I'm sorry to hear that fren. I've been around a few ( military and civilian) people in my life who have committed suicide. It's a sad thing to witness, let alone feel the deeper pain from it being family.( My father died when I was a child, or set-up/killed I should say.)
We don't know each other's internal struggles. As one who isn't religious (don't burn me at the stake - I kid) sometimes as I spend time around my religious loved ones, I wonder how they can be judgemental of others an not live as Jesus was said to have through the stories in the BIble.... Should we not love thy neighbor (family/friends)? Perhaps, an unconditioned love. Where we acknowledge them for being human, making mistakes, being susceptible to brainwashing...
I believe it is through our love and light (truth) that we may shine the path for them to see their own light and truth. But through our judgement not only do we give power to their darkness, but bring darkness upon ourselves.
With love and light frens. ❤️🙏 I will send thoughts of love and light for you OP, and your brother who is lost in his own darkness.
Took it to see if I had any parasites... Noticed I could breath better than I had before ( didn't even know I wasn't breathing that well) and felt more natural energy.
Then took it again when I had the stomach flu about a week ago. Was throwing up first night of getting sick, after being able to keep water down the next day I took it in the afternoon and 💯 better next day. Pretty awesome stuff.
Interesting story to share... Friend went into doc to get tumor in breast checked out.. it's been a drawn out process but I'll make it short.. doc asks her if that's the same side she got the vaccine... 👀 seems some people are trying to make some connections..
Also it's non cancerous, she's unvaxed, an I shared some parasite info to see if it gains traction in her brain..
Yes, I myself have had the same experience. Although you're the first I've heard to have that experience as well.... The experience of "oneness" and the uncontrollable laughter of the absolute absurdity of it all. The game.
Although, I've tried to explain this to close family etc.. no one can probably comprehend it in it's entirety without experiencing it for themselves. For words do not teach only life experiences do.
May we co-create for the betterment of all dearest fren ❤️
Was "diagnosed with Manic Depression" ever since I was a child. Lexapro seemed to be the only one not making me feel like I was looking through a tunnel.... That said, I've completely gotten off of it through meditation. Been off of it for a few years now. Once you realize the power of meditation and positive thought, you can really master your mind and not let it "go there" anymore.
Meditate every morning before any activities and as soon as you wake... Roughly 10-15 min a day to quiet your mind. Seems so simple, yet the benefits are amazing. It'll get rid of the depression and many other ailements you may have.
And same president in office that allowed the federal reserve to begin taxing "only" businesses the federal income tax, that then led to taxing everyday working Americans. An unconstitutional and illegally ratified "income tax", Americans should have been taking to the streets then.
Found my Christmas sweater to show off to my lovely demoncratic family members 😎