I deeply apologize if this is not allowed but I am throwing all caution to the wind. I had an experience that lead me to Christ. It was the greatest decision of my life. It was the same experience that set me searching based on certain behaviors for understanding and that led me to Q and to this board. I have kept my head down for years. Not so much from fear but more from situations that have kept me too busy to think of anything else. I am so grateful for this board and the fellowship here. I have also learned a great deal. I feel terrible asking for more but I am desperate. I need prayer. I also need minds sharper than mine. I am in a battle not for my life but my child’s. For years I have been fighting and I am so very tired. Pediatric cancer is a monster and we have no savings left no doctors with the knowledge left and now there is yet another new and painful mystery ailment. Now I need to go to yet another new hospital where I have to meet round after round of doctors. We have had such horrible experiences that just the idea of another hospital makes me nauseous. I feel like I am walking this tightrope. I have to give them enough information to help them figure out what to do or test to order but if I don’t address them just right we will be blown off. Twice I didn’t handle that right and twice we had to be life flighted when it wasn’t “me overacting “ it is so hard. My only comfort is knowing that at the end of the day it is in my Lords hands. Yet I am literally trembling as I organize all the paperwork and pack and check meds. Please please pray for us. The pain is tremendous and with a compromised liver my options are limited. We have been pressured so hard to transition to palliative care but that is not something he is ready for and in truth neither am I. He doesn’t want a painless death he wants to live!!!! We are very much in the crosshairs because of my refusal of the clot shot and I suspect there is something in the doctors notes because that was when everything changed. Please please pray we get breakthrough. His cancer is well managed but they still push palliative care. I am alone and I am exhausted and I can’t do it anymore but I will because I can’t NOT fight for him. I have seen God deliver so many times and my faith in him is strong but my faith in our medical system is completely broken.
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Our blessed Heavenly Father, we come together today to pray for Joanofsnarks son and the desperate need for his healing. Lift the burden of care from her shoulders Lord and touch him with your Holy Spirit. Only you dear Lord can meet their needs. Comfort her Lord and give her the strength she needs as she has done so much for the love of her child. As your word has spoken in Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Let your will be done Father as you speak these words of truth over her child. We know not what the future holds dear Lord, but only you alone know. We ask for healing, comfort and relief as we thank you for all things given. In our precious Savior Jesus' name we pray. Amen.
You always pray so magnificently.🙏🏻❤️💐
I lay this prayer at our Father's feet. I pray he sees her tears and the cries for the healing her son so desperately needs.
Thank you so much. Our Lord is truly good to give us fellowship in difficult times
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Yes. We all need prayer and a close relationship with our Lord. He hears our cries and comforts us when we need it. And he always hears our prayers.
Beautiful
This is such a nice prayer. I am praying for you too u/joanofsnark
Lift our voices up to Heaven. The power of prayer is wondrous. She is on the right path as she asked for prayer. God sees her need. He will answer.
He is good and faithful and he always answers. Not always the answer we want or hope for but he sees things so much clearer and he knows what we need beyond our desires. I trust him
Praise the Lord!
Yes it is and thank you for your prayers
Thank you
Amen. I can't add much to that, except to say that when I faced cancer myself, and then my precious wife went through it 5 years later, we both knew that no matter what the outcome, that this world is not our home and that our real home in Heaven awaited us. We are both survivors today, but we never lost sight of that vision.
Praying for this fragile family in this time of need. They are now in my daily prayers.
Amen. With the Lord by our side, we can survive anything. And you and your wife are living proof of that. God bless you both.
Thank you so much. Lifting up our brothers and sisters in Christ is the greatest gift we can offer and I am truly grateful.
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Amen.
Holy Father, please bless u/joanofsnark with serenity and the feeling of our loving presence with her. Bless her kid with a swift recovery and his doctors with an inspired focus and faultless abilities.🙏🏻
Thank you so much. The fellowship is so welcoming the loneliness has been crushing. On my good days I realize I am not actually alone but I am definitely imperfect and it is easy to forget
There are several threads right now specifically about the new cancer protocol. There are anons very well versed in the routine who can help you navigate it
Praying for you and your beautiful child. I recently TOTALLY gave myself to Jesus after years of alcohol abuse. Pray as much as you can.. This platform/board was a great help. GOD Bless you.
I am praying for you
Thank you very much
I am both hopeful and concerned because of the compromised liver. Ivermectin I am not concerned about but fenbin may overwhelm his liver. Weirdly his last bone marrow was really good. Clots are our battle ground. Thankfully I denied the vax but yet he clotted. I have ran as close as possible to a clot clearing protocol but again I don’t know enough medically and I don’t have the equipment to do too much. It is so scary and frustrating. If it were me I would not be near so cautious. Not giving up though. There is a way forward I just haven’t found it YET
Please look into nattokinase to dissolve the blood clots. It dissolves 50% of clots within 2 hours. Can purchase on Amazon. I would also start high doses of Vitamin D3 and C. Get plenty of sunlight and NO sugars. My prayers for you and your child.
Added: Methylene Blue in combo with red light therapy, Vit C.
Side effect: pissing green.
The cells take up this coloration (blue) and then light can do it's thingy. Also, together with Vit C, it is the nuke under anti-oxydants. Mitochondria is reset.
Have you heard of Milk Thistle for liver?
i was told Milk Thistle and garlic to rejuvenate the liver.
My son took serrapeptase and nattokinase every day to prevent clotting and still, when the cancer got really bad, it did nothing. He had huge painful clots form and then the hospital ramped up his heperin shots which took care of it. I later came upon using DMSO for clotting and was blown away by what I found. There's a lot of info out there on it if you look on Yandex but here are a couple of links to get you started: https://freerepublic.com/focus/f-news/2903705/posts https://eaec.org/health/what-is-dmso.pdf
Sadly, my son passed away before he was able to try this, but hopefully it will be useful to you. God bless!
Faith in God. I know this is tough to say, but not everyone prays for the same thing. What does your son want? He might be tired of it all. Love your child with all your heart
Could there be anything better than the beautiful stewards of the fellowship knowing to pray in the Name of Christ and not an our own names on this forum? love you guys so much so grateful to be here same story different tragedy but q led me directly to Christ. my brother in Christ I ask the father in the name of the perfect son Jesus Christ to bestow upon you and yours all of the blessings and the prayer that comes the name of Jesus Christ and I ask the father to fill the holy spirit in you with the most divine grace and that of your son and everyone in your family may you know peace be still. God bless you family
Have you reached out to St. Judes Hospital in Memphis. They treat childhood cancers sans charge. I believe a place to stay is also provided. They cured my ex's son who had downs and cancer. And many others....
My son in law is a St. Jude's survivor. They told him he wouldn't be able to have kids, but I have 4 beautiful grandchildren. The Lord works in mysterious ways
Praying for your son's health and for your psychological and physical strength to endure the battle you face.
How are your son's vitamin D levels? You could find out the "nanograms per milliliter" level.(ng/ml)
I'm not a Doctor, so I can only offer suggestions.
I wish you both all the best and always remember a lot of people care about you both.
I pray for you and your family fern.The lord is watching over you and by his graces he will protect you through it all. So many wonderful prayers given out here.This platform is the best.
My heart hurts for you. Prayers are being said for you and your child. God hear our prayers.
I hear you. My faith in the medical system has been shattered as well.
My heart goes out to you and your son. I sent a little prayer to our Lord.
Have you done research on gut health in children with cancer?
Also,
Did you see this article? https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2024/10/new-cancer-treatment-protocol-featuring-horse-dewormer-ivermectin/
Best of luck to you and your son! God be with you.
Oh dear joan! Grateful you came to your family here for prayer! Desperately sorry you've been carrying this worry by yourself, but now you have us and our voices raised in prayer for you and your son are power filled! 🙏🙌 Our Father knows your heart and every need. I'm praying in His Name that every need will be met, every door will be opened and every obstacle conquered.Thank you for sharing here...best thing you could do after prayer and now all of us are praying, too! Please keep us updated in the General Chat.
Blessings dear fren! ✝️ 👏🙌🤍😘
You are not alone. I am praying for you and your family now. Please keep us updated. God bless you all.
I prayed for you and your son. God will give you peace during these dark times.
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Prayers up 🙏🙏🙏
Dear Joan - Today I was going to ask for prayers for my 7 year old grandson and his mom, but when I read your post my heart broke for you. I believe with all my heart in the power of prayer and I send you my light and love. Blessings.
Bless you. So sorry for what you are going through. Sounds like you need a fast track.
If you are on Fakebook, search Linda Sinclair and Always Hope Cancer Network.
She consults and will craft a metabolic protocol based upon the cancer that your child has.
Not sure what she charges, but it would be worth getting a gofundme to cover it. The research is extensive to find the right ingredients and time is of the essence.
Best wishes.
https://isom.ca/article/targeting-the-mitochondrial-stem-cell-connection-in-cancer-treatment-a-hybrid-orthomolecular-protocol/
Sorry you're going through this. Some bear heavier crosses than others.
Have you asked your son what he thinks you should do?
The Peace of Jesus Christ and all that He is be to you and yours in Jesus's name. Amen.
<3 Prayers in the Lord Jesus' name, amen.