My life seems fractured nowadays
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I stopped drinking, now I grow a garden, tend to a small flock of chickens and a hive of bees. Blessed with a wonderful wife and a job I was born to do. And don't forget 2 dogs and a feral cat that thinks it a chicken. Got a small camper for exploring this country on local and long distance trips. No time for TV or such things. Boredom is not on my agenda. Also have Pepe and a Q badge on the back of my truck.
Yeh I got a small camper as well. Love just taking off.
Does your chicken-cat lay eggs?
If it wasn't for that first stayement, I would think you were my baby brother.
Good on you for all the self improvement & greatness!
Congrats. I stopped drinking also, and I credit that some to a post out here that said alcohol was a tool of Satan to render us weak so we can't fight back.
I also started a garden. Got a two rows of beans, one of peas, corn, cucumbers, zucchini squash, and watermelons. Also some tomatoes, peppers, potatoes growing in some 55 gallon drum halves.
Couldn't feed family off garden but I had to start somewhere, and gardening is a acquired skill that you only learn by doing it. I knew how to grow things up where I grew up, but when I let my wife move to down to the land of eternal summer I'm having to learn what grows down here in zone 9b.
I live in a republican state, in a republican city, but move from more rural home 7 miles from the only redlight in town.
Have you ever seen this:
Bracken: The CW2 Cube — Mapping The Meta-Terrain Of Civil War Two (Bracken is ex-Navy Seal)
I rock a pepe as my crew emblen on gta
That is me. Really, everything changed in America after 9/11. Then especially after Trump declared his run for 2016 our country and its politics have sunk to depths previously unheard of. My America, my life has become unrecognizable.
Same. I seek entertainment from other countries, I seek older literature to start rebuilding my library just because I don't want to see revisions to history without doing my part to show how things were.
Been rambling a lot tonight so I deleted the rest of this post, but:
I am watching a lot of people who were very friendly turn bitter and hateful of everything they used to love. I think this is one of the things weighing hardest on my heart. Even kids aren't allowed to have fun and be kids anymore.
I spend most my days feeling alone. I have my family yes, and they are all awake to what is happening but I have lost all the other people in my life that I thought were my friends. I do not like shopping, not that I was big on it before. I don't want to go anywhere outside of my small town because I just don't want to deal with crazy libtards. I don't want to do anything with anyone except my kids and grandchildren. My spouse spouts mostly stupid stuff that drives me crazy and it is not even libtard crazy, it is the fact that they grabbed onto one thing and nothing else matters. My thing is that there is so much going on in the world and not just one thing matters. When I read that if we knew the real truth 99% of us would be hospitalized, I honestly believe it because I feel like I know a great amount of truth now and I honestly hate the world sometimes. I can only have faith that God will soon send his son to liberate us because this is not a world I want to see my children and grandchildren have to deal with, however, I feel it will get a lot worse before it ever gets any better.
I, too, have cast out friends. It does get a bit lonely. My girlfriend is starting see things clearer just from watching the media -- which is hilarious, because even though she's not always the best critical thinker and doesn't like politics, she has a pretty decent moral compass and has developed a resistance from the mainstream media that I didn't even cultivate.
I thrive on loneliness better than most people though. I'd rather play a game, read a book, build models or develop more skills, all of which are easier when I can shut the world out with headphones and not have people taking me away from whatever I'm working on.
But it does get lonely when you turn back and see the friends you have lost or gotten rid of. It's easy to wish things had gone differently.
But we are stronger because of it; hold on fren.
Don't hold your breath and be prepared to wait another 2000 years for Jesus to "come back". He said he was coming back soon in 33 AD.
Looking up to people is damn near impossible for me.
We just had the greatest IQ test in 100 years and most people failed.
I’m ready to be called upon.
I just turned off all that stuff and made the decision to just enjoy life.... So liberating.
It feels like this was part of the plan. To frustrate the awakened so bad that they just tune out and enjoy life. lol
I think we need to tune out at this point when needed. Some of us will always be paying attention. If anyone needs a break they should take it because we need to recharge our spirt after battling these demons for so long, especially with no end in sight. Seriously take as much time away as you need. There will always been frens here fighting and you will relieve them when they are weary and need time away. Together we are always fighting!
Well it sure worked on me....
I agree with you about music. It's in my soul...
Me exactly. I attribute it to waking up to how really fucked up this country really is. But I am not down or despondent. I am ready to do what I can to fix it. However little that may be. Call it cold anger.
Concur.
Cold anger. I get that. Good description.
Long time (50 years) truther here.
The world does it's best to program you, control your mind and tell you how to think. I place a high value on my ability to serve the Lord, think for myself and to remain free in this confusing and troubled world. GA has become a place of refuge from the brainwashed, a place where Christian values abound and where people support one another unselfishly. My wife doesn't understand cyber friendship too well but after 2+ years on GA, thrashing through the issues, I can honestly say that I have developed many friendships here and they have helped me feel "not alone" in this world-gone-mad. God bless you all.
Even as a child i thought watching sports was boring as hell and following stats was cringe shit. Suppose i was always able to recognize idolatry
I was thinking this morning that the silver lining to knowing about the satanic worship rampant in the entertainment industry is that I finally understand why so many talentless people hit it big and so many burn out horrifically.
Doesn't make it any better, but it does explain it.
Seems like you have to sell your soul to be "successful." Dylan said he had to.
So did Katy Perry. She said something like, she knew she wasn't going to be the next Amy Grant, so she sold her soul.
Sell your soul, sacrifice a child or relative, and/or sleep with some disgusting people.
I had a theory that selling your soul means you sell your likeness to someone else and then another person goes around as your public celebrity persona expressing all the deepstate party line views.
Yeah, liberals have literally turned everything to shit.
Liberals = Commie Satanists. I believe they are on the road to destruction, if the Lord does not intervene in their lives.
No way, it's just not you. We felt the exact same way - not "fitting in" anywhere anymore. Our friends from 5 years ago are no longer friends.
Husband and I are now loners, but we live among the Amish, have become friends with several families, have benefited and learned so much from them that we no longer care about "fitting in."
That’s me. I am pretty fortunate because I have been “awake” for 30 years and every one around me has transitioned from me being that smart guy that has all those weird ideas to that guy that told me about this shit my whole life
It has fixed my compass, if anything. I was being deceived.
Me to a T. What happened at the 2020 election was the straw that broke my back. There is no way Trump lost that election fairly. That Pence didn't act when so many questions arose about so many states on Jan.6 was unforgiveable. Since then I pulled most of my money out of the stock market, bought gold and most importantly, I pray daily now. I've stopped watching and reading main stream news, sports, and even local news. None of that matters to me.. Covid 19 was a hoax that I saw from the start. It further exacerbated disagreements with my woke brother to the point where we are dead to each other now. Symbolically, much of the country is split completely MAGA from everyone else.. The only thing that will heal this nation is a purge of all the corruption and treasonous acts, all the lies from big pharma and the medical community and a fervent return to the rule of law.as written.
We need to put God at the center of our lives and that of the nation. That has to come before anything great really happens. Faith can only happen when justice happens. Lust for power and money needs to be subordinated to His will. Mass arrests and trials would bring the requisite justice. Once that happens we can all heal again and learn to love one another.
We were literally at Trumps last rally in 2020. Grand Rapids, election night eve. We're listening to him speak, 10:30pm, drizzley, cold November 2nd, in the mud. 1000's of people and Trump says, "....and if I lose tomorrow..." Everyone was gobsmacked. It's like he knew he was going to lose and was telling us all the same. No one could believe it.
My life right now ...
Mainstream is dead to me. TV is dead. I try to watch something like Big Bang Theory, its so bad, see for yourself. Then I try alternative media. If you want to be depressed by all means. I don't watch any of it now its that bad. I read here, and comment, I get a few ticks, mostly I don't think anyone cares what I say lol.
So I went and got me a mountain bike. Its in the process of becoming a street destroyer. 2500w / 48v I can do 100kmh now, and with the upgrades I already got, I'm looking at a really nice bike. This is keeping me sane.
Besides that, pretty much my life consists of Jesus. I pray, I do somewhat of Bible study. My faith has grown, no complaints. But, sadly no cares about that either. I'm studying EXODUS. Its got all the answers to whats happening today. No one cares, and I could give a detailed analysis of exactly whats happening AND what comes next. I've tried a couple of times, and again, I think I got 1 upvote and I'm not going to bother anymore.
I did try church. They threw me out lol. Why? I was asked a question, so I replied with a question of my own. Are you vaccinated. They said yes (Christians / saved) I said you shouldn't have done that. Next I'm in the principles office and bibles are opened I was kind of told, and then shown the door.
I just don't know anymore. This I will say. I think by the time this all done and dusted. No one, okay the elite of Gods chosen will know the truth. Everyone else will believes lies. Why? No one cares. Believe what you want. Anyway. That's life huh.
Church. That's a tricky one. If you have never been part of one before, proceed with caution.
Church people do not like being told what they are doing is not right or is something they should not have done. It burns like acid on their skin. Make sure you have the Biblical sauce to back everything up.
Keep in mind however, during the American Civil War, churches in the north and south used the Bible to support their moral positions in the war. Mark Noll wrote a book on exactly this.
Instead on telling them that they should not have gotten vaxxed, ask what was the emergency. Mortality rate was less than 2%. Why inject something untested into God's creation - your body.
Next, they will probably try throwing Roman's 12/13 at you about how God commands us to obey our government. Ask, if that's true, why did the Hebrew midwives, Daniel, and God himself not respect the earthly authorities (Moses/pharoah). Be prepared to watch them dance - twist and turn. In all these cases, the government was unjust, ours is also unjust. Our government, by its own founding, does not have the authority to mandate this. Pandemics were happening during the revolutionary war and were NOT accounted for in our founding. Why not? We are govern by the consent of the governed.
Remember above all, Jesus saves. The churches will be wrong on a lot of things, but cannot be wrong on this. If it is, that is a clear mandate from God to find a new church.
Yup that sums me up pretty well. From an aviation point of view, 9/11 made no sense and it was probably this that got me to start asking more questions and seeking real answers.
By the time the drops started to happen, and Trump ran for President, I couldn't rationally argue why the selected elites WW would attack him constantly. I realised then they were scared, and it just added more questions needing answers.
Then Covid! I recall talking to a friend that would visit the same time every week, I warned her that something evil was about to happen, and then covid came along. We don't speak anymore, the last message was how her husband, despite 3 x vax somehow got covid and was unwell, and she didn't understand, I didn't answer as according to her I was the crazy conspiracy theorist. Now 3 friends are dead, 5 more injured and numerous others with different problems.
I try to tell some to be careful, because once you've crossed that line, and question everything, the world will not be the same again! Because it's only when you view most of what goes on as intentional, evil, it then makes much more sense.
I get that the vaccine can be dangerous to some people, but my 90 year old Grandpa took it and he's still kicking. If it was an intentional killing machine, surely my Grandpa would be one of the victims no? I still don't recommend taking it, but just like I believe barely anyone died from COVID, I don't feel like a lot of people died from the vaccine either.
I hear and read this quite a lot anon, but there are many plausible reasons why some people have had no reactions or adverse effects from getting the jab.
Some will argue in the USA for instance, that looking at the stats state by state, it appears red states have been affected greater than blue, by adverse effects of the jab.
Medically there are also arguments to be had why some suffered why others didn't. This is connected to various things like how the vials were handled, remember the talk about keeping the vials stored correctly and at the correct low temperatures? This is because the LNP's (Liquid Nano Particles) are coated with a PEG (Polyethenolglycol) coating. This PEG coating was sourced from anywhere they could find it, and varied greatly in quality. Now if a batch of vials were coated with poor quality PEG, AND stored poorly or even handled poorly by say the nurse shaking the vial instead of slowly turning it, it can destroy the LNP's and in turn the Mrna, making the whole vial just a clump of goo.
Non of the shots were standardised either, so in one you might get 30 billion LNP's in another 100 billion as an example. Another, most of the Pfizer product wasn't manufactured in the USA, it was made in China and elsewhere.
So if you were fortunate enough to get a vial that had low quality PEG coating, stored or even handled poorly, or shook to hard by the nurse, the LNP's/Mrna could be rendered useless.
I hope this gives you just a little understanding of the argument that is often used. My Father for instance took 3 shots, with no ill effect (yet) and despite me begging him not too, then went and took a so called "booster" (which in effect was just renamed as such and was the same as the first 3) and following this 4th shot he woke up to a rash down his complete right hand side, his legs stopped working for 5 hours and was collapsed on the floor, oh and his lips swelled up!
I agree with all this and it’s been shown that there was no standard “recipe” for the jabs. There were many different batches of varying strengths bc the EUA didn’t require ingredient disclosure from the pharm manufacturers.
I have several friends who took it to no ill effect other than maybe some personality changes. Then I have other friends and family, most of them older, who have either passed away or are in poor health since taking it. One cousin died in a car wreck and his lungs were found riddled with clots, probably causing a stroke and making him wreck. Another is having surgery because of leg blood clotting, he’s gotten lots of boosters. Another has been very sick and shut in since the pandemic and had heart caths, etc. Another medical professional I know had her entire body essentially go into a lupus-like inflammatory response and now she’s had to quit working bc she’s so sick. I’ve heard so many stories over the last two years it’s heartbreaking and infuriating.
Side note: Paxlovid by Pfizer has made many additional people sick as well. Don’t anyone take it!
My niece got sick with "covid" right after the second shot. It wasn't even 24 hours and was very sick, in her 30s. I believe she was poisoned with the second shot. That was 2 years ago June and since, she has been fine. They said some of the vials may have lost their ability to poison if the warmed too much.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to before my awakening, but I'm also glad for it.
It can feel pretty lonely to see the world more clearly, and watch people get brainwashed, but I'm glad I have outlets like GA to help. Thank you all <3
I couldn't have described it any better and probably for the exact same reasons,,,Get a fishing boat now , or plan a fishing trip. I never watch TV except for real Americas voice, get outside . I live part time in Ohio but got a cherry 20 ft proline, in Florida,can zing anywhere. Planning a big island hopping fishing trip for next winter to the keys. Something to look forward to, nothing ever happens by itself, Don't let all this bullshit kill ya , just be aware of it all , we can still jam.
I started feeling like that a VERY Very long time ago....
I used to think that It was Just me, or that maybe I was wrong in some way, or maybe I was slightly insane, then the Whole World flipped into a Huge Mess, and now it just....
It's as if I'm not connected to Society in any real, defined, or meaningful way....
And it isn't Depression, it's just a feeling of not being connected to any part of Society.....
Once you become aware that the Matrix is real, then many things that are part of the Matrix cease to become enjoyable. People who cling to believing in the Matrix are sub-human and you can't have any faith or trust in them - so you have to keep away from them because they have the mind-virus.
i learned some 3d cad, first on my pc then on my phone. very fun to visualize stuff in 3d with.
Yeah, me. I can’t bear to watch movies with actors that I know are pedophiles. I never did watch sports. My taste in music was always eclectic. I can’t stand listening to Rinos & Democrats speak. I no longer look up to many people now. I find that I read a lot now.
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I have become a recluse.
I have felt this for a long time though I was never the biggest consumer of media, I don’t think. Never cared about sports.
Cut out cable and Fox “news” about 8 years ago. Never looked back. I spend a lot more time watching informational videos on YT and that’s way more fun to me. Especially learning about finances and assets and everything we weren’t taught in our endless years of education.
The hardest part is having young children and being exhausted. It’s the middle of the night and I’ve been up with the baby and now everyone’s asleep except me. Brother came out as gay and moved away, never hear from him except a few times a year. Parents in sadness and shock and don’t really care to help with the grandkids. It’s humbling and sad. But I have a wonderful husband and kids and I’m so thankful for so much.
The vax drove a wedge between me and my best friend. Saddest part was she was against all of it until her work mandated it. Now we hardly talk anymore. I just pray for some of these fractures to heal in time. For all of us.
Jesus is the divine healer!!
Add emotionally drained
💯 I was a huge Springsteen fan. Saw him probably 25 times. Never agreed with his politics but who really cared. Never again!
Ditto. I passed on seeing him during this current tour. It didn’t even enter my mind to try and obtain tickets. And I didn’t feel like I was missing anything when he played in my city.
It would’ve killed me if I hadn’t gone before
The sport of armwrestling is pretty based. It's full of people who enjoy a politically incorrect point of view.
What about that face slapping sport (don't know what it's called)? Or the UFC ( I think that's the more based one)? Are those better than stupid NBA or the rest.
Face slapping and the UFC starts to approach a little bit too mainstream haha. There's a chance the tranny police will come after them. In fact they already kinda have with the fights between women and "wo"-men.
Me too
Haven't watched network tv in years and couldn't be happier about it. Haven't paid attention to MSM in years (except to see what our true enemy is saying/doing), again, couldn't be happier. Twitter still has me banned, can't be happier about it. Quit Facebook a couple years ago, and again, couldn't be happier. Pulled my youngest child out of public school at the beginning of current school year at her request, and we both couldn't be happier about that, too. During all this, I've managed to cut the dead weight friend connections I used to carry, including kicking the ex wife to the curb, and have seen myself rise in response while all the others seem to be barely floating or are sinking in despair. Again, couldn't be happier, at least with my own situation.
As a result of all this, I have been able to quit taking anxiety and depression meds, as I have overcome those two debilitating mental disorders. My life is way less complicated that it used to be. My income has risen, my stress levels decreased. I've strengthened my bonds with my children to the point that when I broke the marriage off, they stayed with me, knowing this was the best possible place for them to be. And even they couldn't be happier about that, too. I've brought my kids up with me, while watching their friends suffer and struggle as they continue to live their lives by current societal structural rules.
I've heavily red pilled my children (even my 12 yr old daughter) and watched as they grew out of the same b.s. the Sheeple seem to hang on to. I'm now a more positive role model for my kids, showing them the way to life a truly happy life, and they've followed in my footsteps.
And we ALL couldn't be happier for it.
All it takes is a positive mindset and to remember to NOT get caught up in the day to day minutiae of the news cycles (including the independent news). Keep your eyes on the horizon, not on the overwhelming sea of info coming out hourly. Keep your Faith in God, The Universe, etc at the center of everything you do, and you will see that things aren't as bad as they could be, and most likely won't be as bad as anyone fears.
In the end, WE win because GOD wins.
Give the negativity to God, The Universe, or whatever positive entity you may believe in and trust that no matter how bad it may get, no matter how dark it may seem, dawn eventually comes just as surely as the seasons change.
All of the above is true for me. That didn’t make my life fractured. Knowing the truth only made it better.
Whenever I overhear co-workers talking about the latest movie or sportsball game, I just think…poor bastards.
Yep.
Same…an energy/consciousness shift incoming