Absolutely.

Something shifted/phased

Can't say more than that though.

i have found god. Q and myself all in one bundle.

I don't feel my old self has died, but I understand what you mean. I am very fortunate that my husband has been on this journey with me and sees what is going on. We are both very aware and it's mind numbing being around normies who only talk about the virus and vaccine. It's scary, really.

I feel like this is my purpose in life. To be there for the normies I love when the shit really hits. I've always been employed and make decent money, but I've never felt a calling for anything until Q started posting. This is it. I've been following from the beginning and know God has sent me to be here, now.

Put on your armor fren, we are the front line. And it's going to be glorious. NCSWIC WWG1WGA

o7 ????

I've only been awake for a year now and I'm 50 (I know... pretty fucking sad)... I look at how libtard DemonRats think and act and I keep expecting their skin to fall off and expose a lizard-like alien creature like the old TV series V

The more I know, the more I realize I don’t know.

"Sometimes I have wondered if I am insane from all of this". So much this. I have questioned everything, including my sanity several times during this very strange journey. I have been super happy and excited, and then I've also been very depressed at times. I understand your feelings complett. I am convinced this is what was intended, because so many people feel the same. This is expansion of consciousness. We are in the world but not of the world, as Jesus said. Makes a lot of sense now. Ignorance really is bliss. But knowing truths is amazing, although a burden. I've felt like the guy on the matrix who just wants to go back to eating the steak and not knowing shit about dick. But here we are. It really is death of the old self, all the emotions we have gone through. I haven't even been able to listen to music. It's just the weirdest thing. Anyway stay strong and you're doing great, fren. We are all with ya.

how did you read my mind before i could even make sense of how all of this feels? lol. same, fren. same. it actually does make me feel better sometimes knowing there are others here.

I was rudely awakened after the steal, then discovered Q not long after.

I quit FB (not that I used it much before), Instagram (I liked that one), Twitter (had a personal account and an old work account but never really got into it), and Netflix. I would have quit Amazon but it renewed just after my quitting-everything spree, so I am going to keep it for another year and in the meantime I am planning to return anything I am not totally satisfied with, as opposed to just keeping it like I used to. I am finding YT the hardest to totally disengage from.

I have worked in the tech industry for most of my career, but I would quit my job if they said that I had to get the vaccine.

I was never a Hollywood-idol worshipper, but now I cannot watch some movies if certain actors (who I might have actually liked before) are in it, knowing what POSs they are in real life.

I feel like my eyes have been opened. It isn't necessarily a good thing or bad thing, just another step in my development, but I have to admit that I do feel like some type of innocence was lost - oh well.

I know not everything happens according to my own personal timeline, and I can't help but recall that scene from 'Ten Commandments' when Charlton Heston as Moses is in the mud pit and holds a dying old man who says that he had asked his god that he would be able to gaze upon the face of the savior before he died.

It is really humbling to hear the stories from people who have been awake for so long and known about Q since the beginning, I think I would be going nuts if I was in their position. Like others have said though, we are so used to instant gratification nowadays.

Thanks for posting this question, @pnwhomebrewer, to let us vent and share our stories ?

For all who have commented and the poster, welcome to enlightenment! It's a lonely place if your the only one, but all of us together will make it bearable until those that we know and love who are still sleeping awaken! Then we will be able to help them understand. We absolutely have been chosen for this time. The angels of mercy will guide you...have faith!

Blessings frens...

Yes! Just made a thread about being unable to sleep, through a very good post I was able to reflect on why.

It's cuz my old self is resisting such a change. An amazing revelation, and confirmation that others are going through it too just goes to show that this awakening is indeed great! What a time to be alive, eh? May God be with us all throughout our transformation.

Are you me ?

Agreed 100%. Being in DC for Jan 6th completed my great awakening. It was one of the best days of my life and oh so WONDERFUL to meet many others who knew about Q.

I was born into an awaken family at a young age but God really woke me up again during 9/11. Yes things have changed and regardless never go back to asleep!!!

Nope, been in it all too long to get 'that' excited over 'Q', who came along more than 40 years after I first became suspicious and was digging.

'Q' has offered Hope where really we had none, we figured that until the return of Christ we were just doomed to an ever more Evil existence drifting further and further from God. Then 'Q' gave us reason to think we 'might' be able to defeat some of the Human minions who front for satan, tho we don't have a single scalp yet.

But I digress... no I'm the same person who protested back in the 70s and 80s and 90s and yadayadayada, we voted for Perot hoping then we might be able to break the mold and force government back inside the Constitution, but we didn't understand the full scope of the Enemy and the corruption of media. We failed to appreciate the sheer ignorance of many Americans and the apathy of the welfare crowd, the power of the Gibs purse and propaganda. We thought surely Freedom and God should prevail, right?

Nope, and while Q might yet have been pointing the way we don't seem any closer, in fact we are much worse off than ever before ain't we.

Pray for Humanity. Even if we 'win' starting tomorrow not everyone will make it.

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Spiritual alchemy.

OP I feel the same. Part of the cabals psy war on normal people is to make us feel isolated. We're not, there are so many more of us out there who are looking for signs of good people doing good things. Just like us. Staying positive is huge, no matter how impossible it seems now.

Same. There’s no going back.

Originally I only became a political person around election season but boy was this election season great at keeping EVERYBODY in that full political mindset no matter what your opinion is

Oh man, 1000% yes!!

My late husb red pilled me 15 yrs ago. No q. No plan. Just knowledge of so much corruption and evil. Those were some dark years. We were prepping for the apocalypse.

Sadly my husb passed in 2016. After I discovered q, everything changed. I saw room for hope, and now that sliver of hope is a tidal wave of conviction. At the crux of it all was finding my faith.

I tried dating but it was a clown show. I want to find another good and kind man to share the rest of my life with. But at this point I think that will happen after this plan is finally completed and everyone gets revealed at last. Right now I have ZERO patience with anyone who is even partially asleep.

I stumbled upon an amazing anon woman in real life. We just had this conversation ourselves today. We both agree, there is no going back. Only way is forward, fully awake to the nature our reality.

I started writing a short story in my early 20s, it was a sci-fi near futuristic short story. It was election day and two young 20 something women were FaceTimeing (this was before FaceTime was a thing btw) and the two had no clue who the candidates even were, didn’t vote or even remember it was Election Day, but they were super sad that a celebrity couple had recently broke up. The funny thing is, I was awake back then. And that “futuristic” short story was not futuristic at all. I was living it. No one really understands the candidates running. Until Trump, they were all actors. Fucking frauds, pretending to care about us and our country. And all the people I knew were mindless sheep that were pacified by pop culture and the stars, not willing to look deeper. Hell I was sort of one of them. Around the time I wrote this short story, I had a buddy tell me about 9/11 and the Bilderburg group, and I told him that was ridiculous. But, people are still this way. Just luckily now more and more people are waking up. I do feel reclusive. I choose not to call up or hangout with certain friends or family who are asleep. I can’t handle it. It’s so hard to live in their reality. The lockdown gave me an excuse to stay away. And now the whole vaxxed shedding their weird spike proteins on me makes me want to go further into my cave. I’d really like to have another child and the possibility of miscarrying by being around the vaxxed freaks me out. I guess it’s a blessing that they don’t want to be around the unvaxxed also. Just wish I could shop and go out to dinner and not see brainless zombies in masks. I pray every night people wake up and Jesus comes into their lives. And I pray the evil is eradicated.

Honestly, I don't think so. Q has opened my eyes to human trafficking being much worse. The rest though I've kind of known for years - probably because I'm 63 and have seen tons of things through the years that have made me go, "Huh?" and then I would investigated it. JFK ( my dad worked with Jim Garrison) and I've read everything I could get my hands on. 911 - at first, I was golly gee whiz, the Muslims still hate us. When the Towers fell though, my thought was, " That looks like what happens when a building is demolished by bombs." Those are just a couple of the biggest examples.

I think a big chunk of my innocence died after I discovered Q.

I knew the world was corrupt and awful things happen, but I didn’t know like I do now.

It was definitely a distressing experience. I learned about real, unthinkable crimes against humanity and that my government is more dangerous than I ever could have imagined.

But what broke me was finding out how asleep every one truly is. I was already shocked and horrified about how they all reacted to covid, but I still didn’t know how bad it was. When I talked to people I’m close with about Q things they judged me and did that agent smith thing where they suddenly stop thinking and make up excuses for the cabal.

I thought the common reaction would be, “Oh my fucking God, there is overwhelming evidence that John Podesta and his brother have been raping and killing children.”

But no one else reacted like that. They didn’t seem to get it. It was alienating and I quickly learned that Q talk is taboo.

It’s been almost a year and now I feel stronger, smarter and wiser than I was before. I am a more serious person now, but I also care more than before.

I’ve got half of my friends comfortable criticizing wokeism and the liberal ideology. I’ve become more based than ever before which feels good. My people now know I’m a libertarian who supports Trump and thinks the election was rigged, vaccines are toxic, and covid is a trap. They’ve all started thinking differently about politics since I changed. They’re waking up slowly but it’s happening.

So yes, I feel very different. A new part of my mind woke up. It’s different and better than before. I feel like I know myself a little better.

I feel the same way and look at the world the same way as you do now. Your point by point almost mimics my experience. I am a different person, and I feel like I'm inhabiting a higher energy field of some sort and it is extremely hard to have conversations with the brainwashed.

The final straw for me was this scamdemic. I've been awake through stages over the last 15-20 years. By 2018 I was already 90% off social media and have had no cable for several years, but March 2020 was when I decided I could no longer partake in their illusion or actively try to persuade others to come to our side. I have enough trouble keeping peeps on our team from falling apart. I have been (and will continue to be) a helping hand if God gives me a sign, but that is a case by case basis.

I always felt Q found us and not the other way around. I do try to say aloud the Armor of God prayer every day to keep my wits. Thanks for your post; it demonstrates once again that we are not alone!

I give Q some credit, but as someone who went into 2016 awake to the deep state but agnostic, I feel like Jesus is responsible for my recent transformation. It feels weird to admit it, I'm still wrapping my head around it. It derives from 2 mantras I have adopted, 1. If things are as bad Q says, our only hope is God guiding us to a better path. 2. At any point in my day when it feels like it is to much to bare, I remind myself, I am not as good as Jesus was, and I am not suffering as bad as he did for his virtues. In the kingdom turned upside down we all suffer for our virtues but we can bare this cross. Because of this I am better able to focus on what matters, providing, getting myself and wife prepared to have children, temporign my rage and trying to do something more usefull that seething at the injustice of our world.

Totally on the same page. It would be nice to meet up one day with all my Q friends.

You know when Neo takes the red pill and wakes up in that tub filled with goo and he pulls out the cable lodged into his neck and he looks around and there’s so many people silently sleeping, and he’s in this weird shock, and he doesn’t know how to really move and walk, and everything feels familiar yet brand new at the same time.

That’s what I feel like now. Free.

Certain aspects of myself have changed as a result of Q. The constant search for truth showed that liberal minded people push for their own enslavement. They embrace authoritarianism and so many people I know still align with those ideas because they fall into the sheep mentality of being “a good person” blindly following movements like BLM and other woke propaganda. I still want freedom and sovereignty for all individuals but the ideas of socialism no longer have any appeal after questioning them on their face. The best hope we have is to continue being the change we wish to see by not complying with their dogmatic views and hope those working behind the scenes have it under control.

I feel exactly the same way!!

Are you happier as a result? For me that's hard to quantify: I'd have happily gone the rest of my life in sheltered ignorance, never knowing. But I do know. And I can't sleep. I've learned a lot, but much has felt slightly forced- compelled to learn rather than learning for love of learning itself. Stoicism would be an asset if I had it, but dogged perseverance I can do.

The happiness question is secondary to the answer, which I believe is that we are needed. We are required to hold ourselves in the position where our beliefs place us- our hill and refuge, where if things don't feel right- look around you- you are in good company- these people know your pain and joy.

For the better. I relate to your post. Spending more time in Bible comms than ever before as I prefer that world to ours.