Vintage Steely Dan there, friend! Awesome!!

Great inspirational post!

if you stare at the spackling on your ceiling long enough, forms you recognize will begin to appear in the friggin spattered plaster. For the past “apx” 18 months I’ve been seeing faces. We have a wood looking, like vinyl what ever it’s called today. I’m always up late, one night I’m sitting on the toilet & I see a face in the floor. First face was a profile of Lincoln. Since then: Upside down Jesus face with beard. Woman or man with perfect upturned nose, mask over eyes & hair isn’t short could be male or female. Old wrinkled woman, reminds me of the old wood or corn cobb carvings you find in the mountains at souvenir shops. I’m starting to faces in clouds. Also the game I played with my grandfather, finding shapes in clouds has become impossible to not look up. I don’t remember finding anything as a child. He would joke he saw ice cream cone. Now I’m seeing so much. I’m not on any mind altering drugs, barely any RX, I make sure I don’t use herbs or oils that cause crazy dreams or worse. I don’t see things like this daily. It’s random & weeks or months apart. My husband doesn’t see the faces in the floor. He thinks I’m crazy (not literally).

I have so much trouble shutting off my mind. I’ve found relief with a few essential oils, herbs, music & ocean sounds. For a long time I couldn’t sleep with out soft music or ocean sounds. It’s better now & I don’t white noise to get to sleep. The wheels in my brain have been turned since birth. My dad used to tell me my middle name was “but”. I always was either asking a question or starting my argument with “but”. Heck all this was way before my awaking. Can you imagine how it is now. I see the symbolism everywhere!

I’ve always had the gift of discernment, and the ability to see or interact with spirits of different kinds.

There was a very distressful time in my life, where at night I could see dead people people mostly just sitting in cars, but I was never afraid because I have Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior in my heart. I know, and knew that light and darkness cannot well together, so I was safe from ever being in dwelt.

My theory was that as long as you don’t try to make contact with those dead people, they don’t know that you see them. They’re just there, all the time, so until you actually try to make a contact, they don’t know any different. When I was alone, walking to the mailbox to get my mail late at night, I would see them. I would just smile and giggle to myself. Because I knew, that they didn’t know that I could see them.

That all finally went away after a couple of years, but I did find it interesting, and there were other very strange occurrences that happened in my life regarding portholes, and other experiences. I’ve even had interactions with my husband who died. Very vivid ones.

When you have the confidence of Jesus Christ living inside of you, you don’t have to be afraid. So I’ve never been afraid of any spirits that I’ve come across. We used to do cleansing of peoples houses too. One of us would read the Bible out loud, another one word speak in tongues, and we would walk around the house blessing it and Anointing it with oil. Usually frankincense.

My life has changed dramatically since all that which was about 12 years ago, but to this day… The minute I meet somebody, I can tell you if they’r a bad seed, immediately! I have advised people in the past to stay away from a particular person, and each time I was right. Something bad would happen with that person, and my friend would tell me… Wow how did you know! I would just tell them it’s not me, it’s the Lord in me. I have no power, it’s Christ’s power through me.

That's Freudianism. and, sleep is very necessary, because that is when all the toxins your brain has accumulated during the day are flushed out of the neural vasculature. This is why people who do not sleep for a few days become psychotic. Toxins have not been removed in a timely fashion. When you hear the word "schizophrenia", think, "toxic brain", because that is what it is.

What a comment! Ty