"Say Tehillim".... after a couple online searches, I understand this to mean, say Psalms for me (also, interpreted as, 'please say a prayer for me'. According to wiki: The reading of psalms is viewed in Jewish tradition as a vehicle for gaining God's favor. They are thus often specially recited in times of trouble, such as poverty, disease, or physical danger; in many synagogues, Psalms are recited after services for the security of the State of Israel.
I was at a high school game when an elderly gentleman fell over (presumably dead). They performed CPR for about 10 minutes until an ambulance arrived. They continued CPR until he was loaded into the ambulance and driven to the local hospital. The guy was dead the entire time, the CPR was pretty much for show to keep the crowd calm. I do hope the NFL player is OK, but I'm willing to bet he was dead on the field. 😞
I appreciate you asking for my advice... unfortunately, all I can tell you is "set goals, then try to reach them". I know that doesn't directly answer your question, but I hope you ultimately are satisfied with the decision(s) you make. 😀
I agree it's painful to watch... but these movies answer SO MANY questions. Questions that not only you'll benefit from having answered, but also, questions you can then ask your friends (helping them discover the truth).
- suck it up, force yourself to watch these... you'll be glad you did 👍
There is a book by Dr. Mark Sircus... search Amazon for: B00QWQUCYA