Pedes,
Our ranks have been assaulted and slapped and many of us have scattered throughout the winds to attempt re-entrenchment.
I write to say I have to bow out - not that I expect shit from any of you outside of you doing what you do.
The Covid OP bashed me and my family. Intensely. I'm finally realizing that I did not walk through this valley untouched - I have PTSD.
We all talk about Autism here. I live it. Around the clock. My 6 year old girl has severe autism. When the Plandemic hit - it nuked her entire life, rather, OUR ENTIRE FAMILY.
While some people were freaking out having panic attacks about where to find toilet paper - I was running across Houston attempting to find the only items she would eat, toiletries, and whatever else. I was in a constant state of "ready for battle" before the Plandemic. Then it hit, and I saw it coming, and we watched the insanity of the election happen with a summer of rage - which now looks like it's about to crescendo into the "CIA UAP OP" so many of us joked about a year ago. They're going for it.
Guys - realize your limits.
Be there for one another.
We have enough shills around to fill Hunter Bidan'z crack-pipe ( just kidding that could never be full enough ). Stick the fuck together and do good to all of those around you.
Realize when it's time to shut up, back out, and Anon Up - cuz ain't nobody out there going to tell you when.
I'm blessed to be here, alive, writing this message. I made it. So many I knew with serious PTSD didn't. Vets that couldnt make their counseling appointments, parents of autistic kids that just couldn't handle "Well if this is the world I can't fucking continue", and kids .... FREAKING KIDS ... that are now growing up knowing nothing different with all of this.
We can't get better covering up Sin and pretending it isn't there.
We can't improve by building a house on lies.
We cant thrive by waiting on baited breathe for actions to take.
Go out and lift up those around you.
Listen to those around you.
The impact of all of this on kids is bigger than you can imagine.
If you are not finding a way to work with kids, mentor kids, throw them a line - they are lambs waiting for the slaughter.
We can all talk a bunch of shit about this or that - if you don't actively set the example in your community - that community is going to move on without you or die on the vine.
If you are reading this, I love you ( even if you are a shill ).
If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.
Psalms:139-8
"The race is not always to the swift." It's a marathon and you hit the wall. The finish line can wait while you rest. Best wishes.
Well said Fren. Everybody needs to unplug for at least a few days every couple of weeks. This board isn't going anywhere ... and neither are we.
WWG1WGA .... so take care of you.
Blessings on your journey. Hugs, love and strength to you and your family.
You know, they can continue to fuck with me all they want... they've screwed with me, they've knocked me down but don't fuck with my kid. That has probably been the hardest, and pisses me off the most. Having a kid in this time and seeing the confusion on their face when idiots where masks and not being able to just be kids! Growing up, we were taught people masking their face should not be trusted, yet now they say we all need them. No. You wear a mask, I don't trust you because you have something to hide. Stop taking the my kid childhood from them!
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My daughter relies very heavily on seeing the faces of people talking to her. If they are wearing a mask, she doesn't understand, it pisses her off, and she often will battle the autism as it tries to light her up. She's my fucking hero. Watcher her kick it's ass? Wanna be fucking motivated? Watch a 6 year old stare a neurological condition down and THRIVE and find JOY anyway. She teaches me way more than I teach her.
Yes. I have other kids and we literally do "un-school." They are in public school for the hard knocks education. They're gifted. In school they don't really learn shit academically - but they are getting crash courses in learning how to navigate society, adults, and otherwise. We go over the lessons and then I parent them through the false information.
Wanna see proud? Look at my face when I get a call from the Principle because my child was doing the right thing. "Today your child's teacher sent her to me because your child refused to participate in the racism lesson. Apparently the teacher asked her how White and Hispanic kids were different and she called the teacher a racist for asking the question. You're doing good - but be aware the teacher was being triggered. Should we move her to another class?"
Of note:
I have absolutely DEVESTATED the small-minded when it comes to Covid vs Kids. They go on and on about how "This little bit of sacrifice is to make sure we are all safe" etc and I ask them why they hate special needs kids. I ask them why they were not decent enough people to even THINK ABOUT THE SPECIAL NEEDS KIDS.
** It devastates them.** I am not looking to hurt them. They damn well better virtue signal and understand that they are HURTING THE WEAKEST AND MOST NEEDY while they are DOING THE REICH THING
They know, amigo, believe me - Karens/Kevins are unhappy insecure bullies, and that sort of person targets the nearest vulnerable around them. They transfer their self-loathing onto a victim, which of course doesn't solve the core problem and can spiral into the spittle-screeching spectacles that have become all too common.
More Power To You! It should devastate them!. The children I most feel for are those like your daughter who find seeing actual faces calms them, and the deaf or hard of hearing ones. All this mask diaper requirement does is makes us sicker, removes our personhood, (which apparently gives statists their jollies) and makes it harder for the deaf and hard of hearing to lip read. Agreed Entirely! I will be praying for you and your family,y000danon.
Y000danon, your child is obviously a blessing and the fact that you are so close with her is a further blessing. You have your family, and though times are rough, you are still together and in the end, that's all you need. Regroup and do what you must to preserve that and your sanity. I am sure I speak for everyone here when I say we are with you in thought, and we will pray for you to see better times and brighter skies in your future and that of your family. God bless you - keep your chin up. It's gonna be OK. :) At the end of the day, your family is truly all that matters.
Amen. What wonderful, encouraging words.
:) We gotta take care of each other. There's so much evil in the world, it can be overwhelming. Best thing we can do is lift each other up. I think it's awesome that we all can come to this virtual place and connect the way we do. I really hope it helps him.
Me too. This place is really a sanctuary for me. Praying for him and his precious family.
Amen!
Your words help immensely.
Part of this is the 1000 yard state and dark forces somehow, by a thousand cuts, getting through to my soul and making it blink - and in that second convincing me I am alone.
I came here for a reason.
o7 God Bless you and here’s to hoping one day I can make you a fat steak.
It's my pleasure to help - I'm immensely happy that I could! :) I think we have all been in that dark place, and I know it's SO hard to see light from there. I'm glad you came here for support. I love this site - it reminds me that none of us are alone, and most people here seem to have faith, so it's nice to communicate with like-minded people. You have friends here, even though we've never met. :) And heck yeah, I love a fat steak!! Keep on keeping on, my friend :) it will be OK.
Also check this out: https://draxe.com/health/chiropractic-care-and-autism/
The guy who runs this site, Dr. Josh Axe, is a very enlightened guy. He's all about natural remedies. This may be something that could help your daughter and lighten your load overall. I hope it helps!
God bless you and your family!
Thank you for sharing your insights and honesty. I completely understand. I have not been able to relax since Nov. 3rd. We will win, and we will celebrate together! God Bless you and your family.
You mentioned Autism in your note, and I wanted to share some links that are quite interesting: https://duckduckgo.com/?t=ffhp&q=autism+%26+suramin&ia=web
Dr. Judy Mikovits is a brilliant scientist with in-depth knowledge regarding Covid. She also shares that Suramin had positive results with the treatment of Autism. https://theplantstrongclub.org/2021/04/22/the-antidote-w-dr-mikovits-jason-shurka/
Suramin and Autism -
A single treatment with low-dose suramin was safe and produced significant improvements in the core symptoms and metabolism associated with ASD. https://health.ucsd.edu/news/topics/Suramin-Autism/Pages/default.aspx
Parent Personal Statements of Their Observations from Phase I/II Randomized Clinical Trial of Low-Dose Suramin in Autism Spectrum Disorder https://health.ucsd.edu/news/topics/Suramin-Autism/Pages/Parent-Statements.aspx
Side note: Fauci stole Dr. Mikovits research findings on AIDS and HIV and claimed credit for it. He had her imprisoned for 5 days without charges and was under a gag order for 5 years. https://www.bitchute.com/video/2q0pJDprZjyv/
EXCELLENT info, doc! For OP and others, I recommend also looking into metals detox such as colloidal silver, to help remove some of the mercury, aluminum etc adjuvants in the vaccines from both kids and adults. Mercury especially is not eliminated from the body but gathers over time. Suramin, Ivermectin, HCQ and more are finally coming out of the dark as more people take it upon themselves to research, it's a beautiful thing.
Doing the chelation now. It’s amazing and we should all do it. It’s nuts.
THANK YOU FOR THIS.
She’s been getting treated w passive chelation therapy and it’s doing wonders.
Keto + Chelation and she’s now talking and more. She’s so active it’s hard to keep up w her.
That's wonderful! Best of luck with everything!!
I love you too.
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I have a special needs son with brain damage from stroke and epilepsy. He has autistic tendencies. I feel you pain. Raising a child in this sinful world is hard enough, throw in circumstances like this and it is even more difficult. Your number one goal in life, what God gave to you, is to take care of your family. No matter what does or does not occur this fact does not change. Peace to you brother, take care of your family get away from this mess.
I left after jan 20 and came back. Not sure why I came back, mainly because of the community here. If I could compartmentalize the community from the hopium that woudl be great. While the hopium is nice to see at times, it gets one anxious, anxiously awaiting all of this to change. Living life in an anxious state is not good for anyone and not good for one's family.
May God bless you and your family.
Much love ❤️ and prayers ??being sent your way! May God bless you and your loved ones.
Hang in there,OP. I’m praying for you and your family. It’s a long road. As I see what you’re going through, I see a very dedicated father. No parent is perfect. You have a LOT on your plate. God will never test you with more than you can handle. It seems to me He sees a true warrior in you. Count it all joy when God determines you ARE THE MAN for this job.
Take care, be well, and take what time you need to for R&R and to look after the needs of those most precious to you and yours. We arent going anywhere and I know I dont speak for just myself when I say there will always be a welcome extended here for when once-present warriors make a return.
Hard times really wipe out the care-free childhoods that all of us once knew, preserve what can be, and work from there.
Love to you too.
The hardest part is the R&R.
That's when the whole 'Wow. This is actually true." shit /w the PTSD sunk in.
I literally can't relax. I can't have a beer. I can't even take my shoes off or sleep without one eye open. Just keep waiting for a shoe to drop because every time I did allow myself to take my eye off the prize - something happened.
Imagine knowing you have to piss. No big deal, right? Well - you have to wait. Who is going to make sure your kid doesn't climb into a cabinet and find a knife you didn't know was there? Who will make sure your kid doesn't run through a window?
Then you finally do pee. The second you shut the door to go - you hear screams. Now it's piss yourself and run, or finish and pray?!? Then you run out with piss on your pants cuz you had no idea if someone was dying or what and then your see your kid somehow got out the door - you fucking forgot the door cuz you had to piss and 3 kids were screaming and fighting. Now your kid is running up a busy street or fell into water outside your house.
And it happens every time you need to piss.
Then take all of that, package it up, and hear 10,000 voices telling you to vaccinate your kid cuz 'it's safe' from the same virtue-signaling assholes that tell you that you are fucking up as a parent, as a husband, as a friend, as a bother, as an uncle, as an Anon, even, while none actually follow through and come watch your kid long enough for you to piss.
Feel it?
Its a battle everyone faces. I think for those who master the problem, their success method may not necessarily work for others.
Apply the same level of scrutiny and analysis that ultimately bought you here to your own situation. As guys like Flynn have said, winning locally is how the edifice of crime and graft and evil eventually gets undermined and topples over. And nothing is more local than your own direct family. If you have to unplug and apply an IRL spam-filter to malign influences that are making life difficult, then do that.
We pray for you, and prayers are mighty, fren. More people understand than you might think, and they wouldn't be the ones talking at you, but looking in from the sidelines wondering if they should reach out a hand or a hug. You may feel them if you can make a tiny moment or two of stillness in between the noise, but regardless, trust that they are there.
It sounds very stressful. You feel bound every moment worrying about your child's safety, and you know you have needs too. In the long run one person can't do everything for another, both are going to suffer. If she needs minute by minute watching that's one problem. If you are frantic with exhaustion and losing hope that's another. Please don't lose hope, there are people who want to help you get the rest you need so you can continue to protect your daughter, I'm sure of it.
GOD BLESS Patriot. Please try cannabis for your autistic child. You won't regret it. My neighbors child does so well with it. She said it is a Godsent miracle. Pray and find peace.
I work in public school. Yesterday I trained my kid here how to slap the vaccine out of the hand of anyone coming after her. She wanted to play again today. She said she'd tell them "leave me alone or I'll knock down your whole box of vaccines."
This brought tears to my eyes. I’m in north Texas, and if I had guest space, I’d invite your entire family up to my farm for a few days of R&R.
Blessings, fren.
Long is the way, and hard, that out of hell leads up to light.” Much love and light to you and your family. May our Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth bless you always. God wins! Keep safe.
Thanks for sharing. Best Wishes for you & the family.
Yea, having a stress response to stuff that is similar in a few key ways but that's in no way related to what caused the PTSD in the first place sucks....
May take a while but it does fade for most, working actively with yourself and your responses and genuinely giving up on the whole thing may improve things quicker.
(you can only do the best you can relative to your abilities so resigning yourself to that fact can take a huge burden of you, you still want what you want and will still do your best and that resignation won't change that, it will just take a lot of the stress and burden of you)
WWG1WGA
Prayers and blessings to you and your family, fren. May God bless you and keep you and show you peace. Take the time off that you need and know we'll still be here when you get back.
WRWU! WWG1WGA!
Yuk!!!
(Sorry, but you gotta laugh. This is exactly how I read it.)
All the Best, OP. It's all gonna work out soon.
Run the race at your own pace fren. Hold fast to the Faith of Jesus Christ. My co workers are too losing their minds. One of them nearly cried to me regarding the death of a child she was observing (cps) to CIDs while the baby was in the bed with the parents.vi realize it's not that related to everything going on culturally, but I think the sorrow is increasing everywhere. I think your post is exactly what q was trying to say when we were suppose to be there for the normies. Maybe it wasn't the declass; It was the horrors being allowed to wake the world up. (Anyone that finds the post I would appreciate it). God bless you in Jesus name and as the others here have said, "See you on the other side" amen
We’re here for you brother.
Bless you my fellow patriot.
Thank you so much for sharing this fren, very moving and encouraging ❤️
Love and prayers to you and yours. We must all take care to pace ourselves and above all things, stay connected to God, listening for his guidance and asking for his protection.
May you find peace on the path. It's rough dealing with anyone who is on the autism spectrum. Take care of you and your family , and find people who are supportive of your goals. Godspeed, dear runner! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvZx-Kx8iXo
Hang in there. It can get better.... it WILL get better.
God has a plan. Sit back and watch it unfold.
Good Luck And God Bless you to persevere through this trial.
Thank you; you have inspired me. I have been avoiding calling clients because I have been feeling like I really don't want to talk to people until the more obvious habbenings occur, but I'm being selfish. We all need each other and I need to be proactive about making sure the people I care about are okay. If it sucks for me, just think how bad it sucks for someone who has given up or is blinded by the shit storm. Best wishes to you, fren.
Love you brother. Condemnation comes from Satan, conviction and encouragement for the believer comes from God.
Matthew 11:30
“For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
King James Version (KJV)
I’m very sorry to hear about your daughter and family circumstance. This post really hits home for me because I’ve recently come to the conclusion that I’m in a similar state. I hate to say it, but I’be gone through a mere fraction what you have and I’m at my breaking point. I really don’t know where to go from here. My country (Canada) is turning into a dystopian nightmare, and I’m watching everyone I love get the life squeezed out of them, and turn against each other. We don’t have a ‘Florida’ to retrench to when SHTF either.
Sending Prayers your way...
I realize that this post is ten hours old but I hope that this message gets to you. I have a sixteen year old nonverbal son. People think that they know how hard it is on the family, but few know what it’s like dealing with it 24/7 for years on end. Good on you for taking a step back and focusing on what’s most important. There are some plenty of Pedes here telling you about treatments and medications, I have been through them all. What your daughter needs most is love, attention, and acceptance. ( I know that sounds liberal) Take care of yourself so you can take care of your little girl. Hang in there Fren.