A few days ago I lost my husband of 12 years. He was only 32 years old, and died in his sleep.
I know he was a regular on this site, and I hope I see him again in the kingdom of heaven.
I honestly don’t know what to do with myself yet. Everything is a painful reminder of our life together.
I’m just asking for prayers during this difficult time.
(He was not vaccinated)
Oh my dearest sister. You are suffering every woman's greatest pain and fear. I do so feel for you at this time as for one, he was too young which means you must be his age or younger, and two, no one is ever prepared for the loss of a loved one. You came to the right place as we are all brothers and sisters in Christ on this site. We all work and pray together in times of crisis for those who ask. By the way, could you tell me his name as I don't know if I've talked to him or not, but it would be good to know. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Our Heavenly Father, We do so pray for the loss of our sister's husband who was a member of this site. We know he was one of us who stood and spoke out for freedom, liberty and all the rights our country and you Lord granted this great country. We pray Lord that you guide our sister in the days to come and give her the strength and courage she needs to live her daily life and perform any duties she may have. Bless her Lord and continue showing her the love she needs to help her through this hardship. And above all else Lord, carry her through the rough times. We thank you and bless you Lord in all things as we ask you in the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.
I don’t believe he had an account, but he would browse every day and show me interesting articles he found.
We didn’t have many friends in real life, living in a blue area.
Real life or not, you can consider us your friends. You have friends on every continent, every corner of the globe. We are here ready to help with anything you need, big or small. Please don't ever hesitate to ask.
Thank you.
I posted an announcement on social media (I haven’t used it otherwise in over 2 years) and it’s amazing the stream of “likes” and “I’m praying for u” comments, but only two people actually physically called me that weren’t my family.
It just seems so hollow.
Hope you're doing ok today. That's nice to hear that a couple of friends called and reached out to you. The likes and the comments are nice and all but I agree with the hollow feeling. At least you got two people who know care enough about you to call. Those are good friends.
If you need anything or just a pair of ears to listen, always feel free to send a message.
Take care and God bless you
He and all fellow Patriots are welcome here as family. So sorry again. Heart breaking.
I am so sorry to hear that you didn't have many friends, but we are all a tight knit community on here. We do get a few 'shills' and 'trolls' on occasion but they are quickly rid of. Feel free to join us as you are welcome as part of the GAW family. We love having friends. I pray that all is well with you today and that you've gotten some much needed rest. God will see you through this as he does so many times when you are going through rough patches. You may not know he is there, but he is. God bless you and post or private message others as well as me whenever you feel the need. That is what we are here for. Again, I am so sorry for your loss.
Amen.
Im so sorry for your pain. I know what loss is. Son died 2018 and husband in 2019. It's brutal. Just keep breathing. And please keep your memories alive. I prayed alot, and received Visitations from them both that sustained my soul enough so that after 4 long years, I no longer wanted or hoped to die, I began to have contentment as I know I will see them again. Take care dear friend. Live for those that still depend on you as it will be enough for now.
Thank you. I saw my mother in a dream when she passed, and I was hoping he would visit me as well. He hasn’t yet.
I wrote up my dreams and used them as exemption material to avoid mandatory vax. The last dream of my son was him sitting on a couch in a room with windows. It said to him you shouldn't be here bc you're dead, but since you are, I'm going to hug you. I could smell him, it was so real. I said what do you see out your window so I can find you again. He told me and what he saw was different than what I saw looking over his shoulder out my window. I knew then that he was looking from heaven and me from Earth and I wouldn't see him again. I miss him still.
Please stay around. We will be here for you.
I saw him in a dream. He didn’t say anything, and I quickly woke up. That was two weeks ago, and there has been nothing since.
When my mother passed, I only saw her once as well.
I lost my wife of 4 years on October 10th. She was also 32 years old. It was sudden and unexpected. She died, ultimately from a stroke but she had a brain infection, apparently from a dental procedure she’d recently had in the weeks leading up to this. She only complained of a headache for a few days prior to her having a seizure while I was trying to drive her to the hospital.
I’m very very sorry for your loss and I know exactly how you are feeling right now. I’m still trying to find the strength to get out of bed for our 2.5 year old son. Everyone says it will get better and easier with time but it sure doesn’t feel that way right now.
I’m praying for you.
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Thank you, Fren.
Prayers for you Falcon and your son. I believe our prayers all help each other.
Thank you Ladyboothall. I believe they do too.
The medical examiner said we may have to wait several weeks for test results.
He was, I thought, healthy except for a few extra lbs. he had quit smoking and drinking 2 years ago. I think he was genetically pre-disposed to blood clots. Factor V?
I’m so glad you have a child. We were trying but it hasn’t happened.
I’m really sorry to hear that. My wife had a similar medical background. Her dad has had several blood clots, strokes and heart attacks. He was actually in the hospital waiting for another heart surgery when my wife went into the hospital.
My wife was really healthy at the time of all of this. She had a pretty bad alcohol problem but was able to get clean back in July and hadn’t touched a drop since then. She ran every day and was back down to a good weight again. We had just taken a trip to Canada for a family wedding. She was laughing and dancing like all in the world was right. No signs of anything being wrong at all.
I’m really glad we were blessed with our son. It’s been very hard though without my wife. You don’t really realize all the things your spouse contributes to around the house until they’re gone. Our son doesn’t really know what’s going on as he’s too young to really understand. I can’t tell weather it’s a blessing or a curse that he won’t remember his mom.
I encourage you to look up praying medic and go over his emotional healing videos (court of heaven). Getting over that trauma will help you in many ways
Thank you Tankstir. I didn’t know Prayingmedic did videos like this. I will definitely take a look at them.
It’s not about what happened isn’t awful and a major thing in your life, it’s that God wants to set you free and to further His kingdom on earth. Love you brother and I can’t imagine your pain and sadness.
Things like this make everything else miniscule.
So sorry for your loss. If someone is ill it is hard enough but if they are not it us unbearable.
May the arms of God be with you.
I’m so very sorry, prayers God comforts you through this tragedy. Stay strong, my mother lost my father at 34 she was 32 and while I can only say I was a child suffering the loss of my father I saw first hand what my mother went through. This was in 1985 and she made it through stronger than ever because she had an important job still on this earth…now with 17 grandkids. There were many rough years but she made it through and you will too. Have faith in Gods plan for you.
God bless you, darling. What a blow. I am praying for you now. May God hold you in His loving arms and keep and comfort you.
So Sorry. Prayers from my family to yours.
So sorry for your loss. May God's love and peace surround you, strengthen and comfort you. Its never easy to get over the loss of a loved one, deepest sympathy.
Oh damn. I'm so sorry for your loss. Prayers going up for you.
I am so very sorry. I will pray for you and all who love him 🙏❤️
No words or ours can assuage your anguish, but as you walk through this hellish time, keep walking.... the pain, it will diminish, let it fill you with a resolve to prayer and know your sacrifice was not willing but is all of ours to bear. Prayers are ours to give and we willingly will do just that. You are not alone, we are all with you.
Prayer said for you and your family.
So sorry for you loss, it is absolutely heartbreaking, especially at such a young age. May God guide you through your sorrow and help show you the path forward.
My prayers are with you, its truly awful losing a loved one, may the good Lord lift you up all the days of your life and comfort you in your sorrow.
Prayers that you can find peace in your heart. When your mind is calm, you will know what to do. For now take one day at a time, one hour at a time, one minute at a time.
So sorry for your loss. You lost a spouse and we all lost a Patriot fren. My heart aches for all of us.
Are you using his user name or did he have another one?
This is my account.
I don’t think he had one, that I could see. I think he just browsed anonymously. He would always show me posts from here and visited every day.
He was still one of us and we all mourn with you.
I'm very sorry to hear about your loss. Prayers with you.
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
I needed this today too. Thank you for this.
Oh bless your heart and your family! I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. All loss is deep, but our fellow anons even more so. Praying for you and your family.
May you find peace. I don’t know what I would do if I lost my wife. God bless you and may He ease your pain.
You will see him and can be sealed to him for eternity, where your marriage continues after this life. I’d love to share more.
I’m so sorry for your loss. My twin brother died in his sleep ten months ago. He left a wife and three young children. I’m praying for you. I’d love to share with you some things that have blessed us during our tragedy.
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I would love to hear those things. Thank you.
Do you have a personal email? I can send you some things that helped us and are still helping us. I realize you have a lot going on right now. If you’re concerned about giving that out, I totally understand.
My heart goes out to you. Do you have any children?
I will create a burner e-mail and update you.
I don’t have any children. We really wanted one and we’re about to start seriously trying once we moved into a new house.
That sounds great. I know things are really hard. Especially after the funeral when a lot of your support system has to go back to work, etc. let me know when you set up the email and I’ll send you a couple things.
Thank you. My burner email is [email protected].
So sorry for your loss as it comes during a tough time. Prayers for you and your family.
So very sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry to hear this news :( May your husband rest in peace. Lord please guide and comfort our sister as she grieves. Please provide her the strength she needs. Guide her through the darkness into your light. So sorry to hear this friend:(
My prayers are added to all these for you in this terrible loss. May God comfort you.
I prayed for you and asked God to comfort you in his ever loving arms, through this very rough time,
So sorry for your loss. Your situation makes all the events of the last couple of weeks pale in comparison to what is really important. I pray that the Master of the Universe comfort you and guide you in the challenging days that lie ahead. If you just need to reach out, we are here. Maybe when you are up to it, you could post a memorial for him and help us to get a glimpse of the man you married. God bless you sister.
Thank you. I prefer to not doxx myself, but he was just getting serious about life. We had enough for a home down payment, he just got promoted at work, and he was going back to school for mechanical engineering. We were trying to have a child as well. I know it’s very unlikely, but I’m praying I’m somehow pregnant.
We will share in that prayer. What I meant by getting a glimpse into the man he was, was not to dox. I meant a memorial as in his likes, his dislikes, what he felt passionate about. What was it that you loved the most about him. Those are the things that are worth remembering. Take care sister.
My mistake.
He loved being outdoors and traveling. We went on road-trips every few months with our two dogs. He especially liked unplanned trips where you just toss a backpack in the car and go.
He was very musical and great at saxophone and classical guitar. He could learn new instruments really fast.
He made friends with everyone around him. He would just light up a room when he entered it.
Thank you for sharing. He sounds like someone very special. Hold on to the good. God bless you.
I'm so sorry for your loss.😣🙏
May the Lord comfort you and give you peace and direction. My condolences dear sister.
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I am so sorry. I will pray for you along with all others that are experiencing the devastation you are going through. If you get a chance and you need company know this, each evening at 7:14 me and millions of other Christians are praying for one another. God wants us to lift each other through these times. Whether praying for miracles or just need that fellowship please join us. BTW, don't worry about which timezone you're in, God's not bound by time zones. May The Holy Spirit comfort and keep you. Praying as always in The Name Of Jesus.
Thank you. I will join at 7:14.
I'll be watching for you🙏❤
Prayers for peace and clarity, fren. This is rough. Be gentle with yourself, and give yourself time to adjust. We will gladly be here to encourage you when you need it.
Prayers for you during this most difficult time. I pray that you find comfort in God's love and the memories of your husband become comfortable and warm again for you. Let God carry your burdens for a bit. Let yourself grieve. Talk to someone. Check local churches for a bereavement group...I know these are just words right now. I hope that you continue to reach out. I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers as I pray for all who are suffering.
Thank you. We are newly Christian and don’t have a church yet.
Best of luck finding a church community for your family.
I’m so sorry for your loss. May God comfort you and your family at this time. Please give us an update and reach out if you need us.