Have you noticed?
…… that people who are awake, think about consciousness, truth seekers…. tend to have struggled with an addiction or alcoholism at some point in their lives. Arguably to be human is to get addicted to SOMETHING but I’m talking about people who are looking to fill a hole, who are usually kind and sensitive but then can become gruff and cruel sometimes - but if they are, the world sort of turned them that way since their underbelly is so soft and gentle. Tender folks.
They tend to be highly productive when sober, deep thinkers, relatively intelligent, and when they aren’t lashing back out at a world that hurt them, when they forgive, they are among the most giving and nurturing people.
These bright and talented individuals were frequently selected for gifted programs in elementary school and could do many things well. However they probably quit things often… or do what is expected of them begrudgingly. They don’t understand the sort of robotic actions in society and (think of Tim Leary’s The Others) they hate the “hows the weather?” elevator banter and long for a table to sit with close friends who want to ponder the deep truths of this reality and not talk about money. Oh yes, money. They’re usually not great with it or they don’t care much about it. Nice to have, but they will easily give away theirs as long as they have the basics.
Often the family’s black sheep, these individuals are willing to see many sides to a story and are not staunch in any one political pigeon hole. They are often the type of child who the parents will say “Bobby, he’s just different.”
Although, they are VERY idealistic and value justice deeply. Frequently firstborn children or the baby of many children, these people dance in the fray not linger at center. They have always felt “weird” and even when they are in the center with a ton of friends feel like outsiders. Never quite at home on earth, they have a pervasive sense of homesickness that confuses them. Their family, whom they love deeply, can feel like a foster family that is with them just for the time being. They struggle with impulse control and wanting life to be “fun”- the fact that we are slaves, drones, dawns on them at a young age and will often think things like “Think of all the hours I waste here” while in elementary school when all the other children never dare- doesn’t occur to them- to dream of the outside while they are seated at their tiny desks.
Perfectionists with black and white thinking, if they mess up a task they will often say “fuck it”, because they know they could have done it so well, once a little corner is garbled, Why bother?, right?
These people- addicts and Alcoholics (or an eating disorder, something self harming not harmful to others) are the type of people who want the world to just be nice and safe. They often work at jobs that are less challenging intellectually than what they are capable of. They have existential crisis-like thoughts about their life and have a deep and persistent feeling that they have a purpose, that they are “supposed” to do something great in this life, not in a narcissistic way, but in the way that they get nervous they have a calling that the daily grind is keeping them from.
These people…. do you know them?
I think you do. I think we are them. I'm kind of in a depressed state of mind. Sorry.
Never almost cried from a post here before. It was weird hearing another person explain my life so accurately.
You’re not alone OP. Hope you feel better soon.
Same here. Description suits me to a T, yet I've never developed an addiction. Alcohol and virtually all drugs instead make me physically ill. So I don't even get that brief respite from the reality that I could've done more or that I've wasted away the beautiful days of my youth indoors at a desk, making money for other people who don't care about me.
Kek
Same, love you my brothers and sisters.
"They have existential crisis-like thoughts about their life..." - mine are so terrifying that I won't write or speak about them because I'd rather no one have those thoughts.
You have described me to a tee.
I observed my 26th year without alcohol last week. I quit my low-end job the day before rather than take the vax.
That is an accomplishment to be proud of. Congratulations on your sobriety Patriot.
Thank you.
Thank you for the words of strength. I'm usually pretty upbeat but these last couple of days have just weighed me down. I talk to God always and he always gives me strength, clarity and focus. But... these last few days... Thank you again.
In my case, you’ve hit the nail on the head.
Was selected for gifted in school. Grades failed because “I didn’t feel challenged/Didn’t apply myself”. I played sports earlier on but by middle school, while the other kids were out with friends, I was in my room teaching myself guitar, drawing or reading. I’ve never had major addictions but I have an addictive personality. I chainsmoke and love caffeine. I’m used to generally being immediately good at everything I try and immediately toss it aside if I’m not, while simultaneously having a perpetual sense of imposter syndrome. I do things I know I am good at and have honed, yet I still tell myself I shouldn’t be there. It was worse when I boxed. My technicality, form and timing was with the best of them but I’d constantly feel as though I wasn’t as good as everyone else, even when I was winning.
I’m very intuitive and in some cases, obsessive.
I feel like this state of being is a template for all of us
Yep, I totally get this, all the way down to the intuition. I had to teach myself again how to accept being bad at something at first, because I was giving up on things too quickly. I’ll often see the solution to a problem, or put the pieces together on something at an intuitive level, a little before I can even explain it. It’s probably baffling to an outside observer... haha
I understand completely. I modified my intake on my project car and had to use the “deleted” bolts to plug their holes to avoid a vacuum leak. Car started having issues about 8 months after that and we were puzzled about it. I suddenly said “I bet one of those dummy bolts came lose and got sucked into the runner”. It was so off the wall and something people wouldn’t think of, but we took the intake off and it was exactly what had happened. Long story but it serves to prove your point about inexplainable solutions
I'm a musician. For me when inspiration hits it is like drinking from a firehose. Converting that intuitiveness into words when explaining it to others is a lifelong learned skill.
I don't realize it but every once in a while someone will remark at how fast I can pick things up. It took me a long time to realize that not everyone isn't like that.
Empirical wizard- that's what my engineer friend used to call me back in the day.
He'd run off to do math and cad drawings, I'd just make it. He'd come out to tell me what to make once he'd done his figuring and I'd hand him the part or at least be well Into the fixturing process.
At first it impressed him, then it started to piss him off, then we couldn't work together because I made him feel dumb.
Do you remember when you first started learning your very existence seemed to piss some people off? I do. Took a long damn time to realise it wasn't because I was defective, but because they were.
Kek
Can't get much more major than death, patriot
You can do it, you know. For 14 days you can white-knuckle and behave your way to freedom and the daily, hourly self satisfaction that you did it.
At 40 my dad cold-turkeyed from three packs of Luckys a day. Because the doctors told him if mom didn't stop they were going to have to chop one of her lungs out. She went cold, he did it to support her. Said it was all in his head. He lived another 54 years after that.
His love was bigger.
Bet you can identify that love too, already in your life
Fren, I consider major addictions to be things like heroin and methamphetamine lol
I’ve tried a couple times, but it’ll fail until I can develop the “want”. I spend my day trying to red pill and the amount of stupidity I’m faced with on a regular basis warrants something to keep me sane ?
The quitting cigarettes struggle is REAL. I've tried 3 times in the past year and no luck ?♂️ you're definitely right that the "want" has to be strong. I do often ask myself if I smoke because I actually wish I was dead and the answer is always yes Haha
Try switching to vape for an intermediary step. Just hit it til the craving goes away then put it down
I've watched my husband go from trying to quit smoking via vape, to vaping almost non-stop, way more than he ever smoked. Vaping can be a great step in quitting, just be sure to keep the "quitting" part of that alive.
Yea I can see how that could happen. I think vaping is overall healthier than cigarettes but for sure keep the quitting part alive
I was dipping and smoking at the same time, what I've found that helps is working out replace the habit with something new. The action of going out and smoking was what was hard for me. So maybe like go out for a drive a run or something. The withdrawal last for about a month but in reality look how fast the days go by. You can do it fren! I wouldn't vape your practically going to increase your smoking tendencies because you'll be doing it inside!
U described me. Imposter syndrome though I have mastery over numerous things and a leadership position in a large company. When I was in the militarynwe would say fake it till you make it. Eventually we make it. We are not imposterz we simply are not yet the men we know to be. Took .e a long time to over come that. Never been addicted to a drug
Same. Sometimes I swear I could read minds (never on purpose). I'd think of a song and then someone would start singing it, that sort of thing. I have had so many random thoughts pop into my head from out of nowhere that I finally came to believe that these were thoughts people around me were having, and I was somehow picking up on their "radio frequency." It's funny because my brother is the same way and we used to freak people out "reading their minds." lol
For example, I had a boyfriend that picked a card out of a deck and asked me to tell him what it was. I got it right. 8 of spades.
I had a college friend, and we were playing "what's the worst thing you've ever done," and I looked at her and KNEW what she had done, and just blurted it out without meaning to, and she was so freaked out. "How did you know??"
I’ve had similar. When I was a kid I used to be able to tell where someone was from by looking at them. I remember being in a bar with my dad before the cut off time for underage people. There was a guy sitting at the bar and I freaked him out. Looked at him and said “Are you from Michigan?” He turned white as a ghost and said that he was ?
Are you a Gemini? I feel like everyone in this thread is Gemini ♊️
Nahhhhhhhh... I'm a stubborn old bull. Kek
Same here.
I can see myself in 99% of what you've described
“STAY WITH ME ANONS”
“YOU’RE GOING TO LOVE HOW THIS MOVIE ENDS!”
Username checks out. ?
It’s a shame they required a fourth character for names!
Not just another brick in the wall. But continue working in the warehouse, Aging and still wondering my purpose. Sad.
Sometimes your purpose is just to show the ones that come after you that it can be done. You shine your light without even realizing it.
Nobody here is alone, because they are here
Holy shit! You just described ME!
Some addictions are more so habits rather than addictions such as smoking cigarettes but alcoholism literally can kill people and at fairly young ages. Drugs can be bad because people will give up so many things in life for their drugs instead of building a solid life.
The DS, cabal, government, MSM, they all want us weak physically and mentally. This is more obvious with the constant bullshit with government saying things about certain foods and also pushing the most unhealthy options while claiming it to be most healthy.
Most people simply feel better mentally and even physically if they have enough money in life to live with as little stress as possible. Most people can't go and buy a new car because they cannot afford it. Many do not have the great credit that banks want for car loans and even home loans.
Biden and others want more housing that is not single family homes because single family homes typically are on a piece of land owned by the home owner. Government does not want us owning land. Government would prefer there to be national landlords that they can easily control.
Many apartment complexes and mobile home parks have one company that owns dozens all over the place. They want it to where we have to do what we're told or risk being homeless because if all the same type of places own all of the homes then moving out would just be kind of like changing masters, in a way.
Also, never ever believe for a second that a landlord cares about tenants. They might be nice but if you quit paying rent, they'd have you booted asap and not think twice about it. Many landlords don't even bother to clean up homes before renting them out because the demand for homes to rent is so high.
The demand for rentals is so high because the cost of purchasing a home, obtaining a mortgage is very expensive today. In many places, the cost or supposed home value has increased 4 or 5 times over the past 25 years but wages have not gone up to match those increases equally.
In the 90s you could easily rent places for $300, $350 or whatever but minimum wage at one point in the 90s was $4.25. I don't know offhand what minimum wage is right now but good luck ever finding places to rent for under $800. We can also get into those that are on disability, many of which only receiving $794 in most states.
Most landlords require tenants to earn 3 times in monthly income of what the monthly rent is. If you wanted to rent a place for $800 then in most instances you would need to earn at least $2,400 to barely be approved. If a person makes $15 per hour, after the typical amount of taxes taken from each paycheck, they would likely only take home between 1900 and 2000 for a month which would mean they could only get approved for maybe $650 for rent.
When you get into that price range, you're looking at tiny efficiencies barely big enough for 1 person to live very minimally. The part of all of this that is royally fucked up is that mortgages are extremely cheap because you can take out a 30 year mortgages on a house but not a mobile home.
Banks make it harder for people to be approved for a mortgage without great credit. Without the high credit score, a person will typically need to make a 20% down payment. An average house is going to cost over $200,000 so that's about $40,000 if 20% down payment is made.
Obama did cash for clunkers to force perfectly good cars to be crushed in exchange for I think it was $5,000 towards a new car with guaranteed approval. This caused many cars to be crushed and gone forever but this also caused people to take on car loans they shouldn't have which led to countless repos and with that countless credit scores tanking.
These DS criminal fucks always have a plan, things they do are well calculated. Q once saying future proves past is very evident when you look back and notice how obvious this all was but at the time nobody thought anything of it.
The DS has been attacking us from so many angles that even the best of us will get hit a few times. So you lose your car, house is foreclosed on, end up renting and taking a city bus. Maybe your job laid off people and you had to take a different job for less pay and maybe even no insurance which means you had to pay out of pocket.
This constant onslaught of things trying to literally kill us and destroy us will and has taken a toll mentally on countless people. The DS also wants gas cars gone because the common person can repair them without need of dealerships and we can stock up on gas.
If we are forced to buy or even worse, lease, electric cars then anytime there is a power issue with power companies then everyone is fucked.
All of these things can lead to addiction to cope with life's endless struggles. Young people can also be exposed to drugs etc for fun and get addicted that way. It's just a never ending attack on us from every possible angle.
The best thing anyone can do is just to do what you can, make the best of any given situation. If you cannot fix it today then don't let it stress you to death. This all began picking up the most speed under Bill Clinton when he made trade deals that ended up seriously wrecking the American job market.
Bush shit on us from a different direction with endless wars and deaths and chaos, and more. Obama began the official 16 year plan. So, looking back at it now I'll tell it this way or best I can right now.
Clinton weakened us financially through jobs.
Bush weakened us with wars and increase of gas prices.
Obama began the big push for green energy which can leave people without power, gas, transportation.
Hillary was supposed to be who finished the 16 year plan but Trump got in the way of that.
This decades long plan caused people to lose high paying jobs to foreign countries which strengthened countries that were weaker and weakened us. We saw craziness worldwide with fake terrorism, wars over oil fields and more. Many gas cars were crushed and removed and replaced with hybrids and now more full electric.
With the push for the joke green energy can cause massive power outages and cause America to be vulnerable for every other country that is not playing the green game to aide the UN to force America into the global government and global economy.
With all of this said, addiction is a coping mechanism but can be ditched if a person has better options that they are made aware of. It's up to all of us to help each other when we can to keep the DS from breaking us all down.
my mum bought her house for 25k outright. I have 30k saved and it's not even enough for a deposit here in London.
I'm almost 30 and still live with my mum. I flat out refuse to throw money away renting.
My parents bought their house I think it was 1992 for $23k and it's currently worth over $100k but it's out in the county well outside of the city so prices are cheaper. It's not the value of homes going up though, it's our governments all over the world causing inflation so the value of our currencies has gone down throughout the decades but the value of a house has not gone up really.
A couple of years ago when I moved from north Florida to south Florida, I decided to rent until I'm decided on what city to stay in for decades. It is a big scam but landlords get rich off of people, some of which are struggling to get by. If a landlord owns and rents out 100 homes for an average rent of $800 then that landlord is getting $80,000 per month and likely spends less than $5,000 on maintenance etc.
It's all a big fucking criminal scam though. Walmart marks up the price of some things in their store as high as 2,000% above what they paid, sometimes even more. I understand they need to make profit to stay in business but they go way too far as does most, if not all, stores.
If you buy a TV for $500, you can bet on it that the store only paid $25 to $50 for it. Online shopping was supposed to reduce that cost by bypassing local stores and ordering directly from warehouses but of course they don't provide cheaper prices online.
If you can gain access to manufacturers, many of which are in China, you can buy things way cheaper than what you will see in a store. It would take a month or longer to get the product but it would be way cheaper. Retail likes to call it a convenience fee of sort for being able to go to a store and buy something immediately.
That kind of money can get you a beauty of a double wide on a few acres free and clear where I live.
How do you feel about humidity, heat, and chiggers?
Wow, where do you live then?
I'm not someone who does well with heat at all. 25c in London's summer does me in lol
What is a chigger?
Oh shit that's only 77f. We've hit that early sping lol. Outsider work in the summer is best at sun up and sundown. Noon to four, it's misery. You folks have the rain, we get the droughts that last two months.
Chiggers are little red bug that live in tall grass. Caught me by surprise our first year here. Hateful little monsters.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BhkqQFQzuuc
Living cheap isn't without it's sacrifices. Real pretty though. Way slower lifestyle.
Where about are you though, what state?
I barely survived a year in Minnesota's summer lol
Incredible fundamental analysis of the housing market. Your and my cynicism on the subject is an overlapping circle.
My wife, out of nowhere, started researching who owns all the 4 story apartment complexes going up around the area (4 stories being the highest developers are allowed to build using cheap matchstick construction [whoosh ?]). Not much competition in that sector, to put it non-conspiratorially.
I've also read mention of money launderers overpaying for real estate as they don't care about the loss and make it up in the long run on rental income. I suspect that's a big part of the current housing crunch, precipated by the extremely suspicious ~2008 "financial crisis".
These people want us dead.
It's just a tiny part of the deep rabbit hole. The parent companies of all the companies we know of are typically unknown to the average person. It's all a big scam, a grift, just a nasty global network of money laundering and more.
This is just one example of many. Restaurant Brands International owns Burger King, Popeyes, and more restaurant chains but nobody has heard of Restaurant Brands International. Restaurant Brands International is an unknown company that magically is able to spend endless billions to buy and place all these other companies under their umbrella.
It goes on and on and on with different companies under different umbrellas. This does not mean that the companies we know and may spend money at, are bad but those companies hiding in the shadows out of the public eye are very suspect.
All these umbrella companies seem to own so many other companies that most people thought were independent. Those people that are able to own or build apartment complexes are often people that make back room deals with politicians that make sure this or that developer has approval for whatever the want.
It's such an insane tangled web worldwide with many of these places.
You're absolutely right, Brother. Glad your eyes are open.
Need more of your photos of Nature's Beauty while we're at it.
Have a good night!
Back in 2010 the math stopped working. Long story short, to the dismay of everyone we knew, we decided to stop trying to pay the mortgage and instead buy a camper. Took three years to land somewhere. But we did. Own our land clear too. Scary, but necessary change. When it's cabin in the woods time, it just is. Someday we will even get past the point of having to haul water in. Oh to dream, and then see the dream coming true.
My grandmother's last words to us were "You're all going to die"
Haven't yet. Loving the purpose that homesteading gives to life. Always something that needs doing. I can't corporate drone anymore. I just can't.
A few years ago I decided to give up my parent's house that was to go to me, not because of the mortgage but because of all the family drama it brought with it. My wife and I moved over 200 miles south in FL so we've been renting until we decide on a city to settle in but it's likely we'll head about 150 miles further south in FL since we love the hot weather.
We have thought about buying a camper but that would require a vehicle capable of towing it. I know paying rent is one of the biggest money scams around but sometimes in life we do things we'd rather not do for the sake of having a home while looking to improve things in life.
Ain't free will great!
Edit- we had the little car behind an old motorhome. Trailers tend to get heavy when loaded with your everything, and a heavy trailer will try to kill you if you don't have enough rig in front of it.
The thought has crossed my mind to just buy some land out in the county where it's cheap and put something simple on it. The problem is the cost of a home, even a motorhome, can get expensive. I can buy a lot out in the county for a few thousand and would have deal with water and septic but that's not a big deal.
The big deal comes with the home to put on it. Sometimes all of that cost combined makes it more appealing to buy a home that's on land already. I'm only 42 so sometimes it just feels like I take things day by day lately.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GbM2In5Hfx4
Cob building fren.
I had thought about cob houses before but I just need to one day decide on which city I want to retire in. I'm only 42 so I should have plenty of years left in me. I lived near Atlanta for about 14 years, in Jacksonville FL about 10 years, a little town called Lake City FL for maybe about 15 years and Tampa FL about 2 years but I never liked living in the big cities.
I like the benefits of a big city as in stores to shop at and being able to buy whatever I need without driving out of town to get it. I like walking but walking around here is dangerous, people don't care if they hit someone with car it seems, always running red lights, etc but the parks and beaches are nice.
I will definitely be happy when things regarding the GAW are really picking up. We often are forced to waste so much money because the value of the dollar keeps going down. The average person may be the fool and think that prices are simply going up when it's really the value of the dollar going down that is making prices go up when the value of what we purchase has not truly gone up.
It’s like you know me only as i know myself
Now this is a pull up a chair conversation I'd like to have IRL.
One day.
Yes, I know these people.sad thing is that I always believe that I was alone.
How do you know me so well?
Well, I hope you are pleased with yourself, just made a grown-ass man cry.
This matches a whole load of why we are here- the 'differently' talented and 'outside-the-box' thinkers have always felt a little bit aware of the wrongs of society, never being able to put your finger on exactly what is wrong but always feeling it.
Well, now we know what is wrong. We find our common purpose coincides and there really was a hidden power preventing success. Our success and the success of our ancestors and descendants. That's big. Like bigly big. So we've all come to the same places to shrug off those ancient chains- for ourselves of course, but also for those unable past and future, those whose echoes we must hear and act upon.
I am amazed someone could do a write up like. This is spot on for me. Are you a psychologist or something.
No, just a 60 year old Patriot trying to raise his 13 year old daughter on his own. One who has experienced life warts and all. Thank you for your reply.
If you explore personality analysis, this is normal assessment "lingo". It really helped me understand myself and why I am like I am when I started down the path years ago.
There are a lot of parallels between twelve step recovery programs and The Great Awakening. You can no more can convince someone they are in denial about what is happening in the world as you can convince them they are an alcoholic or addict. You can try to bash them over the head with things they have done or said, but becoming awake or sober requires willingness to change. And the path doesn’t get easier when you make that choice. Light is a shame buster, but you have to shine a light on what is eating your lunch to overcome.
What we do now is love our neighbors. Some may never open their eyes, and that is their choice, but when someone is ready to awaken we are here to let them know they aren’t alone. It truly is a spiritual journey of seeking God.
8th grade math was such a waste of time. I wanted to go into the advanced math cause ive always liked challenging my brain but they said I had to go in all advanced classes if that's the case. I was not reading 1000 page novels every month for English. Gave the counselor the solution of switching my math and science class then I'd be in advanced math and still have all the same teachers. Was denied the solution. So I wasted all of 8th grade doing pointless math and getting 100% of the math right in the first couple of minutes of each period. Turned into a straight A student from that grade till graduation. Figured out how to sleep through each class, get all my homework done before the school day ended and graduated highschool getting a special plaque for how good of a student I was..... Still waiting to go home and I manage people now and I describe my job as the person who gets paid to think for everyone and it's such a stressful job.
I’m kinda blown away right now. That’s me exactly, and good to know there are others out there like me.
18 years sober in 1 month.
Thanks for the insightful post.
Congratulations Patriot, keep up the good fight!!!
Thank you! Same to you and your post was much appreciated.
The deepstate targets smart people usually with drugs, they have a saying .... if they put your light out theirs shines brighter.... the medieval nobility would hit children on their heads and cause brain damage learning disabilities still happens today i'm sure... I was targeted because I was a smart child and the things that happened were because they wanted money from me.... they attack soft targets have for a long time....DONT BRAG ABOUT BEING SMART OR YOUR KIDS IT WILL MAKE YOU A TARGET
I hear you, fren. I spent several years at my job feeling unchallenged, unfulfilled, and dealing with feelings that it was keeping me from a real calling. My perfectionism plus the constant ambiguity built into my job made me say “fuck it” all the time and made me wonder what the hell I was doing there, while others are setting goals to bust their ass to hopefully reach the next level or work on some pet project. My manager indicated there was something very different about my answer to “what do you want out of this job?” and specifically praised the humility in my attitude.
I’m thinking contributing towards the Great Awakening and the preservation of the idea of freedom itself is my “calling” now. What greater calling could there be? It’s definitely a comforting to know there are lots of others who think like I do! They all just wanted us to believe we’ve been alone all this time.
Yep, that is so me. I especially loved the part when you said that they hate the "how's the weather" elevator banter. Everything was so spot on. I am not an addict, but like someone else on here mentioned, I have an addictive personality and i chain smoke and drink coffee like crazy.
I have a friend that calls me several times a week to perform elevator banter. What she ate, how her nails look, what she got on sale somewhere, and yes the weather ... it's very tortuous for me (and I'm a woman, am I not supposed to want to talk about nails and shopping??). But she's all alone in this great big world so I listen anyway.
I can identify with that, as you get older, it drifts into your physical problems... And then they finally get to ask you how you are doing. sigh
INFJ here. Not an alcoholic but everything else applies fairly accurately. I assumed the nature of the type of thinking this forum highlights meant many/most present with a lot of draw to this post.
Dude right in the feels. Me and the wife had the almost word for word conversation earlier. Thank your for you words.
What! So, you know me? I've been wondering about this for a while. I remember a post that said we had high gestalt pattern recognition. I have a feeling WE are here for a reason. Those 12 Steps brought me to God and sanity. The left woke me up with their victim promotion. Always the kiss of death for individuals. I'll still be here when the time comes to do whatever more we're needed for. This is the single most committed I have ever been.
You literally just Word for Word explained my life. And honestly don’t know what else to say. ?
Glad you are here fren. Want to help fix the world? Cool, me too.
I can certainly relate, excellent post. I need to add, however, that I was extremely fortunate to have been introduced to a relationship with Jesus Christ early on by my father, and that strong faith and belief even makes me feel like an outsider. But it also saves me. I tell some that without God in my life, I would have been lying in a gutter dead by now.
God bless all of you.
This may fit me 98% but not sure it is a good thing to be discussed. Also, wonder how many that this describes are very quick to read people and be accurate at it? I can tell you within 2 mins whether I will hate you or like you, sometimes without talking to a person just by the way they carry themselves and isms.
Absolutely kek... body language I can read like a book. My 13 year old hates it.
Wow! How do you know me?
Get out of my head!!!
No substance addiction, but a lot of the rest is fairly close.
Decompress, friend. Detach regularly and do healthy things.
It's a long journey.
We could do with more humor posts here though.
I absolutely see myself in most of what you wrote. Thanks for the eye opener.