During this scamdemic, and for the first time in my life, my ability to stand by my values has seriously been put into question. I have caved to pressure almost my entire life and have always resented myself for this. I always wondered if would cower in a situation that pit my morals against authority.
These past few years have helped me solidify myself internally and spiritually. Almost like I am a rock that cannot be broken now. I witness coworkers and friends who are reluctantly willing to cave into the pressure exerted by the gov, but I am comfortably not in that group anymore. They are uncertain of their future, while I am quite comfortably certain of mine.
I had family members who came to me last year wanting me to join in starting a covid testing business. Lots of $ to be made but I couldn't sell my soul like that. Looking back, I could not be happier.
I get the motto that "If I don't do it, then someone else will" But when it comes to something I believe to be completely against my morals, no amount of money is going to change my stance.
I have never gotten a "test"
I will never get a "test"
Therefore, I cannot encourage anyone to be "tested".
I will not participate in this con
I hope this has been as much of a growing experience for you all as it has been for me.
Lots of love
I knew this was going to happen in 2011-2014, after 9/11 I was a big-time 9/11 truther.. then I started finding out about the ugly truth of government. I started looking into the U.N. eugenics/depopulation agenda.. that's when it hit me hard:
There will be a time in my life where I would have to choose a side, be a robot for the New World Order elite, or fight against it. So, this is the hill I will die on. No matter how much insane pressure is put upon me, I will never give in.
Today, the pressure is family.. being denied love from family because I refuse to take the vaccine. That hurts bad, but if they refuse to even remotely entertain the FACT that there are evil people out there that want us depopulated.. well, that's on them. If they want to ex me out of their life, fine with me.. I will make my own family, I will befriend those that understand that there is an evil group/cabal out there that want to destroy humanity.
I do believe God is guiding me, and he will guide me the right way. Because I am here for a reason, to fight against the devil's kingdom. I will until death and beyond.
Amazing!
A lot of us would have never gotten this stronger if it was just another typical four-year election.
Exactly! The harder we struggle to WIN this WAR, the sweeter the VICTORY will be!!!
Uhtred, forgiveness is a powerful thing. I'm awoman, never beaten like your story, but my uncle abused me as a child. Although our stories are different, our foundation of pain is the same. Chicken Soup for the Soul published a letter I wrote to my abuser. Forgiveness truly is the only way to peace. God bless you in your journey.
www.cheryllsnow.com/i-am-a-survivor
Anon, some times people will never apologize.
Stuff like that can burden people their entire life, and it weighs them down like a backpack filled with boulders.
Forgiving them is going to have to be done either way, if they apologize or not. I know this might seem impossible, but if you try forgive some small things, come to peace with them, it can become like riding a bike. Once you get the hang of it you can forgive the big things. And once you're free of it, if they ever do apologize, it will feel 100's of times better, since you already dealt with it and you can say with a smile "i already forgave you" and if they still seem troubled, advice them to forgive themselves.
It's sad to hear you say all these things, but i know how it is, and i too had to unlatch that weight on my back so i could heal. No easy task, but i'd be a bitter unhappy person, maybe even dead, if i didn't.
+1 for the forgiveness thing.
Still 100% behind you on everything you said. Just know, the only end of this road FOR YOU, is forgiveness.
"Easier said than done" could very well be another tattoo you get, because it's ridiculously difficult to do. Christ knew. And to a lesser, much more fallible extent I know too... Going through the End Game on my Last Big Hangup here as well.
Proud of you, proud of me, proud of all of us. We all need forgiveness. It's literally the main message of Christ's story.
It's one of the hardest things to do. Quite a niggler, since in theory it seems like it should be easy. It's not easy.
I wish you all the best on this narrow, seemingly unending road. o7
I am very sorry you had to go through all of that. From someone who was abused too…not to the degree of yours… it has a way of making you a very strong person. As you get older in life you are more apt to not take much bull shit. Stay strong my fren. Sending you love and prayers. God bless
My man. Proud to share this timeline with you.
Don't sweat the family, they'll come around. My sister is coming from the same place; like J Edgar Hoover said:
"The individual comes face-to-face with a conspiracy so monstrous he cannot believe it exists. The American mind has not come to a realisation of the evil which has been introduced into our midst. It rejects even the assumption that human creatures could espouse a philosophy which must ultimately destroy all that is good and decent."
Proud of you! Proud of us all!
Also Proud of you u/StickToThePlan! You didn't fold or buckle...you Rose to the challenge and kept your integrity.
We are all here for a reason. God is Refining us in the fire like a fine steel...unbreakable.
Definitely me.
I've become a much stronger Christian over the past two years and am aware of the presence of demons in the world. That alone is worth its weight in gold.
I have been wondering if demons & parasites are 1 & the same ?
More solidified, yes; more spiritual, absolutely. But also saddened by the state of the world. I have a greater awareness of evil and a deeper understanding of the spiritual warfare going on around us. I know God's got this and He is victorious. I pray that should I be truly tested that I am able to stand firm in my faith and beliefs. Oh, and for once the stubborn streak may be to my advantage.
As you noted no money is worth doing what you know to be wrong. And in the end, for many, that money won't assuage the guilt or fill the void only God can fill.
Stand your ground. Hold firm. Trust in the Lord. Immerse yourself in His word. And allow love and forgiveness to fill your heart.
Well said! Put on the Full Armor of God Patriot and always remember WE are in this TOGETHER, we are millions strong AND: God is on our side!
"Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints." – Ephesians 6:10-18
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Thank you for sharing. Some time ago, I did an entire Bible study on these verses but God's words were never more appropriate for me until now. I have printed several copies to post around and carry with me. Be blessed.
As of this week I am starting a job working for the candidate of my choice. This is the kind of job I never could have dreamed of before all of this started. Yet here I am doing the biggest and most challenging job of my life during these turbulent and uncertain times. Making good money, supporting someone I completely believe in, complete medical freedom because that is his stance. I can't ask for another thing. Except prayers from all that we win.
Amazing what doors open! Congratulations I bet that you are the most engaged team member that candidate will ever be blessed to have on his roster!
Aw thanks. I definitely feel that all I 'know' from here helps me fight for this guy. I'll probably never tell them how I know what I know about how the world works but that's ok, I know.
Beautiful post, since mar 2020, I've hiked probably 1,000 hours alone in a gorgeous location where I pray and listen to Chuck Missler decode the Bible for me. It's been awesome! I've joined CrossFit, left my in person job to work online for refusing the vax, now I'm in some top notch wife counseling which will help me with my parenting too. I have two pastors I love- Jack Hibbs online, Pentecostal in person. I love them both. Just keeps getting better and better-Oh and YOU GUYS HERE AT GAW- my online fam! I've loved you guys since I found you Jan 6 2021!
Times like these are excellent for growth.
Growing wisdom with intellect, knowledge and truth.
or
Growing psychosis with propaganda, dogma, and fallacies.
It all comes down to what you want to do.
It's good to hear you made the wise choice, anon.
Same here. Thankfully I live in a decent red state and am a homemaker, so I don't have to deal with it as others do. I hope the ones who have to make those decisions do so very carefully and think about the long term consequences.
I'm not sure how I'll act when put to the test like that; I don't want to fail. Thus I pray that God will help me for without Him I'm powerless and a whimp. So far, He's been keeping me safe from taking any coof tests.
These past few years have had a profound effect on my psychy, everything about my mind has changed for the better and on a positive note, there's only one negative aspect about "the great awakening" and that is having to deal with these leftist 🤡's who love to ridicule and insult the truth and the truth teller in the same exact manner as their brainwashers aka MSM. One thing I've learned is that each and everyone of them absolutely adore tapping on there beloved damned 😂 button.
It could have been me writing this! Thanks! I'm with you. Never participated. Never will. Never tested. Nope. No time for crazy.
All because of you guys making me keep my head up. “Out there” it looks depressing. Once I come “in here” I know “out there” will be ok at some point. My optimism is contagious amongst family and friends as well. Thank you all.
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Been trying but I feel I could always do more. Most days it's just about keeping one foot in front of the other and backpedaling as little as possible.
I’ve progressed from skeptic to cynic. Hope I have sufficient time to become stoic.
Then you become heroic. If you stand the test of time, you will prove to be a low hick
I have. I'm still not perfect, but I'm in much better shape spiritually.
definitely me, im an engineer and i used to be quite good/smart but after a decade designing medical devices i realized how bull shit it all was and how were just pushing technology just to push it and never solved the core issues. so i lost motivation and i think slowly as i question everything on its impact on the whole. Anyways, i maintain a level that i still work and am working on a "good" medical device, but with this pandemic, and seeing my friends turn to sheep. Ive only gotten motivation from it. more resolve. more strength. more stoic as in, when the time comes, the time comes, so be it. im not religious i was born catholic, left, etc, i still speak in terms of a God and prayer as i hope there is such things and i find value in relating to things in that way, as well as its very clearly a case of good vs evil in the world today. I've also become far more moral in the biblical sense in my actions and in my prior degeneracies.
I know a lot of ex-STEM people who are now into spirituality/religion/meditation/yoga etc. Similar pattern; something happens that causes an awakening. It's an interesting group of people to be associated with. Very interesting conversations to be had. I'm sure there's a way you can use your engineering smarts to help heal people.
I am very much in that category. Some of my friends are really out there with energy work however I can sense they are truly "tapped in." Most are faking it with drugs and other behaviors they think is enlightened, but it is quite obvious they are portraying a character. Currently i've gotten more and more into orthomolecular medicine, fancy way of saying "vitamin medicine" ive helped myself quite a bit and i have been helping my friends with it. There is a ton of good information from the early to mid 1900's that got buried once "modern medicine" and big pharma got involved. Otherwise I am really interested in making houses / lifestyles sustainable and in balance with the environment. Once I finish with this current medical device (which really is a "good one" it gets people off of machines and independent again, however there are plenty of sharks trying to take ownership and control of the company with selfish intentions), I plan to look into sustainable / intelligent development, perma culture design etc. If you have any suggestions or connections to those former STEM people or any groups I would be very interested. In the last 9 months I've moved states and bought a house and taking care of some personal medical stuff so i have been "too busy" (which is a terrible phrase, I have been busy sure, but its because i have prioritied certain things and once I'm happy with their state i will focus on others) to connect and grow into the ex stem types you're talking about. Thanks for the words fren, it means a lot.
A lot of people go that way for some reason; using drugs for 'enlightenment'. I use yoga and meditation; the advanced forms can do amazing things for you. Diet and exercise are important too I think. I've been dabbling in orthomolecular medicine as well during the last few years. My focus is on growing food that has a high nutrient content - which comes from the growing substrate - ie soil. Permaculture is an interesting field and has become quite popular. I use my own methods these days that I've learned and developed from a variety of sources. The STEM spirit people don't have any formal groups or anything like that. It may be something to look at for the future. There are lots of books worth reading. People are shifting a lot with all the craziness going around; I know the feeling. I think we're in the same energy space. Good luck with the new state and house fren.
The temptation to appease and compromise seems to have dissipated.
Not much of a better, but if there's a place that takes Deadpool bets on the Epstein black book list, I might put some money on a few I think could go next.
Wait, did you say "better" or "bitter"?
WWG1WGA. Thanks for your service.
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me Been pro trump since the beginning