I've been redpilled for quite some time. But I was completely unaware of Q and the Great Awakening until just after the Nov elections. My search for the truth of what happened ultimately led me here.
I'm fully awake now. First thing I do when I wake up is check TGAW. However I'm exhausted. I need to take a break, and some of my personal relationships are suffering as it feels like my psyche and personhood is under siege, my real self only emerging or sallying forth, when the cavalry arrives and POTUS is restored. Then I can show and help those around me come to grips with what happened. Like I said I need to take a break for a while, but at the same time I'm quite obsessive. I struggle not to check this site and other outlets I trust every hour for fear of missing something.
I know some of you have been woken up for years now, how do you handle it?
Very good post. Listen to this man TS.
^Me in a nutshell. Well said, fren
Information warfare can lead to information overload. Happens to everyone I would think at some time or another. Read an article once that suggested we process 800 times the information our grandparents did in a week and that was before The Great Awakening. I find gardening a good way to defrag ,:)
That, and if you're in an apartment make sure to take a trip to some local parks frequently. It's absolutely essential.
I ran away from it all for a while. I first woke up after 9/11 and went pretty deep, but I had to quit. Unlike now where people are waking up and Q started doling out hope for justice. There was no hope in sight back in 2002, 2003 when I was learning about the reality of the power structure controlling most of the planet. I also wasn't a practicing Christian back then, so I was way more negatively affected by the realization I was powerless.
Be happy that more people are awake and technology is getting the truth out there. It's infuriating watching what is happening, but I guarantee that if you pray and fast while asking for peace, wisdom, and strength, it will be given to you.
Goddamn dude! I can only imagine what that would've been like. I was 11 when it happened
Try being an adult and living a couple miles from the Pentagon on 9/11. I've been carrying all of this on my shoulders for a long time. Likewise, I was already balls deep in Pizzagate when the first Q post appeared. It's been a long ride. I'm tired and I'm ready.
Last night was my breaking point, i am a tough old almost roughneck type that cantains emotions... I found myself crying uncontrollably for 30 minutes... terrible thoughts of the children were just overwhelming me and the evil that controls us was completely overwhelming me! I was instinctively drawn outside looking into the stars, praising God and begging him to help us, because we are so weak and he is so strong! Iiwas looking for anything beautiful to calm my self down! This time is a true test of faith! I found this and it really helped me to calm down! (https://youtu.be/XZ4CqjdJ46c)
Yeah, I don’t think anyone is taking it easy right now. We’re at the precipice, so people who have been redpilled for years may be under even more emotional stress and exhaustion than yourself. Take a break if you need.
I woke up in my 8th grade economics class when I realized we pay taxes to our government who could instead print the money for free... but don't, we instead borrowed it and pay interest. Never went back to sleep. I'm now 64. In line with that understanding, I have been debt free since I was 28. But to answer your question. Here is my therapy. It works. I am at great peace in this chaos.
This might be the best comment I have ever seen on ga.win. It is often helpful to know WHAT is happening. It is more helpful to know WHY.
Most people stumble through life without realizing a fraction of the truths contained in your comment. You know that question, "If you could have dinner with one person, living or dead, who would it be?"... I just changed my answer to you. =)
Thanks for your kind comment.
Here is my suggestion. You know the truth and you know that Trump has this under control with the help of the patriotic military / Q team. Take this belief and let it feel deep inside you. Take it on faith. Then go about your daily life. You know you are safe and its all protected so you dont need the daily dose of hopium or signs of "habbenings".
Keep the faith in your heart and let go and trust the plan. There is nothing more we can do until the hammer drops, when our job is to guide the normies that are waking up. Until then, its best to go about our life and you will fee a burden lifted and feel relaxed.
After a while, I accepted it as, it is what it is.
No one could hear me, or see what I was showing them. Over the years, I learned to drop crumbs. Some would pick them up and then toss them away, most would step over them never noticing them. But a few will gather them up and put them in their pockets.
I have come to understand that not everyone is supposed to wake up. And there's a reason only some of us were able to. We were chosen to awaken for a reason.
Take your break. When you see an opportunity to drop a crumb, do it. Consider yourself one of the lucky ones, even if at times it might feel more like a curse, rather than a blessing.
Always have faith. ?
I've been wondering about this quite often. Why am I able to wake up and not others? When did people stop thinking for themselves? When did people start trusting their governments and believe that those in power have the best of intentions for them?
In the Bible, it says there are many that have a veil over their eyes and hearts and they cannot understand. I believe the ones that can't wake up, have a spiritual blindness. They are unable to see the evil and corruption. This time we are experiencing is indeed biblical, in every way.
I’ve often wondered this myself..
Take a break...Reach deep inside, feel where Peace resides within your body, connect with Peace and most of all Pray and Trust God.
I have a slightly different suggestion to others here.
What do you think of picking one of us or a person you know in real life who is based and talk to them about you worries? Someone who doesn't have the normie barrier and won't judge you for any of your idea.
Even if it's all terrible news, it sometimes helps to talk about it, you'll feel much saner as well when it is confirmed that it's everybody around you who is being ridiculous and not you.
Solid suggestion, just one tiny problem. I'm in South Korea, over here I'm the based rock holding the others steady and giving them hope. I have one friend back home who is based AF, but again I'm the informer. I'm married, but my wife is in no shape or form ready to deal with the kind of shit right now. Been a very rough year and our social circles have diminished greatly. I left my rugby club cause they decided to go pro black lives matter while simultaneously banning all political talk and my wife's reading club went under cause over here people still think covid=death sentence. But thought I'd respond to you cause I do think it's good advice to anyone in general who might feel the same.
Thank you! You can IM me by clicking on my name and "send message", and I expect you can IM many others and talk. We anons seem to be a supportive lot, if you would like more based friends.
Sounds as if your wife is having a hard time in general. Really sorry to hear it!
My wife is very sensitive to spirituality/demons/higher vibrations/what ever you wanna call it.
Point being she's always had a sixth sense. It's the main reason we started dating even though I was a shadow of my true self back then. She saw what no one else did. And she was right, her family loves me now despite being very wary when it started. This is quite amusing since we're both very rational, logic driven people. But I've seen the way she can immediately pick up on a person and accurately predict what kind of person they are and what they'll do. No rational way to explain how she's so eerily accurate.
She doesn't know what's going on like I do, but she can feel it. For the last two years she's been saying she can feel an immense evil force driving world events, not normal politics. She's also had nightmares of kids getting tortured, raped, war zones, cannibalism etc. Horrible shit! She often dreams that she goes to remote places fighting demons and then wakes up completely exhausted and depressed. Wasn't until I found out about the cabal and the tunnels with the kids that things clicked for me.
I showed her the "Plan to save the world" documentary and she said the concept of the cabal makes complete sense to her as it aligns perfectly with the feeling she's been having.
I was planning on showing her more, but she's under enormous strain atm so I'm waiting a bit.
That's really interesting.
You are very lucky to have found such a person. If there is a war going on right now against such forces, then she is fighting them already in her own way. I expect you don't need to tell her what is going on. She can tell you.
If there is this conflict in the world against forces of wanton destruction, both sides will be engaged for survival and will be very active.
Sometimes, there's no conventional way to account for the kind of intuition that she has. There is so much about the world we don't understand that we have to accept that we don't know how to account for everything.
I hope that the plan is real. It feels so to me. She might be able to rest properly afterwards.
It is really sad to see so many people sustaining damage right now. it's dark times.
i am the same way. My gut is rarely, if ever, wrong. Some of it is body language, voice, and observation, but I also think there is something else to it. Maybe there is a small smattering of empath in you.
Don't think she was conditioned to it, although her father was a detective, so maybe she inherited it from him. Don't think he taught her cause he dealt with the job by shutting down emotionally and just do crossword puzzles or play solitaire. He's much better since he retired.
Completely unrelated note, see your username, I just started the final novel in the last kingdom series last night.
I'm not the one to answer your last question as I haven't been here for years. I've heard many say take a break when needed. For a different look at how people are waking up go to www.tigerdroppings.com under the Political Forum .....there's some good stuff back and forth waking Dems up.
80% will all wake up eventually. We all take different journeys. Ultimately we will have to answer for what we've done or lack thereof with the information we have.
Maybe it's not so much about you and them as it is about you and God. Can u look at yourself in the mirror and be proud of what you've done or doing with the knowledge u have. Can u say the same if looking a rescued child in the eyes ? Can u stand before God today and be ok with what you have done ?
I am not saying F & F do not matter or not take breaks. It's totally unhealthy to be in this frame of mind all of the time, especially if you're a doomer or concernfag. Now for some of us it's a glorious time so we want more like a crack head, cuz we know where we are going - Freedom, Peace, and Glory.
With the gift of vision comes the need for patience bud. We are slightly ahead of the curve, so sadly we kinda have to wait for the stragglers.
Even tho u may be maxxed out at helping atm, u can still be there when TSHTF and that might be more important actually.
Bouts of nature, Fresh Air, Silence, and being alone are crucial imho.
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One definite good thing that came from this is I reconnected with God after walking away almost a decade ago.
For sure. When all is said and done this movement will likely push more people to God than any pastor could. Knowing without a doubt that evil exists, also confirms that God does too, for those that were non believers.
The info is also very hard to accept, help is required. Woke up in 2001 for me and no way I could have held it together that long without God and finding like minded people online, because in real life it's very difficult. Truth is a lonely road.
That's the funny thing, wasn't the good stuff or the positive people that led me back to God. It was pizzagate, frazzledrip and the tunnels...faced with such overwhelming evil I ran screaming to God.
I'm not saying God is not real, because he most certainly is, but how does the existence of evil singlehandedly prove the existence of God? Genuine question.
As a general philosophical rule, I can't say.
But personally the confrontation of something so incredibly evil sent me scrambling to the light.
There's something Kim Clement said when he prophesied about how God had drawn a veil over the US, in darkness faith grows. Feels like that's what happened to me.
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That’s how I handle it and I’m sure that’s how some of the most resolved anons handle this stress. The plan isn’t mans plan. What’s happening in this world and the tensions between light and dark; these things are happening just the same, up above. As above so below.
This is not just a planet earth situation. This is not just a physical fight and struggle, it’s metaphysical and spiritual just the same.
You know when people say, “put on the armor of God”? This is what that means. Be confident that the Creator has a plan and the Creators plan is centered around the light. Pray, meditate, read spiritual texts. The only thing you can do is take care of your self in a way that makes other people in your life pay attention.
People are unhappy today. The liberals, the conservatives, the independent. That’s the main theme of 2020-present. Fear, anger, and judgment. If you refuse to give in to that frequency of living, if you embrace God, begin to act w more compassion in your everyday life, people will take notice.
How could someone be so happy about the future living in 2021??? God man. Give it to God.
I only recently returned to God after walking away a decade ago.
It's funny, I came very close to death a week before my 30th last year. Didn't really do all that much for my spiritual life. Then the election happened, I tumbled down the rabbithole, discovered pizzagate and ultimately the cabal.
That sent me back to God.
Yeah in a similar fashion (drugs/alcohol/the rabbit hole) I was turned back to God. I think you would agree w me that once you feel the pain and suffering in your own life and don’t know how to deal with it, and then you discover all of the insanely dark things happening in our world, it’s hard not to turn to God.
Thing is, one of the biggest lies our society has come to believe is that we are mortal beings occupying a chemical body which creates a reality in front of us. With this idea, you can blind almost anybody to the truth. People that are in darkness believe this.
The opposite is to understand us humans are incredibly spiritual beings capable of things that the collective (as of right now) would say, “that’s all just myth/superstition/fiction” etc.
The truth couldn’t be more joyful. The soul remains after the body is gone. The creator loves the creation. We were meant to be spiritual, loving, courageous, 3rd density trophies, but we lost our way.
People like you and me and everyone here can make a difference by doing one thing. Be happy lmao
Be joyful. Be merry. Be loving towards people who think you hate them. Make them wonder “why tf is he so happy? He shouldn’t be happy, everything is shit”.
In a world where we are programmed to be fearful, judgmental, and unempathetic, the person who embodies these things acts as a rebel
Be a rebel man. Be happy that you are a rebel during one of the most CRUCIAL moment in our galaxy (yeah our galaxy, not just earth)
God bless man, I love you, we love you, God loves you.
"In a world where we are programmed to be fearful, judgmental, and unempathetic, the person who embodies these things acts as a rebel
Be a rebel man. Be happy that you are a rebel during one of the most CRUCIAL moment in our galaxy (yeah our galaxy, not just earth)"
This hit me right in der gervuhl! Thanks man that was beautiful!
It’s all love man, I’m happy to have another rebel with me on my journey. God bless brother
Same thing for me, I check the news everyday and mostly speak about this only. However, my entourage knows it’s just for a time, and I know it too, so I’m not really scared.
However, truth is, I’ve let aside what I needed to focus on this year, which is a problem - an exam I’m going to sit for. BUT, I’d rather know what’s going on than pass my exams (which is optional, as I already have a job). Not the best option probably.
As others say, try to find something else to do, a hobby, and don’t use the internet except at some fixed time.
Totally understand. I went through the same as you. Started November 17. Went down rabbit holes that still bother me today. Didn’t sleep well for 6 months.
I will say this. It gets better. I am forever changed, but my faith is stronger then it’s ever been. I am calm now and choose not to discuss anything anymore unless I am asked. It’s not necessary. All is well in our world. Hang in there Patriot. We have your back.
You might take a look at the 7 stages of grief. https://www.recover-from-grief.com/7-stages-of-grief.html
Take a break from the data overload. (It's an adrenaline addiction.) Seek beauty in the world around you. Find your center. Get grounded. Then prepare to stand strong, STAND IN YOUR POWER OF KNOWING - hold the line. Hold the belief that TOGETHER WE WILL OVERCOME. Declare "ENOUGH! DO SOMETHING." to God and know that it is done.
I find it best to just be a pillar of support, if you don’t push your views on anyone it’s always best, they’re more likely to come to you for answers if they think you know what you’re talking about and not pushing it on them.
Just be you, let them be them and trust in God.
I read the bible or watch scholars online. God is the path. God wins and God bless fellow patriot.
Enjoy a hobby. Drink some green beer. Go on an Easter egg hunt. Plant some spring flowers. Enjoy the company of friends and family. Love the sunshine. Smell the fresh air. Balance is necessary.
Thank you for your comment, I do believe you have led me to my answer as to why I've been struggling. I go for daily walks in a massive park close to my workplace. I've never seen another person without a mask there, not even joggers or those playing basketball. Korea is cucked beyond belief. So even when I'm supposed to be relaxing, the sheep make me angry.
That describes how I've been feeling living in a deep blue state. Normally, when I wanted to escape this kind of stuff, I'll go out and things will be fine. Now, reminders of the cabal and the useful idiot's that help them are everywhere.
I hear you 99.9% of foreigners here fall into two camps, completely apolitical and fast asleep, extreme sjws.
Recent times have been harder because there is a dangling prospect that if could be dealt with. I remember the news claiming Clinton's foray into Kosovo was inconvenient because he was being impeached for the Lewinsky thing - late nineties. Seemed more like a deliberate distraction to me, pure warmongering for approval. Then obviously 911, and ongoing fake terrorism. I always called 911 the enabling-works for a totalitarian world order. Everyone thought me nuts. I obsessed over those things. I remember trying to redpill a structural engineer: "How can a symmetrical structure collapse symmetrically as a result of asymmetrical damage?" - "No that would be impossible" - then you show them that is what happened on 911. "you're an idiot!"
Trust yourself. Be exactly who you want to be. Focus on the good things in your life and protect your family. Try to get some rest. We live for the truth and we will be vindicated by it, in time. Listen to the quiet voice that loves you.
The last year has been the toughest yet.
Take a break brother and get outside and spend time with those you love. This is a marathon. The deep state has been planning the great reset for decades and Trump has condensed their timeline l, but it still doesn’t happen overnight. We’re gonna be here when you come back. Take care of yourself first and pray to your God. A lot of this is surrendering to God and having faith that God’s will will be done. When you want a laugh and a dose of what the truth is, pop in to TGAW. We will win. NCSWIC.
You develop a nervous twitch and start wearing a tinfoil hat...
Jokes aside, you will learn to live with it, it is now part of your life, you are awake, so to speak... Eventually you will figure out how to fit your life around all of this, it just happens. You have just stepped onto the road, some of us have walked it over 20 years by now..
Don't stress too much over it, you wont miss anything. Focus on your life and relationships first.
Exercise. Running and calisthenics don’t need no gym. Endorphins and a feeling of daily personal accomplishment will TRUMP your negative feelings. Plus, you will be better prepared for emergencies. The man who’s prepared is the man who ain’t scared.
With you 100%. I'm in better shape now at 30 than I was at 21 when I was playing semi pro rugby.
When it happened to me, I stopped sleeping very well. I started praying a lot. Im obsessive too. It's gotten better. Probably because I'm exhausted. I don't even try much with normies anymore. It's show them time. That's helping too. Also, I try to remember most of these people are just sheep who have been very poorly shepherded. I Pray for their re herding with the Good Shepherd. Otherwise, I find knowledge is power. Can't seem to get enough.
Having other hobbies I guess.
I like watching long YouTube documentaries, anime, and other weebshit. The storm is fun, but it's not something to binge. I come here maybe once a day to get news about how it's progressing. But stay long enough and you start running out of news and into speculation.
Everything in moderation. Works well.
This is a very good post, OP.
I'm old, nearly 80. It is a gift to be impelled to seek truth which is clearly the case for you. You are fortunate to have this gift in your youth and to be aware of it with the clarity you exhibit.
The suffering you experience that is coming from failing relationships with people who believe the msm lies that surround all of us is coming from those lies. You can see that easily and clearly. The suffering isn't coming from truth, it comes from the lies. If we all moved into acceptance of the lies the suffering would not go away it, would increase. Living in truth is the only way to eliminate suffering.
You are young but you are already aware of this.
So what is true? What will withstand the most rigorous examination and remain unscathed?
That kind of truth isn't economic or political. That kind of truth is in fact beyond telling. It is something so pervasive and profound that you will have to find it within yourself. All of us have to find this for ourselves. No one can find it for you.
The reason is that finding the constant truth that can never be contradicted means eliminating all false ideas. What remains is true.
You tell us you feel that your psyche and personhood are under siege. This is actually a great gift. It will lead you to find what you truly are. When you realize the true nature of your being you will know that you are invulnerable, that your true neture is beyond harm, beyond confusion, beyond doubt.
How to do this? How to realize you are beynd harm?
When you have this "under seige" feeling look at the feeling and study yourself and find what it is in you that is not being affected by the siege. There will be something. It may be difficut to find this invulnerable center at first but it is ALWAYS there, in you. It never leaves. It is absolutely constant.
This is your true being. The magnificent ones all found this truth of their own being; Christ found it, Buddha found it, Probably Trump has found it too.
There's no age limit for finding your true self. You can do it this year. You have to be earnest in your effort to realize what you are. Your true nature cannot be hidden from you. The "finding" isn't "looking here and there". Your true nature isn't "here and there", is it?
Where will you look to find your true nature?
What will do the looking?
We are almost there fellow patriot. The pain we are all feeling these days is beyond frustrating but this has been planned out to a T from the start. You are in for the best late spring-summer you could ever imagine. It is hard to be ignorant to the cabal and living in a bubble of cluelessness. It is even harder WAKING UP to the fact that you have been lied to your entire life and not understanding why so many people just don't wake up with you to see the obvious dumpster fire that is the DEEP STATE. Remember WG1WGA and we all in this together and in the end it will all be worth it because GOOD will WIN and EVIL will Lose.
Prayer and faith. It’s heartbreaking n exhausting to be awake?
Hahaha my dude look up what the penalty for smoking/posession/distributing weed is in south korea.
I didn't read any of the other replies; I assume they're all filled with good advice.
My advice: view it as any other vice or habit that's affecting you negatively. Give yourself daily limits, take the occasional extended break.
More indirectly: do something else pleasurable and, hopefully, productive. Any activity that breaks the pattern. Prayer, poetry, art, reading, exercise, driving / long walks, cat videos, whatever.
When you're out and about talk to people. If you're the type to struggle with shyness a good way to work on it is ask cashiers "And how are you doing?" when they give the mandatory greeting to you as a customer. Try to practice. It's very rewarding to ones psyche to communicate with, and help, others.
Have a simmilar problem. I live in South Korea, where no one sets foot outside without a mask. I'm the only one in a city of 1.2 million walking around without one.
Proud of your courage!! Keep up the good fight, my friend!