posted ago by sleepydude ago by sleepydude +402 / -0

I'm asking for as many prayers as I can.

I've fought all I could, but in the end I think my mother was tired of fighting all the pain in her life. She has had so many surgeries in her life maim her more than when she went in.

18+ times under the knife; everything from both knee replacements, spinal fusions, gastric bypass...

She didn't have great odds going into this, and even though I did everything I could think to try and help her, she didn't have the fight after decades of the medical system botching every single procedure. She wouldn't even do breathing exercises for months leading up to this even after I begged her to so she had the best chances.

They wore her down for years, and killed any fight left in her.

They are so evil, and have been for along time...

I don't fear death, not for me or for loved ones. I just can't shake the idea of how she might be taken from us -- that intentional malpractice, milking her for every penny and stringing us along for a few weeks before killing her off on the ventilator is how she is going to die.

I had to do all I could for my brother and father who also got sick. They are well now, but it meant I couldn't care for my mother, even if they would have let me into the room. My father is still recovering, so he couldn't be there to make all the legal/medical decisions. I couldn't convince him to stop the remdesivir or the ventilator, and even if I could we just didn't have the time or energy to fight for it.

I've been praying for a miracle, a big turn, but unless HER heart is in it I don't think God will answer my prayer. That's fair enough, I guess, as it's ultimately not my decision to make.

A few months back she told me she couldn't see Christmas this year. Maybe all this is a self-fulfilling prophecy, I don't know...

If anyone you know gets sick with it, make sure they never stop moving, drinking, or eating. All the ivermectin, HCQ, and Z-packs in the world won't save them if they don't want to save their self.

I'm praying for the best outcome, however. I've not given up on her, but I'm preparing for the worst.

Anyways, please pray for her. I believe in Miracles, and I'm not gonna stop praying yet. Thanks for listening.

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tracybean76 30 points ago +30 / -0

Prayers sent Fren - God Bless!

20-guage 17 points ago +17 / -0

I am so very sorry. Prayers made right now, and I've added her (and you) to my daily prayer list. +++

Please keep us posted. We care.

MAGAsoyboyslayer 9 points ago +9 / -0

Prayers to your mom. Tell her to never give up.

Mary911 20 points ago +20 / -0

Our precious Lord in Heaven. Today we ask for a miracle to the many prayers being sent up for this well loved lady. We ask that you send a blessing of hope and faith for the healing this woman needs. We ask for your comfort of this family as they go through the wait of your final decision Lord; and that if it is not in their favor, that you walk with them and let them know that your plan for her is much better than what they ask. We thank you Lord for the many years you have given her, the suffering she has undergone, and the things she has went through. So please dear Lord,, we ask in the name of Jesus our Lord and Savior, if you would find it in your heart to heal this woman and give her many more years of life to do your will. We thank you and bless you Lord for all things given. Amen.

sparty_girl 4 points ago +4 / -0

Amen and amen.

MineOwnSelf 4 points ago +4 / -0


SirRupert 3 points ago +3 / -0

God bless and best of luck for all in the future.

PowderRoomPolitics 3 points ago +3 / -0


JesusCampos411 18 points ago +18 / -0

Is she saved? If not—focus on her eternal destination, if so— remind her to stay in Faith by reading scripture to her if you can get into the hospital, Prayer sent

777geousmcvet777 13 points ago +13 / -0

God Bless you and your family. If you’re able, read to her some scripture everyday to strengthen her heart for continual life here or the assurance of seeing our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. If you can’t read it maybe have a Bible app play continuously the reading of the Word. Her ears will hear it. Her heart will most certainly hear it.

Copperselectrons 12 points ago +12 / -0

💔This hurts to read Im so sorry. God have mercy I pray touch and bless this family Jesus help them, heal Lord and give them strength to win this fight

Matthew246Truth 11 points ago +11 / -0

2 Corinthians 1:3-4 3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.

Patriot_Perks 9 points ago +10 / -1

We're all gonna die some day. It's where you go after you die that counts.

Mr_A 9 points ago +9 / -0

Joining in prayer.

335K 9 points ago +9 / -0

Praying for you, Brother. I can tell from the OP that your heads on as tight as can be. If it is any consolation, what you typed shows an absolute understanding of Reality, and God won't ignore you. You did what you could, and your father and brother are testament. May the Lord provide the miracle you seek. 🙏

LoneWulf 8 points ago +8 / -0

I know what you're going through, fren. I lost my mother this year the day after Easter. I brought her to my house and put her on hospice and took care of her until the end. Don't feel guilty for being weary of the fight. You did what you could for her and for everyone else. You're only one person, fren. It's ok. She's in God's hands now and the decision is no longer yours. He knows what to do. Peace be with you and your family, fren. It all works out to the Glory of God, no matter what happens. Prayers sent.

Lowes48Chevy 8 points ago +8 / -0

Good bless friend. Lord please give SD's mom the strength she needs right now. Please protect her and keep her safe. Stay strong brother

369Q 8 points ago +9 / -1


It will come a day. When people will realize the true mening and power behind does words. Love is the strongest power in all dimensions of the universe. The absolute strongest. You will love how this ends fren. All lies will be revealed. 6000 years worth if lies so don’t give up yet frens. There is so much we slaves have no clue about regarding our view on reality as well as life & death.You are eternal and so is your mother. They built these societies for a reason, this matrix. So you won’t figure out your true powers and knowledge within you among other things. I will pray for her beautiful soul

flopperdog 7 points ago +7 / -0

Hoping for the best.

Someone needs to get your mother the monoclonal antibody iv treatment. (Remdesivir and ventilators are terrible)

SneakyWino 7 points ago +7 / -0

God bless your mom and family. She may just be tired of this prison planet. Just make sure she's right with God and Jesus. So glad I've woken up and seen the light. 🙏❤️

Halya 6 points ago +6 / -0

Prayers gone out for her.

igoape 6 points ago +6 / -0

Prayers outgoing to the Lord, may she be strengthened and recover. Amen.

Usmc_vet 5 points ago +5 / -0

So very sorry. Prayers for you and family. 🙏

WeekoWolf 5 points ago +5 / -0

Please God father in Heaven, heal this beautiful broken spirit and give her peace. Sending love and prayers to you and your dear mother it is so hard to lose loved ones. May God bless you and give you strength friend.

Psalm 37:9 For the evildoers will be cut off, but those who hope in the LORD will inherit the land.

Blesslives 5 points ago +5 / -0

I read your whole story. Prayers for mom, remember we never die, we are spiritual beings experiencing a human life. We are all of god. We all deserve to have healthy long lives. But some don’t because we have to grow spiritually as we experience the pain and hardship life throws at us. I commend your mother for her strength and endurance to survive the medical mafia and their unethical procedures. I pray she feels no more pain and gets through this rough path, with God anything is possible. Many blessings for thanksgiving to you and your family. Love and light sent your way!

Encognegro98ckun2qb 2 points ago +2 / -0

There will be justice… someday

BillWhittle24 5 points ago +5 / -0

Monoclonal antibody treatment.

Refer to Desantis’s push to allow it.

If you are able - make them try.

Pbman 5 points ago +5 / -0

Prayers sent. Stay strong fren.

AlaskaMAGA 5 points ago +5 / -0

Prayers for your family.

Scooter64 4 points ago +4 / -0

Praying for you all

ThisIsHowItStarts 4 points ago +4 / -0

Do you have any father. I lift up 0P do you and their entire family. First off I ask for her mother Lord that he would heal her. That he would give her a complete healing. If it is not your will, or hers to be in this world any longer, I pray that you would take her peacefully. But moreover I pray for a complete healing.

We ask you to comfort OP, and their entire family. Especially her father. During the difficult time they’ve had over at least the past 10 years if dealing with the mothers medical issues, I pray that somehow he would find relief for them. That you would give them peace in their hearts and knowing whatever occurs, that you were there for them.

More importantly I pray that each and every One of them feels your love, and that you would send your heavenly angels all around that hospital room, that you would provide a doctors with real knowledge and real compassion, and miraculously find one doctor that would do the right thing. And provide her mother with the actual healing remedies that she needs. Again Lord we ask for a complete healing. In Jesus name amen!

JCStomper 4 points ago +4 / -0


swimkin 4 points ago +4 / -0

Prayers going out for your mom for a miracle healing Tell her you need her to keep fighting. You didn't say how old she was but I know very well from working in nursing homes in the past that many of my residents were able to will themselves to die.

lovecymru 4 points ago +4 / -0

May God give you strength and mercy.

Oldgal_frdup 3 points ago +3 / -0

I'm praying for all of you. Lord hold this family close and give them comfort.

inquimous 3 points ago +3 / -0

Praying for you, and for her peace. I think your diagnosis of terminal weariness is sadly likely.

Encognegro98ckun2qb 3 points ago +3 / -0

Thank you for being unselfish. Praying for all of you.

AmericanTitan 3 points ago +3 / -0

You have my prayers as well, my friend.

P1aysalieri 3 points ago +3 / -0

Demand Ivermectin!

MrPresident46 3 points ago +3 / -0

Praying for all of you.

Wingy120 3 points ago +3 / -0

So very sorry. Saying prayers for your mom as well as prayers for your family.

WakeUpWorld 3 points ago +3 / -0

I agree, you have to get out of bed, get nutrients and hydration, Sunlight. So if they don't want to do those things and they are already unhealthy, there is not a chance. I'd still be slipping large amounts of Ivermectin in her mouth. And I will say a prayer. God Bless You

Precocious13 3 points ago +3 / -0

I'm so sorry to hear this, it fills me with great sadness for you, plenty of people to pray for your mom Sleepy dude, I'll go ahead and pray for you, I pray for God to give you comfort and peace🙏😥

marvinthehaggler 3 points ago +3 / -0

Sorry to hear. Sending good thoughts.

DrMcCoy 3 points ago +3 / -0

Praying for your mom, fren.

Ogcarvattack 3 points ago +3 / -0

Im sorry fren. Godbless your momma.

Darth_Pepe 3 points ago +3 / -0

I’m on it brother! Forward we go, dutifully, into the fray.

AgingGracefully 3 points ago +3 / -0

Very sorry to see all that you and your family have been going through. Praying for you all right now. May our sufferings bring all of us closer to our Lord, who suffered so very much for our salvation. Peace be with you.

summerstormAK 3 points ago +3 / -0

I am so sorry. We just lost my 94 year old mother the same way: vaccine, COVID, COVID pneumonia, Remdesivir. She had an active Do Not Resuscitate and my sister was medical power of attorney. She told the hospital, doctor, everyone no ventilator and about the DNR, and found out later they had given her Remdesivir because "she was lucid and gave consent" when my sister wasn't there. She had no idea about Remdesivir. It filled her lungs with fluid and killed her.

I believe she is a victim of this war.

trumphairdontcare 3 points ago +3 / -0

I'm very sorry. One thing that helped calm me when a family member needed a ventilator was knowing that they have been used for years and truly are life saving machines that are used as a last resort. Sending prayers.

ceegeegee 3 points ago +3 / -0

Praying for you and your family. Please take care of yourself.

LilyBee24 3 points ago +3 / -0

I am so sorry to hear all of your pain.... & your mother's. I will pray that she pulls through.

Unhappymeal 3 points ago +3 / -0

Prayers sent just now my fren. It’s in God’s hands, I pray she gets more time with you.

catbertz 3 points ago +3 / -0

Prayers said for both of you during this difficult time.

Patriotwoman9 3 points ago +3 / -0

Praying for a full recovery from whatever ails her. Keep us posted

RiverWolf 3 points ago +3 / -0

God hears every prayer, and responds to it in some way. In any case, praying for you, your mother, and all your family.

scoripowarrior 3 points ago +3 / -0

Your post explains the pain you are going through with your Mom and family. I'll remember her and you in my prayers. God Bless all .