"When Jesus ... saw all of us, our sins, our damage, and the work that would be needed to save us from our sins, He thought we were worth it."
"We were worth it" - every human life has infinite value. Jesus was willing to submit to the cruelest of human tortures to free each of us from our sin. While he was God and Man his suffering was real.
I agree. I have had some really bad days in my life. But every one of those terrible days was a stepping stone to something better. If we're not willing to give up what we have to reach something better, sometimes God takes it away. As Rascal Flatts sings "God bless the broken road that led me straight to you".
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I've been following Q and this forum for about 18 months. I'm not a digger into the Q posts - I get my info from people noting connections on this board, so I don't have original insight to bring. I've been convinced that Q is true, but this proof is a superproof. To have a 3 1/2 year old magazine in the files that made it into an FBI "publicity" release. Mind Blown.
Maybe it was the 14 yo girl in that was in his car when he was arrested in Napa getting revenge.