were all feeling it, but you've seen the matrix right? In the past 6 months weve freed more minds in the past 6 years. In the past 3 weeks more canadians have woken up to the width and breadth of the corruption. The system is scared...hah i just realized you may be having a rough week for others reasons. Either way, things will get better because they have to.
I’ve been “awake” for a few years now, but still sometimes I get shocked or overwhelmed at HOW corrupt it all really is. Like it still blows my mind. Seeing what Trudeau did to the truckers, seeing the issues going on now with Russia, my best friend telling me she got her booster today… it just fucking sucks some days. I am scared about the future. Hard to keep chugging along in life and trying to care about “normal” things. How do I care about going to the gym and staying in shape? How do I care to set financial goals when it looks like market crash is inevitable? It’s hard to live life and succeed with this black cloud. How do you continue on with normal daily activities and have any joy in it? It’s all just feeling pointless to me right now, and I’m not used to that at all. Have always been super goal oriented. Anyone have advice so I can change my outlook? Been struggling with this for like a year and it’s not getting better
I think it's completely normal to have that outlook. I haven't felt normal since Nov 3, when the election was stolen. I feel like my life has been on hold.
Many things are happening. Many unjust things. We are truly at war. Day after day justice is being abused. So it is depressing. I try to take joy in the little things of life. Eating and talking with my family, walking the dog. But lately, I am feeling more hopeful. Little by little we are having small wins.
My family has prepared as much as we can. We must win. This is the hill we win or die on. I'm willing to do whatever it takes. I already KNOW I am not going to a concentration camp.
I am cautiously optimistic about The Plan. We must wait and in the meantime, do whatever we can to push justice. I saw a talk by Catherine Austin Fitts who is a very intelligent and capable investment banker.
She said THEY CAN'T INSTALL COMMUNISM IF WE DON'T COMPLY.
I am just so resentful that I feel like an important time in my life is being stolen from me. I'm a single woman, early 30's, finally have all my shit together in life and felt like I was setting myself up for success. Feels like all that hard work is being taken right now. I'm just having a bad week I think, and will snap out of this soon. I do see the wins we are having, we have awesome things happening for sure with Durham and the mandates being lifted. Its just hard to stay strong week after week and month after month and not have any doubts or bad feelings. thank you for your comment, it does help to know others feel like this too
There has been very little sympathy for single people during the plandemic. All the married people and couples were happy to hibernate with their partner while single people have had to isolate alone. It’s a lot easier to call for year after year of lockdowns and quarantines when you’re already partnered up. But try to look at it like a war. Back in 1941 some kid graduating high school might have had big plans to marry his sweetheart and take over the family business, then suddenly all that is out the window, his old life is on hold, and he’s now lying in a foxhole in France trying not to get shot by Nazis. Compared to that, I guess the plandemic is probably easier. Chin up fren!
Yeah I am single and live alone with my little Boston terrier. I even work from home now, so don’t see people on a regular basis. I hang out with friends like once a week and family once a week, but it just doesn’t feel like enough. I’m sure now that the weather is about to get warmer that will change and become more often. I told myself I’m going to make myself start dating in spring as well lol
They ARE taking part of your life, and it's a bummer. I retired early, but it weighs heavy on my mind. I remember seeing all those movies about big brother and thinking that might happen in 300 years, not in my lifetime.
If what Trump has said is true, that we will have a brighter future than we ever had, you as a young person will be entering this exciting time with opportunities and growth. We had an illusion of success within the Matrix and you will experience the real thing.
Right, I always knew things would come to a head but had no clue I would be alive for it! On one hand, it’s awesome for us to be living through this really crazy part of history. Maybe it’s discouraging bc back when the election was stolen, I had this assumption that things would happen faster. I thought trump was gonna stop them right after the election. I guess I set myself up for the disappointment with that
Man, your story sounds so similar to mine. All this time, and when I finally feel I’m getting on top of things, I feel like I’m losing, and losing quickly. I could go on for awhile about this...but why, when I can skip to the “how I fixed it”. I found Jesus. Well, I got connected. I knew about God and Jesus, always believed and such. But wasn’t really connected. I found out that if I wasn’t placing God first in my life...I was losing. Even when I didn’t see, physically, I was losing..my insides were terrible. Losing sleep, losing my temper, just not coping anymore. I blamed the world. It’s a daily long winded story...but I finally broke. And I needed to be broken. God does that. And I love Him for it. Fast forward a year later...WOW. Saved, baptized...and my worries and fears are like 1% compared to then. The Lord has me now. And I have Him. He left the 99 to come for the 1. I still sometimes get that worry feeling about “the plan”. But I can hear Him now, telling me, “focus on me”. And I do. I read my Bible lessons, also the Bible. My church fam helps me as well. Listen to some awesome music...like Crowder(Anchor)<<listen to that. But yeah, connect or reconnect to our Lord and Savior, it saved me.
When Jesus was lifting all my weight off my shoulders....this is the song that someone showed me. And it is by far my favorite one. Because He is my anchor. It’s He is who I look to when stuff starts to get bad. I just look to Him. I see a face, a face of Jesus, and it’s smiling back. And everything starts to melt away.
I feel when we start to lose like this, when even in life we’re gaining. Is because God is reaching for us. He will take from you, so that you need Him in your life. He can break you if needs be. Because, sadly, many of us have to be broken before we come to Jesus. His hand is always outstretched. We just have to finally grab on, and HOLD!
I hope you start to feel better soon sister. Many of us know where your at. It sucks. Just sometimes, you have to let go. He’s got you.
I trust the Plan, and I truly believe we will win, but it can still be hard to carry on every day when there's so much uncertainty about what the future holds. It can really make everything feel pointless.
The antidote to this malaise, for me, has been to prepare for every possibility. Stock up on food, learn to grow your own vegetables and raise some chickens if you can. Take your money out of the banks, keep some of that cash on hand and convert the rest into gold and silver. Stock up on products such as iodine, HCQ and ivermectin, learn to make your own colloidal silver, and research alternative treatments to various health issues so you can avoid doctors and hospitals.
This will give you a sense of purpose, help you stay focused, and help you regain a sense of control over your life and over what happens to you. You'll sleep better at night knowing that you're ready for everything the deep state throws at us.
I have tons of rice, beans, vitamins, horse paste, GameStop and ammo 😂. It does make me feel better that I am more prepared than a lot of people. And there is always more I can do and learn on that front. Thank you
Happy to hear that. Keep at it if you're still feeling anxious, it's a great way to regain control over your life, and as you said there's always more things to learn and more ways to prepare. It's all about making it through the storm with as little damage (financial, etc.) as we can.
Not only will we get through this, but as a result we'll become much stronger people than we were before. And all this uncertainty we're living through will seem like a small price to pay for the peace and prosperity that awaits us in the end.
Yes! And you start to realize that whatever happens, you'll get through it. It's a truly empowering feeling. Before you know it you'll find yourself once again able to make plans for the future.
Just posting this makes you brave. And inspires myself as well as others I’m sure. We will make it through this and we will make sure the next generation is going to be taken care of! God wins
It’s so hard to switch my brain over to realizing it. It’s like I’ve been lied to my entire life and just now found out😂. Work so damn hard going to college, getting a good job, not relying on men like my co-dependent mother always did. It’s like it’s taking a lot of time to slowly sink in
Men aren't so bad. One of the biggest challenges women face today is allowing their heart to be vulnerable to the right guy. Without being vulnerable, you can't allow love in. I also had a mom stuck
with mistreatment...so it's extra hard when you see that growing up. But here I am, years later, and my imperfect man gets better every year. I'm truly rich. When a man has the Holy Spirit, he's not just accountable to you for you, he's accountable to God for you. God is always at work in both our hearts and love continues to grow. Pray God shows you what's next and he will. Signed, an-older-than-you ladypede
ironically ive never been goal oriented but i have a math / science mind so i passively accomplished a number of goals without ever having goals (which isn't a good thing). My point of saying that is I've never really had goals because everything seemed so vanilla and predictable. I had no motivation because i didnt want for anything. However, because of the acceleration lately i've gotten more motivated to work out, more motivated to have and do life goals (just bought a house last year) etc. I 100% know how you're feeling, what i have found helpful for me is to identify 3 "selves" for lack of a better term.
my "immediate self", my well being, health, philosophy, beliefs etc. I focus on those things when i first wake up, stretch/yoga maybe some light exercize, mediation/breathwork etc. not all those things each morning, but a subset depending on time & how i feel what i need. I make sure i've got my food situated (ive got autoimmune/gut issues so i stick to an autoimmune palea diet and with that comes making food as most places to eat use things i shouldnt have). Also having a regular sleep schedule super important and ending the day if a nice tea and recapping how the day went, what can i do better, what did i do well, etc
i look at my "local self." This includes my job, house, "wealth," things i own, and neighbors, friends, city (mines relatively small). I work on those things during the day. I completely understand you on financial goals, but i know the system is screwy but I suggest sticking to what you know. For instance, i know i need a place to live so i put most of my cash in buying this house. then i bought tools and other things that have value in its use and still hold value to me if the system collapses. Also bought up food and vitamins / seeds / gardening stuff. THings that are shelf stable for at least a couple years. That way i buy bulk on things i know i will use before it expires (hedges against inflation) also buying bulk usually has good discounts. I spend some time working in my yard, trimming trees, admiring the plants/animals on this small piece of land i am custodial on. (quote from movie "kingdom of heaven" - for what good is a man if he does not improve his lands - something to that effect, great movie). That specifically is helpful, having a responsibility for something. Not joking when i do yard work i take care to watch where i step so i avoid doing any unnecessary damage to the plants and bugs etc. They are all under my "domain" and i feel in some ways responsible to give them the best opportunity at life....so i could go on here as this thought process extends to frens, neighbors, job (career), etc
the "matrix self" no joke i find it so much easier to model the external world as the matrix and all the cliche movie lines apply, any one not freed from the matrix is a possible threat, some are hopelessly dependent on the matrix they will die trying to save it,.... some evil ass architects created it wanting to keep us under control and suck away our energy. so with that in mind, its always helpful to just laugh at how ridiculous it all is.... any ways just like in the movie, we have to operate within the matrix, we know its fake but it is a system of rules and predictable behaviors, your friend taking the booster, thats predictable, you knew she would, i knew she would, she's in the ssystem, we can still be friends but just understand the rules / the game. work within the construct to slowly red pill if possible, and remember they cannot be told, they have to ask for it and see it with their own minds, so instead of telling them the truth, ask questions and indulge their delusions and see if that doesnt slowly lead to more curiousity on their end.
OK, with those 3 selves in mind. If you focus on the immediate self, and keep your health up/exercise etc it will keep your mind clear and will make it easier to work on your local self. Both of those selfs are about building you up, 1 is internal/physical being the other is your close surroundings your stockpile of buried nuts in prep for winter (if you were a squirrel). As long as you contribute to those 2 selves daily, even if small, it will give you the strength to continue and even able to participate in the matrix. If the matrix starts weighing you down, unplug. You're not doing yourself or anyone around you any good if you're not continueing with selves 1 & 2. And remember, that is what they want of you, they want you broken physically and mentally. Don't give them that. You're strong then that, you're better then that and more importantly, they exist in the matrix. you exist primarily in selves 1&2 where YOU have the control! Consider people who live in prison who have turned their lives around and are positive. they have taken control of 1&2, their matrix is far worse then ours. We are at war, our forefathers fought civil wars and all kinds of things, feel their strength it resides inside of you as well, we are in a war and that is the battle field.
I find Wes Watson on youtube to be really helpful. He's a former 10 year prison inmate, his message now is epic and it falls inline with my thoughts on selves 1&2 and being responsible / caring for something thats not you. He uses the term "your people." meaning your familiy, friends, neighbors, anyone you make promises to, be accountable to your people, be the best you for THEM.
also hope you have / find a partner pede, im missing that piece of the puzzle but i know it will also help a lot.
Anyways maybe the ramblings give a different perspective, clearly i wouldnt have written so much if i didnt care and wasn't also dealing with the same thoughts, like a lot of us. Cheers fren!
This is awesome. I love the idea of the “matrix self.” I think the problem I run into is that I get to feeling like the matrix is literally going to kill me and it makes me not want to care about the immediate and local self. Idk… I know for a fact that we will win in the end. I know that God always wins. I know that patriots will win too. There is just some sort of dark feeling in the back of my mind that tells me that I’m not gonna be one of the ones who survives it. I have no clue why I feel like that, but I do. I had so much confidence during the election and even months after the steal. Somewhere along the way that confidence had been lost
There is just some sort of dark feeling in the back of my mind that tells me that I’m not gonna be one of the ones who survives it. I have no clue why I feel like that, but I do.
first off, be honest. you do know why you feel that way. its logical to feel that way.
secondly, again, if the matrix is too much at the moment. step away from it. focus on the immediate self first, then the local self. MAKE YOURSELF DO IT. you will realize, lifes not that bad, Also, dont fear death, we all die and you will hasten it worrying :P accept it. sit with it. meditate with it. were all going to die. now you have a choice. wait for it, or stand up to it, laugh at it. if youre going to do down, be the strongest, fittest, best looking version of yourself. Give death a challenge. Dont rely on hope for your confidence, be the confidence that gives others hope. seriously watch wes watsons videos on youtube. And if you want tell me your workout schedule, i'll message you on those days to hold you accountable. we are all in this together, you need to be strong for us, we need you to be strong, dont let us down.
I’ll admit it- I feel that way bc the whole world is ran by pedovore satanists who hate our guts 😂. And yeah, maybe I just need to take like 3 days to not pay any attention to the news. I don’t think I’ve taken even a day off from it in over two years. When so many things happen every day, it’s hard to look away without feeling like you’re gonna be behind. Plus I’m at home and bored a lot of times anyway so might as well look and see what’s going on. I do need to figure out how to come to terms with death… I have always been Christian, and even more so the past few years, but it still doesn’t stop me from being scared of it. I will check out that guy on YouTube. Thank you for real
don’t think I’ve taken even a day off from it in over two years. When so many things happen every day, it’s hard to look away without feeling like you’re gonna be behind
ive felt this way as have many on this site. consider this, biologically what is the drive for information, what does "knowing" whats going on provide you? from a survival standpoint it can provide you an advantage in preparation for what is coming. However, consider we were never supposed to have this much access at our finger tips. heck trump has tons of people working for him gathering info and he/they still dont know it all.
taking a step back what is going on? you're the deer in the headlights. you see it coming, but you're stop and you cant stop staring or move to avoid being hit. that is exactly what is going on when you stay in the matrix self too long.
You already know why you feel this way and you know what these monsters are capable of. So assume they will do it, then plan on how to mitigate some/all of it as best you can - the local self, have food/ water / some survival gear. if you plan this way you dont need to worry about the specifics of what happens as you will be prepared for everything.
If you havent taken a day off in 2 years..... please do. that would drive anyone crazy! the matrix will always be there, but the time you waste inside of it cannot be reclaimed.
Wish you the best ladypede! feel free to reach out if you want someone to ramble a wall of text back :P
Normal life is filled with drudgery. But that's not only okay, it's beautiful. Because when duty calls (and it does call - or will for you eventually) you must be ready. That day to day routine, those tasks you do without much thought? They become your anchor when you must take action. How does the soldier, the spy, the executioner, or the interrogator return to baseline after attending to their necessary duties? They go back to the routine, the mundane, the boring and normal.
It's why people have a "day job". Something they choose to do when they aren't doing what they're 'called' to do.
If you plan accordingly, you can often use the tools, info, and tasks of the day-to-day routine to assist in your other endeavors.
If you work for an 'enemy' (say a corporation or agency that is diametrically opposed to your ideology and worldview), keep your eyes and ears open for opportunity. Sabotage what you safely can. Access information, names, dates, deeds, finances, etc. Above all be OBSERVANT. Organizations have been taken down by a single person willing to speak out.
If you're lucky enough to work for an agency or organization you support, stay aware and alert to those who work against your ideology. Visit the locations, offices, and venues of the enemy - but keep safe. Observe who is fully on board, who is the fellow traveler, who has doubts, and who works for the other side.
And when you get home, have that beer or glass of wine. Play with the kids. Mow that lawn, hit the gym. But remember it's all for a larger cause.
Exactly how I feel! I just want it to hurry up, one way or another. And it is frustrating that people like you and I feel like things are on hold, and then I see my normie friends and family acting like they don't have a care in the world. They are buying houses, getting pregnant, getting booster shots and thinking that things are peachy keen. I wish I could have their attitude, but I just can't with all the stuff we know. Its making me miserable lately
A trifecta storm; government corruption, pedophilia and crimes against humanity all being revealed to the world at once. Go Trump, take them all down! Resist! Save the Children! God Bless the USA and it's Free people!
❤️ thanks for this. I’m having a rough week and needed to hear that
(hug)
I legitimately kek'd at that name. Lucille Ball was one of the few that proved girls can actually be funny :P
were all feeling it, but you've seen the matrix right? In the past 6 months weve freed more minds in the past 6 years. In the past 3 weeks more canadians have woken up to the width and breadth of the corruption. The system is scared...hah i just realized you may be having a rough week for others reasons. Either way, things will get better because they have to.
I’ve been “awake” for a few years now, but still sometimes I get shocked or overwhelmed at HOW corrupt it all really is. Like it still blows my mind. Seeing what Trudeau did to the truckers, seeing the issues going on now with Russia, my best friend telling me she got her booster today… it just fucking sucks some days. I am scared about the future. Hard to keep chugging along in life and trying to care about “normal” things. How do I care about going to the gym and staying in shape? How do I care to set financial goals when it looks like market crash is inevitable? It’s hard to live life and succeed with this black cloud. How do you continue on with normal daily activities and have any joy in it? It’s all just feeling pointless to me right now, and I’m not used to that at all. Have always been super goal oriented. Anyone have advice so I can change my outlook? Been struggling with this for like a year and it’s not getting better
I think it's completely normal to have that outlook. I haven't felt normal since Nov 3, when the election was stolen. I feel like my life has been on hold.
Many things are happening. Many unjust things. We are truly at war. Day after day justice is being abused. So it is depressing. I try to take joy in the little things of life. Eating and talking with my family, walking the dog. But lately, I am feeling more hopeful. Little by little we are having small wins.
My family has prepared as much as we can. We must win. This is the hill we win or die on. I'm willing to do whatever it takes. I already KNOW I am not going to a concentration camp.
I am cautiously optimistic about The Plan. We must wait and in the meantime, do whatever we can to push justice. I saw a talk by Catherine Austin Fitts who is a very intelligent and capable investment banker.
She said THEY CAN'T INSTALL COMMUNISM IF WE DON'T COMPLY.
I am just so resentful that I feel like an important time in my life is being stolen from me. I'm a single woman, early 30's, finally have all my shit together in life and felt like I was setting myself up for success. Feels like all that hard work is being taken right now. I'm just having a bad week I think, and will snap out of this soon. I do see the wins we are having, we have awesome things happening for sure with Durham and the mandates being lifted. Its just hard to stay strong week after week and month after month and not have any doubts or bad feelings. thank you for your comment, it does help to know others feel like this too
There has been very little sympathy for single people during the plandemic. All the married people and couples were happy to hibernate with their partner while single people have had to isolate alone. It’s a lot easier to call for year after year of lockdowns and quarantines when you’re already partnered up. But try to look at it like a war. Back in 1941 some kid graduating high school might have had big plans to marry his sweetheart and take over the family business, then suddenly all that is out the window, his old life is on hold, and he’s now lying in a foxhole in France trying not to get shot by Nazis. Compared to that, I guess the plandemic is probably easier. Chin up fren!
Yeah I am single and live alone with my little Boston terrier. I even work from home now, so don’t see people on a regular basis. I hang out with friends like once a week and family once a week, but it just doesn’t feel like enough. I’m sure now that the weather is about to get warmer that will change and become more often. I told myself I’m going to make myself start dating in spring as well lol
Fear and isolation damages everyone. Being awake makes it tougher as you are even more aware as to the evil agenda. Hang in there.
They ARE taking part of your life, and it's a bummer. I retired early, but it weighs heavy on my mind. I remember seeing all those movies about big brother and thinking that might happen in 300 years, not in my lifetime.
If what Trump has said is true, that we will have a brighter future than we ever had, you as a young person will be entering this exciting time with opportunities and growth. We had an illusion of success within the Matrix and you will experience the real thing.
This is what he said today: https://t.me/Qtah_17/9367
Right, I always knew things would come to a head but had no clue I would be alive for it! On one hand, it’s awesome for us to be living through this really crazy part of history. Maybe it’s discouraging bc back when the election was stolen, I had this assumption that things would happen faster. I thought trump was gonna stop them right after the election. I guess I set myself up for the disappointment with that
Man, your story sounds so similar to mine. All this time, and when I finally feel I’m getting on top of things, I feel like I’m losing, and losing quickly. I could go on for awhile about this...but why, when I can skip to the “how I fixed it”. I found Jesus. Well, I got connected. I knew about God and Jesus, always believed and such. But wasn’t really connected. I found out that if I wasn’t placing God first in my life...I was losing. Even when I didn’t see, physically, I was losing..my insides were terrible. Losing sleep, losing my temper, just not coping anymore. I blamed the world. It’s a daily long winded story...but I finally broke. And I needed to be broken. God does that. And I love Him for it. Fast forward a year later...WOW. Saved, baptized...and my worries and fears are like 1% compared to then. The Lord has me now. And I have Him. He left the 99 to come for the 1. I still sometimes get that worry feeling about “the plan”. But I can hear Him now, telling me, “focus on me”. And I do. I read my Bible lessons, also the Bible. My church fam helps me as well. Listen to some awesome music...like Crowder(Anchor)<<listen to that. But yeah, connect or reconnect to our Lord and Savior, it saved me.
Also, gotta hear this song. https://youtu.be/j4wYkS8Z3Io
Just adding this other song. https://youtu.be/oXBDnTCMZow
When Jesus was lifting all my weight off my shoulders....this is the song that someone showed me. And it is by far my favorite one. Because He is my anchor. It’s He is who I look to when stuff starts to get bad. I just look to Him. I see a face, a face of Jesus, and it’s smiling back. And everything starts to melt away.
I feel when we start to lose like this, when even in life we’re gaining. Is because God is reaching for us. He will take from you, so that you need Him in your life. He can break you if needs be. Because, sadly, many of us have to be broken before we come to Jesus. His hand is always outstretched. We just have to finally grab on, and HOLD!
I hope you start to feel better soon sister. Many of us know where your at. It sucks. Just sometimes, you have to let go. He’s got you.
🙏❤️💯
I trust the Plan, and I truly believe we will win, but it can still be hard to carry on every day when there's so much uncertainty about what the future holds. It can really make everything feel pointless.
The antidote to this malaise, for me, has been to prepare for every possibility. Stock up on food, learn to grow your own vegetables and raise some chickens if you can. Take your money out of the banks, keep some of that cash on hand and convert the rest into gold and silver. Stock up on products such as iodine, HCQ and ivermectin, learn to make your own colloidal silver, and research alternative treatments to various health issues so you can avoid doctors and hospitals.
This will give you a sense of purpose, help you stay focused, and help you regain a sense of control over your life and over what happens to you. You'll sleep better at night knowing that you're ready for everything the deep state throws at us.
I have tons of rice, beans, vitamins, horse paste, GameStop and ammo 😂. It does make me feel better that I am more prepared than a lot of people. And there is always more I can do and learn on that front. Thank you
Happy to hear that. Keep at it if you're still feeling anxious, it's a great way to regain control over your life, and as you said there's always more things to learn and more ways to prepare. It's all about making it through the storm with as little damage (financial, etc.) as we can.
Not only will we get through this, but as a result we'll become much stronger people than we were before. And all this uncertainty we're living through will seem like a small price to pay for the peace and prosperity that awaits us in the end.
All of this!! You feel accomplished and distracted!
Yes! And you start to realize that whatever happens, you'll get through it. It's a truly empowering feeling. Before you know it you'll find yourself once again able to make plans for the future.
Happy prepping fren! :)
Just posting this makes you brave. And inspires myself as well as others I’m sure. We will make it through this and we will make sure the next generation is going to be taken care of! God wins
This
I’m so happy we all have each other
I think it is time to redefine success. Go for a paid-off home with land to grow food. Enjoy your life. Corporate ladders are bullshit.
It’s so hard to switch my brain over to realizing it. It’s like I’ve been lied to my entire life and just now found out😂. Work so damn hard going to college, getting a good job, not relying on men like my co-dependent mother always did. It’s like it’s taking a lot of time to slowly sink in
The fact that you are on Great Awakening talking about it is a big step forward.
Best of luck to you, fren. We're all in this together.
Men aren't so bad. One of the biggest challenges women face today is allowing their heart to be vulnerable to the right guy. Without being vulnerable, you can't allow love in. I also had a mom stuck with mistreatment...so it's extra hard when you see that growing up. But here I am, years later, and my imperfect man gets better every year. I'm truly rich. When a man has the Holy Spirit, he's not just accountable to you for you, he's accountable to God for you. God is always at work in both our hearts and love continues to grow. Pray God shows you what's next and he will. Signed, an-older-than-you ladypede
ironically ive never been goal oriented but i have a math / science mind so i passively accomplished a number of goals without ever having goals (which isn't a good thing). My point of saying that is I've never really had goals because everything seemed so vanilla and predictable. I had no motivation because i didnt want for anything. However, because of the acceleration lately i've gotten more motivated to work out, more motivated to have and do life goals (just bought a house last year) etc. I 100% know how you're feeling, what i have found helpful for me is to identify 3 "selves" for lack of a better term.
my "immediate self", my well being, health, philosophy, beliefs etc. I focus on those things when i first wake up, stretch/yoga maybe some light exercize, mediation/breathwork etc. not all those things each morning, but a subset depending on time & how i feel what i need. I make sure i've got my food situated (ive got autoimmune/gut issues so i stick to an autoimmune palea diet and with that comes making food as most places to eat use things i shouldnt have). Also having a regular sleep schedule super important and ending the day if a nice tea and recapping how the day went, what can i do better, what did i do well, etc
i look at my "local self." This includes my job, house, "wealth," things i own, and neighbors, friends, city (mines relatively small). I work on those things during the day. I completely understand you on financial goals, but i know the system is screwy but I suggest sticking to what you know. For instance, i know i need a place to live so i put most of my cash in buying this house. then i bought tools and other things that have value in its use and still hold value to me if the system collapses. Also bought up food and vitamins / seeds / gardening stuff. THings that are shelf stable for at least a couple years. That way i buy bulk on things i know i will use before it expires (hedges against inflation) also buying bulk usually has good discounts. I spend some time working in my yard, trimming trees, admiring the plants/animals on this small piece of land i am custodial on. (quote from movie "kingdom of heaven" - for what good is a man if he does not improve his lands - something to that effect, great movie). That specifically is helpful, having a responsibility for something. Not joking when i do yard work i take care to watch where i step so i avoid doing any unnecessary damage to the plants and bugs etc. They are all under my "domain" and i feel in some ways responsible to give them the best opportunity at life....so i could go on here as this thought process extends to frens, neighbors, job (career), etc
the "matrix self" no joke i find it so much easier to model the external world as the matrix and all the cliche movie lines apply, any one not freed from the matrix is a possible threat, some are hopelessly dependent on the matrix they will die trying to save it,.... some evil ass architects created it wanting to keep us under control and suck away our energy. so with that in mind, its always helpful to just laugh at how ridiculous it all is.... any ways just like in the movie, we have to operate within the matrix, we know its fake but it is a system of rules and predictable behaviors, your friend taking the booster, thats predictable, you knew she would, i knew she would, she's in the ssystem, we can still be friends but just understand the rules / the game. work within the construct to slowly red pill if possible, and remember they cannot be told, they have to ask for it and see it with their own minds, so instead of telling them the truth, ask questions and indulge their delusions and see if that doesnt slowly lead to more curiousity on their end.
OK, with those 3 selves in mind. If you focus on the immediate self, and keep your health up/exercise etc it will keep your mind clear and will make it easier to work on your local self. Both of those selfs are about building you up, 1 is internal/physical being the other is your close surroundings your stockpile of buried nuts in prep for winter (if you were a squirrel). As long as you contribute to those 2 selves daily, even if small, it will give you the strength to continue and even able to participate in the matrix. If the matrix starts weighing you down, unplug. You're not doing yourself or anyone around you any good if you're not continueing with selves 1 & 2. And remember, that is what they want of you, they want you broken physically and mentally. Don't give them that. You're strong then that, you're better then that and more importantly, they exist in the matrix. you exist primarily in selves 1&2 where YOU have the control! Consider people who live in prison who have turned their lives around and are positive. they have taken control of 1&2, their matrix is far worse then ours. We are at war, our forefathers fought civil wars and all kinds of things, feel their strength it resides inside of you as well, we are in a war and that is the battle field.
I find Wes Watson on youtube to be really helpful. He's a former 10 year prison inmate, his message now is epic and it falls inline with my thoughts on selves 1&2 and being responsible / caring for something thats not you. He uses the term "your people." meaning your familiy, friends, neighbors, anyone you make promises to, be accountable to your people, be the best you for THEM.
also hope you have / find a partner pede, im missing that piece of the puzzle but i know it will also help a lot.
Anyways maybe the ramblings give a different perspective, clearly i wouldnt have written so much if i didnt care and wasn't also dealing with the same thoughts, like a lot of us. Cheers fren!
Thanks for taking the time to write this.
This is awesome. I love the idea of the “matrix self.” I think the problem I run into is that I get to feeling like the matrix is literally going to kill me and it makes me not want to care about the immediate and local self. Idk… I know for a fact that we will win in the end. I know that God always wins. I know that patriots will win too. There is just some sort of dark feeling in the back of my mind that tells me that I’m not gonna be one of the ones who survives it. I have no clue why I feel like that, but I do. I had so much confidence during the election and even months after the steal. Somewhere along the way that confidence had been lost
first off, be honest. you do know why you feel that way. its logical to feel that way.
secondly, again, if the matrix is too much at the moment. step away from it. focus on the immediate self first, then the local self. MAKE YOURSELF DO IT. you will realize, lifes not that bad, Also, dont fear death, we all die and you will hasten it worrying :P accept it. sit with it. meditate with it. were all going to die. now you have a choice. wait for it, or stand up to it, laugh at it. if youre going to do down, be the strongest, fittest, best looking version of yourself. Give death a challenge. Dont rely on hope for your confidence, be the confidence that gives others hope. seriously watch wes watsons videos on youtube. And if you want tell me your workout schedule, i'll message you on those days to hold you accountable. we are all in this together, you need to be strong for us, we need you to be strong, dont let us down.
I’ll admit it- I feel that way bc the whole world is ran by pedovore satanists who hate our guts 😂. And yeah, maybe I just need to take like 3 days to not pay any attention to the news. I don’t think I’ve taken even a day off from it in over two years. When so many things happen every day, it’s hard to look away without feeling like you’re gonna be behind. Plus I’m at home and bored a lot of times anyway so might as well look and see what’s going on. I do need to figure out how to come to terms with death… I have always been Christian, and even more so the past few years, but it still doesn’t stop me from being scared of it. I will check out that guy on YouTube. Thank you for real
ive felt this way as have many on this site. consider this, biologically what is the drive for information, what does "knowing" whats going on provide you? from a survival standpoint it can provide you an advantage in preparation for what is coming. However, consider we were never supposed to have this much access at our finger tips. heck trump has tons of people working for him gathering info and he/they still dont know it all.
taking a step back what is going on? you're the deer in the headlights. you see it coming, but you're stop and you cant stop staring or move to avoid being hit. that is exactly what is going on when you stay in the matrix self too long.
You already know why you feel this way and you know what these monsters are capable of. So assume they will do it, then plan on how to mitigate some/all of it as best you can - the local self, have food/ water / some survival gear. if you plan this way you dont need to worry about the specifics of what happens as you will be prepared for everything.
If you havent taken a day off in 2 years..... please do. that would drive anyone crazy! the matrix will always be there, but the time you waste inside of it cannot be reclaimed.
Wish you the best ladypede! feel free to reach out if you want someone to ramble a wall of text back :P
Stay with it. All of it. Lovingly. And if you feel you can't be loving in light of this evil, remember who loves you. 👏
Normal life is filled with drudgery. But that's not only okay, it's beautiful. Because when duty calls (and it does call - or will for you eventually) you must be ready. That day to day routine, those tasks you do without much thought? They become your anchor when you must take action. How does the soldier, the spy, the executioner, or the interrogator return to baseline after attending to their necessary duties? They go back to the routine, the mundane, the boring and normal.
It's why people have a "day job". Something they choose to do when they aren't doing what they're 'called' to do.
If you plan accordingly, you can often use the tools, info, and tasks of the day-to-day routine to assist in your other endeavors.
If you work for an 'enemy' (say a corporation or agency that is diametrically opposed to your ideology and worldview), keep your eyes and ears open for opportunity. Sabotage what you safely can. Access information, names, dates, deeds, finances, etc. Above all be OBSERVANT. Organizations have been taken down by a single person willing to speak out.
If you're lucky enough to work for an agency or organization you support, stay aware and alert to those who work against your ideology. Visit the locations, offices, and venues of the enemy - but keep safe. Observe who is fully on board, who is the fellow traveler, who has doubts, and who works for the other side.
And when you get home, have that beer or glass of wine. Play with the kids. Mow that lawn, hit the gym. But remember it's all for a larger cause.
Exactly how I feel! I just want it to hurry up, one way or another. And it is frustrating that people like you and I feel like things are on hold, and then I see my normie friends and family acting like they don't have a care in the world. They are buying houses, getting pregnant, getting booster shots and thinking that things are peachy keen. I wish I could have their attitude, but I just can't with all the stuff we know. Its making me miserable lately
Ignorance is bliss.
You just perfectly articulated how I have been feeling. You are not alone!
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Your welcome.. Positive vibes for you !
Hang in there Fren.
The bluest
We never doubted it! We are with you, GEOTUS!!! 🐸🦁🇺🇸🥰
I questioned my sanity at least once
I feel if you don't question your sanity at least once every fiscal quarter, you're doing something wrong. YMMV lol
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Do any Anons know exactly when this took place ? Radio show it seems. Positive vibes regardless..💥
This was from today, Clay Travis and Buck Sexton did their radio show from Mar a Lago.
https://www.clayandbuck.com/president-trump-with-cb-from-mar-a-lago/
Oh wow thanks for clarifying 👍🇺🇸
Thank you !
No problem :)
TY
I'm ready
Can it happen RIGHT NOW PLEASE?!?!?
Ya can't rush time mate. It ploughs ahead at the blazingly average speed of 1 second per second.
Kek
Russia Russia Russia, I'm tuned out out and moving ahead.
Thank you for this post OP. It WAS necessary...
MAGA
WWG1WGA
Some people did something. And now some other people are going to do something different.
A trifecta storm; government corruption, pedophilia and crimes against humanity all being revealed to the world at once. Go Trump, take them all down! Resist! Save the Children! God Bless the USA and it's Free people!
That is encouraging!
CUE UNDERTAKER GONG.
It's going to happen but not on our time table. But it will be glorious when it happens.
Agreed 100%
When exactly?