She's thepolar opposite of, "the closer you get the better you look."
ZERO trust in her.
I pray for wisdom, insight and discernment daily.
It helps.
And for my obedience to increase.
Thanks!
Feral will kill a person with those next
Me either but i was able to watch
Has anyone ever heard Durham's voice? I've read a lot of quotes...
Real question.
I did just read article with all the Republican women , and Brandon Stroka, all associated with the same talent agency. F list actors
I hear a "knock knock" in his future
I do not.
It referenced a post by a guy whose name I dont remember.
No way I wanted it on my phone. No pics... "redacted testimony" in black and white.
Sorry
Perhaps OP knows
After reading those transcripts yesterday re: satanic abuse by Hillary, it's been difficult to shake off, last night especially.
Tears shed in prayer for the children.
The battle is God's. He'll use us as he wills, which is perfect and sovereign.
I'm right beside you.
Very sell said. Thank you, fren.
Holy God, send me to wield your wrath.
Dont besmirch the dead and my friend, please.
Both retinas detached One 360°, the other 75%. Each eye has silicon belt , fake lenses, full of saline
Scleral buckle w vitrectomy...
Plus 2 other ocular diseases. Not supposed to see at all in one eye or as well as I do in either eye. MD cried.
I'm lucky
On medical disability...not fun. Make in a month what I used to make in a week! Doh. Great wife and son a d 87 yr old mom for support.
My doctor... Ritalin
Complex PTSD ...cant find original study that slapped me awake about this.
"Adults with C-PTSD have sometimes experienced prolonged interpersonal traumatization beginning in childhood, rather than, or as well as, in adulthood. These early injuries interrupt the development of a robust sense of self and of others. Because physical and emotional pain or neglect was often inflicted by attachment figures such as caregivers or older siblings, these individuals may develop a sense that they are fundamentally flawed and that others cannot be relied upon.[7][13] This can become a pervasive way of relating to others in adult life, described as insecure attachment. This symptom is neither included in the diagnosis of dissociative disorder nor in that of PTSD in the current DSM-5 (2013). Individuals with Complex PTSD also demonstrate lasting personality disturbances with a significant risk of revictimization.[14]
Six clusters of symptoms have been suggested for diagnosis of C-PTSD:[15][16]
⢠Alterations in regulation of affect and impulses
⢠Alterations in attention or consciousness
⢠Alterations in self-perception
⢠Alterations in relations with others
⢠Somatization...I HAVE NONE OF MY CHRONIC PAINS ANYMORE!
[Â ] Alterations in systems of meaning[16]
Experiences in these areas may include:[4]:â199â122â[17]
⢠Changes in emotional regulation, including experiences such as persistent dysphoria, chronic suicidal preoccupation, self-injury, explosive or extremely inhibited anger (may alternate), and compulsive or extremely inhibited sexuality (may alternate). ** almost all, not compulsive sex, yes anger...perpetual swollen knuckles..trees, brick walls, etc. Pain elicitors. Stoopid, I know. Physical pain overrides mental pain but for a moment. Still an onchophage...nail bitter. I know, gross.
⢠Variations in consciousness, such as amnesia or improved recall for traumatic events, episodes of dissociation, depersonalization/derealization, and reliving experiences (either in the form of intrusive PTSD symptoms or in ruminative preoccupation). almost all
⢠Changes in self-perception, such as a sense of helplessness or paralysis of initiative, shame, guilt and self-blame, a sense of defilement or stigma, and a sense of being completely different from other human beings (may include a sense of specialness, utter aloneness, a belief that no other person can understand, or a feeling of nonhuman identity). Definitely this
⢠Varied changes in perception of the perpetrators, such as a preoccupation with the relationship with a perpetrator (including a preoccupation with revenge), an unrealistic attribution of total power to a perpetrator (though the individual's assessment may be more realistic than the clinician's), idealization or paradoxical gratitude, a sense of a special or supernatural relationship with a perpetrator, and acceptance of a perpetrator's belief system or rationalizations. NOT THIS!
⢠Alterations in relations with others, such as isolation and withdrawal, disruption in intimate relationships, a repeated search for a rescuer (may alternate with isolation and withdrawal), persistent distrust, and repeated failures of self-protection. Yep
⢠Changes in systems of meaning, such as a loss of sustaining faith and a sense of hopelessness and despair. last part
â I did almost EVERYTHINGÂ listed or have experienced regularly for 20 years. Manifested at 40. (No depersonalization/derealization, no putting abuser on a pedestal)
Most have improved significantly in 2-3 months?. Still cant do time...it could be yesterday or 6 months ago.
cPTSD starts because few, if any, defense mechanisms have been formed in the child. Trust is the number 1 thing to a child. Trust was shattered.
As trauma(s) persist, the defense mechanisms become skewed; the natural maturation of the base emotions of security, trust, reliance and survival are stifled.
One tends to self-isolate, either physically or by zoning out, turning a deaf ear, feigning some way out of a perceived negative situation. .
Mine was exiting 100% ,with prolonged anger/hurt/etc, and  covered up in bed for 4-5 days. Not healthy. Abnormally holding on to anger and other neg affects for too long...forgot the term. Have done it ONCE since. AND IT WAS 100% UNSATISFYING AND I FELT FOOLISH. Praise God!
"I feel better than I have in DECADES. No chronic pain (chronic dysphoria) Little/less anxiety No more beluga whale forehead wrapped in barbed wire! No "paralysis of intention"...no couch-lock. (5 mg methylphenidate is perfect...lasts almost 8 hours) No isolating. At all. Agoraphobia receding I can look at myself in mirror w/out being repulsed again. For YEARS. Hypervigilance...I need to study on fixing that. Most ingrained neg affect."
There ya go, fren.
Happens frequently, but for the right reason.
No woe anymore; thought it was my role/destiny. Wrong by a longshot, thankfully...
Iooked it up...settled on Sexually Liberated Female as my guess!
Ah. I remember now. Thanks.
They act like jr high schoolers....
Why are the other planets round?
And therapeutic....to give back life, what many may perceive that they've taken.
Sgt Larry Little, my old roomie, I was 17.5 and he was 35. Worked as orderlies before I went to college. He followed me.
Hard time in Nam. Hated his medals. Ended up killing himself. Wanted to be Elvis before the war. God has hooked me up with veterans for decades...no idea why. I love em.
Miss my Larry.
What a cuck. Parrots what he's told. No testes.
Is this like social credit for corps?
And it's not being sexist or anything! It just that we are differently wired beings inside...
I reckon I done smelt her, too. Kindly loud like potted meat. Mmmm hmm.
She's part of the whole friggin diabolical plan