Don't lose hope. Pick up a King James Bible. Read it and understand that God loves you and wants you to accept that Jesus is the Son of God and that He died so that if you believe in Him that you will be spared from a second death in hell.

I hope you will accept Jesus as your personal Saviour. Feel free to DM me and we can discuss further offline. There is no situation that is too hopeless for God. He loves you. God bless you.

Had two siblings. Twin older bros by 5 years One od'd in 74, his twin held on for 9 years and hung himself outside my bedroom door in 83, 8 hours after i had told him how an aquantance of his had dome it. It was in the paper. He did it exactly the same way. I was crushed by guilt for years.

I'm 63 now. No family left. It's quite lonely and has been and will be. No one to b.s. with, to laugh with, to be pissed off at, to go "hey, remember that time...?."

No matter the circumstances, by doing this you only spread and increase the pain, guilt and anguish.

Jesus will never leave nor forsake you, regardless of the lies your brain tells you. It's the devil, satan, the evil one .

I was a prisoner of these lies until 2/22. Jesus was with me the whole time and it took turning black inside and praying for death for years that i , thru the Holy Spirit, found the Truth. I had put Jesus in a box. I tried to fix everything by myself. We can't.

What is happening is a temptation. A lie that things will be better. It's a lie straight from Hell.

Plesse dont harm yourself. These are real tears. For you.

Romans 12:12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation and be constant in prayer.

Psalm 40:1-3 KJV [1] I waited patiently for the LORD; And he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. [2] He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, And set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. [3] And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: Many shall see it, and fear, And shall trust in the LORD.

1 Corinthians 10:13 ESV 13] No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.

Oh yeah, estranged from my only daughter x 6 years. 3 grandsons i dont know. No cards, no nuthin. I pray for our reconciliation all the time. It was my fault when i was so depessed. Trying to be patient. Im pretty numb about it. Its so surreal. I now concentrate on my new life in Jesus, my wife and ny son and how colorful life really is. It's never as bad as it is good.

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Please stay.

Dear Lord, you have promised in Psalm 68:5 that you are a defender of widows. Please defend, protect, strengthen, provide for, & comfort u/SidetrackedAgain who is hurting so much. Let your strength be her strength. Bring her the people & resources she needs. Let her see you at work in her life. Draw her to faith in Christ Jesus, & fill her with your Holy Spirit and your peace. I ask all this in Jesus' Holy name & to your glory. Amen.

I dont try to convince anyone of Q just share the truth i learn here.

Sorry to hear you’re at your wits end. There is hope.

https://www.gotquestions.org/why-not-commit-suicide.html

it sounds like you do not need q ma'am it sounds like you need Jesus Christ so call out to Him fall to your knees and call out to Him because He loves you and He is waiting for you

PRAYING FOR YOU NOW! 🙏

YOU ARE LOVED! 🤍

YOU ARE NEEDED BY YOUR FAMILY HERE! 🙂‍↕️

DON'T DESPAIR!

My husband an I have family that are estranged from us. The tide is turning.

YOU WERE CHOSEN FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS! 🌟

YOU WILL BE NEEDED TO COMFORT THOSE WHO DOUBT YOU NOW!

DON'T EVER, EVER, EVER GIVE UP!

PUT ON THE ARMOR OF GOD AND FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!

Heartbroken for your losses! 💔 Jesus Walks Beside You Always! ✨

NEVER FORGET HE LOVES YOU!.☝️🙏

HEALING IS COMING TO YOU! 🙌✨🤍

I'm so sorry. Beyond sorry. This wait is so painful, and the losses that many have had to endure over this movement is even worse. I am praying that the Lord will comfort you and give you strength, and that He will reunite you with your son.

That is all heartbreaking and I see why you feel there is nothing left that makes going on, worth the effort. I have recently said to my most cherished person that if there were a rift between us that it would make me lose my will to live. I understand completely what your state of mind is. So I tell you what I thought would make being alive tolerable if all was lost. Since I would not be able to terminate myself. I would as quickly as possible find a few people who simply need me to give a damn whether they survive their loneliness, and do what I can to see that they do. And go read books to lonely dogs and kitties at the shelters. Everywhere there are living beings with souls who are starved for love. Go give some.

My entire family pretends I don't exist. It's not just you. If you need a friend, you got a ton around here. If you need family, that's what we do. WWG1WGA is not just a slogan. God loves you!

You are a warrior, your sos is received. Many of us know exactly where you are right now.... our lives have also endured chaos and carnage. Know that it is always the darkest and the most chaotic before the light and peace come. Most of us have lost love ones, family, finances, jobs, friends, had our faith and strength tested. Even Jesus became angry and lashed out flipping tables and calling out the insanity. You are not alone and you are not walking this journey by yourself. Many of us are here and can grab hold of your hand and won't let go. WHERE WE GO ONE, WE GO ALL. https://youtu.be/gYR0xP1j4PY?si=wRqO6GKuZcyVxmXY

I understand some of what you are feeling. Especially the "trust the plan" be patient it's not on your time blah blah..... Diagnosed with cancer, doctors did not think I was going to survive. Asked God please let me live long enough to vote, I voted. Then long enough to see Inauguration, that happened and now??? There are alot of things happening but geez!!! It wears on you, my only surviving sibling died 4 months ago. Wife has serious TDS. I can understand some of what you feel. God has us here for some reason. Got no idea what it is but we are still here. Prayers up 🙏 for you fren.

First thing to acknowledge, most people we meet are pretty asleep and running on automatic. Second thing, when people see us, even people we have known our whole lives, they don't really see "us." They see a person that they have developed a comfortable expected definition of. When we veer off that, when we start acting in a way that threatens the comfortable sleep dream they are living in, it shouldn't surprise us they try to push away for their own protection. Jesus said every prophet is hated in their hometown. It is ultimately a lonely reality being at least semi aware of reality. We can't really go back to sleep like the guy in the matrix movie just wanting to enjoy his steak and forget. Even if you could forget everything and have your relationship back, would you choose that?
Like it or not, you have a blessing/curse, and like Cassandra they don't hear you. Bottom line, we are at war. It could be bombs and bullets, but it is the minds we are fighting in. You aren't alone. Many of us feel the way you do. Don't give away the gift you have been given. Be proud you at some level were courageous enough to accept it.

Ask God to help you through it. 🙏 I am so very sorry for your losses.

Don't do anything drastic. Ask Jesus to get you through just one day and then ask Him to get you through just one day more, and so on. Try not to look ahead. It will get better. I'm a divorced mother of 3 and my youngest (33 yrs old) won't speak to me because I don't agree with her taking hormones and cutting off her breasts so she can "be" a boy. Just got off the phone with my son, who detailed all my faults at great length. My oldest daughter is considerably kinder, for which I am grateful. It has been a horrendous year financially. So know that there are many who can share in and understand your sorrow. DO NOT GIVE UP!

Recently I reflected on the number of times I wanted to take my life throughout the decades and how tragic it would have been had I done so that I would not have seen this day beginning to Dawn. I cannot imagine your pain. My feeble attempts to do so tear my heart apart. I assure you for reasons of my own I felt the consternation that you're feeling and I urge you to hold strong and please, please never ever ever give up. I promise you it will be worth it. That's the best I can say and I know how I would have felt had I heard those words back when I was contemplating ending it.

Hang in there, fren. There are lots of fellow frogs that are here for you. 🐸💚🐸

Hang in there! Your frog frens love you!

Trust in God's plan. It is writ large in His Holy Word. I pray for you ma'am. I too am alone. All alone but for the community here and Brother Jesus in our hearts.

Please reach out to me privately if you are comfortable doing so.

I am a mother of two adult children who hate me because of this movement. They wrote off their whole family. My Asperger son has not spoken to me for 6 years. His older sister hasn't spoken to me for 5 years. When my brother was near death, they apparently didn't care. My Mom will be 79 next week and they don't speak to her either when she was only ever amazing to them. I love them no matter what, but they are wrong in this. I trust when they know the truth, they will mourn for the pain they caused themselves and others in this. I am blessed to have 4 step kids who are awake and an amazing husband who is awake too.

I miss the two kids I birthed and raised. But I will never let them or anybody else tell me who to vote for or what to believe. If they don't like that, they can, to quote my esteemed grandmother, "just scratch their mad place."

It took me awhile to really believe that this was not my doing. I accept them for who they are. If they think they are too good for their family now, that wasn't my doing. And as my Dad always said, the only sins we have to pay for are our own. I pray for them daily. I miss them always. But I will not be bullied into submission by them or anybody else. I trust the day will come when all is forgiven in a big group hug on our front porch. Until then, I accept that God has been teaching me a lot in this. And, no doubt, they are learning a lot too. But this is bigger than them, bigger than me. And seeing what President Trump has been through reminds me to hold the line. And hold it, I will, to my last breath, if necessary.

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints.

I don't understand why, when I needed you most, you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My son, My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I Carried You."

Please don't give up!

If your son wants to choose death, you have to let him, just as God let’s us choose death. If you want to be in his life, you have to put aside your beliefs, no matter how correct they may be, in order to commune with him to any degree. Losing a relationship over political beliefs is insane to me. If he is willing to pick back up with you both leaving your ideologies on the table, that is a small price to pay, don’t you think? Lastly, may God have mercy on you and your family. Don’t despair, never. Give your despair to Christ, let him hear of your miseries, and take care of them as He will.

I am sorry for your grief and the losses. children cutting parents off is more continual vs a loved one passing. Both are serious hurting. God is good all the time. And he is truly there for you at all times. I add my recommendation to reading the KJV starting in Psalms, but all the books are beneficial.

Reminder: Christianity does not offer a pleasant life. It offers a pathway through suffering, back to the lord.

This is when you need him the most.

May he give you strength.

You're at the precipice. Why turn back now? You don't have to discuss your research with anyone but us, it it makes you feel comfortable. Hell, for 20 years, I didn't speak to really anyone about my research, because i knew most wouldn't understand. But it didn't affect me, save me getting irritated in situations where i just simply removed myself temporarily.

I found comfort in being misunderstood, but understanding there's no reason to convince anyone of anything. Giving them bits and pieces here and there is what actually helped my family and friends come to terms with things, and they fully appreciate what i know now, vs then. We have our own AWAKENING, and no matter the turns of the news cycle or possible incorrect perceptions of events, i've had no reason to give up. at all. It actually intrigued me to become more resilient and dig even deeper!

Truly, at this point, the path is quite clear now. I don't predict often, i just observe, because i don't want to mislead others, or follow the wrong path of logic. But for the past 7 years or so, its surprisingly fell in place as i foresaw it. Just think about it. Your life has been hell, but that doesn't mean you turn back when God has been with you the whole time, wanting you to learn all of this. Q told us clearly, we have everything we need! The rest is just details that are ever changing to keep the right people under pressure.

I have been spiritually suicidal before, and i find that much worse than being emotionally or physically that way. I still am, sometimes. But i remember, its not about me, and this isn't my soul within my body. Its God's. My purpose is to do the best i can, love who i can, forgive when i can, and care, regardless of others do or not. That's the reason why we are alive.

I’m so deeply sorry for everything you’ve had to carry. What you’ve been through is more than what most people face in a lifetime… the losses of your father, your sister-in-law, your brother, your home, and now your husband. And on top of all of that, the heartbreak of feeling cut off from your own child. It takes an unbelievable amount of strength just to put both feet on the ground each morning, let alone to keep moving forward through blow after blow. You’ve shown more perseverance than you probably give yourself credit for.

I also want to gently acknowledge something important: topics like Q, government mistrust, or anything that challenges a person’s worldview can be incredibly jarring to someone who hasn’t walked that same path or hasn’t had the same experiences. Even when someone speaks from a place of conviction, others may only hear something frightening or foreign. That disconnect can affect relationships in ways that feel unfair and devastating. None of that makes you less worthy of understanding, compassion, or connection.

And even though things feel impossibly heavy right now, the story isn’t over. Perspectives change as people age, go through life, raise their own families, face their own losses, and soften in ways they never expected. Time has a way of shifting things we once thought were set in stone. Your son may very well come around in his own time... maybe years from now, maybe sooner. That possibility is still alive. And even if he’s not present today, you still get to witness his life unfolding and know that your love helped build the foundation he’s standing on.

But most importantly: your life matters right now, not just in the future. You’ve survived more than most people could withstand. You deserve support, comfort, and people who can hold space for you while you’re hurting. If the weight of everything feels like too much, you don’t have to face that alone. Reaching out to someone in your local community, a counselor, or even a crisis line doesn’t mean you’re weak. It means you’ve been strong for too long on your own.

You are not done. You are needed. You are valued. And you’re allowed to rest in the care of others while you find your footing again.

I'm so sorry for your terrible losses. Of course you will grieve, but tough times pass.

I wonder if your son might have some narcissistic tendencies. I have a family member who was a sweet and loving child and a charming young adult, but who grew increasingly difficult and narcissistic as he got older. He's also a hardcore lib and he uses that as a weapon and proof of his superiority. But he's just a much colder and more selfish person than he used to be. We used to be close. Now we don't speak.

Despite your political differences, where is your son's normal human compassion for a loving mother who has just lost her husband after recently losing her father, brother, and sister-in-law?

Yes, supporting Q makes us sound a little crazy to people who haven't looked into it, or who don't have good pattern recognition and can't see that our "crazy" accusations are backed up by the symbolism the Luciferian globalist pedophiles use in their public comms and in well-known art, books, music, movies, shows, etc.; who haven't listened to the victims who have spoken out, read our own government's acknowledgment of their MK-Ultra and involuntary human experiments, and much, much more.

But even if a person thinks his mother has gone off the deep end politically, a normal response would be to say, "Look, I think this stuff is nuts. Let's agree to disagree and talk about other things," not to cut her off to the point of refusing to reach out even after she has suffered terrible losses.

If he could do that, he might not come around even when it's proven you were right. I certainly hope he does, but he might be even more resentful that you were.

There are many good and loving parents who face the excruciating experience of having an adult child reject them. I hope you can find a support group, in person or or online, and talk to people who understand, and also the encouragement to find a way to be happy with or without his presence in your life. I strongly hope that your son comes around one day, but even more, I hope that you find a way to be happy again even if he doesn't. We can't control others. We can only control ourselves.

You are going through hell, but please remember that tough times pass. May you find the courage, strength, and support to get through them and find happiness and peace on the other side.

You’ve come a long way. You’re tired. Rest some. You’ve done well. You’ve fought the right fight. People, even family, can be very bad. They do not know what they are doing. Forgive them and yourself and give yourself to Jesus. He will give you renewed energy and take your burden. Don’t think of other people for a while. Just take care of you.

Brainwashing happened for decades by the media, school systems, corporations, entertainment industry, major league sports, medical industry... everywhere people turned was filled with systematic brainwashing and indoctrination.

When I hear of a son rejecting his own mother while clinging to his beliefs... that's a result of brainwashing. The liberal agenda, wokism, is a CULT.

When the people of Jim Jones' cult moved to Guyana, many of them wouldn't even speak to their family members. They would have fought anyone who tried to get them out of that cult. The brainwashing was so strong.

In Nazi Germany, people committed horrible crimes against humanity. They were brainwashed by the propaganda and became full believers in the cult.

History is filled with examples. Your son is indoctrinated and brainwashed to being a member of the neo-liberal cult. It's not something you are doing wrong. It's also not an easy trance to break. All you can do is give him space, remind him that you do love him... and maybe truth will begin to disrupt the cult indoctrination he has given into. He will remember one day. You can't force it, but he will realize one day what he has become through mis-education.

There are others in this world who need your love, and you need theirs. Consider fostering a child in need. Adopt a young teenager, as there are tens of thousands who would love to be a member of a family. Volunteer. Pray each night for your son to accept God into his soul. It helps.

I guess I've never let anyone in my family know that I follow Q, I've never seen a need to. This is for myself alone, for my peace of mind. I figure they won't receive it well and why rock the boat, it is enough that I watch over them and pray. The truth is being let out little by little if they have questions they will turn to me. They know I'm a Christian and a prayer warrior and that's enough. I've been through rough things in my life in the past three years the two that broke me the most, were when my mom died I held her hand as she passed, and then losing my dog she was my best friend i sat with her when she passed as well. I know that's nothing compared to what you've lost but my point is we all go through terrible sad things. What got me through was prayer and relying on God for strength, I don't have it on my own. Anyway God Bless.

If you're done following this, then that's entirely up to you. Make peace with your son, hopefully find some happiness in your life, take care.

Would you like me to come rebuild your pool house? Seriously

🙏🙏🙏.

Please stay. I would like to be your friend. Been going through it myself for the last few years.

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