I would like to say that ever since i was introduced to Q that felt this way but to be honest I believe I have felt this my entire life.
It seems as if my experiences no matter how nonsensical or dangerous were guided to make me who I am today for a reason.
Poverty taught me humility and compassion. While the rough neighborhoods made me strong. Dropping out if highschool to help the family taught me responsibilty, instilled a sense if urgency and kept me from being indoctrinated in the cult of higher learning(college really is a cult with leadership, ceremonies, gowns, etc.).
Later dehibilitating panic attacks taught me introspection, how to research, and not only that what you believe is your reality but also there are others such as the media which try to sculpt those beliefs and fears to manipulate you. It taight me to distrust psychiatrists and other mental health figures who kept trying to peddle drugs. (Note that i was able to cure my panic attacks in days by cutting out sugar and sweets and supplementing with magnesium,up to a gram a day. I still had a bit of anxiety from time to time but serious phobias literally disappeared).
Later autoimmune issues honed my research skills and introduced the basis of my conspiratorial minded thinking that continues to this day as i found it wasnt just mental health practitioners who were full of it but almost all doctors and physicians. Anyone with gut and skin issues can tell you that most docs say its all in your head.
All this time tho something never let me give up. Something kept me from going out with friends when they did their most stupid. Something kept my house safe while friends had their houses shot up. Something gave me all these crazy experiences and happenings all around but kept me alive and eventual pulled me through it.
I know its for a reason. I feel it.
To be honest just hearing a description of frazzeled.rip really jacked me for a while. All these dark places I go all impact me and sometimes pretty hard. I am not a rock. That's what Jesus is for.
TLDR.
Perhaps we were put through trials to prepare us for what is to come.
At times we may be questioning our ability to handle some of what we learn. You May question your faith and even reality itself but perhaps our experiences were guided to expose us and strengthen us for exactly these things so that we may stand strong in our convictions but be humbled by the truth enough to show empathy to those who had no guide.
Thank you lord Jesus Christ for the lessons and assists.
EVERYTHING in our life has prepared us for this moment.
We are all here for a reason.
NCSWIC
I know it too. This life is a training ground.
I wouldn't call it "groomed" lol. Maybe shaped or strengthened through trials and experiences.
There has to be strong people willing to guide others when all the dark aspects of our society begin to be revealed to the public.
Trial by fire
We have all been in a crucible for our entire lives! Some have become tempered and others have become brittle and prone to shatter.
Perhaps. I too have felt that way at times.
I would venture to say that 1 trait in particular that sets us apart from the herd is our ability to learn from our mistakes and/or our experiences. We see life as not only a journey but an education. There's always something to be learned from good situations and bad experiences too.
The sheep just live in a never ending looping groundhog day. They seem to never learn from their mistakes or have to victimize themselves repeatedly before they finally start to catch on, and many just do not even care anyway.
We force digest an endless barrage of varying degrees of positive and negative energies in such a short amount of time that good advice for everyone is balance. Humans are not meant to be in this state, this often, and this long. And since most ignore their spiritual health it's even worse.
Fear based mind control may be less of threat for the awakened, but it is still a threat. We all should just totally disconnect at times to reflect and recharge.
Not only do we learn from our mistakes, we learn from their mistakes, too.
Yeessss. This. Most can't do this and have to learn the hard way 1st hand. This is big.
Lol came in expecting a schizo post, got a heartwarming story about having faith in Jesus instead.
Stay strong pede
Thanks. You too!
Bless the Lord, wherever he takes me, whatever the hardship. Let me keep my smile and good attitude. I'm not perfect I stumble, let me get up Lord again. Never let me forget you. Let me be confident that everything is for the good of those who love you. Let me confident that your love and my good will is enough. That you would never turn away from a repentant and contrite heart.
Lord don't take so long.
Very wise.
Agreed
I had a thought hit me yesterday, no idea why. Your post brought it to mind again. When I served in the military 27 was the maximum age to join. My Drill Sergeant told us one day it was because above 27 most people were too set in their ways to accept military training.
So the thought that hit was, the Obamacare extension of health insurance to “children” to the age of 26 was not random. It was designed to prevent people from having the experiences you described. It was designed to block as many people as possible from having experiences that lead to a sense of rugged individualism.
Maybe someone else has said this before about Obamacare , I don’t know. But, the game wasn’t so much about setting the stage for a government takeover of health insurance. It was to condition generations of young people to not resist growing tyranny.
The NWO is a crafty group that was playing a long game trying to make the Millenial Generation and Gen Z so comfortably numb they wouldn’t recognize their freedom and lives were being stolen from them.
Wow. That is thought provoking
The Great Awakening is not just a political awakening, it is more importantly a Spiritual Awakening featuring the entire human race.
Ever hear of the 100th monkey?
No but i will look it up. Thanks!
Yes, I feel that way too. As a fifth grader, I knew I wanted to be an RN. Back in the late ‘60’s, I researched nursing programs and wanted to go through a diploma program because I would have quicker entry into the hospital system. My mother insisted I go to college instead, and back in those times you acquiesced to your parents. I then decided I wanted to go through the Walter Reed nursing program. My father said, “No”. Having served in the military he would never talk about the time he served. So I went to a college close to home. During the course of my nursing career, I chose a 2nd field of nursing as a part time job which helped when my parents had strokes, and also one with cancer, a younger sister who died unexpectedly from unknown, vague causes, and a husband with a fracture that required immobility rather than surgery. Not only did my chosen career help me to help them, but helped me cope with their deaths. You might not always know why your path has led a certain way, but in the end it is revealed. I am glad I retired before I fully realized the corruption in the medical industry, but it did help me support and inform loved ones and helped be an advocate for them.
I read that post and I feel like it describes a mixture between my life and my husband's. Zillions of times we both should have died before we ever even met. Dreams and what I call "feels", extrasensory clues about a distant horizon. This is a fight for the ages. Many who are fighting with us won't make it to the end. But the end is somewhere out there. God wins, bro. It's something I used to tell my brother when he had dreams of the evil one facing him and I'd realize I'd had the same dream. The dream ends with God winning. This I tell you, and I feel it with all six + senses. Patience.
yes often felt like my life was a script. there have been so many coincidences over decades/surreal sometimes, but fun to always have something to 'decode'. spend time everyday convincing myself this is really happening and not a dream.
Awesome post, Brother or Sister.
Yes, that's how God works.
Forever grateful. 🙏
Totally agree. That perception or self-awareness may also be from God. "You can do this, I have prepared you."
You've made a very fine point that many have only considered internally. SO interesting that there are so many recognizing the point of this thread.
There's a reason i think they say treat your body as a temple. I think it's how God dwells within you. Keep it clean.
Sadly Those (us) who Survive the sacrifices are witness to the ritual.
We are all right where we are meant to be. God's design. I really love your post. God bless you.
My whole life has been one shit show after another. I’ve always felt that I had an important purpose.
Protect your DNA. It is the language of your destiny and they are hacking it, be careful. Know who is getting your blood work and whether they are selling it to China. National Labs are corrupted.
Beautifully written! Stay strong and be blessed!
You are being groomed to live life.
Bravo!!!
We're all here for a purpose for sure. Early 2020 was a shitshow for me. Im honestly not sure how I've medically survived given the incompetence of medical staff. I often joke to others me making it meant I was here for a reason and this awakening feels like it.
Thanks for sharing this, OneMoreTim3.
I feel similarly. My love for reading and my god-fearing parents allowed me to have the intuition and awareness to recognize the liberal propaganda in college before I let things get too far. My involvement on Voat, Reddit, and now .win during Trump's presidency allowed me to understand how to recognize propaganda in mainstream and social media, which in turn fueled my decision not to take the Covid jab. Still waiting for the final results to come in on that but I think it was the right decision. We will need lots of healthy and righteous humans in the next few decades to undo the centuries of abuse. I hope to be one of them when all is said and done.
Voat was great.
Your living life if you are being g groomed you should put a stop to it.
— Paul Williams, Pushing Upward, 1973
Op what did you learn about your gut and immune issues. And yes, doctors will say it’s in your head.
Basically went carnivore for a bit which helped but i think it was because i have mast cell histamine problems.
Rantadine and lorantidine made me feel.much better as long as i avoid dairy.
Wowah. You dropped out too? We have a lot in common pede!
I found Richard Bach's Illusions very useful..it's only a cheap paperback...some bits just grabbed me by the throat....I always felt i was being guided.......I took the next fork in the road guided by the synchronicities and coincidences ...sometimes that got me in so much crap...?but in hindsight I can see why I had to take that path.....
I loved jonathon Livingstone seagull ...his first little paperback....but illusions..asking those questions...got me the answers ....
Illusions helps you get rid of all the brainwashing and conditioning you dont realise you have. .
People with the same aim usually end up reading the same books .looking at all religions for the eternal truths without the rituals and control mechanism s.....being guided to see a film or have a relationship etc to learn and grow.
It's good to see and recognise each other...
I love that book as well. During high school 2friends died in a car accident- I read this & it helped me cope with it- so I passed it on to a friend of mine & it really helped her so she told her teacher about it and the teacher made her whole class read it. I still have that little paperback. You should read The Great Divorce by CS Lewis. It’s another of my favorites and not that big of a book either.
Yes, I feel similarly. Curious if others to whom this feeling applies also have experienced many close friends/family commit suicide throughout the years?
My father was suicidal my entire life. He eventually died over an overdose... of prescription drugs.