Please continue to report. My garden attempt last year was mostly a failure. I know that I had room for improvement, but didn't think that it should have been as weak as it was. In talking to others outside the conspiracy world, I came to find out that I wasn't alone. I can't help but suspect that some of what they spew from their planes is detrimental. I intend to build a greenhouse this summer and resume efforts from there.
Please don't think that I mean this in any kind if callous way, I assure you that I do not. One of the best things about divorce that I ever heard was, "No good marriage ends in divorce." This is the truth that you are going to have to confront. Once you can really digest this, you can move on and find what you are looking for. Once you digest this, you can perhaps find a way to rekindle just the friendship portion of your relationship and manage to get along as roommates. At least until you can dig you way out of there and move on entirely.
I dated a girl in high school who's parents had divorced and eventually managed to live quite comfortably as roommates. It's a different world than it used to be and it is likely that you will have to share space with someone. It would be good for your daughter if that someone is someone both of you know completely. If, y'all van manage to coexist amicably. Of not no one wins. Go rent a room from someone who needs money to keep living in their home.
Someone is likely going to have to suffer in all of this. Accept that it will be you so that it isn't your child. Acceptance follwed by strength will put you on a path. Surprise yourself with how much can happen in five years time. Are you handy? Can you become handy? Leave the second job in favor of services. You would be blown away by how much more you can make if you are paying yourself. A power washer costs $300 you can make that back in one, maybe two, driveways. Mow lawns. You can quickly and easily make $500/day if you are willing to work for it. You will also be quite shocked at the level of satisfaction that comes from working outside with you hands. This is not the end. It's the beginning. If you found tge strength to embrace an autistic child and do what must be done to accommodate that, you certainly have the strength to begin anew. Based in what you wrote, I believe in you
Actually I'm an X. 1970. Dad 1941 (the day after Pearl Harbor).
And very wisely said. My one word of dadi advice has always been to be the dad that drives the kids where they want to go. Not only do you get to spend more time (our most precious resource) with your kid, you also begin to blend in to their routine. They let their guard down around you and you become privy to everything going on in their world. You can catch developing issues early and intervine as necessary. Even better yet, after twenty-something years, you have some pretty slick young friends of your own. A little side bonus is that you become legend. Just for doing something that is super fun to do.
All generations have losers and alphas. My kid was born in 1999 and can fix just about anything wrong with anything, from a car to a computer to an old radio. He can build big, complex things. He has zero social media accounts and spends his free time on a skate or snowboard. He will drink a beer every now and again, but he completely prefers sober over any type of inebriation. He hates both parties but will vote Trump all the way. His friends are also wide awake. Only one of which submitted to the Vax, and that was because his father was very ill and he got tricked into believing it was the right thing to keep him safe (unfortunately, i believe that is exactly what killed his dad in the end). Knowing my son and his Z friends gives me much hope that they will be a generation that helps to drag us out of where we've ended up.
It's easy to pick the rotten fruit out of the bushel, and proclaim the entire bushel tainted. X'ers are riddled with the rotten bits, but I advise you not tangle with one on the off chance you picked one of the good ones. Trust me, you won't ask the guy in the trenches next to you what year he was born. We need anyone and everyone we can get. If I find myself in the trenches I pray that there will be my gen Z kid on my left and my silent generation dad on my right. Then, I will pray for my enemy.
Ya, I see it justified with all kinds of mental gymnastics. I need to know from him or his people why. Not some random person, like myself, finding ways to justify it without actually knowing. It's, by far the largest crime against humanity. Ever.
There are many things that are difficult to consume. I really need to have some clarity on the appearance continued support of the Vax. I don't care how much I have hope for Trump. If things are as they appear to be, I have a big problem. I have been to too many funerals as of late and lost people dear to me. If he really is in support of it, he is against me. Until I know in my heart that his words have alternate meaning, I will be leary. It helps that he has spent a lifetime holding the same ideals. He has not said anything recently that he didn't say thirty or more years ago. Find me a politician who you can say the same about. Hope for the best and prepare for the worst.
I'm going to continue, through the next "election" and a little beyond, to believe that Trump will be the answer I do still believe in the Q operation. There was just too much knowledge for it to have been random Danny down in his mom's basement stringing us along. After that it's going to have to be either the vast majority saying no simultaneously, or enough of us, with torches and pitchforks, surgically and fairly removing the cancer. I seriously hope it's the former as it would be very difficult to avoid innocent people getting caught up 8n the fray with the latter. History shows that just isn't how street justice works.
You could clean up the entire planet and it's future by removing maybe 300 puppet masters from this side of the surface. The danger of a repeat of the Salem witch trials is all too real. I'm not sure how you avoid it.
I bet that if those people all pulled their kids, this would disappear like magic.