When I look around me NPCs are doing better than me. Even though I believe I was never fully NPC in the past.
You would think being aware about what’s going on in the world, you would have a sense of freedom.
I also got hit really hard by the covid fiasco mentally. Just by seeing all those NPC around me championing all the restrictions, made me feel very lonely for a while. Because my mind was and is not the same as theirs. If I would speak out what’s in my mind I probably wouldn’t have any friends surrounding me anymore.
I’m not being myself, I’m being fake, so that the NPCs would accept me. The fake me is the person that they like about me and want hang around with.
I totally lost all joy in life, my addictions became heavier over the last two years, the last months I’m doing better to quit them.
But being sober all the time brings back all those bad feelings. I’m not even able to focus on loving someone. My friends think I’m low energy. But the addictions kept me that way.
And the question “What am I even doing here on this planet” start roaming in my head again.
When I have good times, I get upset that some others don’t. Do I even have the right to pray to God for more and more, while others are begging for food and are sleeping on the streets.
Does God even care about me? If he does, than does he cares about the others as well?
Life just seems not fair for the majority people on earth.
Those feelings hold me back to advance my own life. While dreaming about all those cool stuff you can do on this earth.
Just being aware of so many things made me very destructive towards myself.
Is there someone who can relate? Were you able to get your lust for life back?
God has put each of us here at this moment in time for a reason.
Pray for others, pray for yourself.
No matter how bad you have it someone has it worse. No matter how good you have it someone has it better.
Read the book of Job. That is all of us. We face the same trials. Steel sharpens steel my beautiful fren. Hone that fine edge and cut through the bullshit.
Godspeed this is OUR battle.
Amen Patriot!
Before i saw this post i was telling this very thing to a coworker who has the same outlook.
God put it on my heart today for a reason.
Godbless you!
God bless you fren!
God bless you!
I'm right there with you. I hate the things I used to love because I know they are a distraction. I even have a hard time focusing on work. It's like my life is on pause.
Don't kill yourself. You sound depressed. Go get some fresh air. Walk around your neighborhood, if it's safe.
Let me know if you want to chat one on one. It's rough out there. But like never before I think things are about to change. We will be the normies and the normies will be shitting themselves.
They will ask you how you knew. Fuck'em. Find people that are awake. Change your circle. It's been great!
"How did you know?!?" -Normies
"How did you not?" -Me
The problem we face is the massive psyop conducted against all things Trump.
IF the plan ever pans out - how do we ever get our victory lap?
The plan cannot play out as Trump being responsible OR the normies will refuse to accept it. Trump has to be the defeated loser who is also complicit or else normies wont be able to cope. IF Trump has any exposure to being involved normies will fight him at all costs.
It sucks.
The omnibus and Ukraine are simply a way to speed up the death of the Dollar/swift banking system/petro dollar.
This has always been about who controls the money after the dollar implodes and burns the world financial system down with it.
We want the good guys to win (obviously), because if not, it’s Revelation time and mark of the beast system is here soon after.
Don’t worry too much about the crazy spending. We are so far past the point of no return that another few hundred billion for Ukraine won’t matter.
It's always. ALWAYS. About money. Fuck what people say... watch what the money does. Every. Single. Time.
Fresh air is definitely a pain killer! Don’t worry I’ll keep on living. Thanks
Reminds me of the guy on the Matrix that just wanted to be hooked back up. Not me friend! I have been waiting for this for 50+ years. I get depressed sometimes when I think it is not going as fast as I want but after a couple days off, I can't wait to get back on here and see what I missed. Hang tight, it is always darkest before the dawn.
Amen
-Cypher character (The Matrix, 1999)
Live on your feet fighting for your individual rights, or die on your knees with the bullet to the head by your Communist overlords. Your choice is that simple, imo. And actors are only important in a world of make-believe.
“And actors are only important in a world of make-believe.”
That might’ve been an inside joke that the Wachowskis think actors are sell outs like Cypher.
Definitely inside joke. It took me three viewings before I got it. In light of the revelations about Hollywood actors engaged in pedophilia and their own exaggerated self-importance it is even more of a revelation to me now.
Note that there is a tight linkage between "acting" and "name stealing", and this is a deep insight into who these Hollywood people and their families really are.
Have you ever seen Nightcrawler with Jake Gyllenhaal? Kind of the same idea. It implies that the real life people who have climbed the ladder of corporate news media were able to do so because they’re psychopaths like Gyllenhaal’s Nightcrawler character.
Have not seen it, but I am aware of it. I am convinced now that movies like that are soft disclosure of reality and not fiction, but I am cautious about watching because I do not want to be pre-programmed.
It’s a pretty good movie, not at all flattering of the news media
When all is revealed, the lies, the corruption, how long these people have been in control, people will realize we have been living in the Matrix.
Same for me each time. GAW is uplifting as well
Watch A Wonderful life it always helps me gain my perspective back during this time of year.
Great film, good advice.
The toast Harry gives George at the end chokes me up every single time.
You're not human if you don't choke up at some point during that film.
Noted, thanks!
Absolutely! Just saw it on the Big screen at a local cinema on Sunday night. A Classic!
Learn to get out of the incessant monkey-mind throught-stream. Those are not your own thoughts. You can see this for yourself by trying to stop them. You can't...because they aren't yours.
Instead, become PRESENT. Tune-into your breath, tune-into your heart and turn your ALL-POWERFUL ATTENTION away from this monkey-mind throught-stream.
Go out in nature, look at the moon, get some sunlight in your eyes. The universe is conspiring to return you to your natural state of joy and bliss. The cabal, which runs the man-made institutions, the academia, the movies, the TV, the entertainment outlets, the news is trying to pull you away from your natural state.
You'll know where your attention is by how you feel. Returning to the present moment will return you to balance. The more of us that do this, the faster we "win" this thing. The "fix" isn't to ENGAGE with their offerings...one person at a time is the only way.
This is the GREAT AWAKENING!!
Be strong, be positive and be hopeful. All is well.
Aye, this guy gets it.
Adding to your comment on following the breath...I recommend everyone starting up a daily or multiple times daily routine of practicing Wim Hof's breathing technique if you're in a relatively healthy state. Practice it at your own pace.
Beginners Wim Hof, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BNejY1e9ik
Standard Wim Hof, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tybOi4hjZFQ
Love me some Wim Hof! FYI, these are ancient pranayama techniques he borrowed and popularized.
Wim Hof is about to get a whole lot easier in the Midwest! 50 mph winds and blizzard snow. Just going to get the mail at the end of the driveway will be a week's worth of work for Wim Hof enthusiasts. ❄️🌬🤣
tru dat!
Indeed.
I suggest Wim's techniques for most people because they're a pretty good introduction for those not typically into this stuff.
Excellent advice.
Great post and reminder for me. I used to read Elkhart tolle a long time ago. Never thought about how the cabal wants us to be not present and to be stuck focusing on our automatic thoughts. Perhaps Tolle wasn’t a good person or didn’t have a good message because of Oprah pushing him so much. But he pretty much speaks eastern philosophy. In his books he talks about how all religions tie back to this fundamental thing… which is to silence the mind by focusing on the now.
Id love to read more evidence that the cabal doesn’t want us present and focused on the now. Meditation is a good thing and can train one to simply witness one’s own thoughts instead of identifying with them.
Tolle is fine if he's your cup of tea. I have no issues with what he generally says.
Think about where all the money goes and all the effort to keep your attention focused on their creations. The list is endless. Entertainment, distractions, movies, TV, video games, social media, etc. etc. etc.
The cabal expends all their money and resources to keep our attention. It couldn't be more obvious if you stop and choose to notice. They need us. We don't need them. This, more than anything else, they do not want you to know.
Have a look at television and movie edits through the decades. From 1940 to today. In the early days, they held shots for 30-60 seconds. Then it was shortened to 20 seconds, then 10, then 5, then 4. Today the dominant edits are 2-3 seconds. This is to keep your mind engaged and your thoughts disjointed and frantic. You can take this to the bank.
Turn off your TV, watch no movies of any kind for 3-months. You will then be able to sense the change in your balance, stability and awareness. This is all the proof you'll need.
Your attention is your greatest asset. And the cabal wants it on their offerings.
Meditation is the best thing you can do for yourself to break free from the monkey-mind, and therefore the illusion. The list of benefits are endless - health, finances, relationships, etc. If you can truly learn to witness your own thoughts instead of identifying with them, you will be liberated to a level you can hardly yet imagine. The "truth" is experiential, not intellectual. "Presence" is the EXPERIENCE of the "truth", which is beyond words/thoughts.
I would encourage you to keep following this trail...
Tolle is great. Not perfect, but I think everyone should read "The Power of Now"
The only problem with his type of teaching is the destruction of the ego. You want to keep your ego because that is yourself. You just want to cut away the bad parts of it. To take control of yourself.
Yeah good book. Re ego destruction that takes like years of work. Most monks don’t even reach that.
"If I would speak out what’s in my mind I probably wouldn’t have any friends surrounding me anymore."
Are they your friends, really? or are they simply people you're accustomed to having around? Shed them and make room for actual friends? Learn what real friendship actually is?
The reality is, life is hard. Get harder or get broken. That's part of the waking up process. You can no longer just ditty bop through life.
Many of us have already gone through this process for one reason or another, before or during this current awakening.
I realize I sound like an asshat, but the truth is, suck it up and soldier. Life doesn't exist to make you or any other individual happy happy joy joy. That's part of the "go to sleep" indoctrination. "Find your joy!" bullshit.
Life is a test. and it's pass or fail.
it's meant to be hard.
There is no growth without difficulty. Ever.
I'm not saying there isn't happy and joy out there. There's plenty of it. But you gotta go after it. You gotta earn it. You gotta change the way you approach issues and situations if you're not getting what you need out of your current behaviors. The world will not change for you. You have to change to meet and exceed it.
It's a grind. But there is a whole hella lot of good that comes with it too.
This!
Well said!
Im sure there are changes in all our lives we need to make. I pray we all find the strength to do so.
Thanks for your words! Very very uplifting.
I get the odd spell of the dreaded Ds: disgruntled, disappointed, despondent, depressed, dissatisfied, deflated and all that. Remind myself we are in a spiritual war and the only way to get through is to pray and praise. The negatives disappear pretty quickly. I ask to be strengthened mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually, and thank God for all he has blessed me with. Soldiers need to be disciplined and loyal to their chief. Ours is the best, Jesus. He knows what we are going through and will never leave or forsake us. Be encouraged, stay busy, keep your eyes on Him and read your Bible daily..
Thanks Fren!
God loves all brave hearts. The strong souls who juggle addiction are the ones he loves because they can be saved with simple choices.
I always wondered why we humans are so easily addicted to something, or is that just our nature?
Hang in there. I live in a blue city and state and most of my friends and family are NPC. I was able to find a group of friends more recently who think more like I do. That's really what you need to do. You will feel less crazy and alone. Reach out here often too. This is a mostly supportive place. Kind of like family that way LOL. Some drunk obnoxious uncles here and there but more good than bad.
Mostly pray. And then watch for signs. God will let you know what to do. And will bring the people into your life you are needing right now if you pray and wait and watch.
God bless you Fren!
Make fun of yourself as you redpill them. I have a picture of myself wearing a tinfoil hat that I usually send to my NPC, all-vaxxed, MSM-watching buddies along with the latest redpill. I think they're beginning to realize that I'm not crazy after all.
That sounds very funny, maybe I give it a go.
God woke us up for a reason, fren.
https://qalerts.app/?q=%234790
NPCs aren't happy, they're dead inside.
Or just asleep
I understand. It's hard to be red-pilled.
It’s just the beginning of a new journey, a hard one as well.
I don't wish that at all.
I'm happy to be in the fight.
Most of that is from being active in the fight.
Don't just watch the movie,it will get you down.
Keep up the fight Fren!
I do feel free knowing what I know at this point. And I am ecstatic to be here in this realm at this time to see God's hand in our affairs. We are at the blackest point where we know what could have been while others are slumbering, unaware. I never want to be unaware again. I'm never going back to sleep.
But I hear your pain. We are almost there. Just hold the line a little longer. I know the best is yet to come. And all those NPCs are going to need you to help them understand and cope with the truth. I am fortunate my husband follows Q and supports Trump and knows about the clot shots. I hope you can find at least one person to talk to without having to be fake.
Can you relocate? Not every place is crawling with NPCs. The people you surround yourself with have a massive impact on your mood and possibly even actions. I'll be praying for you OP.
Especially big cities, full of NPCs. I’ll take this in consideration.
God bless you!
I live an hour or so away from a big city. I have to drive when I want to see anyone from my past but I live day to day with some kick ass people. Just a thought for your consideration. God bless you too OP.
Here's the rub. Life is tough, life is full.of obstacles, and treacherous evil people. But life is also full of love and good will. God has won the battle, in the end, all we can do is speak the truth. The truth is, if you are surrounded by "friends" that will abandon you when you speak truth, then you ought to reconsider who you surround yourself with. There's certainly people that are awake, there's people that are in the same boat as you are, and some others that are completely asleep. If you speak the truth, you will attract people that are interested in truth. If you speak lies, then you will attract people that speak lies. Speak truthfully, of course, within the context of the conversation. Don't hide your thoughts, challenge yourself to be honest with others and yourself.
Even though they are NPCs I feel they are attracted towards me and even care about my well being. Probably because I do speak my mind sometimes but very cryptic like. Often they wants me to explain more. But I hold myself back a lot, so I don’t fry their minds with to much information
True, well, one thing you could do is separate truth from speculation and explain it that way. There's a lot of info here that survives through speculation. Some of it gets verified, some doesn't, some never get a second look. So it's worth pointing out the difference between thought provoking truths, and thought provoking speculation. Stick to the first, and if requested, talk about the latter without ascertaining as absolute truth.
I never understand this perspective.
I've never felt more alive in my entire life. It may be due to my disagreeable nature, but I honestly believe you can't be half-assed in this. Once you go all in and you're confident in yourself and your values, you'll find that the NPCs begin to envy you, not the other way around.
We're all going through this, so the only difference is everybody's respective attitude towards it.
EDIT: I'm Australian, a country with over 95% vaccination rate and some of the most aggressive covid/human rights laws on the planet. I'm surrounded on all sides by NPCs, and I've never been happier.
Have you been able to live somewhat normally as a cleanblood minority in oz? I’ve been worried about people over there.
I'm lucky in that I run my own businesses, so I never had to endure any threats to my livelihood.
That being said, I offered close friends and family members jobs during that time, so that they could make the decision on the vaccine without the financial pressures. Not a single one took me up on the offer, so I learned that the 'losing my job' excuse is generally bullshit.
Other than that, I probably live more normally than anybody else. I ignore most covid rules (masks/proof of vax etc), and I have never suffered a consequence. I've been harrassed by public transport officials for not wearing masks, and my response is that they're welcome to issue me a fine and then kindly fuck off. To this day, zero fines.
I don't outright break any laws, but I ignore stupid rules and it works.
Good on ya. Thanks for the info. The job offer observation is revealing.
It must have been hard for you over there in Australia.
God must definitely watch your back if you didn’t succumb to the group pressure.
God bless you my man!
Reach out to the Lord to guide you through this challenging time.
God bless you!
NO ! I am happy to have had the blindfold taken away from my eyes. And I thank God everyday I came across first candidate, later Pres. Donald Trump, then various websites such as this where the Truth is being brought to light, debated and lies exposed by various patriots and truth seekers. It's been eye opening, but it's also been fun.
At the very least, we're still alive since we didn't succumb to the pressure of the Death Clot Shot, and haven't had our life's savings wiped out by this bottoming stock market. There;s also that peace of mind that comes from learning The Truth, and that whatever bullshit hysteria the EneMedia try to whip up we won't fall for the lies again.
True that, I should reflect on that more often.
God bless you!
Totally- many I know have no idea of what I really think -one of my bestest friends ever who I have been preaching about the Bidens since Glenn Beck had the chalkboard asked my honest opinion about Ukraine- I said what I thought was true she agreed sounds crazy but didn’t write me off because she knows I am right- She actually called last Christmas & said I’m sorry you were right about everything & I didn’t believe (in tears I want to add) I didn’t want to be right! Honestly they aren’t ready-one of my best friend since high school (1987) has dropped out of my life & we were like sisters thick & thin - her significant other works for the government & has tried to rile me up in the past … Trump Stormy Daniels… I be oh Bill Clinton is a saint… anyway… just recently dropped off - I have reached out so many times- my sister from another mister & NOTHING- this Christmas I sent a nice card would love to catch up & after that I am done because it almost felt like begging- so totally get it & you know what - YOU HAVE US - WWG1WGA 🙏🙏 Gods plan isn’t always our plan - but He is good all the time- trust in where He is taking you - I know easier said then done 😇🤗😃
May your friend come her senses one day.
God bless you!
Hate to say sound cliche but... "think of the children"
The fact that there are little souls born into a dark hell and dieing without ever knowing even the smallest mercy or kindness yet alone love, knowing nothing but cruelty, suffering and hate, is enough for me to to drudge on even at my downest.
Those who know can't rest. Those who suspect ignore it because the truth will crush em. Igmorance is bliss for them.
I had this conversation today with the same coworker i mentioned in my other reply. She was concerned about the whole covid thing and i said "thats all well and good. And i agree. But this whole plandemic is because we've begun to expose the human trafficking. Just like ww1 and ww2 everytime we get close to the witches on the hill they send our nations to war each other. Ww3, what we are currently in, is a different kinda warfare. This is all about the children, nothing else matters."
You are right not the first that happened to us!
God bless you!
Interesting. I hadn't put those together before. Thanks
Its horrific.
You are right we are here to leave a better place behind for those coming after us
God bless you!
And god bless you!
Man listen, it's easier now than ever to find God, just study and find out how to get real close to God, because He's there, and when you do you'll be glad you did.
I need to go on a spiritual journey that for sure. Thanks and God bless you
Leftism is the desire to control others through government. The covid hoax is an operation to control people through… more government, but also through civilian wanna-be tyrants. Your “friends” might be more than just NPCs. They might have a machiavellian streak.
“I also got hit really hard by the covid fiasco mentally. Just by seeing all those NPC around me championing all the restrictions, made me feel very lonely for a while.”
The covid restrictions were championed by people who lust for control of others. The people telling strangers to wear covid masks were dweebs desperate for a chance to boss people around. Your “friends” also try to control you by making you feel not free to be yourself. If they can prevent you from speaking the truth, they have too much control.
Ditch the dweebs. Hit the squat rack. Fix something with your hands. Run through the woods. Listen to good music. Do something kind for someone else. As long as you don’t pay too high a spiritual price for a good time, don’t feel bad about enjoying it. Give praise and thanks to The Lord.
“As long as you don’t pay too high a spiritual price for a good time, don’t feel bad about enjoying it. Give praise and thanks to The Lord.”
Word.
I’m praying for you, my friend. Just be patient a little while longer. I’ve gotten quite close to friendless through this whole thing. I’m blessed to have kids that listen to me. When this is over, many of us will get to meet for the first time, I hope. Then you’ll find your true friends and family. We are here for now. We love you here.
God bless you!
I've had friends go back to being NPCs, or at least willfully switching their mindsets away from caring about anything. They've lost hope, and they don't care anymore.
It's sad.
Can’t blame them. It has been tough on them too
I don't blame them at all. Nonstop hopium without any tangible wins and justice just leads to an even greater whittling of our psyche, even if some don't believe it.
Hopium has its side effects, true that!
NO you really don't!
Never been an NPC, wouldn't know the feeling
A sense that you know it all, that’s how it feels.
One thing I learnt after my reawakening during the scamdemic, is that I have been focusing in the wrong direction, outwardly. I have everything I need and now am in a journey, of focusing inwards, within me, to unlock my true powers and potential. I have everything I need, within me, to live a fulfilled life. I do not need anyone’s opinions, beliefs, recognition, nor attention at any given time, because that to me is what being a slave means.
Bro, not only does God care, he has CHOSEN us. We are the very special few. Trust in the Lord, and BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. The pain goes away when you you stand up for what you believe in. It may mean finding some new friends or a new job (or like I did, start a business), but there is tremendous FREEDOM when you wake up and live life awaken. We are ants, things are always going to be out of our control regardless. Now I get to do this without coagulated blood.
Very uplifting, thanks!
It has definitely been hard for everyone involved in this very real war to just "have a good time". Even going out and doing nice things...the reality of this battle goes with us. It's like a shadow you can't shake and quite frankly I don't WANT to, because I would feel like a soldier abandoning the battlefield.
BUT: you are not alone. And I don't just mean all of us that empathize with you and are here every day, willing to listen :) I mean God is always with you. You ARE His A team. He will never leave you. He will never forsake you. 24/7/365 for the rest of your life, He is with you always. As Jesus said: even until the end of the age. The one who created all of the beauty of this world considers you His child, and His friend. That is something to ponder and treasure. <3
After fighting, everything else in life got the volume turned down
May God be all with you too!
Very familiar, thanks for writing.
Your welcome
You could easily be dead if you didn’t get red pilled. You could be 5 covid boosters deep with severe heart problems. Tons of people have had their lives completely ruined and they are suicidal bc of the shots. Go on Reddit to the r/vaccinelonghauler sub to see what your future could have been. For that reason alone, you can be grateful. Many other reasons to be happy about it. How about the fact that you get to play a small part in saving humanity. Making your life really mean something and have an impact. What’s better for a human being than that? You’re here for a reason- find it and do it
It’s much easier in a lot ways to be blue pilled. Especially the emotional and psycho local roller coasters. I personally go back and forth thinking, holy cow have I fallen for a LARP? But then I remember the infinite Qproofs and then think logically. And then remember the sick people and the sick details. And then it’s like - ok I’m not crazy. So then I’m just cycling back and forth through this every week or so for about 2 years.
In a lot of ways, once everything’s out in the open, and then damn breaks, it’s going to be a lot less like that, and a lot more like all the blue pilled NPCs (minus 6%) will have gotten red pill suppositoried. And that’s going to be a lot more painful - that’s why we’re here.
In the end, this is about good and evil and the fight for freedom. You’re on the right side.
Sometimes it feels your stuck in a time loop, but as you said, infinit Qproofs as they keep coming.