I got to a very low place in my life. I was depressed for a long time. I spent a lot of time researching everything I could get my hand on and noticed some patterns.
Nikola Tesla talks about frequency and vibration. Dr. Masaru Emoto did experiments with water that proves that our emotions affect water. Our bodies are made up of mostly water so I started trying to raise my vibration by forcing myself to be happy. You know that feeling you get when you hug somebody and you just let go and melt into them? I would literally do that with a pillow. I would act like a kid and just be silly. I listened to Binaural beats and solfeggio frequencies in my headphones because I knew about vibration experiments with sand on a plate and how each frequency created a pattern. I knew about sacred geometry and noticed that most religions chant or use different sounds.
I started having vivid dreams and everything slowed down. My emotions became easy to control and nothing seemed to bother me anymore. It was like the movie Limitless when the drugs kicked in. I was seeing two and three steps ahead and everything became clear. The synchronicities were so intense I thought I was going crazy. I started seeing 11:11 everywhere so I googled it and found out about spiritual awakening.
Everything the new-age people talked about was what I was going through. I never paid much attention to them before because I thought they were weirdo hippies. lol. Then I started looking into what they were talking about and it all made sense. ASCENSION is real and it comes with symptoms. The year before all of this I actually went to my doctor and complained about ringing in my ears and my body feeling like it was vibrating etc.
I did no drugs and stopped all the medication that I was on 4 months earlier. It was blood pressure meds and heartburn meds. Nothing for depression or mental issues.
I know God is real. People have different names for the same thing. Source, The higher self, the Subconscious mind, Aliens, etc.
I can only describe what I went through from the knowledge I have acquired throughout my life. I do not want to push my beliefs on anybody but I feel like I should share my experience. I wish somebody would have told me but looking back I realize that they did and I just thought they were nuts and blew them off. lol.
Everybody goes through their own journey that is best for them. God knows what he is doing and puts us through the challenges we need. IMO
The low place (a period of severe depression) seems to be a massively recurring theme with these types of epiphanies.
Many people describe the lowest point in their lives being mere seconds away from the pinnacle of joy that they spend much of their lives trying to "get back to" and experience with the same intensity again.
"The low place (a period of severe depression) seems to be a massively recurring theme with these types of epiphanies."
It is commonly referred to as "The dark night of the soul" apparently.
In basic training raw recruits get beaten down, exhaustion, hunger, etc all used as a weapon to break individuals will and mind, purportedly so they can get remolded back to a new form that suits the services.
I wonder if that low point in the lives of people that precedes a moral/ethical directional shift is a similar concept, the end point of a mental or emotional beat-down that breaks through defenses and leaves open the possibility of a big life shift.
What a great thing that it bought you here!
I maintain my happy thoughts and connection to God by playing darts.
It might sound a bit weird, but I'm on my own, and I'm just practicing. I can go from scoring a 180 immediately followed by a score of 3.
Stuff like that just makes me laugh, reminds me not to take myself too seriously.
It also reminds me that God has a sense of humour and likes to play practical jokes on us when we're being too serious :)
All I did and what Q is asking you to do here is FOCUS. u/#q4963
Not sure why you got downvoted but I upvoted you fren.
Beautiful awakening story. Oddly similar to mine as well with the heavy depression I faced for many of my younger years. It wasn't until I started actually seeking the answers to my questions and found the science of vibration and Nikola Tesla as well as Dr. Emoto and the like that I started to put the pieces together. Ultimately it was when I started meditation and on a consistent bases of doing it everyday I really started feeling my awakening. The synchronicity with the Universe/God is almost indescribable. Also the few times I've been able to travel inter-dimensionally, as it's been explained to me, is something you never forget.
Love and light fren.
"Not sure why you got downvoted but I upvoted you fren."
People's inner demons surface when they do not understand something.
“Fear is based on ignorance. Lack of understanding is also a primary cause of anger.”
― Thich Nhat Hanh, Reconciliation: Healing the Inner Child
This is all so interesting to me. I have a bit of a temper. I feel like lately, the smallest things set me off. I’m not a violent type, I won’t put my hand through a wall or someone’s face, but I just get so angry.
I know there is a bigger purpose for life besides working a job you hate to pay bills for things you don’t even really need - but society has deemed them necessary. I think that’s what has been causing so much anger inside of me. I’m just SICK of it. I feel like I’m trapped in a prison with no walls, and my mind has been locked in solitary confinement forever. It’s just waiting to be freed, but I don’t know how.
I went through that stage.
What worked for me was learning to meditate so I can quiet my mind. This was hard at first because my ego was thinking "this is stupid" lol. But over time it became easier.
Start paying attention to what you are thinking about and whenever you notice a negative thought STOP. Force yourself to look at it from a positive perspective. After a while, this becomes a habit and you will begin to see the positive in everything.
Taking a break from negative social media, TV, Movies, Music, etc is important. Think of everything as positive or negative and try to surround yourself with positive content. Go for walks in nature if you can. Breathing exercises helped me also. Look into Whim Hoff. I do this breathing technique every day. https://youtu.be/lwlEJ2O-6HM and cold showers made a big difference as well.
Do not get discouraged. Some days will be better than others and slowly over time, you will have fewer and fewer bad days. Here is a site that goes into more detail and explanation. https://www.purposefairy.com/91132/shift-3d-to-5d-consciousness/
This part might sound strange but the "universe" [God] is aware of your intentions and will help guide you. This is a "free will" planet so you need to ask or give permission if you want help. If you believe in God pray, if you believe in something else talk to that. Look into water and how it responds to emotions. https://youtu.be/vmUk-gDfZA0
I used to talk to a glass of water and state my intentions before I drank it. I still do actually. lol, It sounds strange but it works. Our "subconscious mind" is very powerful and that might have something to do with it too.
Remember that our emotions are extremely important so if you start seeing repeating numbers or synchronicities you are not going crazy. Everything is positive, remember that. If you let fear and paranoia take over they will drag you down. "All we have to fear is fear itself."
Don't chase any outcome or force yourself to listen to anybody. Trust your intuition. If somebody says something or you read something that does not resonate just ignore it and move on. Just observe and be aware and watch everything play out. Information and answers you need will find their way to you. [Divine timing]
Good luck.
Thank you so much fren! I genuinely needed to read this today.
No problem. Keep in touch if you need to talk.
I do have a question that I don’t even think I want the answer to.. nonetheless, do you think cannabis holds the mind back from achieving freedom?
Hopefully, this post does not get censored too.
I think you are very brave to share your story.
I love this! Mine started with seeing 11:11 all over the place. I listen to my phone at work through headphones and everday for a couple months I'd notice it would stop streaming and the internet would disconnect. When I'd investigate it would always say 11:11, 12:12, 12:34, And after I looked the internet would turn back on.
I found I could ask certain yes or no questions and I seemed to get a reply, or when I'm supposed to pay attention to something, it grabs my attention. I feel a static charge of energy go from my head down through my body, I get massive goosebumps, my hair stands on-end, and my focus/emotions feel really intense, it's an incredible experience. I'll feel completely charged up for like 30 seconds or more.
During the roughest part of my breakup with my ex I was sitting outside wallowing in my depression watching a Youtube video. As I was crying I asked "what am I supposed to do, should I just let her go? I feel so lost in my life right now". I was barely paying attention to the video I was watching I was so upset. I began to feel that static-charge go through my body and I heard the video switch on youtube. A new video started playing by a "coach Craig Kenneth", but it started 15 minutes (2/3's) through the video, which was odd.. His first words were "it's time to let go, you need to work on removing old habbits that no longer serve your life in a positive manner". I was absolutely stunned by what I heard.
I was having a very weak moment at work, and I wanted to message my ex to meet up and talk about getting back together. I wrote out a message and hit the send button, but my phone gave me an error saying that it couldn't deliver the message. I checked my phone and it said I wasnt connected to my cellular service provider (even after a few phone restarts). This lasted all morning for about 4 hours while I tried to keep delivering the text. At about lunch time I had decided that messaging her wasn't a good idea, so I deleted the draft text message, and RIGHT when I deleted the message my cell service came back on. Interestingly, my buddy at work had the same service provider as me and had no issues all day.
My dad is extremely religious, and he's also an anon. We were talking over the phone about all the horrible things happening in the world and how upset it was making him. Before he hungup he said "I'm saying some prayers tonight and I'm going to ask for, and send you some protection". After he hungup I received a text message from my dad. I opened the text and it was a picture of St. Michael, I began to feel that static energy again. At that moment my phone froze and was stuck with the screen continually flashing between green, white, and the picture of St. Michael. I had to go on my desktop computer to look up how to hard reset my S22+. This lasted about 5 minutes until I found out how.
I have ringing/fluttering sensations in my ears and sometimes when I lay in bed it feels like I'm viberating and not laying still. While writing this message I had the electric sensation a few times and ringing in my ears which hasn't been happening a lot lately.
I recommend sitting in a quiet place, say that you're open to receiving signs and messages. Ask what you are supposed to do to become a better person. A couple people close to me did this, and within about a week they started experiencing some pretty incredible things.
That is great. It is nice to hear about other people's experiences. When I try to tell people about my experiences and they have not gone through this they just look at me like I am nuts. lol. That was something I had trouble dealing with at first. It is kind of like a magic eye picture when the sailboat comes into focus but to everybody else, it is just a blur.
Thank you for sharing.
You don't say why you were depressed, but I've found myself feeling bitter and isolated (other than this site) after beginning my awakening. I thought that feeling sad and mad at learning how things really were in our country/world was a price I had to pay, but after reading your post, I realized that it doesn't have to be so.
I understood a long time ago on a very basic level - back when I was meditating a lot - that everything was frequencies, but that was about as far as I got.
Thank you so much for sharing, fren - like Keke2021 pointed out, I didn't understand why someone would downvote your post either (until I saw your response) ❤️ your message has been on my mind all day!
You're welcome.
I was depressed because I dug down all the rabbit holes and the truth is depressing. I let it get to me. Plus my marriage fell apart and I lost everything. To top it all off my ex used the term "conspiracy theorist" to describe me in court and used it to take visitations of my kids away. Even though I didn't even talk to my kids about that stuff. I just tried to tell her not to vaccinate our children and that COVID was "fishy".
She went against my wishes and vaccinated both of my children now my son has type one diabetes and a heart murmur. :(
I'm so sorry to hear that, especially about your son.
I think that the whole covid BS separated us into 'sides' and people's true colors came out - that is something to be grateful for, I guess.
I think we put so much pressure on ourselves with the new-found knowledge of being awake, but we (I) don't necessarily know how to handle it all perfectly right away either - I realize now that I should have gone about things in a different way for a lot people in my life.
Sorry to hear about your kids. I lost my mom most likely to the vax. I got into the esoteric recently due to that. Part of the Great Awakening I pray is waking up in a world where she’s back, the evil in the world is gone and it never happened.
Thanks. Sorry to hear about your mother.
It is very difficult for people to understand some of these concepts without having their own experience. Well, rather than understand lets say believe. Because I don't really understand it all that well, but I know it to be true. If I hadn't had some things happen to me over the past 4-5 years I would likely not have much interest in the vibration, frequency, energy area which leads naturally to Ascension. But, it is the whole story that all this is based on. It's also why Nothing Can Stop What Is Coming. All humans are being given these higher dimensional energies but not all of them are able to handle them. Some are retaining more than their fair share, for lack of a better term, to hold it on Earth. These energies will keep coming... forever. THAT is why nothing can stop what is coming. Earth has help from countless galactic races and from Source itself in this process. "They" will not win. But many things good and bad will be occurring on this plane until they are gone.
"Well, rather than understand lets say believe."
Yep, belief is extremely important. Just look at the Placebo effect for example. The importance of belief is even in the Bible John 3:16.
The thing is, in order to believe something we need to understand it. That is why a lot of this stuff sounds like gibberish to people that do not understand. I didn't even attempt to use any of the techniques out there until I understood that there might actually be something to it. But once I experienced my awakening there was no doubt and my life changed forever.
Great. Now put your trust in Jesus, read the Bible and enjoy times of refreshment.