“To all my ‘conspiracy theorist’ friends out there who know what’s really going on and needs to hear this… Yes, sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake.
Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey.
If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone.
No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the GRIEF. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had, but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a LIE. The beliefs you’ve held, people you’ve trusted, principles you were taught - ALL LIES.
Shattering illusions is RARELY an enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there.
With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again. Grieving for our children, knowing all too well the broken world they are inheriting. Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t “get it”.
Feeling alone; being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses, but for many of you, your very own family and friends too.
Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by. Struggling with carrying on bullshit, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep.
Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system because they can’t see what you see. Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance because “ignorance is bliss” and reality is harsh.
Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone. There is no way to sugar coat it, awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions.
You have to master the art of diving down the darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily life, and that’s a skill people don’t talk about enough.
Some of you are struggling with feeling disconnected from family and friends, it’s as though they exist in another world.
Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, you have an entire tribe standing with you. We may be separated by miles, but we are DEEPLY connected; in purpose and in spirit.”
Quality posted friend; spoken from the heart . I can't give this post enough likes.
This post is fantastic. I can relate to all of it, but I think ...
" Struggling with carrying on bullshit, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep."
... may be one of the most frustrating parts.
Thanks for posting Fren.
Shallow bullshit is all left wingers believe.
You've noticed it, too?
People who are asleep can only have conversations about shallow topics. They don't seem capable of more.
Immaturity in the extreme.
There are moments I feel like we are all living a live episode of Ozark. It can be extremely dark and isolating being so wide awake sometimes! I needed this today -- Thank you.
Kafka kinda makes more sense to me than it did before all this shit.
Definitely feels like there's a new totalitarian predicament to overcome every single day. It us also very strange because most of these battles are at the 10,000 foot level and those of us awake know that it is only a matter of time before they're on the ground. I used to have visions of what my future could look like, but after realizing most of what we have all be told has been an illusion, I can no longer see past today. Maybe it's a protection mechanism or maybe that is God's way of telling me to focus on the present? I'm just grateful to have a place to go where I can see messages like the one above to qualm my angst about being alone in these thoughts.
Wow... absolutely THIS.
Iam fortunate that I have an awakened wife to go through this with me... also one family member who is red pilled. We are living in a Hinge Of History, and the latter years of the Fourth Turning.
I pray that I live long enough to see a new world born.
I’ve been struggling, fren. This is timely.
I needed this. I am struggling as is many of you. I recently suffered depression and I believed I beat it, just before lockdowns started. And now I’m back into it again, straight from one pot of boiling water to another. But I’m strong, I will stand my ground, and I will do all the I can to be stronger for others.
Try to get away from here for a day or two .. and get back to nature, somewhere with water is even better. Watch the birds .. they dont give two hoots about all this nonsense.. really helps to reset your batteries. I know all about depression .. and just a PM away if you need to talk. Take care fren.
Thank you fren. For someone who I don’t even know to reach out like this, it means a lot to me.
I’ll take the advice and hit the trails on my mtb and disconnect a little.
Great idea. Had someone here say something similar when I was feeling low, and getting out in nature really helps you unwind and reconnect.
The offer to chats always there if you need .. I know its easy to feel alone in this, especially if you also depressed, but remember we are all in this together.
Very well stated.
Been feeling hopeless lately; this perked me up. Thank you, fren.
I don't think we acknowledge grief enough. We tend to equate grief only in terms of death, but really it is more about loss. It is complicated and it can arise from a number of issues.
Went to a grief counselor several years ago after the sudden death of my spouse.
She showed me that my grief reaction, which after a few months incapacitated me, was a cumulative effect of a lifetime of losses(griefs). Loss of a child to SIDS Loss of parents Loss of a marriage Loss of finances Loss of possessions Loss of friendships Etc. We all have our trail of tears.
So thankful for the support of all of you Patriots as we go through these very troubling times
Yes.
This is accurate. Luckily there are a few close people in my life who are also awake. But, I also have some close friends who are not awake. Listening to them speak about politics is painful, even though we vote the same, its still like nails on a chalkboard listening to them repeat what the news tells them.
Oh. So. TRUE.
Thank you and your friend u/cuckerberg2020 for a powerful post.
Have felt most of these emotions on a daily basis. I was first awakened on November 22, 1963. Then when the farce of the Warren Report came out... even a child of 10 knows the "magic bullet" theory was total BS.
Other things awakened me on the way but 9/11 was YUGE. I discovered Q about 2 months after the first post and suddenly all the pieces of the puzzle came together.
My husband is my best friend and he listens and believes about half of what I told him over the last 4 years. He's afraid that I'll be hurt if all of this turns out to be untrue. And, I'm afraid he'll be devastated when he finds out it is true. But surprisingly over the past year he's believing more and more because his FB friends are posting things I've told him for years!
We are ardent Trump supporters and have been to two rallies. We are nonvaxxed.
The hardest part for me were the first 2 years of Q's posts when I'd stay up late researching and the couldn't sleep because of all the evil I discovered. Hard to go through without by best friend believing all I told him.
The grief over the children was overwhelming. But, I trust the plan and my belief in God sustains me. I know deep in my soul that POTUS is God's Trumpet. He was born for such a time as this. We are here for a reason. It is biblical. I thank God everyday for my anon family here.
Blessings for all! 🙏
Shattering illusions is awesome. You need to simply embrace your awakening and ot worry about the folks that don't want to see. I've been doing it for 35 years v
Amen to this!
This is exactly what we are going through. To have it put into words brings a little peace. It helps to realize you’re not alone with this even if it feels like you are. I would rather walk this path and know, than to be the sheep who is still asleep. All of you keep teaching me new things and keep me solid. When I’m feeling a little despair there’s always that post that puts me back on track. Thank you for this post. And thanks to all of you out there going through this too.
It's called red pill rage phase. Very common in men when they get exposed to the manosphere like MGTOW and TRP
I've been into all this since I was a teenager in the 90s, 25 years ago. It's so exhausting and frustrating sometimes. Thank you for these words.
Perfectly said. 9/11 was my alarm clock. Been in the daily grind since then with very little success in opening others’ eyes. My wife just got her 2nd Pfizer shot and I’m just fucking exhausted and heartbroken. This was a good read.
Incredible post. Shared this with my fellow awakened Frens that are not on currently on GAW.
Solid community Gold.
Thank you for posting this.
Love it. Reminded me of Matthew 6.
Thank you thank you for sharing! I so needed this today!
I was lucky that my husband and daughters also bought into Q via the Q Proofs video. So I have been able to talk with them. But they are impatient and the daughters are not sure it will happen.
The rest of the family acted like I sprouted horns and talked tongues. I have one sister and our relationship is now strained. My mother woke up to much of what I was saying but she is not totally red-pilled yet. But she she now knows that “conspiracy theorists” are some of the best-researched people around. I also believe that God placed a conservative neighbor strategically to help educate her and give her a needed friend as she lost all of her liberal friends.
My stepmother now picks my brain about what is happening. She has deep faith and believes God will win. My father is still not a believer that anything will get fixed. I worry about what it will do to him when he finds out he was ruined by a war (Vietnam) that was created to enrich evil elites. It took him years to recover from what he saw there and I pray that the truth doesn’t unravel that progress.
And my in-laws - another set of problems. FIL and SIL think we are in a cult and crazy for not getting vaccinated.
This has been one of the darkest times in my life trying to navigate all the friend losses. But I have found out who my true friends are and fortunately I am an introvert and don’t need many.
Wow... thank you. That' hit home
My first most crushing death of an illusion, years ago, so broke me that I became a different person. Nothing rewires you like shattered illusions do. And now find myself with a newly hideous disillusionment as a family member I have adored her whole life, is apparently infected with the bizarre and lethal mental affliction of Leftism. I am so shocked; just horrified and heartbroken
I feel angry. Angry that I was brainwashed from an early age. Angry at the arrogance and hate coming from the unwoken sheep. Angry at the system. The left has it right when they chant that the system needs to be destroyed and rebuilt. But it needs to be rebuilt in our image, not theirs.
Peace, Fren.
I really needed this today. Thank you fren
Sidenote: I never really post or comment on things, but I’ve had an account for a few months and am on here like 10 times a day LOL. Does anyone know.....how long until the handshake goes away? 😑
thank you so much!
This is great! I just watched the video of the french baby with the rashes. I have a new born so it hits home but I see it as a nessecity to not ignore this. Its weighs heavy on the heart but we'll never escape this if we close our eyes and turn our backs.
When you realize your existence does not hinge on the validation or acceptation of others, then you are truly free.
I've started referring to myself as a "Conspiracy Analyst" now, been promoted from a theorist. Kek!
I’m angry and want to see justice.