Yup, time to unplug. Almost planting time, is your garden prepped? In our house we play boardgames to relax and have fun together. NCSWIC. The world will keep spinning.

We'll keep the light on for ya.

He is a loathsome offensive brute but I can't look away.
I have debated isolation from all this craziness, but I am drawn back by hope only after a couple of days.

I have found that if I just take a weekend to focus on myself and make goal lists. I love lists. What do I want to accomplish this month, year, in 5 years? Who am I? Use positive words to describe myself. What hobbies have I wanted to try ? Gratitude lists....

Write it down to look back on. It can be very depressing keeping track of the evil. Another thing I do is increase the amount of time I pray.

No, I get up every morning for this shit, and go to bed late at night wishing I had more time to dig. We are living in one of the most exhilarating times in history. We should enjoy every minute of taking the world back for the people.

For this we were born.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNbVJ2Im1Ik

Take a road trip. Get out and bask in the sun, meet new people, have normal conversations, enjoy a delicious meal at a nice restaurant, walk in nature. Put away the phone, computer, books, newspapers, tv, movies, etc. Don't forget to laugh.

Do it green. Sometimes we just need to step away from here and the digs and just be. Focus on our day to day and IRL relationships and do things that have nothing to do with this shitshow. Ive been digging since 2007 and I think we just get to a point where we need to reboot - days where I just reach saturation point. It’s mind boggling how far we’ve come in that time, but it’s also hurts the soul to see so much naked evil seemingly running amok day to day and to see so many folks who are just sleepwalking and oblivious to the horror. Take care of yourself fren, having downtime will help recharge your soul batteries…God be with you and all of us

It is important to set and stay within our boundries.

Due to the psychopathic criminal insanity of the "planners," I keep telling myself they cannot succeed or we'll mostly be dead in a few years. And the survivors will wish they were dead. So I don't believe the Heavenly Father allows this horrid scenario. The Psalm 73 says of the Wicked:

18 Surely thou didst set them in slippery places: thou castedst them down into destruction.

19 How are they brought into desolation, as in a moment! they are utterly consumed with terrors.

They may prosper for a time, but their end is destruction and terror. Do not envy them their worldly prosperity and power.

So God will rescue his children, sooner or later. He will not allow the Wicked to destroy the people he loves.

I've tried to stop. I understand what you're saying. All I seem to exist for is this war. I have a compulsion, one that doesn't feel like it's my own, that burns inside my soul, pushing me forward, strengthening me, hardening me, creating a bulwark against evil. It's maddening at times, I am drawn like a moth to a flame. It's got to be from God Himself because I've never, in my whole life, experienced anything like it. If you have the ability to unplug, please do it and take a nap for me. I hope to be a real and whole person again too, one day. Until then, I committed to this burning obsession and I have to see it through til it ends or I do one. God bless you and keep you safe, fren.

Every few weeks. You just have to unplug for a few days. Weekends work best for me. I view all of this as like a job. So I take weekends off sometimes to help reground and decompress myself from the stress and anxiety this work creates.

Been there....

Imagine if you were totaly unaware and woke up tomorrow and everything you have learned was front page news.

..."Yours will be the world and everything in it,

and whats more, you'll be a man my friend."

As a Christian I remember in high school my Christian teacher telling me he had seen signs of the beginning of the end times. That’s when I started to wake up. It was about 1994. Politically I wasn’t awake until 2020 (sadly).

However, I always wondered how as a Christian I would respond to the end times. Would I fight it? Accept it as inevitable? Go to sleep every night knowing God is in control? Then just wake up to fight again?

The answer is I’ll fight the inevitable because I think by fighting it might wake up more people and give them a chance to come to Jesus and maybe avoid the Tribulation times. I wake up fighting. Nothing can stop what’s coming, and I don’t know exactly what that means right now politically (though I truly believe Trump and team are I control!), I know that I’ll keep fighting to reach more people for Christ.

Don’t give up but don’t forget to rest.

Everyday to some extent. Sounds like you're describing me, except I wasn't a fan of apple pie as a kid hah.

Hold onto your memories of childhood and who you were before as I'm almost certain that's the largest part of your (or anybody's) true Identity. <something about only 'children at heart' entering the kingdom of Heaven>. Being an adult in this world sadly requires we add defensive layers around our cores (shields/egos/false fronts) and too many lose perspective, thinking themselves only as their outer layers.

You can practice taking them on and off, but they need to be identified first (how can someone take their jacket off if they think it's their skin?). I try to dedicate one day a week to completely shut out the external world . It's kind of like I live in the eye of a storm, not so much personally impacted by these tribulations so far, but hard to be blind to what's going on around me and not empathically suffer. One day a week pretending my peace is all there is seems to hold the balance atm.

Hopefully there's something beneficial in the above, stream of consciousness ftw.

Yup. Cool for a bit. Enjoy nature. Rediscover a nice hobby. And listen to PepeSee.