No Fren you are NOT alone in your thoughts or prayers regarding these precious ones. One of my main thoughts are of ALL the children being pushed/dragged to our border so they can be sent to one of their camps then sorted by age/sex etc and put in conex containers to be then bought and shipped out like the cattle they've become. That is Why I hope & pray their nightmare as well as ours Will end soon as their lives are literally on the line.
"Beware that you don't look down on any of these little ones. For I tell you that in heaven their angels are always in the presence of my heavenly Father.
This thread reminds me of the preggo doggo that I rescued before it went to the pound. 2-3 months and bam First 3 pups at 3a.m. and work at 6a.m. 5:30 and 5 more pups when I was asleep. trying to find homes for them based on what I know. hard to do while working full time.
Amen. God help and bless the little children. Guard your flock of tiny sheep and keep them in your fold. Help them to stay safe and bring them home to their parents. Amen Lord. Amen.
i am going to pray every day for God to give strength and courage to children who are being trafficked and for those taking on the job of getting them out of that demonic business.
No. I'm autistic and all of my compensation mechanisms have broken down. Even though I am a strong Christian that has absolute faith in GOD and have been through many trials that GOD turned into blessings, I am having great difficulty with depression and focus. I am about to get fired from my job and my prospects at getting another job are very slim. All I do us lay in bed and pray, or try to.
Since November, I have sought professional help. I was just prescribed a very low dosage of Wellbutrin. It seems to help, but I need prayer. The world has just become so surreal it's hard for me to cope. Being autistic, I have a low threshold for clown world :(
Edit: Btw, I have been researching the exploitation of children long before I heard of Q. In fact I started in 1997. When I encountered Q and watched some videos in late September, I couldn't sleep for three days. All if the pieces if the puzzle fell into place. It was very traumatic for me.
I'm glad you posted fren. I love the empathy we can recieve on this board from others feeling the same. I'm sorry you're having such a bad time and will truly include you in my sincerest prayers. I like what SirReginald said that it can help you and it can help me just having the conversation with other like minded frens. Hang in there and know that God is aware if your struggle and blessings of comfort and peace be upon you
Thank you and GOD Bless you mightily. Believe me when I say that your post and the conversation that it has started is a great blessing to me and others. SirReginald speaks wisdom.
I, myself have some difficulty with language. I didn't start speaking until I was over three years old, but I was reading the backs of the cereal boxes before I was four. I have figured out that I am missing some of the hardware that neurotypical people use to parse human phonemes. If more then one person is speaking, I can't separate the voices. I miss about 20% of the words when watching TV. I can write pretty well, but I takes me hours to write what a typical person can write in 15 minutes.
There is more then this. I am also missing the hardware to interpret higher level human body language, but I am very atuned to low level ones. I have to use software to compensate. Software solutions are always slower then hardware solutions. This means that I can't parse the nonverbal ques that are used to coordinate a conversation in time to use them.
It's even worse. I don't think in language but in pictures and math. My thoughts don't serialize out into language very well. If I'm not careful, people can't understand what I am trying to say. On top if this, I have things I would like to communicate but can't. That stuff just stays locked up in my head. When I try to communicate but no one understands no matter how hard I try, I get very frustrated. This frustration sometimes leads to an autistic meltdown.
Take what I described and multiply it by 10.
In order to describe to typical people what autism is like I use this analogy. Autism is like being in a box. You can hear and see a little bit of what is outside, but those on the outside can't hear or see you very well at all. No matter how hard you try, no one on the outside can understand what you are saying.
Oh wow. I feel for you but you are both a winner and a blessing. Our son is a very happy young man but he is severe and non-verbal. He gets in his head a lot and I often wonder what he is thinking and feeling. Thankfully he is a very go with the flow kind of person and when he gets overwhelmed and starts stemming, dad has to literally help him snap out of it. He became this way after his mmr vaccine but his twin sister did not change. Have they ever told you why you have autism? I always say that the evil people tried to destroy us but instead created an army of super soldiers who will take them down purely for fun (and revenge). I hope this makes sense to you and I thank you for sharing. You are in my prayers and know that you are important to our patriot movement.
GOD bless you and your husband. It is so heartrending to hear that you accept your son for who he is. I'm glad that you understand his need for stimming. I have my stim toys. When I learned about stimming, I realized that I had been making my own stim toys since I was 6. Some of the things I made are just like stim toys that are on the market today. We do spend a lot of time in our heads. Stimming helps focus and shunts away the frustration of knowing that what we are thinking about can never be shared. Sensory overload can cause incredible stress and stimming really helps with that. It's so weird.
For a whole bunch of reasons, I don't think that vaccines are the cause of autism. It's just a coincidence that the symptoms show up at around the same age as vaccinations. If vaccines were a cause, that would indicate brain damage. That would preclude any beneficial differences. On the other hand, if autism is a naturally occurring difference in neural wiring, some of it's expression can be beneficial. In my case I can do things with my eyesight that you can not imagine. For one thing, I have absolutely perfect color vision. I ace even the most advanced color tests and I'm male! I can freeze frame very fast moving objects. And that's just the beginning. I think I'm autistic because that is how He made me. Remember that in Heaven those that are last will be first. I truly believe that your son is a blessing.
I'm 61. I probably was identified as autistic when I was tested as a freshman in high school, but my mom most likely rejected the diagnosis. She thought of me as her little genius so I couldn't possibly be a special needs kid. I didn't find out until I started to research things to help me help my foster son (who us also autistic). That was when I was 42. Last November, I got myself evaluated to confirm what I already knew.
It's funny about what you say about "super soldiers". In high school, when I started to understand that my deficiencies actually hide a whole host of amazing capabilities, I realized I could be quite dangerous. I started to think of myself as a self controlled monster filled with love and not hate. One of the names I write under, in full, is Kami no Bakemonokoyote. That's Japanese. It is roughly translated as GOD's Werecoyote, though you need to look up the meaning of bakemono to get the full impact.
I believe that GOD has made me as a weapon against the Darkness. Btw, all of my friends are Autistic. They all love GOD.
Wow. Thank you for sharing that. What a wonderful message to wake up to. I’ll share this with hubby, he’ll love it. God bless and thank you for standing strong for so many who feel they can’t. Hugz
As a Speech Language Pathologist I understand your difficulties very well. I didn't speak until I was 3 years old either, but I was probably shell shocked as I was born in the middle of two others in diapers and was the 4th child out of 6! Or my mom didn't notice I was talking bc she was so busy with her brood. She did say I spoke in complete sentences once I did "start" talking. But in those days we didn't have the help for kids with problems like they do now.
In spite of your language difficulties you are very good at expressing yourself here in the written word even though you say it takes you a long time. You sound like a wonderful person.
I will pray you will be able to get your life back in order and find a good job. Prayers do work!
In the meantime take the time to check out this website to find a job where your talents can be put to use in spite of your difficulties: There are a number of companies who hire adults like yourself.
Does my theory that I am missing 'hardware' needed to parse human phonemes so I have developed a 'software' solution to compensate, make sense to you?
Btw, when I started to speak it was in complete sentences also, but I misspronounced so many words, my parents had difficulty trying to understand what I was trying to say. For example I would refer to 'milk' as 'guck'.
As for the future, I'm not to concerned. GOD has led me through many trials already.
Anything that makes sense to would make sense to me. Each and every child on the spectrum shares some features but they are all unique individuals. My job was to figure out when they were very young what did make sense to them and to build on that. Whatever you need to make it work for you is what is important.
The mispronunciation sounds may have been you had a form of Dyspraxia (sometimes called Apraxia). It is common in young children. It can make it harder for you to put individual phonemes together to make words. it is an oral motor planning problem.
Thank you fren, he does and I'm glad we have this thread that we can talk and share. God loves your tender heart and I promise you that you will see blessings for that
You are not alone. Even though it may feel like you are. I'm very familiar with your struggle with autism. You are not alone in that either. I fully believe we are all here and connecting for a reason. God created us for this time.
I also truly believe that GOD has been building and training me for this time, to be a weapon against the powers of darkness. I think of all of my trials as training. A good school is not easy. It is very difficult. A good school is hard to get into. Going to one is a privilege. I thank GOD, that He has felt that I am worthy to go through what I have. I'm thankful for how much I have learned and how much I have grown. Mostly, I have absolute faith that GOD has always had His Hand on me.
I will, with GOD's help, get through my current problems. I just need to remember to keep my focus on the prize.
OCD here (not the kind people joke about when they want things tidy; the kind that messes up the way you talk, think, act, etc.) I hated that I needed to get on meds but it really helped level me out. I'll pray for you. One thing I can say about a life of suffering is that the hard times do give way to good times eventually. Hang in there.
I have the ADHD and OCD comorbidities commonly associated with Autism. My OCD tendencies are pretty mild, but cause problems. I understand what its like. OCD is not a joke. For me, I need routine and stability. The chaos caused by the shutdowns, muzzle wearing, and isolation have impacted me a lot. I have become disfuncional and can't even do my chores. My bedroom is a disorganized mess and it drives me crazy, but I am too stressed to do anything. It's crazy. I also hated to get meds. I will keep you in my prayers. Together, with GOD, we can get through anything. GOD bless you.
Thank you! There was a time I couldn't look five minutes ahead without having the life drain out of me, but God was and still is always there. Just take it day by day and reward yourself when you get something done. Feels odd at first, but it really helps. With a lot of prayer, I was even able to quit the two packs per day of cigarettes. God is good and He doesn't put you through trials without bringing good out of them.
I've done a huge amount of research, especially since I started to have problems with the covid insanity. Undiagnosed ADHD and ASDs is a major issue, but the problem is far greater for girls. There is a lot of ongoing research trying to fix the problem.
I work in a field that attracts ADHD people. I know many lady engineers who clearly display ADHD tendencies. If I were you, I'd do some research. For Autism, which often is accompanied by ADHD, there is the Autism Self Advocacy Network. They have a lot of info regarding Autism/ADHD in women.
Mental health still has a stigma. Unfortunately with being awake, seeing disturbing images and realizing there are sick people and our brains struggling to comprehend or wait for justice, it is compound if someone has any mental health issue.
My belief has always been that God puts people in our life for a reason. Working in the MH field has been so rewarding for me and even though I have the training, education and experience, the images and information still affects me. Keep the faith, trust in God and WWG1WWA
I'm not autistic, but definitely on the spectrum. During this COVID scam I could not function at work. I work in tech in Silicon Valley and being the only awake/Trump supporter was a huge mental burden every day. Like you probably were, I was anticipating justice for the children that never came (at least publicly). Forcing a smile on Zoom calls with my asleep leftist co-workers was torture. I couldn't function, and I finally had to mutually agree to leave that job and have been unemployed since Dec.
Do be careful with the Wellbutrin. Everybody's brain is different, but it made me suicidal...and then my docs tried to up my dose! I pray it works better for you.
Oh boy, I understand. I myself work for a major High Tech company whose headquarters is in Silicone Valley. Being autistic, I sometimes speak truth when I shouldn't. If it were not for the fact that the woke assume that everyone is woke, like them, and are incapable of overcoming preconceptions even when confronted with personally experienced data, I would be in real trouble. I once had a boss wisper into my ear after a meeting "Don't worry, you aren't alone." Us base have to stay hidden. As it is, I have been censored on the company employees forum several times. Those running it have contacted my manager. I now have a comment in my review regarding inappropriate comments.
As for Wellbutrin, my doctor is being very careful. He has been my primary care physician for 6 years. We have had many conversations regarding my symptoms. So when I finally decided that I probably need some medication, he was prepared. I'm 61 and Wellbutrin works pretty good for people my age and causes less side effects then in younger people. But he still screened me. I had to answer a bunch of questions. I am supposed to take it every other day for the first week and if all goes well, start taking it every day, in the morning. I am supposed to meet with the psychologist every two weeks and immediately report any mood changes or anxieties. I am supposed to meet with my doctor regularly.
Take comfort in knowing it is almost certainly happening a great deal less now than it was four years ago. Perhaps in the not too distant future it will be completely eradicated from our planet.
I have full confidence this problem is being resolved as we speak. Take heart.
If anything it should be used to harden your resolve. These terrible, evil people abuse adults, children, animals, it doesn't matter. Whatever fuels their hate, greed and lust.
In a court of law, proven guilty of their crimes, they deserve to be levitated by a rope around the neck.
I have more resolve now than I did several months ago. I have learned more than I ever wanted to, but now I am obsessed with ridding our world of this horrible practice.
It's almost like what domepiece said is what some of us feel because it's just about the children. "It's like I want to feel the pain and try to imagine seeing this from their eyes in some hope that it helps if I can suffer even just in an incomparably tiny way." If we could take it away and carry it we would. I hope we can channel that into finding a way to help the victims
I watched an interview of Jim Cavezel and the person he is portraying on his upcoming movie about child trafficking. It is sickening to realize that the U.S. has the most demand for this in the entire world. If people don't wake up we will lose this country. And the saying "Those who know cannot sleep." also refers to us now that we are awake. I have learned more in recent months than I ever wanted to know.
when I first went down the rabbit hole I spent probably a month all day every day following the trail seeing evidence and an undeniable truth of what is happening to the children and I hit a moment of falling to my knees in my apartment and just sobbing and it's probably the most powerful prayer I have ever had in my entire life that followed. what I somewhat realized too is that - we need to know what is happening to the children and pray for it DAILY if not more often than that, but dont keep going down the rabbit hole because at a certain point, you are giving power to that evil by simply thinking about it and giving it your energy in the sense of thinking about WAHT is happening to them vs praying for them in a more pure sense. but yes.. I fully and deeply understand your sentiment.
Praying helps a lot, but so does reading the Bible and listening to prophets and pastors. I recommend looking up Robin D Bullock on YT and Kent Christmas on FB. They help me tremendously.
It makes my blood boil. The thought of looking at a child and thinking they are sexy is beyond logical comprehension and those monsters need to be exterminated.
No, it's killing me and I pray and bargain with my mind to stop randomly showing me ideas of what these kids must see before they die, how terrified they must be, how they can be put in the worst pain possible before death...
I had reached a point where therapy was maybe once a month and I had to increase the visits. It is psychotic, and no rational being should be able to try and imagine this without it having a serious impact on them. It's like I want to feel the pain and try to imagine seeing this from their eyes in some hope that it helps if I can suffer even just in an incomparably tiny way. Idk if it does, but i now see why
You are so Awesome and Mighty. Thank You for Your Grace and Mercy. Thank You for pulling me out of the filth and cleansing me in the precious Blood of Your Son, Jesus. Thank You for opening my eyes to see the truth and teaching me that You are Just and have a Plan. I pray in the Name if Jesus. Please use me as You will to bring Your Justice to the world, to be a light in the darkness, and to rescue those who are in peril.
If it helps some, it looks to me like many of the children have been rescued already although the rescues may still be going on. This operation must have been given priority. That would only make sense. Many others of us have been injured by repercussions from this abuse being passed on; also from childhood vaccinations, toxic food, water, air; psy ops and dumbed down education. Our species will need therapy when this is over.
Yes please god, no matter what happens, protect these children. Deliver them from evil. There is no need to test these children.
The fact that this level of perversion is even possible makes me questions the possibility of a god. What kind of all powerful being would allow this to happen to innocent children?
Here we know this much: how much God loves the little children in Matthew chapter 18: Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
5 And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me.
6 But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.
I believe that God weeps over these horrible atrocities and his wrath is kindled... Justice will come, on earth and in heaven to the perpetrators; Jesus's healing and compensation for the unthinkable atrocities will come to those innocent who have suffered, in a way that only God understands.
God is real, this I know and He is aware of your thoughts and feelings and your good heart. Talk to him, he will bless you with comfort and peace if you will, I promise.
You are not alone at all. My imagination is so horrific, I can’t even watch some of the amazing videos some of our Patriots have poured time into in an effort to redpill normies. Makes me sick. I have to now actively try to stop worrying about them.
I was praying the other night about this and the Lord answered me telling me that this evil has been around for a very long time. The devil has done a very good job of deceiving people into thinking that everyone is good and that the devil, himself, doesn’t exist. There are such places as heaven and hell and demons and angels!
I do not need to seek therapy about this either. mainly because I learned about what horrid little shits child, sex abusers are, yes the little fuks who abuse others as young as them.
Most of them were not abused themselves, but they were exposed to the thinking process one way or another.
In an unrelated event, due to my clumsy nature my state board of investigators wanted me tried as an adult as one incident 1-2 years is a sure sign of premeditated intentional sexual contact.
all through my teen years I had to sit in hrs of "Treatment Theraphy" where worked our Theraphy books and onve a week had SO class a few hrs with a licensed Sexual Offender Therapist.
SO was where you had to express to the group of likeminded(sexual deviants) youth that the institutions had hope that theraphy could modify their MO's to more like the common folk and become a benifit to society. instead of cementing into the repeat offender mindset and a drudge of society.
Dont get me wrong, kids as young as 8 are freaky little basterds and know what types of power gives them what types of controll. regardless of gender. ms Hamilton was my Primary Counsler, PC. whom handled the caseworker interaction, set up court date schedules, and verified my treatment schedule was not derailed due to me refusing treatment.
farking lark, cant refuse treatment if _bi is trying to get your therapist to get you to change your sentencing statements. Ms. Hamilton quickly realised I was the real deal and stuck with other youth detailing their sexual exploits on other youth or even blackmailing adults.
I am not trying to say that the child pedophilia is not a problem. I am saying I caught the attention of the wrong side of the law, and a child of the oposit gender went to the school counsler because I wasnt paying attention to them. and they were afraid I was going to be abusive. I chased the oppsite gender away from me since 3rd grade. hence why _bi assumed I was a serial offender.
But for 5+ years of going through the system, meeting new therapist, and their first questions are if I was raped before I was 5, because at age of 5 I wanted to bash my head in and die, which I told my first PC on my 1st day. whoops mood stabilizer pills that did jack all. and two poligraphs and 6 months later I am Released from pysco drugs.
I have had to sit in roughly 18 hrs a week of other youths sex wrong doings and 5 hrs with a therapist rehasing everything I have said since my court hearing. In your formative years where you develope bonds with others, learn about caring for those that have less than you. and having a SO(Sexual Offender) label on you in a juvenile boarding school setting of 25-36 youths and at most 1/3 of them can be SO's. you learn really quick to keep you to yourself.
My human interactions area wreck and almost non existant, I have cognitive disonance where mentally I dont register the emotions my body is going through. what I think is a 3 a trained therapist sees as an 8. my coping mechanism to those that dont know me are confusing amd seem manipulating.
the _bi, not Fbi, (state) bi, only allowed me into juveniel lockup with the intent that if I broke one law, or got into a fight, or anything misdomeanor, f ing youth lockup, to adult penn for life. even a failing grade in required classes was enought to whisk me away.
Thats why I can wait, more than 5 years of waiting, hiding my scarlet letter, NOT befriending other trouble youtth, (family issues, repeat small crimes, SO, or foster youth,) its hard to undo that training when you age out of the system and have no social/job skills.
I can hid my disgust of other peoples sexual misdeeds with minors as I had to wear a poker face as a job. But my mind has no problem disposing of another soul.
I aged out of the system, my story never changed an iota in the past 20+ years, I took college and got my desired degrees, was a ward of the state, have NO childhood friends, have no age froup friends, and when I got out I only associated with adults 20-40 years older than me. Married, and in the foster care system as they were the only ones I could trust based on the foster care stories while instutionalized. My state had the safest foster program that I knew of.
At a young age I was exposed to the horrors a human mind is capable of and I couldnt escape it, if I asked to be exempt from therapy, zipp into lockup for life. or hope to age out of the system without getting in a fight over self defense.
I cannot emotionaly attach to others, I cannot readily communicate with other in my age range. I cannot find a spouse. but at least I am not lockedup for being clumsy.
With Q and Trump velmently hating pedos, I can get behind that. I can wait till its over, abused have a 70-90% chance of abusing others because they know it has power over others, it was a power over them. My mind is fukd because of the training to not get in a situation where I would never walk free again.
In 10 years I had 7 jobs and 3 states. I have been at this job for more than 7 years and no issues. no one knows my history, my record was expounged, my original court judge still has high opinions of me and is proud of my current standing.
Most of the things I have been hearing could of happend to trafficked victims, I have know to be possible for decades. If I can hear in vivid detail from an abusers lips, and see the glint in their eye and recgonise the feeling of satifaction they get from retelling/ or lack of emotion or care when another is telling them how wrong it is. I have had to develope a poker face around those individuals to preserve my freedom as an adult.
These acts on these victims are autrocious, and after years of supression I can still barely hold myself back from going on a raging warpath of death and destruction. Yet my local law enforcment officers, the one that booked me no less, imagin those odds, feel safe with me owning self defense tools(imagination, those that were exposed to unwanted sexual liberties have a few on hand). I am not register as a felon and I have a "clean" history, but certian background cheques will forfeit me from specific occupations.
Some of you are wanting this done now, how can we not arrest the pedo fuckers, ect ect ect. I never had opportunity for instant gratification, released inmates know what happens when your life is structured around authority. when you get out and no authority is over you, you either re-offend, lose control of your life, or heavily structure your own life and develop improper coping mechanism.
I am scared to be around children not related to me, and living as I am, hard to have an alibi for defense. I was scared at my first job because one wrong accusation and locked up for life. scared for college, one grade below c lockup. scared to own a car, yep one fukin ticket.
after my final court hearing, judge complemented me and asked about original charges, I told the disputed charges, and the ones I admitted to in my youth. my therapy records, therapist records behavior records, everything. Judge had a silent conversation with the two yahoo _bi trying to do their job of keeping the community safe. after that I left the state and started job hopping. Never staying for 2 years.
Again, sorry for long post, but its been decades since I relived those memories. not suppressed, just forgotten. Still in contact with adults after I aged from system. They used me as a reference for their foster youth that they can start new, they dont need to return to the problems that caused them to be in foster care to start. although, they did lose one you upon aging out. He couldnt provide his own structure, I did not find out until years later. the last time I saw him was 2 months before he made his choice. I have an old cat they gave me as a kitten. old cat. I can feel my emotions, but they have to hit as 9-10.
After reading the interview that Lin Wood published - pedophilia as the currency of DC blackmail - I am in the same boat. I don't think I may be able to restrain myself if I see one of these scum in public.
I REALLY understand what the Q post about not being able to walk down the street means,now. Read the interview and just search for "Pence".
Try not to throw up.
W need to make sure children can approach adults again. If they are afraid to, we are not done. if parents are afraid of other adults around their children, we are not done yet. "WE" means you and me. This is something biblical. "Suffer the little children to come unto me." I know the translation means "permit" but this should be a universal theme. Be like Jesus, He is the way. "WE" have to ensure this.
That’s where a meme is worth a thousand words! Excellent visual. I do worry but I know the unknown is often harder because you are imagining the information and not being able to help yet. That’s one story I’ve been hearing about for 10 years. I wondered then how it was allowed to go on unaddressed and unacknowledged. Now I know it’s because it’s used worldwide as currency/bribery. Once it’s revealed it can end. Secrets can go on forever. They’ll also reveal how they are ending it, helping the survivors and how we can help. This will be a huge wound for all of us but maybe it’s true that we are here for a reason and we have something to contribute.
You are not alone. It has turned my sleep upside down. It's caused me to cry more tears than I'm used to and broken my heart. I know how much Jesus loves his children and this must be hurting him and making his... (I want to say anger boil over... But does Jesus get angry?) Anyway, justice will be served. Hold your children tighter and pray for these innocent little lives.
Righteous indignation is something Jesus has over this I believe with all my heart... remember the money changers in the temple? He flipped tables and kicked them out. These people have been raping, torturing and murdering his children whom he loves and will get what they have coming. Read here in Revelations 6:15 And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men, and the chief captains, and the mighty men, and every bondman, and every free man, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains;
16 And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb:
17 For the great day of his wrath is come; and who shall be able to stand? KJV
It is overwhelmingly sickening. And I think what weighs so heavy on me is all the noise in the world right now about such minuscule things like dr fucking Seuss and Mr Potato head when such a true evilness is out there after the most precious and innocent children are being preyed on. People are praying right along side of you. I wish I had words to help you other than we all feel it too and you are not alone.
I saw a few pictures the other day. I am extremely disturbed. I will actively avoid seeing any more. I don’t need to see more. You can’t and don’t fake pictures like THAT. I can’t unsee it. God forgive us for letting this happen to the precious little children.
No, it has wrecked me. It is incredibly tramauting and it’s beyond infuriating the lucifarians are still harming them because we’re apparently still waiting for retards to wake up. I say fuck the retards, fuck their mental health, and frankly fuck my mental and emotional health - my trauma of knowing about it is nothing compared to what these kids, babies, toddlers, teens... actually experienced or are still experiencing. It’s a life-long unimaginable trauma... when I think of what those sickening subhumans do to newborns... toddlers... I just deleted what I wrote because I’ll get banned for it. Suffice it to say none of those fucking lucifarians would be alive if we were in the same room.
I'm sorry fren I can feel the deep pain and sorrow it brings you and it makes my heart hurt. Praying that God will comfort and bring peace to your heart
You are not alone... I've mentioned this before.. I'm a 30 year army vet... 7 combat tours... never suffered ptsd.. yet now after what I have discovered... read.. saw.. and heard since I "took the red pill" ... has at times made me emotional to the point of breaking down... other times it has made me ill... I have turned to God more now than ever.. and I pray everyday.. may this end sooner rather than later
No, you aren't alone. I started crying again last night while praying for them. I'm not a person that cries. I do believe the last time I cried was after my sister died. That's about four years ago.
I get frustrated thinking about how many little kids who are suffereing and how these fucked up adults are hurting them. I feel sick of being human and that our race which is self aware would have monsters commit these acts. All i want to see is the bad guys lined up and excuted for the pain and suffering they have caused. Stuck tuck in the corrupt system sometimes i just want to free myself and end it. Does humanity deserve to survivie, i dont know anymore.
I feel your pain. Just remember, there is literally an opposition in all things and for as much evil there is out there, there is good and truth and goodness. GOD will prevail, fren and we need you to help be God's hands in bringing it to pass. Make no mistake about it you are needed in this great effort and undertaking. Hang in there we will see an end to this
My husband and I are watching the Netflix seriescalled Keepers. I just cannot believe how rampant child sex abuse has been. I'm truly starting to think it was more the rule than the exception. It baffles and sickens me.
I read once that archeologists found that in the past, about 40% of humans died from violence (mostly women and children). Now it's more like 2% (or at least that's what they said about 30 years ago). Don't give up hope. We're on this now, since we are just becoming aware of it.
No Fren you are NOT alone in your thoughts or prayers regarding these precious ones. One of my main thoughts are of ALL the children being pushed/dragged to our border so they can be sent to one of their camps then sorted by age/sex etc and put in conex containers to be then bought and shipped out like the cattle they've become. That is Why I hope & pray their nightmare as well as ours Will end soon as their lives are literally on the line.
Yes this makes me cry. Dear Lord protect those precious children, send your legions of angels earthly and heavenly to rescue and protect them
Matthew 18:10 NLT
"Beware that you don't look down on any of these little ones. For I tell you that in heaven their angels are always in the presence of my heavenly Father.
Read the entire context.
This thread reminds me of the preggo doggo that I rescued before it went to the pound. 2-3 months and bam First 3 pups at 3a.m. and work at 6a.m. 5:30 and 5 more pups when I was asleep. trying to find homes for them based on what I know. hard to do while working full time.
Amen. God help and bless the little children. Guard your flock of tiny sheep and keep them in your fold. Help them to stay safe and bring them home to their parents. Amen Lord. Amen.
There is a reason why Christians are instructed to gather together in the Name of Jesus.
Amen!
i am going to pray every day for God to give strength and courage to children who are being trafficked and for those taking on the job of getting them out of that demonic business.
No. I'm autistic and all of my compensation mechanisms have broken down. Even though I am a strong Christian that has absolute faith in GOD and have been through many trials that GOD turned into blessings, I am having great difficulty with depression and focus. I am about to get fired from my job and my prospects at getting another job are very slim. All I do us lay in bed and pray, or try to.
Since November, I have sought professional help. I was just prescribed a very low dosage of Wellbutrin. It seems to help, but I need prayer. The world has just become so surreal it's hard for me to cope. Being autistic, I have a low threshold for clown world :(
Edit: Btw, I have been researching the exploitation of children long before I heard of Q. In fact I started in 1997. When I encountered Q and watched some videos in late September, I couldn't sleep for three days. All if the pieces if the puzzle fell into place. It was very traumatic for me.
I'm glad you posted fren. I love the empathy we can recieve on this board from others feeling the same. I'm sorry you're having such a bad time and will truly include you in my sincerest prayers. I like what SirReginald said that it can help you and it can help me just having the conversation with other like minded frens. Hang in there and know that God is aware if your struggle and blessings of comfort and peace be upon you
Thank you and GOD Bless you mightily. Believe me when I say that your post and the conversation that it has started is a great blessing to me and others. SirReginald speaks wisdom.
Thank you got sharing. Our son has autism and is non-verbal so your insight is beautiful to us.
I, myself have some difficulty with language. I didn't start speaking until I was over three years old, but I was reading the backs of the cereal boxes before I was four. I have figured out that I am missing some of the hardware that neurotypical people use to parse human phonemes. If more then one person is speaking, I can't separate the voices. I miss about 20% of the words when watching TV. I can write pretty well, but I takes me hours to write what a typical person can write in 15 minutes.
There is more then this. I am also missing the hardware to interpret higher level human body language, but I am very atuned to low level ones. I have to use software to compensate. Software solutions are always slower then hardware solutions. This means that I can't parse the nonverbal ques that are used to coordinate a conversation in time to use them.
It's even worse. I don't think in language but in pictures and math. My thoughts don't serialize out into language very well. If I'm not careful, people can't understand what I am trying to say. On top if this, I have things I would like to communicate but can't. That stuff just stays locked up in my head. When I try to communicate but no one understands no matter how hard I try, I get very frustrated. This frustration sometimes leads to an autistic meltdown.
Take what I described and multiply it by 10.
In order to describe to typical people what autism is like I use this analogy. Autism is like being in a box. You can hear and see a little bit of what is outside, but those on the outside can't hear or see you very well at all. No matter how hard you try, no one on the outside can understand what you are saying.
Oh wow. I feel for you but you are both a winner and a blessing. Our son is a very happy young man but he is severe and non-verbal. He gets in his head a lot and I often wonder what he is thinking and feeling. Thankfully he is a very go with the flow kind of person and when he gets overwhelmed and starts stemming, dad has to literally help him snap out of it. He became this way after his mmr vaccine but his twin sister did not change. Have they ever told you why you have autism? I always say that the evil people tried to destroy us but instead created an army of super soldiers who will take them down purely for fun (and revenge). I hope this makes sense to you and I thank you for sharing. You are in my prayers and know that you are important to our patriot movement.
GOD bless you and your husband. It is so heartrending to hear that you accept your son for who he is. I'm glad that you understand his need for stimming. I have my stim toys. When I learned about stimming, I realized that I had been making my own stim toys since I was 6. Some of the things I made are just like stim toys that are on the market today. We do spend a lot of time in our heads. Stimming helps focus and shunts away the frustration of knowing that what we are thinking about can never be shared. Sensory overload can cause incredible stress and stimming really helps with that. It's so weird.
For a whole bunch of reasons, I don't think that vaccines are the cause of autism. It's just a coincidence that the symptoms show up at around the same age as vaccinations. If vaccines were a cause, that would indicate brain damage. That would preclude any beneficial differences. On the other hand, if autism is a naturally occurring difference in neural wiring, some of it's expression can be beneficial. In my case I can do things with my eyesight that you can not imagine. For one thing, I have absolutely perfect color vision. I ace even the most advanced color tests and I'm male! I can freeze frame very fast moving objects. And that's just the beginning. I think I'm autistic because that is how He made me. Remember that in Heaven those that are last will be first. I truly believe that your son is a blessing.
I'm 61. I probably was identified as autistic when I was tested as a freshman in high school, but my mom most likely rejected the diagnosis. She thought of me as her little genius so I couldn't possibly be a special needs kid. I didn't find out until I started to research things to help me help my foster son (who us also autistic). That was when I was 42. Last November, I got myself evaluated to confirm what I already knew.
It's funny about what you say about "super soldiers". In high school, when I started to understand that my deficiencies actually hide a whole host of amazing capabilities, I realized I could be quite dangerous. I started to think of myself as a self controlled monster filled with love and not hate. One of the names I write under, in full, is Kami no Bakemonokoyote. That's Japanese. It is roughly translated as GOD's Werecoyote, though you need to look up the meaning of bakemono to get the full impact.
I believe that GOD has made me as a weapon against the Darkness. Btw, all of my friends are Autistic. They all love GOD.
Wow. Thank you for sharing that. What a wonderful message to wake up to. I’ll share this with hubby, he’ll love it. God bless and thank you for standing strong for so many who feel they can’t. Hugz
As a Speech Language Pathologist I understand your difficulties very well. I didn't speak until I was 3 years old either, but I was probably shell shocked as I was born in the middle of two others in diapers and was the 4th child out of 6! Or my mom didn't notice I was talking bc she was so busy with her brood. She did say I spoke in complete sentences once I did "start" talking. But in those days we didn't have the help for kids with problems like they do now.
In spite of your language difficulties you are very good at expressing yourself here in the written word even though you say it takes you a long time. You sound like a wonderful person.
I will pray you will be able to get your life back in order and find a good job. Prayers do work!
In the meantime take the time to check out this website to find a job where your talents can be put to use in spite of your difficulties: There are a number of companies who hire adults like yourself.
https://www.joinsprouttherapy.com/autism-resources/jobs-and-careers
Thank you do much.
Does my theory that I am missing 'hardware' needed to parse human phonemes so I have developed a 'software' solution to compensate, make sense to you?
Btw, when I started to speak it was in complete sentences also, but I misspronounced so many words, my parents had difficulty trying to understand what I was trying to say. For example I would refer to 'milk' as 'guck'.
As for the future, I'm not to concerned. GOD has led me through many trials already.
Anything that makes sense to would make sense to me. Each and every child on the spectrum shares some features but they are all unique individuals. My job was to figure out when they were very young what did make sense to them and to build on that. Whatever you need to make it work for you is what is important.
The mispronunciation sounds may have been you had a form of Dyspraxia (sometimes called Apraxia). It is common in young children. It can make it harder for you to put individual phonemes together to make words. it is an oral motor planning problem.
Keep the faith. God Bless!
Thank you fren, he does and I'm glad we have this thread that we can talk and share. God loves your tender heart and I promise you that you will see blessings for that
You are not alone. Even though it may feel like you are. I'm very familiar with your struggle with autism. You are not alone in that either. I fully believe we are all here and connecting for a reason. God created us for this time.
Amen to your words, fren
Thank you brother, and GOD bless you.
I also truly believe that GOD has been building and training me for this time, to be a weapon against the powers of darkness. I think of all of my trials as training. A good school is not easy. It is very difficult. A good school is hard to get into. Going to one is a privilege. I thank GOD, that He has felt that I am worthy to go through what I have. I'm thankful for how much I have learned and how much I have grown. Mostly, I have absolute faith that GOD has always had His Hand on me.
I will, with GOD's help, get through my current problems. I just need to remember to keep my focus on the prize.
Thank you brother, and GOD bless you.
OCD here (not the kind people joke about when they want things tidy; the kind that messes up the way you talk, think, act, etc.) I hated that I needed to get on meds but it really helped level me out. I'll pray for you. One thing I can say about a life of suffering is that the hard times do give way to good times eventually. Hang in there.
I have the ADHD and OCD comorbidities commonly associated with Autism. My OCD tendencies are pretty mild, but cause problems. I understand what its like. OCD is not a joke. For me, I need routine and stability. The chaos caused by the shutdowns, muzzle wearing, and isolation have impacted me a lot. I have become disfuncional and can't even do my chores. My bedroom is a disorganized mess and it drives me crazy, but I am too stressed to do anything. It's crazy. I also hated to get meds. I will keep you in my prayers. Together, with GOD, we can get through anything. GOD bless you.
Thank you! There was a time I couldn't look five minutes ahead without having the life drain out of me, but God was and still is always there. Just take it day by day and reward yourself when you get something done. Feels odd at first, but it really helps. With a lot of prayer, I was even able to quit the two packs per day of cigarettes. God is good and He doesn't put you through trials without bringing good out of them.
I've done a huge amount of research, especially since I started to have problems with the covid insanity. Undiagnosed ADHD and ASDs is a major issue, but the problem is far greater for girls. There is a lot of ongoing research trying to fix the problem.
I work in a field that attracts ADHD people. I know many lady engineers who clearly display ADHD tendencies. If I were you, I'd do some research. For Autism, which often is accompanied by ADHD, there is the Autism Self Advocacy Network. They have a lot of info regarding Autism/ADHD in women.
Mental health still has a stigma. Unfortunately with being awake, seeing disturbing images and realizing there are sick people and our brains struggling to comprehend or wait for justice, it is compound if someone has any mental health issue. My belief has always been that God puts people in our life for a reason. Working in the MH field has been so rewarding for me and even though I have the training, education and experience, the images and information still affects me. Keep the faith, trust in God and WWG1WWA
I feel you, fren.
I'm not autistic, but definitely on the spectrum. During this COVID scam I could not function at work. I work in tech in Silicon Valley and being the only awake/Trump supporter was a huge mental burden every day. Like you probably were, I was anticipating justice for the children that never came (at least publicly). Forcing a smile on Zoom calls with my asleep leftist co-workers was torture. I couldn't function, and I finally had to mutually agree to leave that job and have been unemployed since Dec.
Do be careful with the Wellbutrin. Everybody's brain is different, but it made me suicidal...and then my docs tried to up my dose! I pray it works better for you.
God bless.
Oh boy, I understand. I myself work for a major High Tech company whose headquarters is in Silicone Valley. Being autistic, I sometimes speak truth when I shouldn't. If it were not for the fact that the woke assume that everyone is woke, like them, and are incapable of overcoming preconceptions even when confronted with personally experienced data, I would be in real trouble. I once had a boss wisper into my ear after a meeting "Don't worry, you aren't alone." Us base have to stay hidden. As it is, I have been censored on the company employees forum several times. Those running it have contacted my manager. I now have a comment in my review regarding inappropriate comments.
As for Wellbutrin, my doctor is being very careful. He has been my primary care physician for 6 years. We have had many conversations regarding my symptoms. So when I finally decided that I probably need some medication, he was prepared. I'm 61 and Wellbutrin works pretty good for people my age and causes less side effects then in younger people. But he still screened me. I had to answer a bunch of questions. I am supposed to take it every other day for the first week and if all goes well, start taking it every day, in the morning. I am supposed to meet with the psychologist every two weeks and immediately report any mood changes or anxieties. I am supposed to meet with my doctor regularly.
Take comfort in knowing it is almost certainly happening a great deal less now than it was four years ago. Perhaps in the not too distant future it will be completely eradicated from our planet.
I have full confidence this problem is being resolved as we speak. Take heart.
Thanks Slyver
If anything it should be used to harden your resolve. These terrible, evil people abuse adults, children, animals, it doesn't matter. Whatever fuels their hate, greed and lust.
In a court of law, proven guilty of their crimes, they deserve to be levitated by a rope around the neck.
I have more resolve now than I did several months ago. I have learned more than I ever wanted to, but now I am obsessed with ridding our world of this horrible practice.
That's how you cure the repeat offender virus...
What i go though is nothing compared to what these poor children do.I pray for them.
It's almost like what domepiece said is what some of us feel because it's just about the children. "It's like I want to feel the pain and try to imagine seeing this from their eyes in some hope that it helps if I can suffer even just in an incomparably tiny way." If we could take it away and carry it we would. I hope we can channel that into finding a way to help the victims
I watched an interview of Jim Cavezel and the person he is portraying on his upcoming movie about child trafficking. It is sickening to realize that the U.S. has the most demand for this in the entire world. If people don't wake up we will lose this country. And the saying "Those who know cannot sleep." also refers to us now that we are awake. I have learned more in recent months than I ever wanted to know.
I forgot about that movie. Need to find when it comes out!
This is what it is all about.
when I first went down the rabbit hole I spent probably a month all day every day following the trail seeing evidence and an undeniable truth of what is happening to the children and I hit a moment of falling to my knees in my apartment and just sobbing and it's probably the most powerful prayer I have ever had in my entire life that followed. what I somewhat realized too is that - we need to know what is happening to the children and pray for it DAILY if not more often than that, but dont keep going down the rabbit hole because at a certain point, you are giving power to that evil by simply thinking about it and giving it your energy in the sense of thinking about WAHT is happening to them vs praying for them in a more pure sense. but yes.. I fully and deeply understand your sentiment.
Great comment thank you
That’s powerful.
How can we get involved in ending child trafficking? I'd be willing to commit my life to the cause.
That and helping the victims... let's find out
Praying helps a lot, but so does reading the Bible and listening to prophets and pastors. I recommend looking up Robin D Bullock on YT and Kent Christmas on FB. They help me tremendously.
It makes my blood boil. The thought of looking at a child and thinking they are sexy is beyond logical comprehension and those monsters need to be exterminated.
No, it's killing me and I pray and bargain with my mind to stop randomly showing me ideas of what these kids must see before they die, how terrified they must be, how they can be put in the worst pain possible before death...
I had reached a point where therapy was maybe once a month and I had to increase the visits. It is psychotic, and no rational being should be able to try and imagine this without it having a serious impact on them. It's like I want to feel the pain and try to imagine seeing this from their eyes in some hope that it helps if I can suffer even just in an incomparably tiny way. Idk if it does, but i now see why
I'm ready to give my life to save the children.
Hello Father,
You are so Awesome and Mighty. Thank You for Your Grace and Mercy. Thank You for pulling me out of the filth and cleansing me in the precious Blood of Your Son, Jesus. Thank You for opening my eyes to see the truth and teaching me that You are Just and have a Plan. I pray in the Name if Jesus. Please use me as You will to bring Your Justice to the world, to be a light in the darkness, and to rescue those who are in peril.
Your adopted son, through the Blood of Jesus,
DesertYote
Amen
If it helps some, it looks to me like many of the children have been rescued already although the rescues may still be going on. This operation must have been given priority. That would only make sense. Many others of us have been injured by repercussions from this abuse being passed on; also from childhood vaccinations, toxic food, water, air; psy ops and dumbed down education. Our species will need therapy when this is over.
The only reason I don't need therapy is because I train it off imagining beating the shit out of those fuckers in office.
That and I have complete trust in our military. Being that I was one of them.
Yes please god, no matter what happens, protect these children. Deliver them from evil. There is no need to test these children.
The fact that this level of perversion is even possible makes me questions the possibility of a god. What kind of all powerful being would allow this to happen to innocent children?
Maybe we have secret predators. If so, they won't be secret much longer. This is a tough realm to live in, but we have an awesomely beautiful planet.
Here we know this much: how much God loves the little children in Matthew chapter 18: Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven. 5 And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me. 6 But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.
I believe that God weeps over these horrible atrocities and his wrath is kindled... Justice will come, on earth and in heaven to the perpetrators; Jesus's healing and compensation for the unthinkable atrocities will come to those innocent who have suffered, in a way that only God understands. God is real, this I know and He is aware of your thoughts and feelings and your good heart. Talk to him, he will bless you with comfort and peace if you will, I promise.
You are not alone at all. My imagination is so horrific, I can’t even watch some of the amazing videos some of our Patriots have poured time into in an effort to redpill normies. Makes me sick. I have to now actively try to stop worrying about them.
I was praying the other night about this and the Lord answered me telling me that this evil has been around for a very long time. The devil has done a very good job of deceiving people into thinking that everyone is good and that the devil, himself, doesn’t exist. There are such places as heaven and hell and demons and angels!
Thank you for sharing this
I do not need to seek therapy about this either. mainly because I learned about what horrid little shits child, sex abusers are, yes the little fuks who abuse others as young as them. Most of them were not abused themselves, but they were exposed to the thinking process one way or another.
In an unrelated event, due to my clumsy nature my state board of investigators wanted me tried as an adult as one incident 1-2 years is a sure sign of premeditated intentional sexual contact.
all through my teen years I had to sit in hrs of "Treatment Theraphy" where worked our Theraphy books and onve a week had SO class a few hrs with a licensed Sexual Offender Therapist.
SO was where you had to express to the group of likeminded(sexual deviants) youth that the institutions had hope that theraphy could modify their MO's to more like the common folk and become a benifit to society. instead of cementing into the repeat offender mindset and a drudge of society.
Dont get me wrong, kids as young as 8 are freaky little basterds and know what types of power gives them what types of controll. regardless of gender. ms Hamilton was my Primary Counsler, PC. whom handled the caseworker interaction, set up court date schedules, and verified my treatment schedule was not derailed due to me refusing treatment.
farking lark, cant refuse treatment if _bi is trying to get your therapist to get you to change your sentencing statements. Ms. Hamilton quickly realised I was the real deal and stuck with other youth detailing their sexual exploits on other youth or even blackmailing adults.
I am not trying to say that the child pedophilia is not a problem. I am saying I caught the attention of the wrong side of the law, and a child of the oposit gender went to the school counsler because I wasnt paying attention to them. and they were afraid I was going to be abusive. I chased the oppsite gender away from me since 3rd grade. hence why _bi assumed I was a serial offender.
But for 5+ years of going through the system, meeting new therapist, and their first questions are if I was raped before I was 5, because at age of 5 I wanted to bash my head in and die, which I told my first PC on my 1st day. whoops mood stabilizer pills that did jack all. and two poligraphs and 6 months later I am Released from pysco drugs.
I have had to sit in roughly 18 hrs a week of other youths sex wrong doings and 5 hrs with a therapist rehasing everything I have said since my court hearing. In your formative years where you develope bonds with others, learn about caring for those that have less than you. and having a SO(Sexual Offender) label on you in a juvenile boarding school setting of 25-36 youths and at most 1/3 of them can be SO's. you learn really quick to keep you to yourself.
My human interactions area wreck and almost non existant, I have cognitive disonance where mentally I dont register the emotions my body is going through. what I think is a 3 a trained therapist sees as an 8. my coping mechanism to those that dont know me are confusing amd seem manipulating.
the _bi, not Fbi, (state) bi, only allowed me into juveniel lockup with the intent that if I broke one law, or got into a fight, or anything misdomeanor, f ing youth lockup, to adult penn for life. even a failing grade in required classes was enought to whisk me away.
Thats why I can wait, more than 5 years of waiting, hiding my scarlet letter, NOT befriending other trouble youtth, (family issues, repeat small crimes, SO, or foster youth,) its hard to undo that training when you age out of the system and have no social/job skills.
I can hid my disgust of other peoples sexual misdeeds with minors as I had to wear a poker face as a job. But my mind has no problem disposing of another soul.
I aged out of the system, my story never changed an iota in the past 20+ years, I took college and got my desired degrees, was a ward of the state, have NO childhood friends, have no age froup friends, and when I got out I only associated with adults 20-40 years older than me. Married, and in the foster care system as they were the only ones I could trust based on the foster care stories while instutionalized. My state had the safest foster program that I knew of.
At a young age I was exposed to the horrors a human mind is capable of and I couldnt escape it, if I asked to be exempt from therapy, zipp into lockup for life. or hope to age out of the system without getting in a fight over self defense.
I cannot emotionaly attach to others, I cannot readily communicate with other in my age range. I cannot find a spouse. but at least I am not lockedup for being clumsy.
With Q and Trump velmently hating pedos, I can get behind that. I can wait till its over, abused have a 70-90% chance of abusing others because they know it has power over others, it was a power over them. My mind is fukd because of the training to not get in a situation where I would never walk free again.
In 10 years I had 7 jobs and 3 states. I have been at this job for more than 7 years and no issues. no one knows my history, my record was expounged, my original court judge still has high opinions of me and is proud of my current standing.
Most of the things I have been hearing could of happend to trafficked victims, I have know to be possible for decades. If I can hear in vivid detail from an abusers lips, and see the glint in their eye and recgonise the feeling of satifaction they get from retelling/ or lack of emotion or care when another is telling them how wrong it is. I have had to develope a poker face around those individuals to preserve my freedom as an adult.
These acts on these victims are autrocious, and after years of supression I can still barely hold myself back from going on a raging warpath of death and destruction. Yet my local law enforcment officers, the one that booked me no less, imagin those odds, feel safe with me owning self defense tools(imagination, those that were exposed to unwanted sexual liberties have a few on hand). I am not register as a felon and I have a "clean" history, but certian background cheques will forfeit me from specific occupations.
Some of you are wanting this done now, how can we not arrest the pedo fuckers, ect ect ect. I never had opportunity for instant gratification, released inmates know what happens when your life is structured around authority. when you get out and no authority is over you, you either re-offend, lose control of your life, or heavily structure your own life and develop improper coping mechanism.
I am scared to be around children not related to me, and living as I am, hard to have an alibi for defense. I was scared at my first job because one wrong accusation and locked up for life. scared for college, one grade below c lockup. scared to own a car, yep one fukin ticket.
after my final court hearing, judge complemented me and asked about original charges, I told the disputed charges, and the ones I admitted to in my youth. my therapy records, therapist records behavior records, everything. Judge had a silent conversation with the two yahoo _bi trying to do their job of keeping the community safe. after that I left the state and started job hopping. Never staying for 2 years.
Again, sorry for long post, but its been decades since I relived those memories. not suppressed, just forgotten. Still in contact with adults after I aged from system. They used me as a reference for their foster youth that they can start new, they dont need to return to the problems that caused them to be in foster care to start. although, they did lose one you upon aging out. He couldnt provide his own structure, I did not find out until years later. the last time I saw him was 2 months before he made his choice. I have an old cat they gave me as a kitten. old cat. I can feel my emotions, but they have to hit as 9-10.
After reading the interview that Lin Wood published - pedophilia as the currency of DC blackmail - I am in the same boat. I don't think I may be able to restrain myself if I see one of these scum in public.
I REALLY understand what the Q post about not being able to walk down the street means,now. Read the interview and just search for "Pence".
Try not to throw up.
W need to make sure children can approach adults again. If they are afraid to, we are not done. if parents are afraid of other adults around their children, we are not done yet. "WE" means you and me. This is something biblical. "Suffer the little children to come unto me." I know the translation means "permit" but this should be a universal theme. Be like Jesus, He is the way. "WE" have to ensure this.
Amen fren we must be God's hands right now. Love your comment. Thank you for it
That’s where a meme is worth a thousand words! Excellent visual. I do worry but I know the unknown is often harder because you are imagining the information and not being able to help yet. That’s one story I’ve been hearing about for 10 years. I wondered then how it was allowed to go on unaddressed and unacknowledged. Now I know it’s because it’s used worldwide as currency/bribery. Once it’s revealed it can end. Secrets can go on forever. They’ll also reveal how they are ending it, helping the survivors and how we can help. This will be a huge wound for all of us but maybe it’s true that we are here for a reason and we have something to contribute.
You are not alone. It has turned my sleep upside down. It's caused me to cry more tears than I'm used to and broken my heart. I know how much Jesus loves his children and this must be hurting him and making his... (I want to say anger boil over... But does Jesus get angry?) Anyway, justice will be served. Hold your children tighter and pray for these innocent little lives.
Righteous indignation is something Jesus has over this I believe with all my heart... remember the money changers in the temple? He flipped tables and kicked them out. These people have been raping, torturing and murdering his children whom he loves and will get what they have coming. Read here in Revelations 6:15 And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men, and the chief captains, and the mighty men, and every bondman, and every free man, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains; 16 And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb: 17 For the great day of his wrath is come; and who shall be able to stand? KJV
Love this!
It is overwhelmingly sickening. And I think what weighs so heavy on me is all the noise in the world right now about such minuscule things like dr fucking Seuss and Mr Potato head when such a true evilness is out there after the most precious and innocent children are being preyed on. People are praying right along side of you. I wish I had words to help you other than we all feel it too and you are not alone.
I saw a few pictures the other day. I am extremely disturbed. I will actively avoid seeing any more. I don’t need to see more. You can’t and don’t fake pictures like THAT. I can’t unsee it. God forgive us for letting this happen to the precious little children.
No, it has wrecked me. It is incredibly tramauting and it’s beyond infuriating the lucifarians are still harming them because we’re apparently still waiting for retards to wake up. I say fuck the retards, fuck their mental health, and frankly fuck my mental and emotional health - my trauma of knowing about it is nothing compared to what these kids, babies, toddlers, teens... actually experienced or are still experiencing. It’s a life-long unimaginable trauma... when I think of what those sickening subhumans do to newborns... toddlers... I just deleted what I wrote because I’ll get banned for it. Suffice it to say none of those fucking lucifarians would be alive if we were in the same room.
I'm sorry fren I can feel the deep pain and sorrow it brings you and it makes my heart hurt. Praying that God will comfort and bring peace to your heart
I pray numerous times throughout the day for the children.
God hears and answers prayers?
Updooted. I amm glad I am in the way, Fren.
You are not alone... I've mentioned this before.. I'm a 30 year army vet... 7 combat tours... never suffered ptsd.. yet now after what I have discovered... read.. saw.. and heard since I "took the red pill" ... has at times made me emotional to the point of breaking down... other times it has made me ill... I have turned to God more now than ever.. and I pray everyday.. may this end sooner rather than later
No, you aren't alone. I started crying again last night while praying for them. I'm not a person that cries. I do believe the last time I cried was after my sister died. That's about four years ago.
So very sorry about your sister. Thank you for your prayers for the children God will answer our prayers
I get frustrated thinking about how many little kids who are suffereing and how these fucked up adults are hurting them. I feel sick of being human and that our race which is self aware would have monsters commit these acts. All i want to see is the bad guys lined up and excuted for the pain and suffering they have caused. Stuck tuck in the corrupt system sometimes i just want to free myself and end it. Does humanity deserve to survivie, i dont know anymore.
I feel your pain. Just remember, there is literally an opposition in all things and for as much evil there is out there, there is good and truth and goodness. GOD will prevail, fren and we need you to help be God's hands in bringing it to pass. Make no mistake about it you are needed in this great effort and undertaking. Hang in there we will see an end to this
Been reading about it intensely for 20 years
I loathe humans bc of it
My husband and I are watching the Netflix seriescalled Keepers. I just cannot believe how rampant child sex abuse has been. I'm truly starting to think it was more the rule than the exception. It baffles and sickens me.
I read once that archeologists found that in the past, about 40% of humans died from violence (mostly women and children). Now it's more like 2% (or at least that's what they said about 30 years ago). Don't give up hope. We're on this now, since we are just becoming aware of it.