Ever since Q's latest "Ascension" post I'm going through that with my third eye right now. That's the best way I can describe it.
I've got the spasms and jitters, thoughts are coming and going so fast I feel like I'm gonna puke, my heart is racing, and I keep having big "revelations" about how the physical world is stitched together, in both a literal and figurative sense. I'm physically sick because I don't have any way to write it all down or tell anyone what I see in my head. It's like language fails me and I get super bummed knowing there's no way to just show people what I see as clearly as the nose in front of my face. I wanna just clutch my head and scream, to be honest with you.
It's really frustrating...
I get this way sporadically, mind you. I gots the narcolepsy real bad, and sometimes I manage to dream while I'm awake. I don't get full-blown hallucinations, but things get surreal, I "see people's real faces" when I look at them like I've never seen them before and can't recognize family members, and every dream I've had suddenly becomes accessible to call upon.
Let me explain that last part.
You know how you can't ever really remember a dream? Well, sometimes you can, but they sorta just fade away after a while and you gotta write them down before they get lost?
Yeah, sometimes that "barrier" between my real memories and dream memories just takes a vacation and I can call on dream memories like normal memories. I sometimes have to audit my memories to remind myself certain dream events didn't really happen. It is not a comfortable experience.
Well, I'm going through that right now and it's not letting up. I don't know if White Hats fired up some sorta new-age machine or turned off the Cabal's suppression machines a-la Era of Light crazy theories, but something is going on right now where I can't turn off the dream state.
I figure the timing with the Q post, something is going on. Maybe it's just me. I know I'm crazy, but sometimes this brand of crazy lends itself to some seriously spiritual revelations, so I can't exactly say it's a bad thing.
Anyways...
Anyone else feelin' it right now?
Is this the "Awakening" part of the show? Maybe I'm just having an episode unrelated to everything else? Don't know for sure, but things sure do feel trippy right now.
wow, praying for you sleepydude
Totally can relate.
I’ve seen very realistic images of faces of people I’ve never met before too. Every time I become aware of it, I try and relax and open up to try and obtain more information. It usually dissipates and I’ll open my eyes with a smile. It’s not just when I’m sleeping either. Even if I shut my eyes for a few seconds, it’ll happen. I find it very cool and it gives me an overwhelming feeling of being connected.
You got it backwards. I gain a limited version of prosopagnosia, face blindness.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prosopagnosia
People I know and recognize lose facial recognition. It's like I'm seeing people like my dad for the first time. I can easily piece together who I'm looking at because of all the other factors that go into being who they are, but I see the face with such vivid detail that it's like I've never seen them before.
Interesting. Maybe I’m talking crazy here, but maybe you could be a “sender” and I’m a “receiver” on a spiritual plane? Who knows but I’m excited to find out.
You're not alone. Lots of weird stuff. A relative is having crazy dreams and mixes those dream memories with reality just as you describe. And yesterday I met a man who flat-out said he was a demon. Spiritual pangs.
You're okay SleepyDude. All is not as it seems (or appears). Do your best to relax and observe. Kundalini is rising.
What is your dominant spiritual preference?
Don't know what you mean by "dominant spiritual preference."
It could mean a lot of things, so I'm not sure what you're referring to specifically.
Do you consider yourself a Christian? Buddhist? New Age? Yoga follower? Or none of the above? No spiritual observation/practice in particular?
Catholic, but I figure we've not had a legitimate Pope since before the Bible was written in English. The way I see it, there's one Church, and dirty though she may be, leaving that Church because it's not going the way you want only guarantees no one with any gumption will be left to fix the corruption.
That being said, I use the Geneva 1599 Bible because it's what the Founding Fathers used, and seeing how it led them to dedicate this Nation to God, I figure it's a good pull.
The Geneva is the best you're gonna get in English, but that being said, unfortunately for Christians, it is the meaning of words that has been severely altered by the cabal. If more understood this, many things in this world would change.
Case in point, "Kundalini" so-named by the Indian Yogis and Sages. The story of Jesus in the bible is a veiled, metaphorical story of just this. Are you interested in hearing more or not so much?
“I baptize you with water for repentance, but he who is coming after me is mightier than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire” (Matt 3:11).
What did John mean when using these words? -> "Water", "He", "Baptize", "Repentance", "Holy Spirit" & "Fire"
And what do those words mean to you? The popular modern definitions?
Could the original intent and meaning of these words have been lost in translation?
not just you , The more we unplug from the Matrix the clearer reality will become. Feels like the Baud rate just got kicked up! and in color too!
Speaking of color, I also get synesthesia. Colors have smells, sounds have tastes, and feelings have both smells, tastes, and colors, if that makes any sense.
LOL! Yes! That's crazy! I've always associated this to my own internal meaning of symbols and how I can "translate" them in the moment. I have one LOW feeling that smells like cigarette smoke. And purple always sounds like Vivaldi. LOL!
I’m feeling it too. I feel like I’m going crazy somewhat. I’m thinking all the time, fast thoughts. Ears are ringing and head is full of pressure. Things that normally bring me pleasure, don’t.
I feel nauseous, and have a low grade headache. The biggest thing is I’m reaching out to God. It’s like I’m walking though quicksand to get to Him. Mentally though. I don’t feel myself at all. I also feel this weird inner peace at the same time, and I know that all of this blabber about elections, and democrats is just that. Useless blabber.
Definitely relate to some of this over the last several years. Every time I get a "universal download" my body shakes and my foot taps like crazy. This used to scare the crap out of me (especially when it would happen on mushrooms) but I'm a bit better with it now - I focus on breathing slowly and trying not to tense up.
I let the energy do its thing and then I ground back into reality when it's done.
For me creating psychedelic art and music helps with trying to explain reality behind the scenes (but takes several years to a decade to really express 1/100th of the experience).
Ive been taking iodine and neolite daily for the last two years. About two months after starting, my wife says I whisper in my sleep 'Jesus Christ is my Lord and Salvation'. It seems to coincides with me having a nightmare with demonic undertones. It happens at least once per week. Before my iodine regimen began I rarely remembered any dreams.
Along with these 'demonic' dreams I am also having lucid dreams at about the same frequency. Ive heard iodine and neolite both can 'decalcify' the pineal gland. I have no real idea if its related. I have no real idea why Im remembering dreams. Could just be the stress we all feel from the last 6 years but the last 2 in particular.
I would have never mentioned this to anyone (Ive never even told my wife about the 'demonic' dreams) and on its surface its completely unrelated to you sleepy, but I thought maybe its related in the grander scheme.
Then again it may be nothing. Another data point for me to ponder as more information comes to light.
I do not have any of the "weird" sensory effects you speak of, but I have been "turned on" in a way lately.
There's a lot going on here, for me. Much of it mystic. But it is being presented to me in ways I'm (mostly) familiar with but with a definite acceleration. I put my faith in Christ, and that faith is growing exponentially To be fair, my faith is still new, and has a long way to grow. It is difficult, but not "shocking" and for that I'm grateful.
Circumstances have been strange, and they have been interpersonal and powerful.
Something's up. But my experiences do not match yours.
Then again God gave us all different gifts. 😊
Had that a month ago, body adapting to the 5G and ULF assault.
When I feel anxious or irritable, it's usually because the sun is extremely active: solar flares, high solar winds, something.
That's when I know to take extra Vitamin D.
I prefer Thorne drops -- Vitamin D3 and K2.
Those feelings go away quickly.
I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening Dec 1st, 2001 that sounds very similar. It happened again 10 days later and several times over the years. Very often, I slightly wake up in the middle of the night, and my mind comes ON. I can only describe it as a download - images, faces, places that I have no association w/are coming at full speed. Even as a few spiritual friends tell me it's a "gift," it's gotten worse (or at least more powerful) over the years. Makes it VERY hard to concentrate on the mundane and get things done at work. So, you're not alone. Wish I could give some kind of helpful suggestion, but regular exercise and meditation are about the only things that to to quell the information overload - that and alcohol, which I'm continuously working to reduce. Hope things quiet down soon.
Well, for me it's been going on as long as I can remember, but especially since I got narcolepsy around 7th grade.
Every day since then I get bouts of a fever-ish dream-like state where all my senses go wild. I get really sleepy during these periods, and my eyes wiggle like I'm in REM sleep.
All this goes towards my choice of username, by the way.
Do you have to wear a hat when you go into grocery stores because you can't turn off your peripheral vision and "download" every image, graphic, color, etc. on every product in every aisle? Basically, my ability to ignore things turns off, and I see/feel everything with super intensity. Sounds like what happens to you in the middle of the night.
Nope, I can shut it down during the day for the most part - so much so that my husband will be sitting next to me calling my name several times before I allow myself to hear him. Don't get me wrong, the downloads can definitely happen during the day. But I'm more able to control my response or "in-take" of those than I am in the night. I've always been a control freak, so maybe that works to my advantage. But the nighttime gets crazy. Feels like I'm an antennae without any limits. This is where your narcolepsy is probably working against you the most - or maybe in your favor...who really knows what the purpose is for this?
Rereading the title of this post sparks another connection. I can see the "brightness" before I ever open my eyes. It's like there's a spotlight in the room w/me, so I get that feeling too. Wish there was some kind of practical information that comes through during these times, but it's all so random. Seems like that's the case for you too. Either way, I'm sorry you're struggling with it and feeling this intensity. It's not pleasant for sure.
I had an anxiety attack the night the post was uploaded. I did not realize it was the same night until now. Usually when I have an anxiety attack I slip into a weird in-between vibrational state. This anxiety attack takes over and I’m not really sure where I am or what I’m doing. I am physically frozen in place. The only thing that helps me come to is physical pain or extreme discomfort such as an ice cold shower. Praying for you, man. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing. I never related my anxiety attacks to vibration/spiritual attacks until my awakening.
This isn't quite what you're going through but I've been listening to Rife frequencies at night. Anyway, there are a few in my Playlist about quantum consciousness, pineal gland healing, etc. And sometimes, when I wake up, it's like I've been out visiting all night. I'm not sure where I've been but it's extremely pleasant and I'm happy when I wake up.