Totally asleep back then. It's been one heck of a rapid awakening.
I wasn't surprised by the reactions of humanity, but I was completely shocked and horrified by what it took to wake me up to the point of moving out of complacency about it.
And that was the problem. We had been trained to assume that nothing could be done about it and that we were helpless to affect it.
We're not. It's changing. Thank God.
Trick for dealing with people who only look at one side of an issue and seem to be stuck in it....decide for yourself that you are worth something better. Quit accepting what other people tell you about yourself as truth, because it's not. It's their truth., and they are trying to project it onto you. But it only becomes yours if you allow it. You are the only one who can create your truth. You know who you are inside, you know your motivations, and you don't have to convince anyone else of it.
And that's true for every individual. Learn who you are by deciding what YOU want to be, and go forward without being afraid of what other people are saying about you. I promise you will find people who you can relate to, who are willing to respect you and your beliefs. (Hint: They generally don't hang out in chat rooms.) We don't have to believe it when someone says something nasty or negative about us, and we don't have to react to it blindly by blaming an entire gender (or race, or religion, or sexual orientation) either.
Life gets a whole lot easier when we trip over the simple realization that we get to decide for ourselves what we want to believe about ourselves. We don't have to pay any attention to what other people are saying. And if we don't, it doesn't affect us as strongly. We do need to be aware that it's happening, but it's okay to let those emotions slide off and not carry them around forever because they will fester over time, and keep us stuck reacting instead of getting on with our lives.
If she is not taking one, a good magnesium supplement might help her. (The OTC pill supplements are not usually very bio-absorbable.)
Something like this might help to increase her melatonin production. (Helps reduce anxiety, and promotes healing sleep.)
https://www.amazon.ca/Natural-Vitality-raspberry-flavor-magnesium/dp/B00BPUY3W0
Or relaxing Epsom Salts baths every night for 15 minutes or so are another great way to topically absorb magnesium through the skin.
It's going to take time, so help her to get her mind on other things that she's interested in, if you can. Your instincts are right on that the anxiety is going to make things much worse for her. Maybe she should take a break from the redpilling...and watching the news. It can take a toll on her by keeping her stressed.
And best of luck to your mom. She's got the best support in you.
It will be a bit of a challenge at first, but we will need to open our hearts to loving ourselves and each other again. We all have a dark side, and a light side, we have all made mistakes, we have all been hurt by this. If we can ALSO see the good in each other instead of just reacting to the hurt that we have caused each other....we start to heal.
Someone has to be the bigger person first. Decide to be that person.
And once we begin to heal and love ourselves first, and others just as much, even if we screwed up, even if they screwed up....the pain starts to rapidly subside.
Spend your time focusing on the good that you see, that you want to see more of in this world, and it starts to become reality. We will literally pull ourselves out of the dark place that we are currently living in.
I've done it...it's possible with a little change of perspective. Forgive yourself for not having done enough, or for doing things you had to do to survive, and quit looking for validation and approval from other people. They can never give to you what you can give to yourself, they have their own issues to deal with. If you love yourself, just as you are, as the beautiful creative, damaged and loving soul that inhabits your own body, no one can hurt you again.
Know yourself for the Divine being that you are. Then go out and act like one.
Within the confines of common sense (safety first) you can start by smiling at a stranger for no reason at all, and without wanting or needing anything from them in return. Extra points if they are a different gender, sexual orientation, race or religion from you. Enjoy the feeling you get when they smile back. That is healing energy. Repeat until it becomes second nature. If they don't smile back, just move on, they might have a car payment due or a toothache. They don't want to engage at the moment. That's okay.
Enjoy the new world. It's going to be very beautiful.
No, I'm not a liberal. Just someone who chooses not to hate.
I understand that there is a lot of frustration and fear out there, but blaming the situation on a largely innocent group of victims (yes, the group as a whole is being used as a target) is only perpetuating the chaos and dragging this out. It's making things harder than they have to be.
Beautiful description of the BLACKpill process...mine was extremely similar when I saw some of the graphic photos in the kuns of what we are fighting against. Took me a couple of days of crying to come out of it, nauseated and sick with a massive headache.
And the first thought when I surfaced was..."Oh hell no." If I have to march into hell to put a stop to that I'll be carrying the flag on the front lines.
And I did. Lost all friends and family shortly thereafter, trying to save them from making what I saw as a life threatening decision. Black pill didn't work. Only managed to stop one person (husband) from taking the shot, and had to threaten to leave him to stop him. Family is still alive, and no longer taking shots, so they have a chance for a do-over, and that satisfies me for now. (Couple have been damaged though.)
We are winning this war - like a slow drip of water will erode rock over time. And hope/compassion is a very big part of the coming shift. What I saw was probably too much for normies to handle, so doing it this way, even though it takes longer and requires more patience from us, is easier on them. A little compassion will help them to stand back up again.
(And from a practical standpoint, we won't have to clean up the mess afterwards.)
To anyone worried about how long this is taking....Recognize the strength in yourself that doing it this way takes. You are a warrior. And a hero.
Thank you again, from very deep in my heart. Not gonna lie, the last few months it has been extremely hard to stay focused on the positive. I've had a lifetime of wrong-think cleanup work to do, on myself, and I'm still trying to nudge others. (Some success I think, but the subtle energies are so subtle that it's easy to write it off as wishful thinking. I lack faith in my ability to interpret what I am seeing.)
But....I am still in, and still fighting. And I also can see the change occurring. Faster and faster now.
(And for that I am truly grateful.)
I question the wisdom of voluntarily going into a prison full of women who know that you raped a helpless child for years. Women tend to be quite creative. And patient.
Wouldn't want to be in his shoes.