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delfina 2 points ago +2 / -0

I give you another perspective. She's there for your growth. She's' there to trigger the shit out of you. And this situation is telling you something... You need to find your inner peace. "My peace i bring, my peace I leave". Walk with Christ and you will do the same. That petty shit your wife is involved in shouldn't take away your peace. She's asleep and doesn't see the vacuousness of the entertainment business. Or maybe she does and still wants to enjoy life. I was in the similar situation with my husband. I judged everything in the entertainment industry harshly 4 yrs ago. We couldn't have fun anymore together. But he just needed to escape the stress of everyday life. So I put aside my judgements and connected again with my husband. Were doing much better and enjoying our time with each other. We listen to each other and we don't let the outside world divide us. Please, open your heart and try to connect again with her. You'll be amazed at how both of you can change.

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delfina 2 points ago +2 / -0

Reminds me of Revelations where there is a new heaven and new earth and the old earth has passed away. I didn't read the book, but can you imagine that those that haven't entered the new earth are actually still on old earth, riddled with evil, hopelessness and corruption. There they burn and suffer pain by all they see on old earth. I sometimes wonder if Revelations isn't a one time event on planet earth but an event that can each individual can experience. And in that experience one awakens to Jesus Christ within him, battles their internal demons and sees the world differently and appreciates all that has taken place and there finds a profound peace or in other words, has found the kingdom of heaven with in.

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

Now, Muhammad never met Jesus in the flesh but if you believe in the unity of the holy spirit, then isnt' it possible for Muhammad to connect to Jesus thru the holy spirit? Mohammad acknowledged Jesus brought mercy and compassion to his followers and that Jesus was seated at the right hand of God, the messiah, a prophet. That is the window/door for peaceful, God-loving people to embrace Jesus Christ and God. And he praises Jesus for his absolute faith in God and that we should do the same. Now the Koran has many abrogations, made later, that conflict with early teachings from Muhammad and the koran. So you can easily argue your case against Islam and the history of violent attacks on innocents. I get it. I was there with you years ago. But when I found Jesus, i had to let go of judgements that divided me from others. And recognized that we are all on our own path on this spiritual awakening. Believe and value the unseen which is God and his plans. And his plan is for us to ascend into heaven and to be one with him because in reality, he is and was always with us. When we're asleep we didn't know. But he's there for all of us, asleep and awake. Forget all the news that fills you with hate and divisive emotions. I feel your faith in Jesus, embrace it wholeheartedly and walk with him with love and forgiveness in your heart. Peace be with you!

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

So many of us have gone thru this. You are not alone. I hit the peak of fatigue and stress after the inauguration in 2020. We are all connected through God and our love for this country on this site. Now its okay to disconnect from the news. Head out in nature, spend time with family and friends and be present in the moment. Gods gifts are in the now. Forget about the past horrors and let go of the worries of the future. If the worries come back.. find soemthing in front of you to connect back to the reality that is in front of you. There are so many wonderful people around and beautiful places and things around that you can connect with. So, put down the phone, close the laptop, go relax and enjoy life. It really is an amazing world if you can connect with it.

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delfina 1 point ago +2 / -1

Yeah, the desire to change began in December 2018. By May I was communicating with family i hadn't spoken to in years. I had buried the past. What a relief. And I felt I had lots of momentum. It was in July 2019 while giving thanks to God, in the ocean, for all the things that happened to me to bring me to that moment, I left the water vibrating. That's where I felt truly alive. I have to ask, did you get a strong urge to read every spiritual text you could get your hands on?

I occasionally have dreams of flying through space and feel the vibration again. I also noticed my dreams more. I started a dream journal because I would get messages. Just as Covid started, one of my dreams told me to start walking and it would help me though difficult times. It turned out to be a huge stress relief.

Yeah, same here, with emotions. I just observe everything around me and in me. I became very detached from my emotions. I still try to feel everything... whether i'm sad or angry but it all melts away if i simply observe it.

Sorry about your ex and visitations. Hope things settled out by now.

That's funny about diet. I immediately became sensitive to food. I can't eat too much heavily processed food or fast food. I dropped almost 10 lbs that summer. I had cut back on meat except for eggs, dairy or seafood. And suddenly I couldn't drink coffee. That was tough.

Right now, I'm still changing and learning new things about myself. And there are triggers from very close people in my life that still occur but that's ok. There were people that fell out of my life, new people that came in, and others that still stay around. It seems it's all as it should be and just accept what happens now. Anyway... Thanks for sharing!

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delfina 3 points ago +4 / -1

Wow! That is so awesome! I had very similar experience too. 3 yrs ago I was deep into Q post and 4/8Chan post. Hit a low in late 2018/19. All the darkness in this world was all too much so I started forgiving everyone who hurt me in my life. I couldn't live with all the anger in my heart. I prayed to God to lift me of this hell and remove all curses against me and my family. Cross on my wall came flying off the wall at the very end of the prayer and 2 months later, I was filled with gratitude in my heart, felt my whole body vibrate for months. Saw the synchronicities too. I felt connected to God and finally understood what unity of the holy spirit was. Cleaned up my eating and drinking habits too. I didn't tell anybody except my mother cuz I thought i was just crazy. But everyone around me noticed how different I had become.

How long ago was your awakening? Would you say your life situation changed dramatically? How did your relationships fare?

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delfina 6 points ago +6 / -0

Come to Florida with out them! You don't want to spend time with worry warts while you're on vacation. People in florida are so friendly. You will have a great time! I promise! PS. Happy Birthday!!

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

Learn to love and forgive. She doesn't want the hassle of lawsuits or fight your battles. Find peace within. You probably love her very much which is why you didn't want her to take the jab. But sometimes we have to take a journey for whatever reason and learn the consequences. She's lost and doesn't have faith in herself or God. Maybe she does have faith in God and knows the jab won't harm her in the end. Either way, she can't control you and you can't control her. Love your freedom and trust in the path God has set for each of you.

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delfina 2 points ago +2 / -0

hum.... interesting. And @jack wrote "Day 0" Aug. 10. That was a week ago but still relevant considering what is happening right now.

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delfina 2 points ago +2 / -0

Badge of honor in my book! Good job Patriot. You pissed off all the right people.

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delfina 3 points ago +3 / -0

I love you too! God bless you. Keep the faith and shine the light.

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delfina 2 points ago +2 / -0

Thanks for the laugh! Love this. From a girl who decalcified her pineal gland.

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delfina 2 points ago +2 / -0

Dude! I saw you! Good job, taking it off.

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

Congratulations! So happy for you! Same thing happened to me but don't worry. You are perfect and amazing and you will attract wonderful people around you that have similar attitudes. Give it time and follow your heart. You are blessed. Never forget.

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delfina 4 points ago +4 / -0

Let's not judge them. They're losing their influence and power. We don't need to judge or guilt them. Once they connect to God, their sins are revealed to them and the desire to change divinely happens. Lets pray for their awakening to God's love which will guide them back on the narrow path. And let us be the shining light of love that God wants us to be.

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

Laws by a corrupt state are burdensome and numerous. Those are meant to be ignored. Natural laws another matter entirely and which is why i love our bill of rights.

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

You are not foolish! You are intelligent and kind but you had some doubts. I'm sorry i sounded harsh. Keep hope alive. All will be well.

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

Ash are you a politician, part of the DS? j.k. Cuz yeah, those clowns can't walk down the street. I'm meeting so many wonderful people who know all about the scamdemic, election fraud, corruption, human trafficking. Its wonderful! I'm not wearing the mask going into businesses. There's hope. Find that hope and love in your heart. Know you are protected and loved by patriots all over this country and things are going to get better for you right now.

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

I take it back. You are not a doomer or a nobody. You are wonderful and perfect!

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delfina 3 points ago +3 / -0

Yeah, you're a doomer but that's ok. Fill your heart with doubt. Many of us have learned to fill our heart with love. Love for this country, land and its people. We don't need another civil war. We are patriots and children of God. We build up. We don't need to tear down our society. The socialist and corrupt govt have done that and are currently doing that now. We know were free and sovereign. We choose not to give our peace to evil and his minions. God is lifting us up and no man is bringing us down. We'll build it up again and again when we have to but that's ok. Patriots have done that for centuries out of love and we'll do it again. Peace.

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delfina 1 point ago +1 / -0

I see your point. But why should we give them our peace. We see the fraud and lies. We don't have to give them what they want. They want us unhappy and disconnected from God. Whether were enslaves and afraid or angry at the truth. The travesty can be in the past. Move on and seek the life you want. Your happiness, all of us happy and free will destroy them. It's already happening. They hate the free states. They hate the people who aren't cow towing to their mandates. Let those who want to live in hell be there. And for others let us create heaven on earth.

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