Why do I have such a hard time coping with changes in plans/things going wrong?
To try to keep a long story short, I was supposed to present research I had done last summer at a large international conference this weekend. The conference was a ways away, so I had several connecting flights, the last of which ended up being grounded (along with all other flights out of that airport) due to a massive snow storm. Yes, in April. Because I was only going to be at the conference for that one day (today), and because my presentation was in the morning, there was no reason for me to try to get to the city where the conference was. So, I ended up sleeping in the airport and arguing my way onto flights that would get me back home at a reasonable hour.
My reaction to this turn of events has been pretty terrible. I spent a good part of the time stuck in the airport in hysterical tears. In a very public place, no less. I needed my friend, who is a saint and stayed up until 3 am his time because of this, to talk me through the steps I needed to take to get back home. I literally couldn't do it myself, and only part of that inability was due to massive sleep deprivation. My mind spiraled; this one thing going wrong made me seriously want to stop doing everything: research, medical school, being a functioning adult in general.
I'm less distraught now, but I still feel numb and kind of frozen, like I don't know how to get back on track after this derailing. I need to figure out how to contact the conference organizers, because there is a pretty steep penalty for you and your lab if you no-show. I probably should contact the lab I did this research with, which I really don't want to do because I have since stopped working with them because they're terrible, and because I had to fight them tooth and nail to be the person listed as first author on this paper so I could present it at this conference in the first place. Nothing feels real, and I still don't want to have to go to school and do daily life tomorrow with all of this swirling in my head.
I'm sorry if none of that made any sense. Basically, I react this way more often than I'd like, and I want to know what the hell is wrong with me and how I can fix it. Thanks.
Look up Ethan van Sciver on YouTube he's been on to this for years. He drew Batman for DC back in the day and ended up creating his own independent comics Network and it's very successful now outside of the system. The commies took over comics like they did everything else
This may sound like I live in the Twilight Zone, but this thought has crossed my mind several times over the last 18 months...All the violence and anger and destruction and now shootings going on for what appears to be NO REASON, could it possible be that the jabs, which injected graphene oxide, and who knows what else, into the system, also be used to mentally contact these people via 5G? Sorry for the long sentence, but couldn't get my thoughts out any other way.
In other words, are these people being made to do these things because their brains are being manipulated by the jab?
AIDEN HALE = A HEADLINE
Reddit account found by the chans:
https://www.reddit.com/user/creativeaidan
Pages Archived:
https://archive.is/zlwcj
https://archive.is/IqKec
https://archive.is/CjfXF
So she was an MD student studying psychiatry 🤦♀️ - AND she also had a teacher breakdown in high school in CT about Sandy Hook 🤨
Inactive for three years, suddenly gets a new post labeled "Please Stop" just a few minutes ago.
Totally organic. Totally.
I wonder if these people are picked up and programmed. Like, based off their post histories.
AND the user deleted the post of the picture of her! Wow this is sloppy AF.
u/creativeaidan
Why do I have such a hard time coping with changes in plans/things going wrong?
To try to keep a long story short, I was supposed to present research I had done last summer at a large international conference this weekend. The conference was a ways away, so I had several connecting flights, the last of which ended up being grounded (along with all other flights out of that airport) due to a massive snow storm. Yes, in April. Because I was only going to be at the conference for that one day (today), and because my presentation was in the morning, there was no reason for me to try to get to the city where the conference was. So, I ended up sleeping in the airport and arguing my way onto flights that would get me back home at a reasonable hour.
My reaction to this turn of events has been pretty terrible. I spent a good part of the time stuck in the airport in hysterical tears. In a very public place, no less. I needed my friend, who is a saint and stayed up until 3 am his time because of this, to talk me through the steps I needed to take to get back home. I literally couldn't do it myself, and only part of that inability was due to massive sleep deprivation. My mind spiraled; this one thing going wrong made me seriously want to stop doing everything: research, medical school, being a functioning adult in general.
I'm less distraught now, but I still feel numb and kind of frozen, like I don't know how to get back on track after this derailing. I need to figure out how to contact the conference organizers, because there is a pretty steep penalty for you and your lab if you no-show. I probably should contact the lab I did this research with, which I really don't want to do because I have since stopped working with them because they're terrible, and because I had to fight them tooth and nail to be the person listed as first author on this paper so I could present it at this conference in the first place. Nothing feels real, and I still don't want to have to go to school and do daily life tomorrow with all of this swirling in my head.
I'm sorry if none of that made any sense. Basically, I react this way more often than I'd like, and I want to know what the hell is wrong with me and how I can fix it. Thanks.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Advice/comments/bii7lj/why_do_i_have_such_a_hard_time_coping_with/
https://archive.is/ynN23
FYI - Person claims he/she is not the shooter -
https://old.reddit.com/user/creativeaidan/comments/1249oh1/please_stop/
Look up Ethan van Sciver on YouTube he's been on to this for years. He drew Batman for DC back in the day and ended up creating his own independent comics Network and it's very successful now outside of the system. The commies took over comics like they did everything else
He was just on tim pool too. Cool guy
Oh cool I missed that one, thnx.
Oh yeah, I've remember watching that guy's videos
He was smart to jump ship before DC and Marvel became lost causes
Furries as well
Don’t forget the incels and bronies!
I really liked nightvale until the narrator became super gay.
https://boards.4chan.org/pol/thread/421275491
https://qalerts.app/?q=symbolism+will+be+their+downfall
Scientology??
Cosplay dead for awhile.
What fandom is this? The only “Cecil” I know of is from Invincible, and I’ve never seen him with a third eye.
I found it. Cecil Gershwin Palmer, from Welcome to Night Vale. Apparently it's a fictional podcast, whatever that is.
And he’s gay. Of course he is.
The main logo for the show features a crescent moon as the pupil of an eye in the sky. No occult symbolism here!
I'm not going to say he or she here, so I'm going to say it.
Im going to say homicidal Tardfag
This may sound like I live in the Twilight Zone, but this thought has crossed my mind several times over the last 18 months...All the violence and anger and destruction and now shootings going on for what appears to be NO REASON, could it possible be that the jabs, which injected graphene oxide, and who knows what else, into the system, also be used to mentally contact these people via 5G? Sorry for the long sentence, but couldn't get my thoughts out any other way. In other words, are these people being made to do these things because their brains are being manipulated by the jab?
Maybe it’s all these synthetic hormones
Can't be. Has to be the evil Christians obviously.
American Ultra, it's not just a movie