom realized that it is experimental and likely more damaging than the virus itself.

PRAY PRAY PRAY

My mother got the vaccine, and I literally don’t even think about it. The entire Trump family is vaccinated, and yet people are still pushing fear porn on here over the vaccines. The only one which is slightly concerning is AstraZeneca which isn’t even used here.

I for one won’t be getting the vaccine because I’m younger, have no medical history which would put me at risk, and I have already have had the China virus.

You need to sit down with her and make sure she sees all the videos. Watch them with her explain to her these are not just bums off the street they are doctors scientists virologist microbiologist some of them at the top of their field world wide.

With all the lies coming out now about the virus and vax, why would anyone want to try it. It is the fear they are instilling into us. Its fear they want to enslave people

Read some of the Fasci emails. That will cheer you up!

Go make a sandwich and chill. Unplug. Shit ain't so bad if you turn all the devices off.

Pray my friend.....you and my son are in similar places in life. He is the reason I wont. He thinks they're ok. He gave up the tears between 15 and 25 to care for my parents. I still have to get him driving. You cant leave old people aline..and we got abandoned by my liberal hag sisters. I pray all the time to find peace in our screwed up life. Have you voiced your fears to your mom.? Talk about the being left alone part. Theres simply no good reason to put an unapproved shot for something that wont kill a fairly healthy person If she found a bottle that said "drink me" on it...should she? Let her read Fauci emails. Drip one in use a screen shot...easier to get them to read that than links..slow n steady takes the win..

It’s not clear that everyone’s who got the shot will die. There is a lot of talk about being able to survive the shot by getting control of the spike protein with drugs and other things. Do not give up hope that they will survive. Do some research, like mercola.com and others and see what people like Judy mikovits and others are saying. And please do mot think about suicide. Ask God to help you stay strong!!! Please do not fall into despair. Right now all is well, so don’t go into anxious fantasy mode!!!

Please tell your mother that many people are suffering horrific vaccination injuries and there's a chance these people will have permanently damaged immune systems. If your mother really wants it, beg her to wait 12 months to see how many of the human lab-rats survive. Turn her stomach with discussions about blood clots in her brains and lungs, if you need to.

This alarms me because im only 21 and living with her.

Step 1: Get a job or get find an affordable community college and learn to code.

Step 2: Start looking for small apartments just so you get an idea about how much they cost and how far from the city / job you are willing to travel.

Step 3: Learn to cook. Teach yourself how to cook quick, healthy and simple meals. Many cookbooks and chefs will fuck around with fancy bullshit and produce meals that take 40 mins to prepare, but here in the real world, you'll never want to do that, so learn to cook quick and simple meals. Many recipes call for fried onion, but you'll save a lot of calories and time just adding 1/2 teaspoon of onion powder. For example, you can make 1 serving of vegetarian chili con carne in 120 seconds by combining 50g grated carrot, 1/3 tin washed kidney beans, 1 cup passata, 1 teaspoon chicken stock and cumin powder, 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder and paprika, 1/4 teaspoon salt and chili powder and white pepper. Combine it all in a microwave proof jug, cover and heat until it's rapidly bubbling and the passata is cooked. Serve with 1/2 packet of 90 second microwave rice and some grated cheese (optional). Delicious, fat free, low sodium.

Cream of cauliflower mustard soup, cream of curry pumpkin soup, cream of potato soup, cream of corn soup... all of these take 5 minutes to prepare and 20 mins to simmer in a pot. Stab-blend them smooth and serve with an oven warmed bread roll with butter and it'll be quick, delicious, filling and cost about $2 per serving.

Remember, if it requires more than 8 ingredients and takes longer than 5 minutes to prepare then you'll NEVER want to do it after a hard day of working.

Create a basic, quick and easy two week meal plan cooking every night. Something like: cream of something soup with an oven warmed roll, penne and broccolini arrabbiata (throw the cut up broccolini in with the boiling pasta water for 30 seconds before draining and use supermarket pasta sauce), supermarket meat pie or oven cooked schnitzel with microwaved potatoes or mashed potato (made from powder with some pepper added) and baked carrot and peas and gravy, chili con carne on rice or in tacos, omelet and baked beans (put white pepper in it) with some hashbrowns (cooked from frozen in oven for 20 mins), Chinese beef and broccoli / Chinese tofu and broccoli on rice (quick and easy - has 3 ingredients, use supermarket stir-fry sauce and 90 second microwave rice).

You'll need a similar meal plan for summer with lighter meals and more salads.

This may seem trivial, however you'll save a LOT of money and you'll be much healthier if you follow a meal plan rather than eating unhealthy and expensive takeaway every night, like far too many people do.

I'm not sure what other advice I can give. I can share experiences about moving out of home when I was 19, how to keep an apartment clean and neat and minimalist, etc. You'll be wanting to move out on your own soon, one way or another, so please don't fear the change and embrace it as life experience.

Life is a roller-coaster for everyone, unless you're a member of a royal family.

Chances are they will be okay. If not, listen to what Jordan Peterson has to say about suffering and responsibility.

Turn to the Almighty Father, God. Realize that all that you have, He has given to you. And all that you have, He can and will take away. The Word of the Bible teaches us not to cling to worldly things, because clinging to them brings despair, sadness, and anger when they are taken away - and they will be taken away.

I am not saying to not love your family and close ones, but rather to put your faith and trust in The Father, Jesus.

Is "dispaired" a word?

Dude, just take a deep breath, you're young and as long as you have a head over your shoulders you can find a job and earn a living on your own, which you have to do anyway...

But I just want to point out the fact that you are being extremely selfish right now.. don't you think? on the prospect of your entire family dying, your main worry is "OH MY!! WHAT ABOUT ME!!?!??!", I mean seriously?...

You're a child of God, don't ever despair, you're more adaptable than you can possibly imagine, keep focus and never lose hope, you'll always find a way.

We don't know if every single person that took the vaccine will die for sure, even so, if she keeps insisting in taking it, at least convince her to not get a mRNA one, I believe the J&J is just the regular type of vaccine, do some research.