So I decided to leave him. It is going really well so far. He was definitely taking advantage of the situation. Without him in the way we will probably be just fine, I just didn't realize how much of an energy suck he was.
Oh goodness I am not starting another business!!!? I lost thousands trying to start something on the weekends. Ive dried herbs and made soaps and candles and knitting. Sold at a loss or not at all.
Then I learned a half dozen programming languages. I made my own apps, technically for money it worked out to 5$ an hour, I guess I could go back to that. That is the most profitable thing I've done.
It feels like I am crappy at everything I do. I am not sure where it goes wrong. At in person 9-5's they love me dedication. I've never had a bad review. But other then that it just doesn't work.
My husband is against taking more pills. I've tried a few things vitamin d, iodine and a few others. I garden and had him in an all home grown plant diet for a few months Then did carnivore for a few months, until I lost my job. Nothing seems to help him.
He used to play way to much video games. I got super mad and told him he has to stop, cause we are screwed, like two months ago. He got into reading and sleeps way too much.
My old car the transmission broke. The new one the electric dies randomly. The repair man can't figure out why.
I just listened to his story. Patients who dieted got better ones who didn't had followup surgery. Hospitals are full of doctors who are good people who want to help but they system is messed up. He didn't feel like he was helping people so he left. Just up and left with no plans of anything. He makes relaxing long videos to help people destress. And he thinks that might be better for people them doing pointless surgeries. He seems to thing people with serious disk back issues might be healed by eating well and going in nature.
I used to be in defense making rockets. I quit to do software, which has come with its own issues. But I identified with leaving a field because of moral ambiguity. I hate every time their are news things about rockets. They are trying to identify which type of rocket it is. I can identify which group of people, who I know almost all of, make the guidance system. It's awkward and I am so glad to be out.
I don't know. I seem to have missed the "energy shift" it's weird listening to these overly positive things. Everyone I know is going broke or has a ton of health issues. People blame leftists or Trump seems like it's getting worse if anything.
The underground aquifer is low even after rain. There is drainage things that can really help aquifers recover but it takes a few years to set it up. The Idaho people have just started doing that.
The environmentalists think the world will suddenly die for many reasons. So they are cutting off the farmers for their latest concerns.
In California they are trying to write down where all the wells are and how much they pump. So they can "evaluate" the aquifer use aka shut you down at will.
You might end up broke. Then some big cooperation will probably claim they made it and patent your invention. Then you get to have fun trying to fight that, while broke. It happens to lots of inventors who make more normal products
Oh yes I buy meat half a cow at a time. It's cheaper and puts my mind to rest.