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BigFudge69 9 points ago +9 / -0

Yeah it was in 2014. It was either reservoirs or a bullet train. You can guess which one they picked...

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BigFudge69 1 point ago +1 / -0

Okay let me say therapy isn't bad. What it is currently? Yes that shit is horrid. When I went to therapy as a teenager in high school, they never confirmed my beliefs. NOW THEY DO AND THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THAT! From what I remember, all it was, was for me to be able to understand why I feel this way and how I shouldn't feel this way. They never told me I was right, they never gave me their point of view on things. They just helped me go though the process of my trauma and how to overcome it. BUT NOW? NOW, INSTEAD OF THEM LISTENING TO YOU AND HELPING YOU UNDERSTAND YOUR EMOTIONS, THESE FUCKERS GIVE YOU "ADVICE" LIKE A STUPID LIFE CAOCH AND BECOME YOUR "FRIEND" TO MAKE IT EASIER TO MANIPULATE YOU! THEY INFILTRATED MENTAL HEALTH AND NOW WE HAVE THIS SHITTY PROBLEM. MAKES SENSE CONSIDERING MOST OF THESE LIBTARDS ALWAYS GO TO PSYCHOLOGY DEGREES ๐Ÿคฌ ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ. It always bugs me when you guys shit on therapy but it's understandable. It was never like this when I went which is one of the reasons I don't go anymore.

Edit: Also to add, I'm in CA, so I KNOW FROM FIRST HAND EXPERIENCE IT WASN'T ALWAYS LIKE THIS๐Ÿ˜ก

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BigFudge69 4 points ago +4 / -0

HIGHWAY TO THE DANGER ZONE! ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿฆ…

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BigFudge69 0 points ago +1 / -1

I'm sorry but this is fucking retarted. Did we suddenly become the left and now policing speech? Did I miss last week's meeting or something? I get that the LGBTQ are really trying to erase what a man and a woman is, and instead replace it with "birthing person", but dude or male are not what they are using to obfuscate what it means to be a man or woman. Bruh, I even seen videos of trans women getting mad when a store worker calls them a dude. Also, dude isn't even a formal word, it's really only use to friends or family and most of the time, it just to call out to the person you want to speak with. I can't believe I actually have to explain what "Dude" means... Anyway, the main point is, if you ever were critical of the left banning words then you are a huge hypocrite. You became what you despised.

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BigFudge69 14 points ago +14 / -0

I loved one of the comments on this thread on Twitter because it rings so true. The OP didn't even mention what the symbols even mean yet Huggies knew what he was talking about... THINK ABOUT THAT.

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BigFudge69 1 point ago +1 / -0

I haven't tried this. I've already kinda accepted it, but for some that is hard. I've also developed coping mechanism to help me out through life but that doesn't work sometimes. Hey man, it doesn't hurt to try. Both of those medicines as you know are pretty much safe. I'm in a situation where I can't really afford $100-200 pills sooo yeah. I've looked at this illness in multiple angles and from all the research that I have gathered, there is really no cure(That we know of). Also, the medicine for this illness is to say the least shit from my experience. From what I gathered, most, if not all of the medicines for this condition will leave you feeling restless in essence. It does get better but it never goes away. Another side effect of all these medicines is that most, if not all, will cause weight gain in some capacity. The medicine messes with the metabolic rate so there's that. Just one word of advice, never say to your son to "control his brain" or "learn to control his brain." Also, I don't know if he has paranoia, but if he does, please understand that he can't control it. It's hard to describe the feeling but if I had to put it into words, It's like if my subconscious takes over my conscious and drives the wheel instead of me. I know what I'm expierencing isn't true but my mind still goes there because it thinks it's right. Learn to understand that please. If you decide he takes meds, most of the illness will subside but the paranoia will still be kind of present. So he will have to learn tricks to snap out of it. Uhh, sorry that I rambled. Anyway, if you do try the ivermectin/hqc, let me know kek. Also if you have other questions about it, you can dm me here, I think? Don't know if it's allowed in this forum. Have a nice day :)

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BigFudge69 11 points ago +11 / -0

I too tried to kill myself and was unsuccessful and like you it was weird how it went. Maybe this maybe tmi but I was hanging myself in my bathroom with the shower head hose. I, well too me at least, was going unconscious, it felt like I slept. I suddenly snap awake in a panic attack and then cried right after. It still boggles my mind how my body instinctively jolted me awake so I wouldn't die and like you maybe there was a reason but I humble myself because I'm not special. I don't know, it just seemed very weird.

On a side note. I really bugs me that some people still have this notion that depression is just about being sad but its way more that that. I wouldn't even call it sadness, more like the joy of living is just sucked out of you and everything just seems bland, your motivation gets thrown out the window, your socializing also gets thrown out the window. Your hobbies and likes for some reason just aren't fun anymore. You are wondering how is everyone so happy yet for some reason your brain doesn't want to compute it. Like I should be happy right now but I can't. Don't get me wrong we do experience happiness time to time, but most of the time we can't. And when we do feel happy, we sometimes get sad because you remember you don't always feel like this. Depression just sucks man lol. I'm better now, but me remembering how I was at my lowest points, kind of makes me happy knowing how long I have lasted.

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BigFudge69 1 point ago +1 / -0

Yeah I didn't use google for these searches so I did see the point that you made on one website about the literacy of her writing which is a good point. Or another point about how conveniently only the father was a survivor so no one else from the family can say otherwise. Or that when Anna sent letters to her pen pal her writing is different compared to the diary. The problem I have with the Holocaust deniers and all that, is not that they are questioning the Holocaust but the people behind it always go with "EVERYTHING IS CAUSED BY THE JEWS" so its hard to trust what they are saying because their motive is usually hate driven. Oh god I sound like a libtard when I say that. I already am questioning if the Holocaust was even a thing but at this point in time, I'm putting that at a "I'm gonna wait until the truth comes out on that."

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BigFudge69 1 point ago +1 / -0

I recommend reading the whole thread, ChatGPT without filters is spicy kek

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BigFudge69 3 points ago +3 / -0

Just read the whole pdf. Fuck me. You see, I have schiz... So you are telling me, if I take some ivermectin or HCQ, I'll be cured if the parasites angle is correct... I really don't want to get my hopes up man ๐Ÿ˜ข

Edit: No I haven't been crazy my whole life. I developed it at the end of 2019. Lost my job and life because of this stupid mental illness that I can't control...

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BigFudge69 1 point ago +1 / -0

Not to say you are wrong but I'm still confused. Just searched up when the pen was invented and I'm seeing mostly it was invented in the 1800s though?

Edit: Unless you are talking about ball point pens, in which case, wtf? It was created in 1943, so it wouldn't make sense for Anna at the time to have one...

Edit #2: Nvm, just searched she used a fountain pen, which, was invented in the 1800s. Now I'm more confused.

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BigFudge69 1 point ago +1 / -0

Well I sent mine already before I became redpilled soo I'm fucked. You are also fucked if any of your family members did it because they can just infer what your DNA would be from your relatives. So take that as you will kek

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BigFudge69 5 points ago +5 / -0

Yeah. The people using "disinfo is necessary" seem to not understand what it entails to. I'm just astonished the amount of people who believe the earth is flat ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ Post like these will put off new people who come on here and see this lmao

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BigFudge69 7 points ago +10 / -3

I can't believe people on this forum are actually questioning if the earth is flat. Like holy fuck lmao. I get that what we've been told has been lies, but this is one of those that doesn't need questioning. Like come on people. What would lying about this achieve? Q has stated that we aren't alone in this universe already, but then I'm seeing comments saying Q had to spread some mistruths. Though, I'm pretty sure the mistruths are for post about what will happen like a certain arrest incoming or a plan that they mention, but not about flat earth and aliens. How would that foil the DS? That's literally just information that's not disclosed to the public.

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BigFudge69 1 point ago +1 / -0

But I thought that the clot shots makes it so that you don't get hospitalized? So wouldn't the people going to the hospital most likely the unvaccinated? MAKE IT MAKE SENSE.

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BigFudge69 3 points ago +3 / -0

I've seen my fair share of real gore videos. Don't ask me why, but I can assure you I don't get happy/pleasure in seeing them. This vid, yeah it was kinda hard to watch. Gave me a pit in my stomach. The first part is basically what looks to be a dumpster of some kind underground, with a bunch of dead kids in it with their chest opened and missing organs. The bodies look either decomposed or were set on fire, can't really tell. The second part has a man filming a group of people from a far and on the side they have tied up children. The last part, they are taking a little girl and having her lay down and what looks like a pan the doctors use to have their instruments on, they place it under her. They pan to someone that looks to be disecting the organs of a kid but you can't really tell because his body is in most of the shot. Yeah, just don't watch it if you can't stomach it.

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BigFudge69 2 points ago +2 / -0

You know how Q always mentions us as autist. Well that is a meme because of 4chan but I honestly do believe most people who have awakened first probably have some sort of autism or adhd. Not full-blown, but a hint of it. That's the only answer I can come up with because people who have it tend to question the world more than normal people. Which got me thinking, if the government is evil, do they purposely label them as "mental illnesses" to make drugs for it so that you loose your "curiosity." They have the technology to see into the future so it isn't out of the realm of possibility that they know people with these "disorders" are probably going to be the ones to fuck up their plans. Which also got me thinking, maybe there is a reason why they hand adhd medication like candy. I don't know. Just spit balling here.

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BigFudge69 4 points ago +4 / -0

Okay maybe you are onto something here. Throughout my childhood I always felt different when it came to thinking. When most people simply followed I always questioned. It's not going against authority for me though, it was really why do things to do the way things do. Why does that do this. How come this is that and not this. I was always just curious. Though I would do that to my parents and they would get annoyed when I questioned. Is it just having a curious mind. Is it that? Do they somehow strip that away from people? These are the questions I want answers too. How come my group of friends and family, who I've told them about this stuff, can't be curious and look? That's what I've always ask myself but can't understand why. Do they just accept their mundane life and accept the status quo? Why can't they see it how I see it when it's pretty blatant. This I will never understand.

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BigFudge69 10 points ago +10 / -0

I have this theory that people who didn't do well in school but were somewhat intelligent are the people that have awakened first. I'm not claiming I'm smart. I actually hate when people call me smart because I tend to do some dumb shit. I have ADHD so I never really paid attention in school. Only focused on the subjects that interested me, which was math and music. Maybe I have some autism in me I don't know but I like to believe that I didn't get programmed because I wasn't paying attention to the narrative that the school system was trying to ingrain in me. I also always question things so I can better understand what's going on, which I guess a lot of people currently don't do. Critical Thinking. It's sad how they stripped that away, telling you what to think not how to think.

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BigFudge69 3 points ago +3 / -0

I'm good if it does happen kek. Have a home plex server and I've been, ahem, sailing the seas if you know what I mean, and been getting a lot of movies and shows. So I have a whole month of entertainment if need be.

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BigFudge69 13 points ago +13 / -0

You have no idea the indoctrination these fucks do at college. Graduated 2015 from high school. Didn't have good grades in school, never paid attention unless it intrigued me, which was usually math and an elective. Anyways, took a gap year then went to community College. I shit you not, my first English 101 class, it was fine but then one day my professor started to talk about intersexuality or some shit like that. I was wondering why in the hell she was teaching this, but no one around me didn't question it. I was fucking baffled. Then another day, she made us line up in a single row, then we would have to go either left or right one step depending on what she asked. So for example, if you are white go right, if you are POC go left, etc etc. Then at the end, some people would be far in the right where others would be fat in the left. She then states the people on the right are privileged and the people on the left are not privileged and that we should think about how others had it harder than you. At that point, I just could not take her class anymore and just failed. So I went to another English professor, at the start of the class he seem bright, but then this fucking guy starts the lecture with "You do know the 1st ammendment doesn't protect hate speech if we look at it like this" and I just dropped out immediately. The fucking irony is, the one class that the professor wasn't biased was my Poli Sci class. Who would of thunk. Don't mean to brag but the professor told my group that we had the best final paper in the class. The paper was about abolishing Obamacare. The funny thing, my partner and I wrote that last minute the day before kek. Well I rambled to much but that's been my experience with college. I just decided college ain't for me at that point.

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