GOh that was the least of it. There's a lot more that happened. It's not just about like little things that happen it's about a whole climate that you grow up with that makes it impossible for you to trust another human. I'm in my mid '30s now and I still can't go to the shower without a rifle. The thing that's the most traumatic about the abuse is how everyone who is supposed to intervene for some reason almost universally sides with them or does nothing about it. Like every single person who is supposed to help you fails you. No one stops it. They just tell you to stop screaming so that they can sleep. The lasting damage really is the feeling of powerlessness. Like what the fuck was I going to do? I was fucking seven and he was twice my size and I would be severely punished for fighting back and trying to stop it. It wasn't just sexual. It was everything else too. It was watching him spit in my food at the dinner table and then making me eat it because 'we don't waste food in this house', it was being forced to sit back while he destroyed my toys, it was getting beaten on the front lawn after being ditched at a waterpark and driven home by the sheriff's deputy when I was six, not for anything that I did specifically wrong, but word for word 'because I came back and embarrass them by attracting the police's attention'. Then when I'd go to school I would be ignored. And when I wasn't being ignored I was being picked on by the administration. The damage is from not developing the healthy boundaries or not being allowed to develop them so that you can say no and draw that line in the sand and say fuck you I'm not going to fucking do that or no you're not going to do that to me. Like there's no healthy middle ground for me. It's always either total submission or intense rage that lasts for days and it takes everything that I have to not get overwhelmed by it but it's still gets through like every time and I don't really know what to do about it.
So sorry you had to experience that. Many of us had rough childhoods that don't even hint at anything like that. I pray that you find peace and the strength to heal.
I am SOOOO sorry you had to experience that. It definitely is NOT something any child should live thru. I have no words. I will keep you in my prayers and ask God to please help you deal with it to be able to live at least a quasi normal life. That is so horrible 🙈 WHO TF thinks of sick shit like that? And trust, well, I wasn't abused as a child and I have trust issues. I can't even imagine how difficult that must be walking in your shoes.
Oh lord. And I'm sure there are numerous others in the same condition as you. Do you know any of them? There are techniques for diminishing trauma, like visualizing the trauma as an object, with a shape, size and color, then moving an identical object in your mind's eye on top of it, and that is supposed to dissolve some of it. Or maybe tapping, called EFT, I think. Maybe they have a med bed for that. Wouldn't that be grand? But know that the very energy of life is healing and washes us as it courses through us, healing us naturally over time. I believe we are being emancipated from the Predators at this time, and honest help will be released and become manifest. May you be able to experience that.
What sort of demonic serial killer pagan ritual bullshit is this.
“That’s right: these taxpayer-funded white coats intentionally had the insects eat these beagles alive,” the post said, adding that beagles were also locked “in cages in the desert overnight for nine consecutive nights to use them as bait to attract infectious sand flies.”
Another test:
“In the tests, 44 beagle puppies who were just 6-8 months old were repeatedly injected with or force-fed an experimental drug for weeks, and then killed and dissected,” the post said. “The documents also show that Fauci’s NIH division paid to have the puppies’ vocal cords cut out so they couldn’t bark in the lab while they were being abused.”
And another:
“Fauci just spent $424,000 to commission a study in which healthy beagles are given an experimental drug and then intentionally infested with flies that carry a disease-causing parasite that affects humans.”
“At the end of the ongoing experiment, the dogs will all be killed,” the blog post said.
Fauci with your damn tax dollars would take Beagles puppies have their vocal chords removed infest insects to eat them alive I pray HELL onto the Vets that did the surgery die a painful death, all the lab workers that did this have a painful death and Fauci your soul is going to rot in hell
We found out about Fauci's beagles years ago. So sad that it took this long to shut the operation down. It's good to see the puppies experiencing life and joy. Look at their tails wagging!
They are trying to scrub the internet.
Fauci is one of Satans minions.
Oh, tears. I pray the children who have been tortured can find that kind of simple joy and wonder. Thank you.
Too bad children don't tend to overcome trauma quite as easily
I know from personal experience that Harry Potter's room in the dursleys house is actually a thing that happens to kids.
Oh hell no! That happened to you? I hope whoever did that IRL paid for the child abuse
GOh that was the least of it. There's a lot more that happened. It's not just about like little things that happen it's about a whole climate that you grow up with that makes it impossible for you to trust another human. I'm in my mid '30s now and I still can't go to the shower without a rifle. The thing that's the most traumatic about the abuse is how everyone who is supposed to intervene for some reason almost universally sides with them or does nothing about it. Like every single person who is supposed to help you fails you. No one stops it. They just tell you to stop screaming so that they can sleep. The lasting damage really is the feeling of powerlessness. Like what the fuck was I going to do? I was fucking seven and he was twice my size and I would be severely punished for fighting back and trying to stop it. It wasn't just sexual. It was everything else too. It was watching him spit in my food at the dinner table and then making me eat it because 'we don't waste food in this house', it was being forced to sit back while he destroyed my toys, it was getting beaten on the front lawn after being ditched at a waterpark and driven home by the sheriff's deputy when I was six, not for anything that I did specifically wrong, but word for word 'because I came back and embarrass them by attracting the police's attention'. Then when I'd go to school I would be ignored. And when I wasn't being ignored I was being picked on by the administration. The damage is from not developing the healthy boundaries or not being allowed to develop them so that you can say no and draw that line in the sand and say fuck you I'm not going to fucking do that or no you're not going to do that to me. Like there's no healthy middle ground for me. It's always either total submission or intense rage that lasts for days and it takes everything that I have to not get overwhelmed by it but it's still gets through like every time and I don't really know what to do about it.
So sorry you had to experience that. Many of us had rough childhoods that don't even hint at anything like that. I pray that you find peace and the strength to heal.
I am SOOOO sorry you had to experience that. It definitely is NOT something any child should live thru. I have no words. I will keep you in my prayers and ask God to please help you deal with it to be able to live at least a quasi normal life. That is so horrible 🙈 WHO TF thinks of sick shit like that? And trust, well, I wasn't abused as a child and I have trust issues. I can't even imagine how difficult that must be walking in your shoes.
Much love brother. I hope that you have or find someone that brings you peace
Oh lord. And I'm sure there are numerous others in the same condition as you. Do you know any of them? There are techniques for diminishing trauma, like visualizing the trauma as an object, with a shape, size and color, then moving an identical object in your mind's eye on top of it, and that is supposed to dissolve some of it. Or maybe tapping, called EFT, I think. Maybe they have a med bed for that. Wouldn't that be grand? But know that the very energy of life is healing and washes us as it courses through us, healing us naturally over time. I believe we are being emancipated from the Predators at this time, and honest help will be released and become manifest. May you be able to experience that.
i am waiting for these medbeds to come and heal folk like the OP of this thread, its a hurry up and wait exercise for us all.
Prayers on their way fren, there are no words I have to heal you but I know some one who can and will.
I know. Heartbreaking.
Very. Sick idiots to torture dogs
All of the children, adults and God’s creatures who are/were tortured in these sick and evil ways.
Saw a missing sign for a 13 year old girl today at the grocery store. I have a good assumption of what happened. God bless her soul.
Beagle
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OMG, how beautiful, the JOY that runs through them now!!
God Bless the humans who are helping them!
These precious pups experiencing the simple beauty of touching grass make me cry happy tears. God bless all who rescue! 🙏🤍
May God forever bless your tender loving heart!
Your's too my dear Radiant! 🙏✨
Amen.
PUPPY LOVE!
Why isn't Fauci in a cage right now?
With his hands cuffed behind his back, feet secured, with a dog cuff around his neck and sand flies eating his face.
Fixed it for ya 😄
We gonna just leave those vocal cords working?
Idk. Part of me says we'd enjoy hearing him scream. Other part says cut them. He'll never speak again. I'd enjoy that too
I like your recommendation, friend!
🥰 thank you
I say we cover him in honey and let the bugs eat him alive.
The tails tell the story. They look so happy to be free.
This is awesome. God is winning!
I can't bring myself to watch.
It's ok. Put down the onion and take a look
No.
No worries. They looked pretty happy like they knew things had changed for them.
same
Such a happy moment! Don't forget, many had their vocal chords removed to silence them during the torture. Fauci has a reservation in hell.
May he arrive soon.
Newsweek
https://www.newsweek.com/tears-dogs-rescued-animal-testing-center-touch-grass-first-time-2080777
This is a crime Fauci I pray every day that your up coming death is slow and extremely painfull ASS HOLE
This video made me cry happy tears for the dogs. And enraged me as well. Demon Fauci and his pals need to be submitted to the same torture
What sort of demonic serial killer pagan ritual bullshit is this.
Another test:
And another:
“At the end of the ongoing experiment, the dogs will all be killed,” the blog post said.
Be rest assured… fauci will rot in the pit of HELL for his actions, during his lifetime.
Fauci with your damn tax dollars would take Beagles puppies have their vocal chords removed infest insects to eat them alive I pray HELL onto the Vets that did the surgery die a painful death, all the lab workers that did this have a painful death and Fauci your soul is going to rot in hell
Wait until they find out what happened at the orphanages.
We found out about Fauci's beagles years ago. So sad that it took this long to shut the operation down. It's good to see the puppies experiencing life and joy. Look at their tails wagging!
Praise God.