Similar situation as you. Even as a child, I was never a believer. I questioned everything. Until I found Q in early 2018. The drops made me question even more my unbelief. I actually researched and have come to the understanding that there IS a Creator and that Jesus is God in the flesh who died for our disobedience to Him, was resurrected and ascended to Heaven and will come again.
I have peace in my life now. It is amazing!
Flynn recited a prayer in 2021 that some claim was a satanic prayer. It was total bullshit.
https://www.businessinsider.com/michael-flynn-worships-satan-qanon-believers-youtube-video-2021-10
Mine as well. My high school English teacher made a very memorable example of this particular misspelled phrase.
She wrote it on the chalk board like this: A..................................................lot. Just to emphasize that there is a space between the "a" and "lot".
Maybe the right thing was to do what he did.