I have been awake for 10 years now but it feels like my mental health from it is at it's worst right now. Like the title says I am having a hard time interacting with a lot of people in my day to day life especially being in a deep blue state (WA). Between the covid crap and knowing the truth about pedophilia I live in a completely different reality and world then the average person.
I don't wear my mask at big box stores most of the time. I do with my mom because she doesn't want to be harassed so I respect that. If it's just my Dad and I we go maskless together.
My aunt came to visit me with her new puppy the other day and was wearing two fucking masks. My aunt is a typical boomer normie. Since I wouldn't wear a mask she kept 6 feet away from me the entire time. She was telling me about this new movie with Tom Hanks in it and the entire time I was just thinking "Tom Hanks is a pedophile". Later she was talking about how she can't wait for my brother and I to get the vaccine, with all my will power I stopped myself from laughing.
Most women in my generation especially in the Seattle area are brain dead. A couple of months ago I was on a date with a woman who is a latina and she was saying how disappointed she was that so many latino's voted for Trump. I asked if she thought they were "racist" cause she claimed that she thinks Trump voters are racist. She says yes because they are white washed. I called the waiter over, paid my tab, told her I don't date racist pieces of shit like her and left.
Dating in general as a Trump voter in the Seattle area is hard. Every girl I have tried to date ends up being a NPC libtard. Then when they find out I am a Trump voter it's like they are disgusted with themselves for fucking a Trump voter. Yet we're the only ones they fuck anyways.
My coworkers are all brain dead too. I am in the beer industry which is really liberal for some reason. I work at a big brewery in the state so being outnumbered 20 to 1 I just don't talk about anything political and have to "act" normal. I listen to them talk shit about Trump all the time. I 100% believe that if I came out as a Trump voter they would find some BS reason to fire me.
I used to be a huge football fan. Haven't watched a game this year. If it weren't for the fact my coworkers talk about it I wouldn't even know that the Chiefs and Buccaneers were in the Super Bowl.
My friend group has shrunk to only the 3 friends that voted for Trump. Our high school friend group has been torn apart over the political scene. I also don't talk to half of my family anymore cause I can't deal with their woke bullshit.
I don't go on social media at all really anymore. I am tired of the media gaslighting and watching the sheep's stupid social media posts.
My tolerance for normies and NPC's is at a zero. I actually hate them more then the Cabal. Without their stupidity, narcissism and false sense of moral superiority the world wouldn't have to deal with the Cabal. I wish the Q team would just rip the band aid off. I don't care if normies and NPC's die from shock from the truth. They enabled this shit so fuck them. I understand everything is at stake here but god damn this burden is hard.
My drinking and pot smoking has gone up a lot with these fucking covid lockdowns and waiting for the plan to unfold. I have held the line for so long and am the most hardcore Trump supporter I know. Speaking of Covid lockdowns Jay Inslee let only the 3 largest counties in the state (all blue) open up. Purely political. He hates Red Eastern Washington and I doubt he'll let them open up anytime soon. I haven't gone to the gym or jiu jitsu/boxing in a year now and I miss it so much.
I am just fed up frens. Just fed up. I question my sanity often. Like I was talking to my brother on the phone and was asking him how the fuck do we see this for what it is and the normies/NPC's are complete sheep. How do we on this site see the truth and others can't? To me it seems to fucking obvious once you put some of the pieces together.
Thanks for reading this post. I needed to rant a bit sorry if I came off like a whiny bitch.
I'll continue to hold the line cause until we win I am not comfortable.
careful - too much info - someone at work who knows you might recognize you from that lot.....
you have to get used to your own company - take long walks - def. lay off the booze and the high THC weed - listen to some good music - meditate - and learn to switch into a kinda conscious state - you know that nice frame of mind when you watch a sunset - kind of like a wide eyed baby - you feed your consciousness and soul like that.... it's very liberating..... then you can detach from the thoughts and emotions and kinda float through life - it's a gymnasium to see how you can observe the negative states - none of it is really you.... it's all just a test....
happy to chat on the phone / skype if you like.... made lots of friends around the world online....
we should make a conference line and chew the fat with a few people.... why not......
work and family is tough - yes - but we can't live in PST warrior mode all the time :-)
Much like OP I was in a rut, but I have found giving up the vices to be what really helps move you forward, and trying to fill life with meaningful moments.
The advantage I have is that my wife is based, her family is quite redpilled, and I have a solid support network that I have been connecting together around me of conservative minded free thinkers.
Best advice I can give to anyone is to just let go of anything that isn't working, relationships, jobs, habits. Smile, as God is about to bless you in return. And be yourself! Tell your coworkers that trump is great, that you support him, that covid masks won't stop virus transmission (just go outside and breathe in the cold) and you will be shocked at the respect people show you. They will either engage in sensible dialogue OR they will leave you alone and never bring up trump around you. Normies are first and foremost terrified of conflict!
Also, I never wear masks at big box stores (I throw one on at certain quick takeout restaurants because I'm hungry and I don't want tampering) and nobody ever says anything. But I'm sure everyone here is in a similar boat with that.
I also get a nice rush from shopping I didn't get before ?
Exactly this.
It's difficult to relate to someone when you can't see their face. Plenty of experiments have proven it in neurological terms.
One of the goals behind the mask mandates is to further hinder our capacity to recognize one another as human beings.
Every single store in Maryland has mandatory mask signs. I’ve thought about rebelling, but they will arrest your ass here..
I have a baby on the way in a couple months and I can’t get locked up over this stupidity.. but I HATE the mask.
Very conflicting.
Whatever you do, don't allow anyone to give you that damn Covid vaccine. Or your loved ones.
Absolutely zero chance. My wife and I won’t even get flu vaccines. My family is about as red-pilled as they come.
My uncle has been saying Mike Obama since Hussein was in office, lol.
No Flu vaccines for my husband or me either. Not a chance.
My doctor and I had a "conversation" about it yesterday. He wants me to get on a list and schedule an appt to get one. I told him NO, not getting it. He asked why and I told him "I don't trust it". So NO, not happening. I'm sure he will try and pressure my husband into getting one. I will have a "say" in that. LOL I'm his driver now.
Same issue here in VA, all stores have the signs. But what I am doing is I wear a face shield instead of a mask. I know it looks ridiculous, but I'm not wearing a mask! And I try to smile as much as I can, being happy to not wear a mask.
You know, I may get aboard that train.
I have been thinking about that A LOT. Might start posting signs for Patriot meet ups, where we can organize our ideas and start implementing change in our local area.
Gotta start somewhere..
Wear it on your chin. Baby steps.
"I am medically exempt"
On a bright note, NPCs don't come here so no danger of being recognized. They'd be too traumatized. Just shills and angry unemployed dweebs who live to troll.
To OP: it's not forever. This WILL pass. I know...5 years and the liberals got worse every single month. Wish I knew some Q folks in eastern WA you could talk with!
Anyone here know any? Yeah, and discord (we'd get kicked off) or a chat group on Telegram or SOMETHING would be fun for folks cut off from sane people.
I have a small discord group, it's better than nothing. We really aren't big enough to be a target.
This is a great comment
This is a great observation
Fantastic advice. I'm not sure it's something one ever really masters but that's part of the fun. You're always going to get to know yourself a little better every time you choose to try.
Hey - I'm down, sign me up for a chat :D I want to help. I've been in that situation, actually just coming out of it...there is no need to be a recluse. We can be human, too. Interacting with family and friends is important, having a community. But we also need to focus on positive energy. By emitting it ourselves, we help our family and friends so much. Our lights will shine, and we treat them with love and compassion. We don't have to go around being missionaries. We all are on the same path, just at different stages.
I hear you! Gets me down too. I have nine children and can only talk to my oldest daughter about ‘some’ stuff. Hubby tolerates a little but I think it’s just to pacify me. Don’t talk much to anyone anymore cause they just don’t get it. Thankfully, I am a Christian so spending time in prayer and reading the Bible or even just listening to some King and Country helps. God speed to you, brother. Hailing from another deep blue state, Michigan
I spent some time with Black Conservative Patriot a couple of days ago and (he doesn't follow Q) even his family has turned on him. He's actually been told by them that he doesn't understand racism because he lives in a mostly white region. ?!?!?!
It's pretty much happening to everyone that is a Trump supporter. Liberals cut you off. Sons, daughters, parents, cousins, friends, coworkers..... Not that we necessarily want to chat politics with them, but the shunning seems to be typically coming from liberals. They cannot handle knowing Trump supporters.
Why not throw that back in their faces?
If a mostly white region has no problem with blacks, then what's the issue? That disproves it being a white vs black issue.
Yup. It's a testimony to how screwed up in the head liberals are that they couldn't see how nonsensical that was. The very fact that white liberals call black conservatives "white supremacists" says it all.
Agreed.
With regards to the quote referenced from the OP, I honestly had to read that sentence a couple of times to make sure I read it right the first time.
Fuck, people are so retarded these days.
Honestly fuck em ... fuck them up their stupid asses. I am done myself ... my mom said I was in a “dangerous cult”, and I cannot converse with anyone who doesn’t think the election was stolen. But even if two people agree on that, what fun is it talking about the election ?
Can’t watch anything in TV or Netflix. It’s actually good, stop reading this board for four days, you’ll be right as rain. You’ll remember none of this matters ... the plan better come off
I can't find it right now, but I read a couple of weeks ago that the word 'cult' is used to mean 'political opinions that I don't agree with". I think the idea to paint Q as a cult is born out of the fear of the People's Temple (and the irony of how many politicians in power were involved with them - throw THAT one back.)
Trying to find the above info, I read this:
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cult
Makes you think about the push to label.
It does ... very interesting.
I saw him on another show and I think he does follow Q. He won't admit it on YT.
I think he used to as well, but he's certain we're stuck with 4 years of Biden so I think he stopped.
I love King and Country! Also, Steven Crowder talked a little about possibly in future running for office in MI, I thought, oh, maybe we'll move there if that happened. ;) Jesus is the answer to everything, we Christians continually reminding each other of that is so necessary right now!
Love For King & Country. Our family saw them live in 2019. Then attended “Let Us Worship” live.
I pray for patience... but everyday come here and read the wins of the day.
I feel for the OP, if it wasn’t for faith and immediate family who all love Jesus, country, and our POTUS who is fighting to MAGA, I would be so frustrated with coworkers and liberal extended family that watch MSM.
Yesterday Crowder said anyone "Trusting the Plan" is a retard and was duped. I turned it off. It's getting so I can't hardly listen to anyone in new media either.
Your first sentence answers your last paragraph. You've been exposed to the "conspiracy theory" realm for a decade and the NPCs (including the ppl we love most) have little to no exposure.
I look at it kind of like any other science, you have to be engaged and want to learn what is happening and why in order to be satisfied. Sadly most people around us are happy to be ignorant.
I work at a way liberal college so I, perhaps more than most know how you feel... Alienated
We're all here for each other. Thank you for being you and realize that we are all going through a lot mentally in the past few months. Just try to see the light at the end of the tunnel and prepare yourself to help others when the time comes.
Imagine how alienated someone like galileo felt
Kek. I was actually going to say if OP felt alienated in the beer industry he should try academia. I actually wonder how many folks who work at universities are just trying to pass as woke so they don't get fired.
Right in the feels here. Work for an institution and can barely stand it. Even my area which is typically more conservative is filled with Marxist masters degree level idiots. Don’t talk to anyone about politics and don’t wear a mask at all. I’m very certain I will be fired within a year because of my refusal to go along with it all.
Unfortunately, the people who talk loudly tend to be the champagne liberals with Marxist masters degrees. Sometimes, when a champagne liberal is virtue signaling to me, they seem almost scared. I wonder then, are they doing it for my sake? Do they think I'll judge them if they don't signal loudly enough?
Who knows. They definitely try to outdo each other on who can be the most liberal
It is absolutely disgraceful. There are a few of us in the repairs dept that are based, but almost everyone else is what they all proudly refer to as "granola liberals". Which is funny because most are so overweight they can barely walk... The majority of admins and professors are all completely open about their support for 'democratic socialism' and most of their office doors have some form of BLM/Antifa/AOC type propaganda. I proudly display the USA everyday. So I get 'nasty' looks and shit on all of the time by these Tesla-driving bitches. Sadly it makes me more proud to be an American patriot covertly working against these amateur commies.
Yeah I hear you on this one. Most professors started being open a few years ago with the BLM stuff. Very openly critical race theory. I have a difficult time abiding by the standard process in general
I am one of those in a very blue state working at an extremely blue university. It is painful on a daily basis.
Sending you support my fren. I think there are more right wing folks than you'd think working for universities. It's a good place to get red-pilled. The hypocrisy is so blatant. It's just that no one can come out of the closet so everyone is trying to pass as a leftist.
I learned that I'm a victim of violence because someone touched my hair at work once. Academia is beyond gone.
Thank God you survived and are still standing with us today.
This was me the entire time I worked at a university. My idiot coworkers would blather on about how much they hate trump and I’d just “uh huh” and blank stare them to death.
Yeah, the stare down is my new favorite technique. I'm normally a smile and nod person and people really get alarmed when you take away the social support and confirmation.
Assuming he wasn't a Freemasonic revolutionary...because if he was...who gives a fuck what him and his sodomite secret decoder ring club were feeling.
love&light my friend and fellow patriot. I must admit, I sometimes feel the way you do, however I'm much older and married. Pack up and come to Texas or maybe Florida. There are lots of single redpilled women out there, and most of us are smart AND gorgeous! There's a whole world outside of the pothole you live in. I've got connections in the brewing industry in the Dallas area. Come on! You'll love Texas!
You are no longer getting satisfaction from the things in this life, pot-smoking, drinking, and other things(that's why it's increasing).. discernment of the truth is separating you from friends, family, work, and it's frustrating... Does it seem like you no longer even relate to the reality pushed on you everyday by mainstream media/ circumstances of life, and maybe like a Sojourner in a foreign land?? It has nothing to do with your sanity, but God separating you to/for the Great Awakening... it's about trusting God (not man or govt).. this whole movement has always been about God, so don't fight it, but go with it and be at peace.... trusting God does not mean do nothing, it does not mean you will be sinless, you probably won't walk on water, but you'll find peace and rest in knowing HE ALONE has the perfect plan... take it for what it's worth many others are going through it too...
I don't relate to the majority of people I talk to. I only relate to my 3 best friends, my brother, my parents and their neighbors who are redpilled.
I need to turn to God. I am struggling to start though. I need to go sober for awhile and get myself back together. I believe God chose us for a reason.
Your confession of needing to turn to God is the best start you could ever want & music to His ears. The biggest fallacy told today is you need to be perfect or cleaned up before turning to God. However, It is exactly the opposite of what is true, because God will accept you just the way you are now and work through the problems as you grow in your relationship with him.. anything you try to do in your own strength may last a little while, but in the end, the cycle will continue.... trust me , I was no stranger to many addictions, and none of them went away overnight.. but God loved me though all of them and helped me get past them... leave the legalism and religion in the garbage can and talk to him like he's your best friend (because he is) in your everyday language (that's the speech he listens to).. my greatest breakthroughs with God came when I was at my lowest points in life... I will be praying for you, PEACE
Beautiful and truthful words Podingo7. May we all be redpilled with our Savior Jesus Christ.
We're in this world but not of it. Base desires, while I personally think are okay to dabble in since we're here, are not the way.
Look at an inverted Pentagram. Upside down star, right? You can fit the head of Baphomet in that shape. He's horny. Yeah, that kind of horny. He literally has horns up in the air. This shows you that his priority is base desires.
The pentagram is inverted, so if it's a regular one, it's not inverted, just a regular star. This star doesn't fit a goat head. It fits a human body. Two legs on the ground, forming a strong base. Head up at the top, holding spirituality high, base (as in base desires) on the ground.
That doesn't mean the spiritual man or woman doesn't have base desires, it means they're not the priority. Spirituality (which doesn't mean praying or church necessarily, it means figuring out who you are and what your connection to this world or others are) is the priority.
When you flip the star over and get the goat head pentagram, what you need to remember is that you're still looking at THE SAME THING. The two legs forming a stable base get thrust into the air as horns, and the direction of the spiritual journey goes from up to down, because it gets thrust down into the ground because it's less important now.
The difference between a spiritual journey and a demonic life is simply priority.
It's why all the monks and religious wise men are so anti sex. Sex is a base desire.
I think they take it too far though. Just remember we're in this world but not OF it.
You can play around while you're here but that's not why you're here. We have a higher calling. I wish it were easier to know what that is...
Wow. Great post. Thank you for this.
The bad guys know all of this stuff.
It's occulted information. (as in "the occult")
It's basically... psychology? The enemy knows how you think and how to manipulate you, using ancient hidden knowledge that's today only a google search away but long ago would only be known by a secret society or an old master on the top of a mountain.
The best way they keep it from you today is by tricking you into thinking that "occult" means EVIL. Good people wouldn't lower themselves to study evil things, right?
Study Hermetics. Study Masonry. Study Rosicrucianism. Study Alchemy. Study Tarot (it's not for fortune telling).
Fastest way I know (which will still take you a long long time) is Mark Passio's What on Earth is Happening podcast. Start from the beginning, read all the books and links he gives you.
Most people here have their heart in the right place, but they don't know why they're here or why the bad guys are bad, etc...
In The Matrix Reloaded, they go see the Merovingian and point guns at him and he just laughs and says they don't know "WHY" so they have no power.
That's the big problem with truther movements in general. They tend to brush off these things because they don't understand them.
Anyone bringing up gematria on Voat would get sent packing immediately. I think some of that is total nonsense, but.. not all. Masons for example don't communicate via text. It's all symbols and numbers and they do in fact believe numbers have magical qualities.
Do they? I don't know. Sounds like bullshit to me personally, but... that's not really important because THEY believe it. You don't have to believe or agree with this stuff, you just need to know that your enemy does.
If I could updoot this thrice I would.
Hermetics was the most worthwile hole I've ever dug. Sometimes it is all just words words words on the page, but when it clicks.....it stays clicked forever.
Happy digging anons., You already know more about it than you think.
I like the way you think u/KarateBob, lots of occulted informations are hidden for a reason and the elite class doesn't want us accessing to it. Because knowledge is power. Let me suggest the lectures of Manly P. Hall for everyone interested, a great instruction manual for humans of all ages. Also, hang in there u/pnwhomebrewer you are not alone! ^_^
As a lifetime athiest who maybe found God recently... Well, I read your post and think it may have just made some impact and answered some questions.
Remember to ask yourself what you're getting out of the booze, what you're getting out of any vice really. A drink is relaxing but five ruins my next day. I'd just keep having more because that's what I do, I was just following a script. The script sucks though, anything that's that habitual is basically a daemon that doesn't even involve your sense of self anymore.
This feeling you have is God calling you. He has extended to you an offer of His grace. Answer that call, through His Son, Jesus Christ and He will lead you to where He wants you to be. He will show you that He is leading you, little things that are unmistakable signs, and your faith in Him will grow to cover your whole life. Once you feel like your feet are firmly planted in His will, don't argue politics with your family or friends, you can plant seeds in their lives and let Him bring them to the light and out of the sinful life they are mired in.
The life of sex, dope and booze is unrewarding for a reason. satan wants you to devote your life to chasing the next big thrill, the next fleeting pleasure. Once you plant your life on the rock of salvation, nothing in this world will ever replace that.
We will pray for you.
What u/Podingo7 said is spot on. You don't need to cleanse yourself before you turn to God. He does it for you. I am still struggling but the burden is different. I am at peace knowing that God is fixing me, sometimes a lot, sometimes a little, but He is always working. The time is now, the day is today.
Thanks for your thoughts, I find them very relatable.
No doubt, bitch hips is a Castro.
I can relate I live in Vermont. Everyone here is a brainwashed Assclown. I think I am the only person in the state that refuses to wear a chin diaper at this point. Saw a guy in a car, by himself the other day with two masks and a plastic face shield on. Always remember the bigger the lie the easier it is to make the masses go along with it. Stay strong and keep in mind there are still more of us than there are of them. We just need to get our shit together and stand together as ONE against all these liberal nut jobs.
I live in a Red state Arkansas and I'm the only one anywhere that does wear one
Why do you?
There is two of us.
Go to church man, seriously. If there’s one place like-minded conservatives congregate it’s at a Christian church. If you don’t believe in Jesus or religion now, ask yourself why the “woke” are so anti-religion and anti-Jesus. Why are strip clubs open but churches forced to shut down? They want to alienate you from society, don’t let them win.
Edit to add: As far as dating goes, conservative Christian girls are way prettier than those woke hairy-armpits girls
You’re not alone my guy. My alcohol problem got it’s worst after Nov 3. I realized I was drinking way too much and it was destroying my life, marriage, and family. I haven’t had a drink in 3.5 weeks, it may not seem like much but it’s a huge deal for me. Just recently figured out how much the world sucks and this site has helped me make sense of some of it. I can’t talk about any of this to my wife she thinks I’m crazy for even thinking corona is a hoax. But anyways, keep on keeping on brother. You’re not alone
Keep it up man. 7-29-2013 here. PM me anytime.
If I can do it, ANYONE CAN DO IT
I guess 7-28-2013 was rock bottom for you?
Well, well done my fren!
And you too, u/CovfefeInChief!
Thank y’all!
Every time you drink alcohol you are giving your liver whiplash.
https://www.youtube.com/c/DrEricBergDC/search?query=liver
<3
Huh, welcome to my life in many ways.
I'm NOT a psychologist so take this for what it is, just advice from someone in a similar situation . . .
Firstly, IT kind of sounds like you still need external validation. You still need the approval of everyone around you for your attitudes and knowledge and beliefs.
Second, Its hard to be a loner/ People are social animals mostly. You have to decide if you can still fit into this "Matrix" that you are in OR you can understand that how you are is perfectly fine. In fact you are AWAKE. You exercise critical thinking. You are independent and as such you will be alone a lot.
In a manner of speaking you have to cut off all these people. You have to let go of your need for them. You have to understand that as the situation stands now you are not the same -- it's you versus them. You're not compatible. You CAN interact with them, work with them, and patronize them with kindness and courtesy BUT just know that you know more than them. It sounds arrogant but the society as it's constructed is constructed for zombies. OR you can just forget everything and try to be a zombie again. But you cant un-ring a bell.
One thing that I find helps me is that all of my interactions with my co-workers, who are all leftards, is that I understand that we're not friends. We're just associates. I wouldn't even attempt to "wake them" and I try to avoid political discussions at all costs. In fact, when someone brings up politics i literally say, "I'm out."
All of this is hard. You watch TV and you know the truth -- tell-a-vision is a brainwashing device. The Fake Stream mediots are liars and propagandists. You know the truth but people don't want to listen. For the sake of your sanity you have to let this old "life" go in the sense that it is not real and deal with it completely on your terms whether others like it or not.
Bottom line for me-- I don't give a shit what anyone else thinks or says about me. And IF they're not awake to reality I sure as Hell don't give a shit what they think or have to say. I'm my own man and know one tells me anything unless I verify myself.
Understand?
Great post! TY
Yeah, it's real hard to swallow what people you generally like -- co-workers & friends -- say when they try to formulate arguments that have no veracity, are NOT backed by facts (regurgiated propaganda). Then when you make a counter argument with facts and research they basically just blow you off.
There's a willful denial of the truth and the there's also laziness. I've found it to be a combination of both in most cases. People have such short attention spans they don't want to focus on "research" or reading or investigating.
More excellent points.
Fortunately for me most of my family is pro-Trump. I have a couple members that are hardcore leftards. We coddle them and avoid talking politics. Hope they come around eventually once this is all finally exposed.
But friends and co-workers all leftards or refuse to wake up in one way or another.
Same as me, but I can also choose when to be emotionally detached. Done it so long that I can basically "turn off" my emotions in order to prevent myself from getting angry or depressed.
Meditation also helped with it. As in learning to relax and ease the mind.
Read/listen some instructions, play soothing sounds or music, sit or lie down comfortably and empty mind from thoughts and worries, focus on yourself - mind and body. After you practise it for while, can do it eg. in the bus/train or anywhere when you're just waiting.
I like your attitude about it but I think it's better more wake up so then there I care.
Are you me?
Oh man. The Tom Hanks thing. Yes. I love my normie boomer parents but wow. I had the same conversation with them about his new movie and the same private reaction.
All normies watch too much TV too. One of their favorite topics seems to be "have you seen this/that show?"
It's all retarded, but if it has a laughtrack I cannot figure out why ANYONE would watch it.
Normies even rave about commercials. It's WEIRD.
Too much free time. TV is not a fucking hobby.
Yeah, kinda sad. No curiosity. Lots of them have no real interests or hobbies.
How to get really old really fast.
Well, that describes me pretty well... And the Chinese Flu & restrictions do not help...
CC: u/Patriot_Grazer
Lol. Get out and about. TV numbs the mind.
Invention of TV began the greatest mind fuck in history. Kid TV is scary in the programming going on.
It's RIDICULOUS. My in-laws rave about commercials and repeat them in conversation like they are hilarious plays they attended.
I just told mine he is a pedo, same with Spielberg.
Now they don't bring him up :)
I am a fellow Pede here in Seattle. I agree with you on everything, especially the dating, there is no social relief once you are awake to the Matrix we are in. I have lost many friends and family members over the last couple years due to my spiritual growing and failed attempts to try and wake any one around me up to the veil we live under.
Websites like this helped a lot. So does dirt biking and enjoying the beautiful nature up here in the PNW.
Get a dirt bike and come rip! Definitely gets the mind off things
I hear that Patriot. It's okay bro. We've all felt this way... we all have libtard friends/co-workers... there's no way to escape. Just remember, they feel empowered by the Fake News. Which is why they seem to be the loudest. People like us stay quiet. Making it feel like we are the minority. But this is simply because we are unable to speak up/speak out without fear of being reprimanded socially and potentially economically.
The key is to hold onto your knowledge, but don't let it control you. Don't feel the need to argue normies unless it's a prime opportunity to red pill and they are open minded enough to consider that their views of the World may be inaccurate.
If you're face to face with a die-hard MSM junkie, it's always a losing battle. They've got TDS and cogitative dissonance beyond repair.
Hold the line. Do your homework. Save the red pills for when they count.
In the meantime, Biden will do most of the work for us...
Thank you for putting into words what I could not. You are not alone fren. WWG1WGA!
Fren, If I knew the answer I could be charging for this, but I too have been depressed. I find joy in giving thanks for the simple things. I take comfort in knowing God is in control. All of what you say is true; so, step away from what you can. Keep saying hi to us. We are all in this together. Neo Frens :)
You are not alone. Know that. We have your back and we know the struggle is real. It will be like this for a while and all you have to do is continue to believe that the truth is coming. What is done in the dark will eventually come to the light. That’s a truth I have held dear for a long time. If you are a brewmaster, open your own brewery. You don’t have to live in silence. I have been awake for a long time too. Makes you feel a little dead inside sometimes because you know better. MSM will continue their it’s all a sham rhetoric until they face jail time. Chin up and march on soldier. Hold that line and eventually it will all come down the proverbial shit pipe. Don’t give up on your family. Show them the evidence. Show them how twisted these sick bastards are. They will wake up. Godspeed.
Pot and drinking will drag you down. Be active find a project. It's hard because what I found out...we are the silent Majority! We really keep to yourself and mind our own business. I slipped up at work and mentioned how obvious the riots where set up and guess what the three people there agreed. We all smiled and talked. We realized hey we thought we were alone but we all Love TRUMP!
My $0.02...leave Seattle.
I’m in college, and I can’t stand my fellow students. They spam orange man bad and the shittiest memes instead of ever thinking for themselves. Being surrounded by professors and college students who are all so divorced from reality grates unbelievably. I definitely get where you’re coming from with NPCs. What has helped me a lot was reading some Ancient Greek philosophy (back before philosophy was utterly corrupt.) It’s really helped me get another perspective on life. Two readings that I would suggest to start would be Plato’s Apology or Meditations by Marcus Aurelius.
Hey homebrewer, no need to apologize for a much needed rant. There are some out there who are actually in a worse position than you, so please have a thought for them. Glad you and your Dad are on the same page. There are many around the world waiting to see what happens in the US and believe me, we want to see the DS taken down with arrests and prosecution for crimes against children especially. You have held the line for 10 years, so don’t give up now. There are probably 100 million patriots ready to pick up those that fall, because you know where we go one..we go all. ????
Your post meant a lot to me... finally someone that I can relate to. I know what the burden is like. I broke into tears in front of my family last week. I couldn’t hold back. I started saying how pretty much EVERYTHING is bullshit. From the debt notes in my wallet to the news on TV to the food we eat. I got a “great” job offer in the finance industry... but the more successful I am in that job, the more fucked society (and therefore myself) becomes. My family thought I was insane and need to see a therapist. It’s such a heavy burden knowing the truth when all around are living in a fantasy world.
So many good responses here so I’ll keep it short. Me and my brother have been having this exact conversation lots recently. Difficult when you know the truth but everyone else wants to be entertained by their tv and seems pacified. Hang in there. Focus on your future and what your life looks like in a way that you can be yourself without having to hold in your thoughts Lay off the alcohol and weed for a time to get a different perspective.
Thanks for writing it. I feel alone too. I have family in Seattle, and I'm in a liberal part of LA, and there seems no limit on the stupidity. It's hard to talk with folks since the narratives are so different, it's almost like a different world. Praying and fasting are very helpful to me, but it's a challenge to embark on that path if it's new. Exercise is useful for mental health, too. Feminism has ruined a lot of women, teaching them they can have everything without sacrifice ... us guys know it's fake, but many girls don't even know. That part totally sucks, even without the shadow world war trying to destroy our souls. Good women are out there, but my feeling is that the season for tinder is over, and maybe church is a better place to find someone. Not that it's a good season for church either, as they're all closed in my neck of the asphalt forest. You're not crazy. You're not alone. Hang in there. More will be waking up around you.
Hollywood checking in— it’s a mad house. My GF and I losing our minds here. We get verbally harassed just walking our dog outside our home for not wearing masks— constantly. BLM signs everywhere in peoples windows etc I always knew it was liberal here, but I never knew the level of idiocracy was so extreme until this stupid plandemic. People mainly kept to themselves politically before, you could ghost between it all easily for us, now it’s unavoidable.
Just wanted to add we’ve been going to Grace Chavalry in Chino Hills for a few weeks - WOW. Can’t believe we weren’t doing this all year!! FREEDOM. The pastor is Amazing, huge Trump supporter, indoor service with NO masks, and they even have a Recall Newson section in the foyer KEK we even brought our masks first time not sure what it was going to be like, and we walked in and saw no masks and just looked at each other and almost cried HAHAHA finally found a home here that is bold and brave in the face of tyranny. Check it out! It’s about a 45 min drive for us, but we’ve enjoyed doing it every Sunday to get out of our area, and we found a park with a small outdoor gym too that we stop on our way back for some exercise. Win win.
https://calvarycch.org/
Much love
I'm on the Westside ... sounds about the same. Stupidity enabled and empowered. But there's enough peoplejust barely holding the line without masks here that nobody's scolding me yet. I've gone to Grace Community Church in Sun Valley. It's beautiful just to be with lots of people with smiling maskless faces who have all chosen faith over fear. My first time at a mega-church, but I give them props for never caving in or closing. But I think I'll head to Chino this Sunday on your tip.
This sounds like Chicago— BLM signs everywhere and getting harassed on the street by lunatics if you don’t wear a mask. So glad I finally left.
People would walk out into traffic in the street to avoid us because we didn’t have masks on, it was hilarious.
Move to Texas. Set yourself up there to bring mom and dad down asap. The house is en fuego. Get out.
How do I do this If I live in Canada?
Also live in Canada, hello fren. What part?
Alberta! How about you?
YYC here. Crazy how far down the drain Canada has gone recently...
Try Kamloops? It’s like Texas, a whole lot of nothing. I kid. Maybe Banff? Calgary? Do they still do the stampede? I liked the chuck wagon races! I hear Winnipeg’s nearly deserted, can’t imagine why....
Just kidding maple pede. Good luck up there. Great Britain, eh? Makes me want to rethink Rene Levesque. Kebekwah! eh? Rush really is the best band ever. Bye Neil.
I have felt like that when I woke up. I went down that deeper layer of rabbit hole and it did feel like few know .. but lots know. Nearly all my friends are awake now AND I have people say you were talking about this but I didn't understand at the time. The far gone ones I only plant seeds of questions (doubt) and let them think about it. It does help I'm in Los Angeles and we see shit. I imagine smaller towns or in middle states not as much activity.
I'm in WA too, my family's been here since they homesteaded before statehood (4 different sets of ancestors). It's a beautiful place and I'd hate to leave but my husband and mom and I have been waiting in prayer to know if we need to move away. For some hope, I cling to Christ. I also don't mask (physically can not because of a disease that causes severe diaphragm weakness). It isn't easy. We're far South from you towards Mt Rainier and things are a little better because it's sort of rural but I personally love to spend time in Lewis County and even further out because that's often even better. Then again, I shouldn't be encouraging you this way because the city normies invading on us every weekend are the reason we started to want to leave! Anyhow, things are hard and I'll add you to my prayer list. Get out into the woods and no one will judge you. The other thing I've had to realize as my circles have gotten smaller and smaller as well in a similar way is that personal real interaction with a few people I love is so much better than hiding in plain sight among the enemy. For now, maybe read about enemy infiltration skills and figure out how to draw them one by one to the right side. ?♀️
This^^
Similar with me. I don't have much family left (almost all have died from cancer, the REAL pandemic) My grandmother passed away about 2 years ago and while we were in the room with her, my Uncle started bashing Trump. I didn't want to get in a fight , not sure how much my Grandmother could hear and didn't want that to be the last thing she heard when passing. So after I asked him politely to change the conversation because I am a Trump supporter. He then turned on me. He is no longer my favorite Uncle and I no longer speak to him. My dad has the beginnings of dementia and I have to keep explaining to him that COVID isn't real and he doesn't need to be terrified, I am very glad to say though that my son is red-pilled. He's 22 yrs old. ALL of my co-workers are brain dead. I have NO woke friends so I have NO friends except the people here. My dogs are my faithful companions. And yes, sometimes I feel like I'm going to lose my mind, especially since I know the Great Reset/NWO is in full steam and breathing down our necks while people walk around being zombies.
I feel the same way a lot of the time. I am fortunate in a way because I grew up in a rural Christian family who always said that I would be persecuted for not going along with the crowd, I never knew how right they were. We didn't have cable TV when I was younger, partly because we could not afford it, but also because my church was based (evangelical fundamentalist) and discouraged the corrupting influence of entertainment culture. I moved away, and my parents watch the news but still live rural, so they've got retarded ideas in their heads, but also talk to me regularly and kind of think everything government related is stupid.
I have always been a disagreeable, critically thinking loner, not in a creepy socially retarded way, but in a way that I can't hide my dislike of people that don't care about truth and morality, so I don't make many friends. So the four or so friends I do have are based and redpilled, and are struggling through this like me. My wife is a smart woman and is based. We grew and changed together from our early twenties, and I can always talk to her about what is happening.
My friends and I have been having get togethers straight through all this lock down nonsense, and have had many phone calls. Myself and one of my friends are a decade deep into reading and learning about the truth of our false reality, and are the most informed. My other three friends are struggling more with reconciling their world view with what is happening, because their bubbles have been penetrated. I have heard them all talk about drug overdoses and suicide over the past year among young men they know, and it is just tragic. All of our mental health has deteriorated, and we all feel like we're living in a Black Mirror episode.
Boy do I get this.
I totally understand how you feel. Been feeling about a lot like that lately! Just remember you have family and friends that need you around. Suicide is a luxury.
Stay strong fren. Much of the last twelve months have been challenging for a lot of people. I mentally struggled and even seeked help at the beginning of last year. Training wheels off I went from strong and struggled again and now on the verge of getting better momentum on being stronger. You’re not alone.
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