5, comfortably numb. I wish I had known this would take a decade or more.

I'm at about the 3-4 level. But I should be happier than that as things are coming together for my family. I'm a new grandma since last Tuesday. Grandchild #12 and most likely the last. Last minute prepping items have arrived. Just got my emergency space heater from mypatriotssupply.com. Got to keep the little one's cozy and warm if/when SHTF. Well you know what I mean.

Zero today.

Dwacw up 13k today.

Hodl.

1-2. Why? Because I have a lot to be grateful for and there is no use whining and whinging, as the Brits say. I really like that term. It seems like the more you do it, the more negativity is brought upon you.

I realize so much we’re “shown” in the media is to demoralize. I will not let that happen. The left wants us demoralized, hopeless, angry and the most favorable thing for them is to get us to incite violence because that’s what THEY do. It’s like the recent report that the Feebs are going to start arresting anyone who was outside the Capitol J6. It is a provocative message. They want us to become unhinged. Don’t let that happen! Look around you and take stock in what you have. God is number one on my list. We never walk alone.

This is the hardest part of battle. Actual combat. It isn’t the action.. it’s the inaction. The stuff you cannot see. The uncertainty. The waiting. The quiet. I firmly believe we will get through this but not if we are crumbling, shaking and afraid.

Remain positive. Hold the effing line!!!!!!

2 to 7 - varies depending on events, time and mood.

8-9 The slowest never ending plan. Punish the good people of our country to wake up the stupid is not a good plan in my opinion. We are on year 7 and everything is worse in our country. Without ever fixing voting fraud I see no way for anything to change. Trump may overcome the next cheat, but Dems will win house and senate.

Replace the word sad with rage and I'd agree.

1-2. Only because I've began doing pushups and my arms ache. 100 Pushups per day and I now have the beginnings of pecs. Wow! Toss some mild cardio into your daily routine and see some impressive physical results, plus it is a good way to get healthier. How good is it to have buckets of rice, beans and wheat in your pantry if you cannot lift them whent the time to get into them comes? Get heatlth along with your prepping and you will be happier.

How could you not be interested in this Awakening process!

It's got everything!

It's the Greatest Show on Earth!

8, very sad.

Had to put three cats down last year, another got outside three days ago and we haven't seen him since, I found out one of the bills hasn't been paid in several months, and a chicken has started shitting on our car.

A chicken.

I know this is going to end. The question is whether this will end before we have vital utilities cut off and/or our only working vehicle is rendered inoperable--or repossessed.

The return of Trump cannot happen soon enough.

10 when I saw yesterday that these demons left the customs and border control in California and Mexico open and all the illegals buses were passing through very fast. Nobody was there to stop them. 🥲

Solid 2 after DWAC. I broke even today. That's a great feeling. Normally I'm at a permanent 5. Since 2020, I've gone through the five stages of grief. The severe demoralization has impacted me so hard, with so much anger and depression that I'm just numb to everything. I recognize the brain can only take so much before numbness sets in to defend you. Aliens could literally land right next to me and I wouldn't really react or care. I've got more important stuff on my mind ya know?

5. Could be better could be worse. Should be feeling better because god takes care of me. Example- I am a truck driver, was working in this last batch of freezing weather. Had to take the truck to the shop because of the cold weather. The truck never shut down or left me on the side of the road with no heat but it was threatening shutdown when I got to the shop. God kept me warm and dry.

0. God has blessed my wife and I this last year and i know more is coming this year. For the first time in a long while, I am not worried about where all this is going. Obviously I am digesting everything and telling everyone I know to try to wake them up, but in the end i know God is in control

8-9

3-4, battle fatigue has made this my new normal.

I’m a 5. Just entered in to a new decade yesterday- turned 40. Part of me feels like high school was just yesterday. I’m a forever optimist but have had a rough few months. Hoping this new decade will be better for me and my family.

A mix of high and low, depending on what I'm thinking about.

Millions of people dead from the jab -- and many more to come? Not so happy.

Being alive for the greatest long moment in human history: freeing mankind from the ancient Cabal (and other, more recent corrupt organizations)? Feeling terrific.

3. If we didn't have an insider's perspective, I'd be sh*ting my pants. This is wilder by the minute! Cozy though.

Mad as hell.

usually 5- I have a Zoom interview @11 👍so back to 1-2 oh, I am a university professor-back to10😜

I’m at 1-2, but am getting tired.

Right now a 2 but in less than two months our mortgage will be paid off and we'll be about $900 per month better off! Unfortunately, I'll almost certainly have to replace the central heating boiler this year ($3500) and a replacement car might be required quite soon as this one is 19 years old. Hey, but I mustn't grumble.

1-2

Every time something in the political arena happens that would have angered me four years ago I now see normies being pushed to the precipice.

I live in a 0. Jesus warms my heart and fills me with Joy :)

I would say I’m generally 2-3, but I've gotten really good at giving it to God when I slip to the 4-5 range.

2

I won't feel happy without feeling the pain. This make sense?

If I had to pick I fluctuate between 4-6. Bigly

6

5

I'm in the Z Row

"But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."

I use this phrase when I feel peace and joy slipping away. It's a great way to move from 10 to zero. Just be clear on what you want 'added unto you'. Pray for what you want and don't give so much energy to what you don't want. Simple but not easy. Particularly in these end times.

1-2, cautiously ecstatic. 😁

partly due to things in my personal life turning around too, it's serendipity. maybe we're all rising together.

0 is Happy and 10 is Pain?

WTF??