Thank yo so much for this. I do struggle but then I think about those that are executing this story. God protect and comfort them, and the children, please God save the innocent.
Yes awakening is an extremely empowering and liberating thing. Im so glad you guys are waking up now, because it was really lonely, but since 2019 it hasn't been. Now you are all waking up and not so alienated and lonely because there were enough of us to form a rudimentary net to keep you safe-ish. I'm not sure if that helped me grow stronger, i think it did. I blasted through the far wall of lonliness and came out in some amazing place no one's been (now i know we are never alone). Maybe it's beneficial for you too? i don't know, all i can say is it's risky and could cause weak people to take an exit if you know what i'm saying (depression).
Set mind waypoints. I have an anchor (Christ), that i attach myself to when i dive into deep holes. I know diving deep risks me coming back as a crazy person, i've seen people doing this and coming back crazy, believing things that there's no evidence for, but assuming it's true. There are evil minds out there that want to do everything possible from having you awaken to the truth, including tricking you into believing in something crazy, so it makes you unreliable, weak, and easy to take down. I don't think they set waypoints to find a way back, or they were not anchored in Christ. I may be a little bit crazy, but not enough to be taken down (i look for those take down attempts and counter it with a takedown they can't counter, because doing that transfers their energy to me).
I had to train my mind to take everything in, even the nastiest things, and sort them into categories based on evidence that supported it. I've been at the end of my rope a few times, hanging by the last thread on some things that had no evidence, and had to work really hard to get back up. So now i only go as far as the evidence allows me, because there is no promise of anything letting go of that thread, it risks my integrity, and takes way too much effort to get back up, effort i could have spent better elsewhere. I don't ignore those holes and threads. i may revisit them when more evidence allows me to reach deeper, but i won't hang out on ends of threads with no direction for too long.
While at the end of my rope, hanging on to the thread, i saw others there too. Instead of climing back up, i saw them letting go of the thread and blindly accepting stuff like the lizardpeople! and the flat earth!. They flung themselves off into a belief with no evidence. Maybe they wanted to go deeper and thought they had a way back, maybe they thought they were anchored good, but weren't, or didn't do the regular checks of their gear and their sub anchors.. but i saw a lot of them ruin themselves with assumptions.
there is a very real risk with the great awakening:
There's no guardrails between the awakened and totally lost, so you have to be humble and listen to others and make sure you're not leaving the truth for insanity. If you're unable to civilly and reasonably explain situations or your takes to others, it's very likely you are biting off more than you can chew, or really deep in dangerous waters.
If you're unable to civilly and reasonably explain situations or your takes to others, it's very likely you are biting off more than you can chew, or really deep in dangerous waters.
100% this.
Sometimes I can't believe the amount of hostility I see when someone who is making truly fantastic claims is asked for some further evidence or some sources to support those claims.
You'd think that someone had peed in their Cheerios, kicked their dog, and called their mother a whore.
I think people who routinely have that reaction aren't very secure in what they believe/say, and resort to hostility as a defense mechanism.
Same here. It started with Climategate in 2008, exposing the deliberate and coordinated lies of the climate scam... only a few friends left at this point, but they are the good ones.
I became a "Born Again" believer when I was nine. I was the only Christian in my family...literally. My dad used to call me a Jesus freak. I start my rant this way for 2 reasons...first, to point out how serious I was/am about my faith and second, to point out that most of my life I have had a Biblical worldview.
By my senior year in high school (1983) I knew something was seriously wrong with our country...but didn't understand what or why I felt that way. I guess I figured it was just because I was a "Conservative Christian" living in the very liberal city of SF. Again, I was coming from a solidly Biblical worldview, but had zero concept of a NWO. However, this Biblical worldview formed the basis for what would allow my mind and spirit to grasp what I would learn in one week in 1995.
Fast forward to my first year of marriage (1995). This was a pivotal year for me. This year changed my life forever.
It was during this time I was steeped in Conservative thought reading the "Conservative Chronicle" and listening to Rush Limbaugh constantly. I was a corporate pilot/manager for a large garbage company in the Bay Area and much of my time was spent traveling between city offices in my company owned Chevy El Camino. Man, I miss that car and the hours of Conservative radio I listened to. But again, I will highlight the fact that at this point I knew nothing of a Cabal or a push for a NWO.
During this car travel time I was getting a large dose of Hot Talk 560KSFO. This was the station Rush was on, but there were two other talk show hosts that were seminal to my eventual (what I like to call) "wake up week."
One host was Geoff Metcalf. He was mostly awake and the program directors at KSFO eventually got rid of him because he was getting too close to the truth. One of my favorite quotes came from him. "Most people will not be confused by facts that contradict their preconceived opinions!"
The other host, unfortunately I cannot remember his name...but like Metcalf, he was openly talking about things that were too close to home. In fact KSFO got rid of him even before Metcalf.
One week in mid-1995, I was listening to this host (again, can't remember his name) and he had Jack McManus on his show and Jack was talking about a book he had recently written called, "The Insiders." Something about the book intrigued me and so I got the order phone number. I don't remember them discussing a NWO, or global government...but something they said intrigued me enough to want that book.
Later that week I saw THE movie that was the catalyst that began my "Awakening" journey. The movie was called "Amazing Grace and Chuck," starring Gregory Peck and Jaime Lee Curtis. This is my favorite movie of all time. I remember the exact line in the movie that changed my outlook on life and from that moment my life would NEVER be the same. You could say, what Jaime Lee said stripped my mind of my naive worldview virginity! She said, "This guys been stalking you...through me! Six Wednesdays Amazing! Guys like this make Presidents disappear!"
Literally, up until the very moment she said this to Amazing Grace, I never even imagined that there were people on the planet who were more powerful than the US President. But that line shattered my paradigm in that regard and the light bulb went on. Later that same week my world continued to shatter...
I called the phone number to order the book "The Insiders." It was being sold at a place called American Opinion Bookstore in Walnut Creek. This was not a real bookstore. It was a member of the John Birch Society selling the book out of his home office.
When I got to the house, I met a man who would become one of my closest friends and mentor...a man who had worked tirelessly since the early sixties trying to expose the NWO and get people elected to public office who were Constitutionalists. He's with Jesus now, but I will never forget the day we met...just a few days after hearing that line from Jaime Lee Curtis. I met Jerry in his home office. Before he sold me the book, he told me a story...a story that directly dove tailed with that line from "Amazing Grace and Chuck." Very powerful men were at work in the shadows to destroy our country and usher in a NWO! These men had made Presidents disappear...or translated...ended their lives! Again, the light in my mind became even brighter. "Puzzle pieces were beginning to fit into place"...as Jerry was known for saying.
Since that week, I have not been able to keep my mouth shut about the problem. In fact it had a part to play in why my wife left me in 1998. After reading large portions of The Creature From Jekyll Island, I cannot tell you how many people I tried to share the information from that book with. Of course back then, everyone laughed at me, shunned me, and I lost a lot of friends because not only was I a Jesus freak, now I was a Conspiracy Theorist as well. It was too much for most, even my wife. Like I said, part of her decision...years later she shared with me...was based on the fact I couldn't shut up about what I was learning in that time period. I just wanted to solve the problem and I truly believed and still believe that if enough people wake up the NWO Cabal will not be able to handle the light of truth being shined on them!
Those early days seem so long ago and it's quite weird living now and seeing much of what I feared would happen so many years ago proving to be true. I never believed...not for a second...that the problem (Cabal and NWO) would be solved in the voting booth. Even back then it was way past that time...contrary to what the Birch Society has always taught and still teach.
I pray for our nation and for those who seek truth with their whole hearts. The only real solution to what our nation faces is Jesus Christ and exposure of the Truth. I know this sounds like a cliche' but most cliches are just that because they are true.
I pray...as do many on this site...that DJT will be the catalyst Jesus uses to finally bring this evil world under the light of a truly Gospel driven Theocracy and the wicked Cabal will finally be crushed!
If any of you get the chance, rent the movie "Amazing Grace and Chuck." Great movie with an incredible message!
That is EXACTLY it. THE GRIEF WE GO THROUGH. It's overwhelming. The world is pretty much "ruined". Which ironically places us exactly where we need to be for Jesus Christ to change our heart. God began to awaken me around 2012. It took many years for the planted seed to grow. I was saved by Christ in January 2018, months before I discovered the Q boards (via a Christian friend). Then I really awakened, in a monumental way. But I would say the final kick was definitely what transpired in 2020. There is no going back from that. The difficulty of communicating with the stubborn blind people who surround us is heartbreaking. Wide awake and in the pain of that, I walk forward on Christ's path, which is the only way.
This site is the wrong place to post stuff about the awakening. This board is as asleep as rip van winkle and they censor and ban you for discussing anything outside of their preconceived set of topics. Just try and see.... discuss flat earth or nasa fraud. To be truly awake you have to be awake to the big lies. YOU ARE ALL ASLEEP STILL yet you think you're awake. So sad and dangerous.
Tell us a little more about yourself. Of course without doxing. You have strong opinions about space and flat earth. You seem angry and dismissive of people who don’t share your assumptions. What research have you done that you can share which will prove that the universal description is a lie, and that space travel is not a seemingly legitimate fact ?
This site is just one place to post stuff about the awakening. There are many others. This board primarily aimed at normies who are awakening. A site with training wheels where people can come to post anonymously, without requiring to give up their identity.
You will get dealt with if you want to talk about FRINGE CONSPIRACIES like flat earth, the reptillians, etc, because c/Conspiracies and other groups HAVE NOT DONE THEIR JOB TO PROVIDE ENOUGH EVIDENCE TO BREACH NORMIE-SPHERE. So if that's what you want to talk about, get over to c/Conspiracies and get the evidence to breach it, so the crack forms and we can start discussing it here. Remember:
Spot on! Especially in a small country where only you have been paying attention and questioning! It's a dreadful feeling when you realize you may be the only one awake! No one to socialize with and discuss topics of what really matters! Having hundreds of friends and all are unaware of the world we live in! Feeling great that the world will be a better place for all!
Until you come to the truth of God's Word, you are still in the dark. And with it, none of what we see is the least bit shocking. Not one thing the world is witnessing was not explained by God. Every bit is a repeat and has been pulled before. Because there is nothing new under the sun. Same devil. Adjust his methods to the times amd seasons, but the same damnable lies and goal. To separate God and His people. Entire denominations were fabricated just for this reason. There is only one body people. THE body of Christ made of of born again believers.
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BTW sorry for any transcription errors, i used to type these out but it takes time, and a machine transcript gets pretty close:
God sustains and fills all voids. The armor of God mitigates all. Know God, know peace. No God, no peace.
Thank yo so much for this. I do struggle but then I think about those that are executing this story. God protect and comfort them, and the children, please God save the innocent.
I will talk about a few things:
Yes awakening is an extremely empowering and liberating thing. Im so glad you guys are waking up now, because it was really lonely, but since 2019 it hasn't been. Now you are all waking up and not so alienated and lonely because there were enough of us to form a rudimentary net to keep you safe-ish. I'm not sure if that helped me grow stronger, i think it did. I blasted through the far wall of lonliness and came out in some amazing place no one's been (now i know we are never alone). Maybe it's beneficial for you too? i don't know, all i can say is it's risky and could cause weak people to take an exit if you know what i'm saying (depression).
Set mind waypoints. I have an anchor (Christ), that i attach myself to when i dive into deep holes. I know diving deep risks me coming back as a crazy person, i've seen people doing this and coming back crazy, believing things that there's no evidence for, but assuming it's true. There are evil minds out there that want to do everything possible from having you awaken to the truth, including tricking you into believing in something crazy, so it makes you unreliable, weak, and easy to take down. I don't think they set waypoints to find a way back, or they were not anchored in Christ. I may be a little bit crazy, but not enough to be taken down (i look for those take down attempts and counter it with a takedown they can't counter, because doing that transfers their energy to me).
I had to train my mind to take everything in, even the nastiest things, and sort them into categories based on evidence that supported it. I've been at the end of my rope a few times, hanging by the last thread on some things that had no evidence, and had to work really hard to get back up. So now i only go as far as the evidence allows me, because there is no promise of anything letting go of that thread, it risks my integrity, and takes way too much effort to get back up, effort i could have spent better elsewhere. I don't ignore those holes and threads. i may revisit them when more evidence allows me to reach deeper, but i won't hang out on ends of threads with no direction for too long.
While at the end of my rope, hanging on to the thread, i saw others there too. Instead of climing back up, i saw them letting go of the thread and blindly accepting stuff like the lizardpeople! and the flat earth!. They flung themselves off into a belief with no evidence. Maybe they wanted to go deeper and thought they had a way back, maybe they thought they were anchored good, but weren't, or didn't do the regular checks of their gear and their sub anchors.. but i saw a lot of them ruin themselves with assumptions.
there is a very real risk with the great awakening:
[<--totally lost-->][<--indoctrinated-->][<---Unawakened--->][<---Awakened--->][<---totally lost--->]There's no guardrails between the awakened and totally lost, so you have to be humble and listen to others and make sure you're not leaving the truth for insanity. If you're unable to civilly and reasonably explain situations or your takes to others, it's very likely you are biting off more than you can chew, or really deep in dangerous waters.
Very well said. It is a dangerous place to be without the anchor of Christ. I'm grateful I did not fully awaken until I was in Christ.
One of the things I believe is that TRUTH is everlasting and immutable.
Oh, and that TRUTH stands up to scrutiny.
I hope to God these beliefs are true.
100% this.
Sometimes I can't believe the amount of hostility I see when someone who is making truly fantastic claims is asked for some further evidence or some sources to support those claims.
You'd think that someone had peed in their Cheerios, kicked their dog, and called their mother a whore.
I think people who routinely have that reaction aren't very secure in what they believe/say, and resort to hostility as a defense mechanism.
My awakening was in 2008. My spirit is so hardened from the insanity it does not even bug me anymore.
Same here. It started with Climategate in 2008, exposing the deliberate and coordinated lies of the climate scam... only a few friends left at this point, but they are the good ones.
I became a "Born Again" believer when I was nine. I was the only Christian in my family...literally. My dad used to call me a Jesus freak. I start my rant this way for 2 reasons...first, to point out how serious I was/am about my faith and second, to point out that most of my life I have had a Biblical worldview.
By my senior year in high school (1983) I knew something was seriously wrong with our country...but didn't understand what or why I felt that way. I guess I figured it was just because I was a "Conservative Christian" living in the very liberal city of SF. Again, I was coming from a solidly Biblical worldview, but had zero concept of a NWO. However, this Biblical worldview formed the basis for what would allow my mind and spirit to grasp what I would learn in one week in 1995.
Fast forward to my first year of marriage (1995). This was a pivotal year for me. This year changed my life forever.
It was during this time I was steeped in Conservative thought reading the "Conservative Chronicle" and listening to Rush Limbaugh constantly. I was a corporate pilot/manager for a large garbage company in the Bay Area and much of my time was spent traveling between city offices in my company owned Chevy El Camino. Man, I miss that car and the hours of Conservative radio I listened to. But again, I will highlight the fact that at this point I knew nothing of a Cabal or a push for a NWO.
During this car travel time I was getting a large dose of Hot Talk 560KSFO. This was the station Rush was on, but there were two other talk show hosts that were seminal to my eventual (what I like to call) "wake up week."
One host was Geoff Metcalf. He was mostly awake and the program directors at KSFO eventually got rid of him because he was getting too close to the truth. One of my favorite quotes came from him. "Most people will not be confused by facts that contradict their preconceived opinions!"
The other host, unfortunately I cannot remember his name...but like Metcalf, he was openly talking about things that were too close to home. In fact KSFO got rid of him even before Metcalf.
One week in mid-1995, I was listening to this host (again, can't remember his name) and he had Jack McManus on his show and Jack was talking about a book he had recently written called, "The Insiders." Something about the book intrigued me and so I got the order phone number. I don't remember them discussing a NWO, or global government...but something they said intrigued me enough to want that book.
Later that week I saw THE movie that was the catalyst that began my "Awakening" journey. The movie was called "Amazing Grace and Chuck," starring Gregory Peck and Jaime Lee Curtis. This is my favorite movie of all time. I remember the exact line in the movie that changed my outlook on life and from that moment my life would NEVER be the same. You could say, what Jaime Lee said stripped my mind of my naive worldview virginity! She said, "This guys been stalking you...through me! Six Wednesdays Amazing! Guys like this make Presidents disappear!"
Literally, up until the very moment she said this to Amazing Grace, I never even imagined that there were people on the planet who were more powerful than the US President. But that line shattered my paradigm in that regard and the light bulb went on. Later that same week my world continued to shatter...
I called the phone number to order the book "The Insiders." It was being sold at a place called American Opinion Bookstore in Walnut Creek. This was not a real bookstore. It was a member of the John Birch Society selling the book out of his home office.
When I got to the house, I met a man who would become one of my closest friends and mentor...a man who had worked tirelessly since the early sixties trying to expose the NWO and get people elected to public office who were Constitutionalists. He's with Jesus now, but I will never forget the day we met...just a few days after hearing that line from Jaime Lee Curtis. I met Jerry in his home office. Before he sold me the book, he told me a story...a story that directly dove tailed with that line from "Amazing Grace and Chuck." Very powerful men were at work in the shadows to destroy our country and usher in a NWO! These men had made Presidents disappear...or translated...ended their lives! Again, the light in my mind became even brighter. "Puzzle pieces were beginning to fit into place"...as Jerry was known for saying.
Since that week, I have not been able to keep my mouth shut about the problem. In fact it had a part to play in why my wife left me in 1998. After reading large portions of The Creature From Jekyll Island, I cannot tell you how many people I tried to share the information from that book with. Of course back then, everyone laughed at me, shunned me, and I lost a lot of friends because not only was I a Jesus freak, now I was a Conspiracy Theorist as well. It was too much for most, even my wife. Like I said, part of her decision...years later she shared with me...was based on the fact I couldn't shut up about what I was learning in that time period. I just wanted to solve the problem and I truly believed and still believe that if enough people wake up the NWO Cabal will not be able to handle the light of truth being shined on them!
Those early days seem so long ago and it's quite weird living now and seeing much of what I feared would happen so many years ago proving to be true. I never believed...not for a second...that the problem (Cabal and NWO) would be solved in the voting booth. Even back then it was way past that time...contrary to what the Birch Society has always taught and still teach.
I pray for our nation and for those who seek truth with their whole hearts. The only real solution to what our nation faces is Jesus Christ and exposure of the Truth. I know this sounds like a cliche' but most cliches are just that because they are true.
I pray...as do many on this site...that DJT will be the catalyst Jesus uses to finally bring this evil world under the light of a truly Gospel driven Theocracy and the wicked Cabal will finally be crushed!
If any of you get the chance, rent the movie "Amazing Grace and Chuck." Great movie with an incredible message!
Thanks for sharing your story with us, Fren!🙏🏻
Thanks for reading...sorry it was so long...
That is EXACTLY it. THE GRIEF WE GO THROUGH. It's overwhelming. The world is pretty much "ruined". Which ironically places us exactly where we need to be for Jesus Christ to change our heart. God began to awaken me around 2012. It took many years for the planted seed to grow. I was saved by Christ in January 2018, months before I discovered the Q boards (via a Christian friend). Then I really awakened, in a monumental way. But I would say the final kick was definitely what transpired in 2020. There is no going back from that. The difficulty of communicating with the stubborn blind people who surround us is heartbreaking. Wide awake and in the pain of that, I walk forward on Christ's path, which is the only way.
This site is the wrong place to post stuff about the awakening. This board is as asleep as rip van winkle and they censor and ban you for discussing anything outside of their preconceived set of topics. Just try and see.... discuss flat earth or nasa fraud. To be truly awake you have to be awake to the big lies. YOU ARE ALL ASLEEP STILL yet you think you're awake. So sad and dangerous.
Tell us a little more about yourself. Of course without doxing. You have strong opinions about space and flat earth. You seem angry and dismissive of people who don’t share your assumptions. What research have you done that you can share which will prove that the universal description is a lie, and that space travel is not a seemingly legitimate fact ?
Nice question.
There are conspiracy boards for those topics. This board centers around the plan to save the world, knowing our enemy, and how to resist.
It seems the bulk of conspiracies.win doesn’t want to have anything to do with flat earthers.
https://conspiracies.win/p/15Jn6esKL3/why-do-you-reject-the-wisdom-of-/c/
This site is just one place to post stuff about the awakening. There are many others. This board primarily aimed at normies who are awakening. A site with training wheels where people can come to post anonymously, without requiring to give up their identity.
You will get dealt with if you want to talk about FRINGE CONSPIRACIES like flat earth, the reptillians, etc, because c/Conspiracies and other groups HAVE NOT DONE THEIR JOB TO PROVIDE ENOUGH EVIDENCE TO BREACH NORMIE-SPHERE. So if that's what you want to talk about, get over to c/Conspiracies and get the evidence to breach it, so the crack forms and we can start discussing it here. Remember:
Conspiracies can feed to GreatAwakening once the evidence is strong, and subsequently get to normies.
This made me cry
Yes. It is hard. But I loathe the slime balls that have betrayed us & will not let them win.
Thanks for sharing and verbalizing what many of us feel and think...
The darkness is real - and friends here help to keep the rain and wind from extinguishing the light that burns within.
We need each other. Thank you everyone for not being an NPC beanbag. I mean it.
For those curious about the author of this video, you can follow him on X at @originalmarkz
Spot on! Especially in a small country where only you have been paying attention and questioning! It's a dreadful feeling when you realize you may be the only one awake! No one to socialize with and discuss topics of what really matters! Having hundreds of friends and all are unaware of the world we live in! Feeling great that the world will be a better place for all!
Until you come to the truth of God's Word, you are still in the dark. And with it, none of what we see is the least bit shocking. Not one thing the world is witnessing was not explained by God. Every bit is a repeat and has been pulled before. Because there is nothing new under the sun. Same devil. Adjust his methods to the times amd seasons, but the same damnable lies and goal. To separate God and His people. Entire denominations were fabricated just for this reason. There is only one body people. THE body of Christ made of of born again believers.