When I was a kid, my worst fear was vampires. They frightened me on a deep level in ways beyond fangs and transforming into bats, ways I couldn’t explain as a child. Something so sinister about these “posh” beings who appear convincingly human, but aren’t. A genteel facade to gain your trust and consent, to hypnotize and gaslight you so you invite them in (you must always invite them in, as a rule) before they finally reveal their brutal and satanic nature once you are under their control. The scene in Bram Stoker’s Dracula where his “brides” bring him the stolen baby in the sack and forcing Harker to watch him eat it, to his mind-breaking horror, only to be fed upon by the brides as a reward, directly after this massive influx of fear…so bone chilling to me, that depth of animalistic yet intelligent and intentional evil. Imagine me as an adult wrapping my head around the concept that fictional vampire literature and films were essentially the elite playing their karma trick on the world…revealing themselves, yet keeping the reveal insulated under code using the guise of fantasy…gaining our consent to their existence and rituals and leverage over us on a global scale.
Vampire myths and legends go back hundreds of years at least, long before they were introduced into pop culture. People believed in them for real. People who were ruled over by “noble families”. People whose children simply vanished into the night never to be seen again. I think it was not mere superstition. I have to wonder how much Stoker knew when he wrote his world famous novel.
I’ve seen this and I know of their spiritual requirement to reveal their plans and their methods of how to do that w/out creating popular backlash so that they keep their karmic light set to green. Perhaps this is why nothing’s going as they’ve planned anymore. Enough of the population is awake, watching thei every move, listening to their every word, deciphering their comms, and screaming a resounding NO! which is throwng wrenches into the works. Maybe this forces them to abandon this principle and make rash decisions too quickly, without our unspoken “consent” which only further gums up their machinations.
You know, I usually just look up recipes online for ideas and will just tweak things to “veganize” it. I make a lot of “meal salads”…just huge and fully loaded. For protein I’ll use chickpeas, black/red/white beans, hemp hearts, walnuts/almonds/whatever. There’s plenty of decent meat alternatives out there for burgers, chicken, brats, sausages etc. some contain soy, some don’t…it’s all preference. Lots of pasta dishes made with either real pasta or chickpea or yellow pea pasta if you’re watching the carbs. Nice homemade tomato basil garlic sauce. Jackfruit makes a great pulled pork alternative for bbq type meals. Saytan or “wheat meat” for deli style meats like turkey, corned beef etc. and then on occasion I’ll throw some beautiful ny strips on the grill and get waaay in touch w/ my carnivorous side.
Yeah look up mudwater (I think it’s actually “mud/watr” or something like that). It’s made of several beneficial mushrooms, masala chai, cinnamon and cacao. It tastes rich, earthy, slightly spicy, slightly sweet/chocolate-y. I find it delicious. It gives great, clean energy in the morning w/out the caffeine jitters and crash.
Kinda odd to talk about but who cares… the wife never minded the porn thing - we’d watch it together! Nothing twisted or sick or deranged, just couples having fun. My libido just suddenly vanished. No more porn or anything else for that matter 🤷 I’m pushing 50 so apparently it’s “normal” but I suspect my bad habits (drinkin and smokin) weren’t doing me any favors at this point. Hoping to see improvement uh…down there, as I regain a healthier lifestyle. And that’s a little about me lol.
21 days alcohol free and I’m honestly loving it. Will never go back to the nightly beers and wine. The effects of that were so negative, I just mistakenly thought I needed it every night to “take the edge off”. Nah. Was just falling into dependency. Fck that poison! Not a single morning has gone by where I said “Damn where’s my hangover? Sure wish I had tied one on last night”… Plus there’s 1000 liquid calories I’m not mindlessly consuming.
Also quit coffee a week or so before that, though it wasn’t really intentional, I just finally gave into the ubiquitous MUD/WATR ads and ordered some and love it. Super tasty and healthy and coffee was easily replaced. Nothing against coffee at any rate. Trying to stick with KaChava shakes for lunch more days than not as well. Yeah yeah these companies are owned and operated by tree hugging man bun wearing hippie types, but those guys know their shit when it comes to superfoods and micronutrients etc. plus they taste great and fill me up and are only 200 calories for a giant blender cup full.
Now that I’m taking score, I also inadvertently gave up all porn. Again wasn’t really intentional, just kinda happened a couple months back. Just totally lost interest 🤷. This might be more of a late 40s lowered libido/low T thing. This is one sacrifice I’m not as thrilled with lol. Hoping things will level out in this area after some sober time under my belt.
I’m the chef/cook of the household trying to make meals for two extremely picky kids and a dedicated vegan wife and myself. Personally I’d LOVE to do keto but….yeah. Love my wife with all my heart but we’re on different pages on a couple things. Me trying to change her mind has the opposite effect about 98% of the time lol. Trusting she’ll come around in her own time and in the meantime I enjoy a mostly peaceful household. I get my animal protein in when I can w/out the judgement. All in all I’m a garbage disposal anyway and have no problem enjoying vegan meals. I make ‘em pretty damn good. You can do a ton with lentils, beans, saytan and yeah tofu as well.
Still 30lbs fatter than I should be so the plan is since I’ve quit the sauce, coffee, quitting nicotine etc…might as well get off my ass and get myself back into some kinda shape. I don’t do gyms but I can do push-ups, crunches, dips and planks. Got a peloton sitting here collecting dust as well.
So, not yet quite where I’d like to be but headed in the right direction for sure 👍
I gotta admit I never understood what the ruse is supposed to be by calling Q, QAnon. There is Q who is anonymous…there are anons who read and study Q posts…what exactly is the sleight of hand by referring to Q and anons as “QAnon”? Like what difference does it really make?
Also, lol @ admitting ignorance as to whether or not Q is some government agent. Isn’t there a sprawling 8 episode show on HBO “proving” Ron Watkins is Q? I mean that’s what the anti-Q contingent has been spouting for awhile. This new revelation by the FBI must be concerning!
Very well said. Reminds me of when I was trying my hardest to redpill my mom about 9-11 back around 2008 or so. I showed her the mountains of “circumstantial evidence” at the time and she was just getting angrier and angrier…with me! Finally I said I’ll stop, but just hypothetically, IF 9-11 WAS a self-inflicted wound, what would that mean? Her eyes welled up with tears and she said it would mean that everything she believes about America, our leaders, our standing in the world, and the world itself would be lies, and that she just can’t believe that. I never brought it up again.
Agreed. All that would be needed for such an organized peaceful protest to take shape and materialize is a word from 17 and/or 45. We don’t need rulers but like it or not, we DO need leaders to capture attention and galvanize our collective will in large numbers. IMO. Otherwise I can’t see how it would successfully come together.
I think [their] plan was just meant to be complete by the end of HRC 1st term. They had all their ducks in a row and DJT came along threw a big wrench in the works. I have no idea if there is some significance to [their] plan having to be complete BY 2024 or what, but judging by their current hair-on-fire panic behavior it suggests they are in quite a hurry. Why wouldn’t they just calmly regroup and adjust their tactics undetected/unnoticed by the masses and proceed in the quiet, cold, calculated fashion they always have?
I’ve also always wondered why Q referred to only a 16 year plan, when the events of the GWB presidency were clearly the beginning of the BIG PUSH toward the complete destruction of America.
Well said. Yes I’ve always felt he’s a very important name to know in the context of what our world looks like today. My mom was an incredibly kind, brilliant and gifted psychologist (Freudian) and she had no idea who EB was and when I told her the gist of his work and his connection to Freud, she went into an almost Pavlovian state of defense and denial…about something and someone she knew literally nothing about moments earlier. That was a dark moment for me, as it really solidified this sinister notion of mass mind control, which we had been discussing.
I’ve brought EB and his work “propaganda” up with many normies who simply can’t believe things like “manufactured consensus/manufactured opinion” exist outside of tinfoil land, and that it’s nothing but a recent buzzword among Alex Jones types. Blank stares.
Man…I fckn LOVE this post. You’ve put into words vast ideas and connections I’ve wondered about very specifically but could never string together the thoughts to write it out so clearly. I’m right there with you in that the two most fascinating and important topics, to me, are NDEs and The Great Awakening of Humanity (and Q’s indispensable role in it).
Something I still can’t wrap my head around is 1. HOW evil could thwart the plans and intentions of God/the Primary Universal Intelligence from which ALL THINGS rise from and return to, and 2. WHY God permits evil of this magnitude to control and destroy the lives of countless of his children/creation. I’ve yet to see an NDE account that addresses this. I feel like if I had an NDE myself, I would seek these answers as my top priority lol.
Spot on! I actually forgot about the gun/WT switch out in ET. I watched it with my son (his first time seeing it at 6 yrs old) a couple years back and kind of was watching through his eyes, so I still got the wonder and emotion etc.
I’ll echo your thoughts on Saving Private Ryan onto Schindler’s List and Amistad as well - incredibly powerful films, designed to reinforce our deep brainwashing and ignorance of true history.
Agreed! I recently rewatched the Goonies for the first time in…35ish years? It was such a letdown. Even the nostalgia couldn’t break through. Same thing with Poltergeist. Could be my anti Hollyweird bias coloring my subjective opinion, But I will always give him loads of credit for JAWS, ET, Close Encounters, Raiders. Those films hold up IMO.
No you’re not the only one I can promise you that, fren. I have people coming to me asking me what’s really happening, what’s next etc (because I made them aware of Q a few years after the op began and they think since I was there at the start, I must know some shit) and I’m like “yo dawg your guess is as good as mine at this point”. If “the plan” has taught me anything it’s that I don’t know shit and I was foolish to ever think I did.
Lol…sounds very familiar. If it comes from me, it goes in one ear and out the other almost as a rule. She has a friend who is at leased somewhat based, somewhat of a critical thinker, and who for whatever reason, my wife looks up to and low key seeks approval of. The “cool chick” of her group of friends. From time to time she’ll dish out little bite sized redpills that my wife can 1. hear, and 2. digest. She’ll come to me beaming about how Lindsay is so badass and Lindsay thinks this and Lindsay said that and I’ll think “yeah I tried to tell you that already years/months/weeks/days ago and you essentially gave me a ‘Mm hm yeah that’s great honey. Do these jeans make my ass look fat?’ However I just say “Lindsay’s right. I like Lindsay”, because if I point out that it (and much more) came from me first it just shuts the whole thing down. Definitely makes my eye twitch but hey whatever helps in waking her sleeping brain up is welcome by me.
I’ll never forget seeing it, it was so mindblowing to me. Even more mindblowing was seeing my family and friends twisting into pretzels to deny what their own eyes were seeing when I tried to show them. This and “Loose Change” was when I realized I was “different “, the odd man out.