..when I feel like I would rather be one of the newly awakened, rather than a tired old war-horse who's seen all this coming for years.
I'd love to have the old energy back, the zeal, the righteous anger.
These days I just want it to be over.
Is it just me? I'll keep going, because that's what we do, but the pep has gone out of me, I feel wrung out.
No. It's not just you! I've been there a while myself
Hell yeah, me too. Hard to keep giving crap sometimes. It’s gonna sound like pandering, and cliche but, if it werent for this place, I’d probably be a basket case.
It’s hard to keep giving when there are still so many retards out there.
Tru dat
It's not pandering it's true. It's impossible to get news from anywhere else almost. Even when stuff here is bullshit, and sometime it is, I know that there will be more nuggets of truth to run down here than I can get pretty much anywhere else. I am getting kind of hooked on Badlands media especially Devolution Power Hour and Defected. I don't always agree with one or all of them, but they don't always agree with each other either. And they have been wrong about things. Still that kind of open dialogue is the only way to get nearer to the truth. One thing I think is weird is that they are so open minded about almost everything but the idea that there may be doubles wearing masks. Is it me or is mask technology not really that outlandish? It's been around forever and is undoubtedly lightyears better than it once was.
Not outlandish at all. There is a great video in UTube where a retired CIA makeup artist shows how they use masks. Its not conspiracy myth. Its VERY REAL. The video is ‘dated’ (older). With the nano-smart material we have now … oh yeah. Fake joe is fake
Agreed about the masks Dolly!
You can always step back to clear yourself Anon. We all must do so. New or old, impatience is impatience. And some of us will pass before it’s over. So decide to live, rest, fight, or die Anon. One way or the other Where We Go One We Go All, together with God.
Fuckin A. See you all on the other side frens.
Welcome to the greatest movement in history. We will be free at the end of all of this.🥰
You've joined the side that's growing at least :)
It's hard to handle the people in your life who can't/won't wake up and smell the coffee, but it's the only thing that makes sense. If it didn't, there wouldn't be anything of worth in the world at all.
Glad you are awake Marine and Bless you for your Service! o7
May I ask what woke you up and how did you find GAW?
I'll second that.
Thank you for answering!
Wow...what a great story!! 😸 So glad you made your way here...no coinkidinks!
God brought you here for a reason! If you use the same name, i think i follow you on Twitter/X! Come over to Truth Social also!
Jesus. I cannot imagine. Welcome fren, I'm glad you're here.
It's not a sprint.
Ephesians 6:13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
Fix your eyes upon Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith. Dwell in the secret place of the Most High. Times of refreshing, even in the midst of the storm. God will set a table for you even in the presence of your enemies.
But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.
We need to weather somewhere around 14 months or so to make it to the endgame. But, after the cabal has fallen there won’t be a lot of time to rest, because there will be a new, energizing phase where we’re asked to participate in rebuilding our communities and our countries.
What we think about as the end is actually a new beginning.
I need the new beginning, I think that's what's draining me so much.
I feel that fren. If you need to unburden dump away.
I have to ask, what's stopping you from a new start now?
The economy and 95% of people we worked so hard to red pill not believing a fucking thing still.
I've got a BIL who can't wake up. He's not libtarded but is too stubborn/clueless to believe or even consider anything that isn't on Fox News. I don't even try to convince him of habbenings anymore. When he starts bloviating about the latest thing, I just sit quietly or leave the room. When everything goes down, he'll think he was on top of it the whole time. Bless his heart.
Start your new beginning now. It's the WAITING that's the killer of dreams.
I have been in a pattern of waiting for this release, that declas, some sign that NOW is the time.
So like many important decisions I've made this one too began with a "Fuck it" a "Why not" and lots of prayer. I'm doing it, The latest is, I'm 62, sold my home (Thank you Jesus) and moving south, my kid & grands are on board. It's a leap of faith, and faith is all we really have.
Live your life, stop waiting for decisions to be made that are not yours to make.
Wow....way to go ps! I'll pray your move is successful!🙏
Thank you! What a ride... Such an adventure at this stage of my life seems a bit crazy. Lol. Let's gooooo! ❤️😂
I hope the new beginning has worthy citizens left. The Leftist thinkers in our universities don’t deserve a reborn country if they won’t step up to the plate.
I wonder what it will be. I could retire from my company- would I go into public service? Something I was never interested in before.
I miss 2018 when the newbies would come by r/ GA very confused by what had made the front page. It was exciting to help people catch up.
Honestly, I'm so bored with all of it now. So much is happening but I'm cooked on caring about little wins and await the full reveal.
Most of us old timers are wrung out too. I'm sick of the show and ready for the credits and justice. I often wonder if that's what Q was insinuating with, the end won't be for everyone.
I figure I might die before the movie ends. I'm not happy with that, but have made my peace with it.
Wrung out. Very appropriate.
Be the autists we know you are. You were chosen for a specific reason.
..watch and be encouraged! I AM A SOLDIER!
Time for some R&R, fren. 🌴🌞
Use it.
The longer you've been awakened, the more in control you are, the more you can compact your thoughts into dense ammo, the more experienced you are to roll with the worse, the more your emotions are kept in check, the more you can walk the line of bravery, and the more upright strides you can take to distance yourself from the crowd.
I don’t feel in control …. I’m at a loss on finances besides stacking.
If your stacking, you’re not lost!
I believe most “financial assets” will go away. It’s just a total mess. Stacking is one of the few sane things to do in this mess. Well done, fren!
I could stack better- but at least we have something.
I just don’t feel the emotions anymore. Nothing gets my hyped or down. Just going through the motions of life.
That's it really, it feels like it would take an atom bomb to budge me a metre.
Same here.
I tell myself it’s not about my feelings, it’s about God’s will and timing. I trust His timing. But emotionally, I’m very very tired.
Yes. This.
This sums up my feelings 100%......
I’m tired, boss. Tired of being on the road, lonely as a sparrow in the rain. I’m tired of never having me a buddy to be with, to tell me where we’s going to, coming from, or why. Mostly, I’m tired of people being ugly to each other. I’m tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world, every day. There’s too much of it. It’s like pieces of glass in my head, all the time. (John Coffey, The Green Mile)
I feel you fren. Been there mult times, have to take a breather and pull back. Focus on personal/ family/ spiritual life. We are making progress and we are winning but it is VERY tiresome. That’s why you have all of us brother! When one frog steps back, the next one steps up to hold the line until you catch your breath. This enemy has been at it a looong time, it will take a long time to root them out. Patience and persistence. We step together, forward, and never backwards. WWG1WGA
Being aware since the last election that something’s going on behind the scenes, over the last year and a half, I’ve just been living life. I still listen to Dave and a few others, but don’t watch ANY news shows anymore. My wife and I took a two week vacation out west…it was great! I’ve been doing honey do stuff around the place…it’s lookin good lately.😀
But In all my years, I’ve never felt that everything was so out of whack as the last few years. Jesus is the way.
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I understand your sentiment, but I simply would not have it any other way.
I look upon Oct 2017 as a blessing.
First, since 2001, I've always felt something was off. Like someone was pulling strings behind the scenes. But I knew people would think I was crazy if I said anything, so I kept my mouth shut. The information we received not only confirmed that I was on the right path but also brought in the new connections I needed to understand more so I didn't go fucking crazy.
Second, it helped me prepare my wife for what's coming. She isn't ever surprised at things she comes across on socials/news now; she just asks me to explain a bit further. And she knows that if I'm pushing for or against something regarding our kids, there's a reason. I'm so lucky to have found her, and that she agreed to marry my sorry ass.
Finally, this whole thing has literally saved the life of my dad and I. It is clear that they were targeting certain demographics with that death shot and I'm just sure we would have been on the list. Due to the fact that we are actively tracking all sorts of information, we knew to stay the hell away from it.
I wouldn't change anything at all.
I've always loved studying history. I am absolutely gobsmacked to be right in the middle of it.
I have no idea where I would actually go (I'm in the UK).
What if you just go into your garden and plant bulbs that will come up in Spring as a sign of hope for the future. Plant some cold hardy winter crops as a sign of endurance. Take care of anything that needs repairing or winterizing as a sign of readiness, knowing that today is just a day in a season and each season needs to run its course. Consider too the widow or elderly neighbor that might need the pick-me-up a little help in their garden might bring them. God bless you & keep you this season & all those to come.
Those are some powerful words Fren, thanks.
You are most welcome! We all need a fresh wind at times. So happy to help!
Find a good series of books to dive into for a week or two.
That's basically what I'm doing, along with a couple of other things, but it's treading water at best.
...perseverance and dedication are needed now
Not defeated but just mentally exhausted! Sometimes I wish I was not awake and then other times I feel what a great time to be alive!
Ditto.
kek
FURLOUGH granted.
Come back when you're ready and refreshed.
We'll hold the line.
See you soon, Pede!
I'm exhausted, personally
I’d like to leave this planet now.
Some vindication would be nice. Just a simple "I was wrong" would suffice for me though.
I liken this to being in the dentist waiting room. You have a bad tooth that needs to be fixed. In the end you understand there will be much relief and the pain will be gone. There will be no more worry about this bad tooth, enjoy eating again. There will be hardship to endure and you are prepared. However, there you wait, seeing signs you'll be called soon and then the reception gets quiet again. Both eager anticipation and fear at the same time. This is what wears you out.
Righteous anger.......I'm angry alright, but I am not sure if it is righteous.
Yup. Definitely in good company. I used to be idealistic and honestly, I'm so exhausted, I want quick tribunals and death, then I need to retire and probably die myself if I can just know my grands have a fighting chance. This place sucks. This timeline sucks. Yup. I get ya.
Possibly take a break, reduce the input to a specific time of the day, count your blessings, etc.👍 All of this evil would still be going on and probably more advanced w/o Trump. At least "we" have hope!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlyYBtASteQ
You're not alone, pede. That's the veteran in you speaking. You have to create that zeal and will it into existence. Get that fire back. We still need you.
I feel the same way.
It does get tiring but lets compare our situation with the carnage in the Gaza Strip.
I'm doing just fine and I will gleefully hang on till I see the cabal hanging by necks.
Q appears right when anons are all collectively feeling this way. Watch.
Fear Not frens! NCSWIC! We are witnessing history!
https://www.soulshepherding.org/fear-not-365-days-a-year/#:~:text=%E2%80%9CFear%20not!%E2%80%9D%20is%20the,every%20day%20of%20the%20year!